Hello. My name is Victor.
(Currently Spamton/Spam is preferred).
Iâm 31 y/o transman (he/him).
English is not my native language.
Older URLs - reapingtime -> wrong-eye -> disc0-hospital -> back to wrong-eye
Art tag is HERE
Tags and stuff:
I donât tag gore/death/body horror/horror. I donât post jumpscares and shit like that. No real life gore. Real blood will be tagged. Occasional bones and teeth are not tagged.
I reblog flashing gifs, the tag is âflashingâ. Old posts might not be tagged.
No straight-up porn/nudity. BUT I reblog suggestive jokes/art. I just don't give a fuck anymore. Follow at your own risk.
I'm too lazy to check the ages of the people who follow me, nor do I care, to be honest. Follow at your own risk x2.
Iâm trying to tag videos with loud sounds (âloudâ).
I don't support anything Russia does. And I hate it here.
Some things about me:
Schizoaffective, ADHD, C-PTSD. Dysgraphia.
Russian/Siberian Tatar.
Gay.
I canât take a hint. PLEASE, just tell me openly if something is wrong.
My brain is a swiss cheese infested with worms. I don't remember shit.
Spamton kin, obviously.
I really like cats.
Last.fm: disco_hospitaI
Flight Rising ID: 84861 (Blackwood)
Sheezy.art: disco-hospital
Discord: DM me. Also you can ask me for my telegram if you're using it.
Personal side blog ("spiritual" shit and just me being weird):
"why polyamorous people aren't valid" "mspec lesbians AREN'T okay actually" "aroallos are freaks" "he/him dni. cis men dni" "this post is for non-men only" yessss and the one with long hair goes in the girl box, then the one with short hair goes in the boy box!!
maybe I'm just a boring he/him white guy but inventing about 7 trillion terms to define "man" and "woman" so you can reinforce gender essentialism isn't very "love is love" of you. maybe i just don't have a sexuality but picking and choosing what sexualities are normal and which ones are "weird and predatory" sounds like we're all a bunch of republicans on fox news. if you attend your local pride parade and look REAAALLLYYY closely, you'll notice you can't actually tell if someone's gay or not from their appearance, and there's no way to know if they're "invading queer spaces". maybe it's just me, but when i attended my local gaybar last night for the drag show, they didn't ask for my gay-card with a peer reviewed diagnosis of faggot stamped on it. they just let me in the building. i live a life of bliss and luxury in not caring about any queer discourse ever, and just going "WHATEVER MAKES YOU HAPPY :-)" while booting up the latest cod game. and it seems much more fun than whatever the fuck you people are on about
I asked my five year old cousin what he would do if there was a scary skeleton and he said "I would pour water on it and then kick it" and I've been losing my shit laughing crying about a wet skeleton for about fifteen minutes straight
Tbh I don't understand anyone who denies their favorite character's flaws and acts like they've never done anything wrong when that is like consistently the most interesting part of any character ever
Once when I was in undergrad, someone described something as âproblematicâ in class and our professor was like, âThatâs cool, but âproblematicâ doesnât really mean anything. It means that the thing youâre describing has a problem, and in and of itself thatâs not bad. Art, especially, should always have problems, or else itâs not interesting and not art, either. It sounds like youâre trying to say that this is bad, but you donât want to say âbad.â Is that right?â
So from then on whenever one of us called something problematic, he would make us talk it out until we could name the âbadâ thing we were hinting at. In this particular class, 7/10 it was some type of oppression, and the remainder was like, âIâm uncomfortable because this is very new/confusing/pushing boundaries that made me feel safe.â
Once we stopped calling things âproblematicâ and stopping at that, class got way more interesting and... we all had to say, like, âthatâs racistâ or âthatâs misogynisticâ or âew capitalism grossâ out loud, which a lot of us had never done in a classroom before. Or we had to be like, âUhhh... Iâm not sure whatâs so bad?â and confront our own beliefs and that was maybe even more useful.
Anyway. Whenever I see the word problematic, I canât help but think of this professor being like, âGood starting point, now letâs get specific.â I think when we have to commit to saying âthatâs ___â it requires a lot more careful thought about the truth and impact and complexities of whatever weâre claiming. Sometimes there really is some bullshit afoot, and also sometimes itâs art, and it should be full of problems, because thatâs what art is.
its funny how these people have basically reinvented respectability politics from thin air. this post is from the last few DAYS! Anyway good post for blocking people
sidenote: I really notice how cissies so so so desperately want to claim the aesthetics of being a "freak" but will say shit like this. no 'friendlyfreakazoid' you aren't actually a freak just because you like gothic shit or whatever the fuck your stupid blog is about