250 Words: There are some types of booze Vi can't drink anymore because they taste like bad memories.
The waiter brings the wine and the butterflies in Viâs stomach break out their baseball bats and go to town on her guttyworks. Caitlyn notices her flinch â ace detective, of course she does â but Vi grins, breathes through her nose, tries to swallow against the noxious way her head is swimming. Â
Be cool. Â
This is their first date â first real date â and itâs supposed to be fancy and perfect and, above all, puke-free.
But as she copycats Cait and swirls the blood-red poison in her glass, the smell of it almost puts her on the ground. Jaw clenched, gut knotted, that foolhardy grin tightening into a garish horror-house leer, Vi holds her breath and â
âViââ Caitlynâs hand darts across the table. Her fingers lay lightly on the back of Viâs white-knuckled claw thatâs this close to snapping the glass stem in two.
Putting the wine back down on the table feels like a stay of execution. Sheâd push it away, too, but Cait chose the restaurant, chose the wineâŠ. Â
Only Caitlynâs too smart, too good, too perfect to think that Vi might be pushing her away, and their hands stay folded together on the table.
Vi, mortified, rolls her thoughts around, hoping one might shake loose so that she can explain herself. But how does she explain that, for all her maverick ways, sheâd do anything to be esteemed in the eyes of the right person? Â
âEven if, as her nauseous memories would tell it, that personâs the wrong one.









