Poetry & other words

words dipped in emotions

[writingsbymh]

Stuck like a bullet in my skull,

You disseminate through my head, leaving no turn.

Seconds away from blaming the Sun for the rain,

It was all just a means for you to run away.

Yet I hold onto whatever that's left with your name,

Wonder how long will it take for this bullet to decay?

Written by mh

[writingsbymh]

Naming half of the universe in your name.

I start this as a prayer, one that never delays.

And everytime I say your name,

I am hoping you answer right away.

In denial of the love that never flowed in your veins.

I keep hoping you'll answer calling my name.

For each time you say my name,

I become yours over and over again.

Naming all of my love in your name,

I end this prayer, as the one who'll always be yours anyway.

Written by mh.

[writingsbymh]

It's all destined to fall and ruin,

My words never held any meaning to you.

Maybe I was too naive to see,

You were not the kind to leave me here to bleed.

Or was this the plan all along?

You've got me cornered with my love and anger for this brewing cause.

I supposedly let you slide once more,

But this will be the last of my fall.

As I'll never get up from this deep end,

If I drown, I must drown with this burden.

I should've known I was never someone you wanted to befriend.

Written by mh

[writingsbymh]

It is all a fun little game,

Until someone decides to leave their place.

No regrets or sight of any sigh,

You'd act as if you're the victim they left behind.

So will you come to say your goodbyes?

As others pretend they know me and cry for a while.

Perhaps you could get a laugh out of it all,

Wasn't it just a joke for you and others to recall?

Written by mh

[writingsbymh]

Standing on the edge,

I feel your tug like it's the gravity.

Cancelling the voice inside my head;

You call it insanity.

Silence surrounding me like it's the air I breathe.

Cynically distracted, you divided what less of peace I had in me.

No treasure could ever bring back your humanity.

Disease is what you've inside your heart;

Not on my mind, you see.

Written by mh

[writingsbymh]

You painted colour into my life,

Lavender hues spread across the sky.

Never have I seen such glacious eyes,

Reminds me of the moon frozen in time.

On the second thought,

I wouldn't want to waste your time.

I'm lucky enough you're with me,

For I am just a nobody with no life.

Written by mh

[writingsbymh]

River take me where the story ends,

I have written you letters,

hope you remember my name.

Somewhere far across the bay,

She lives in harmony,

While I harbour the pain.

You don't have to carry me all the way.

River just leave me drowning,

I've got no words left to say.

Written by mh

[writingsbymh]

Silver eyes with a golden touch,

She speaks so soft I could barely grasp.

With a hint of light; she's only angel,

I would let her ruin me as devil could wish for.

When day arches its back to night,

Her eyes lights up like an igniting fire.

If only you could see the glorious sight,

You'd let her burn you with eternal hellfire.

Written by mh

[writingsbymh]

Roses, you know the lilac ones?

I'd walk on thrones to get you some.

I heard you like the island shores,

I wouldn't mind to build one for you.

If I had all the power and wealth,

I wouldn't hesitate to give you this world.

Although it's hard for me to say,

I know you won't ever be mine to stay.

Written by mh

[writingsbymh]

My mind keeps burning memories of you,

Do you recall the day that I first met you?

As silence spread across our room,

My eyes were searching ways to look at you.

With a silly look I turned around,

Felt as if you were the prettiest in the town.

Too nervous to say all this out loud,

I still haven't figured how you love me now.

Written by mh

[writingsbymh]

I wish I could say that I'm a poet,

But I've only written for you.

All my words, they coexist in a universe with you.

And I wish I could call myself a lover too,

But darling you've left me no choice,

as I've only known to love you.

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[writingsbymh]

If I could bleed on paper,

I would've been no more.

I would write with such agony,

That all my sorrows would meet its shore.

If I could find a way to end my days,

I would've been tucked away in my grave.

Before you would ever hear my name,

You'd see it on the wall with moss stain.

Written by mh

[writingsbymh]

In search for your ecstasy,

You've lost who you used to be.

Maybe time for you was too cheap,

You never seemed to care and leave.

Now you're just a stranger I recall,

Begging for help and praying for more.

As always in run for the cure,

I never understood you well before.

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[writingsbymh]

If I was your lover for a day,

Would you trust me enough to take you far away?

Long drives or walk in the beach at night,

You could tell me anything that's on your mind.

But when the time will come to it's end,

I would hold you close, hoping you'd give in.

And just like all the lovers say,

I'd promise to love you forever in a day.

Written by mh

[writingsbymh]

Fear looped in my head,

Second thoughts of willing to live again.

Lord has gifted me this life,

Perhaps I shouldn't give it up in sigh.

Though I couldn't help but to wonder,

Would it matter to them if I lay six feet under?

Not that anyone has ever known who I am,

I'd be a fool to say they'll care when I'm gone.

Written by mh

[writingsbymh]

For this love to be so foreign,

I've loved you with ease.

For the longest of hours,

I've waited in peace.

For never once I felt the pain,

Though I've tasted the sorrow.

For someone I've known,

Who thought my love was vain to borrow.

Written by mh

[writingsbymh]

Sunshine, sunshine,

Open your windows and let the sun dive.

Slowly lighting up your eyes,

I see the colours fighting like wild.

Like a forest too deep I'm lost inside,

Holding your gaze, too scared to say;

I'm in love with those eyes.

You know the dark brown type.

Written by mh