lots of emotions 🕊

despair for what is lost hope for the future

[wretchedsuggestions]

i see you from a distance.

your dark brown hair, your glasses

your pale skin and soft, full figure

the ring you wear on your pinky finger.

you’re smart. you love music.

you intrigue me. i wish i knew you.

[wretchedsuggestions]

You are such a kind and beautiful person

Your smile is radiant and your laugh is infectious.

You could make anyone’s day better

simply by being yourself.

Your golden hair and blue eyes shine as bright

as the summer skies.

The world is lucky to have you.

You are sunshine

[wretchedsuggestions]

I fall in love too easily.

Living in a world full of beautiful people

beautiful music, beautiful art, beautiful sunsets.

How could I not?

I’m hopelessly romantic.

[wretchedsuggestions]

Tonight is the last night I will spend in this room.

Tonight is the last night I will live in this house.

Tonight is the quiet, somber end to a chapter I’m afraid to let go of.

Tonight has not been what I imagined it would be.

I feel sentimental

but in a lonely, sad little way.

This wasn’t supposed to be “goodbye forever”

this was just supposed to be “farewell until next time, old friend.”

But there’s really no use in dwelling on it.

It’s time to fly from my nest

into an endless sky.

There is no looking back from here.

Because even if I do, I won’t see the past.

I’ll see the entirely new future that is manifesting

with each shining sunrise.

.

Sometimes growth is painful.

And that is okay.

This home has seen enough growth.

It’s time to move onwards.

Goodnight, today.

Hello, tomorrow.

[wretchedsuggestions]

This summer has been a very large growing pain.

Sometimes the hurt doesn’t seem worth it

Sometimes the grief seems inescapable.

I may cry now

but after the growing is done

I know I will be stronger.

[aatalante]

Today would be so perfect for a soft lazy morning spent in bed with someone, full of wandering hands, kissing and cuddling

[wretchedsuggestions]

I lie here awake, late at night

“Stardust” by Nat King Cole plays

I listen to the lyrics and ponder

“Sometimes I wonder, how I spend the lonely nights

dreaming of a song. The melody haunts my reverie

and I am once again with you. Though I dream in vain

in my heart it will remain my stardust melody

the memory of love’s refrain”

.

I am so greatly moved by music

It is the root of such great joy and elation

as well as such terrible sorrow

It touches me in a way little else can

yet so do you.

I am supposed to choose which I love more ?

If given the chance, do I move away to pursue

an education in what I love so deeply ?

or do I trade away prestige and years of work

to stay close to the one who has made every melody

soar beyond what I could ever imagine ?

.

Music is an act of love, that is why it is so rewarding.

What do I do if I have to trade a happy, strong love

for the art that makes every emotion worth feeling ?

I don’t want our love to be a stardust melody,

I want it to sing through every single note I play

Forever and always.

[wretchedsuggestions]

I facetimed you tonight

I told you that I had reconsidered my thoughts about college, and I feel like I should go to Indiana.

it was a hard talk to have. you said you just don’t like the idea of long distance, it’s just too hard. but we agree that we love eachother and we want it to work and we want to be optimistic. still, it’s just very hard.

through my tears and my breaking voice, i tell you i love you.

you tell me there’s a song you used to listen to a lot in eighth grade. the gale song by the lumineers. i can hear the sadness in your voice. you start to cry.

i don’t think i’ve ever really seen you cry before.

you tell me that the song is about a guy who dates this girl who moves away. she becomes successful, forgets about him, and finds someone new. he can’t take it and he kills himself. you always associated that song with me leaving.

i promise you that i could never forget you, even if i tried. you have changed my life. you exist in everything i do. i would not be able to make beautiful music if i had not been loved by you.

i promise you, jacob, that i love you and i only want to be with you. i am not the girl from the song, and i will prove that to you. i love you. my destiny.

[wretchedsuggestions]

Somewhere over the rainbow, way up high

There’s a land that I heard of once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue

And the dreams the dreams that you dare to dream

Really do come true.

Somewhere ovee the rainbow, blue birds fly

Birds fly over the rainbow, why, then oh why can’t I ?

[2winpeaks]

when you’ve been telling your gf how much you love her for the last hour and she thinks you’re done

[wretchedsuggestions]

I just want you to think I’m beautiful and sweet and funny. I just want you to enjoy and appreciate me. I just want you to want to be with me. I just want to be important to you. I just want you to love me.

[wretchedsuggestions]

I just feel like you don’t really love me anymore.

I just don’t think you’re interested. I think maybe you don’t want to admit it to yourself, or maybe you just don’t want to admit it to me.

I don’t know what to do.

[wretchedsuggestions]

I just feel silly sometimes.

I pour so much of my heart into you. I write you letters, I try to surprise you, I try to be thoughtful, I try to be supportive, I try to be everything you need.

I just feel silly when I give so much and I don’t get that back any more. Is it something I did or said ? What did I do to turn you away ? I can try to be better. if I only knew what I needed to do.

And it hurts me because I feel silly for loving so much and I feel like I need to act cold and distant to get your attention. I go all day without messaging you only for you to not message me until it’s night. I just feel like a clown. I give so much and for what ? Are we not in a relationship ? Why am I acting this way ?

Why do I hurt this way ?

[wretchedsuggestions]

I can’t help but feel like I’m doing something wrong.

I’m sorry I can’t be as funny or interesting as your friends are. Maybe if I were you would want to spend more time with me. I know you say that it’s not on purpose, it’s just that you’re busy.

But I see.

You make time for them. You have them spend the night, come over during the day, hang out on weekends and after work. In addition to everything else you do, there is simply no time for anything else. Of course you’re too busy. Maybe you aren’t purposely avoiding me, but you aren’t making an effort to be present either. I just feel like if you really cared about me you wouldn’t put me on the back burner.

I wish I knew what to do.

[wretchedsuggestions]

I still worry about the future a lot.

I want to have you with me, I want us to go through school together. I want us to be in love always.

I don’t want to leave you, I don’t want you to leave me. Please always stay. I love you so much.

[wretchedsuggestions]

Oh, dearests.

What am I supposed to do ?

I don’t want to leave you behind. I don’t want to leave anyone behind. I will miss you all too much.

You have all given me so much, you’ve given me everything I have, everything I know. Everything. You are my everything. How am I supposed to just leave ? How am I supposed to cope with letting go of my everything ?

I suppose I’m not. We can always catch up during breaks. Over the phone. Perhaps we’ll just watch from a distance.

Watch eachother live beautiful, fulfilling lives. Become the people we have always wanted to be. Grow and change, create and destroy.

You will always exist in my art. You will always exist in my music. You will always exist in my heart.

I love you more than words can describe.

[sugarsweethearts]

lovecore songs

closer - limbo

cocoa butter - liana flores

i want to write you letters - sophie meiers

tired - limbo

uwu - chevy

sincerely, yours - sophie meiers

she - dodie

puppy love - paul anka

luv note - chloe moriondo

can’t get over you - joji

spooky ghosts - snckpck

strawberry kisses - olivia herdt

sweet boi - chevy

cotton candy skies - esthie

i’ve got a huge crush on you - snckpck

don’t be scared - sophie meiers

odd - kio arscott

strawberry - paul baribeau

share your address - ben platt

pulled - the addams family

1-800-dateme - mxmtoon