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[content warning]: this blog can contain vent related stuff, sensitive topics, shock media and similarities.

[wrphl55-k1ll4]

Hello!☆

this is my intro post for my blog.

(i made my dividers).

you can call me Davide or Johnny or whatever you prefer.

i am a minor, i go to high school.

i am 161cm tall (i actually don't know lol); i weigh 55kg, tho my goal is 40-42kg.

i am from Italy! i can speak italian, english and i'm learning swedish.

when i grow up i want to enter the military and also be a nurse.

i like musik, videogames, extreme media (like shock stuff and gore) and kawaii/cute stuff.

my favorite color is green.

i made this blog because i wanted to enter the jirai community! hope i'm welcome.

i got diagnosed with adhd, emotional childhood disorder and anxiety-depression i think? i don't know, they don't tell me.

i am under medical treatment for anxiety and depression, i take 50mg of sertralin.

i also harm myself in any way i can.

my favorite musik genres are black metal (and subgenres), grindcore (and subgenres) and the vocaloid type of musik. or just what i can find.

my favorite videogames are: The legend of Zelda, Hotline miami, Purple Director's cut, Afraid of monsters, Cry of fear, Half-Life, Pyromaniac, Postal, Hatred, Yume Nikki, Slow damage (my blog is Towa themed!), Silent hill, Resident evil, Project sekai and to many more i can't remember now...

i don't think i have a dni list, so yeah, i accept anyone!

the content warnings of my blog i put it in my bio, in case: this blog could contain self harm related stuff, gore, sensitive topics, shock media and similarities.

my dms and asks are open! (please ask me stuff)

i am dating someone. i love them a lot.

mutuals are welcome whoever wants!

i believe i will post whatever, i don't know how active i can be. i'll see!

hope this community will accept my existence that i hate with all myself! (and hope i wouldn't seem like a freak and/or creep, sorry in case!)

bye all! stay safe!

[dolledupcorpse]

𓏵 ⸝⸝Hey!! Pay attention!!

heres a fun idea.. what if people start collectively having an emoji combo for their fav jiraiblr idols.. so if you don’t have space for user boxes you can add their emoji combo… spread this around i want this to become a thing

if this does happen i want ‘☠️💗🪽’

REBLOGS PLEASEEE

[miffku]

𝘜𝘢𝘩𝘩 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢 𝘤𝘶𝘵𝘦 𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘢<33🩵

𝘔𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘪𝘴 “🩵🪽👑” 𝘱𝘭𝘴 𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘮𝘭’𝘴 (𝘰^^𝘰)〜♡

〜 miffku ―୨୧⋆ ˚

[psychopien]

mmmm fun! nobody asked but

🪽💉🕷️

yeah.. i like that one :)

@angel-pd @meandmymadness12 err idk who else? @k4mi-noai

[angel-pd]

I'd want either 🫀🫆🪽 orrr 🐾🪽💭 !!

open tags Get in here

[pixicidal]

as for me hmmm hmm

🎼🍀!!! or 🍩🖌️

[jirai4lifecyberweb2]

I WOULD LIKE either

💻💊🪽 or 💻🍬💊

@hpdamechan @confessions0farottensena @deathbysterling @senketsuaakochan @yanshiho @yuris-landmine @nihilism-archangel

[hpdamechan]

💊🌈🪽

[et3rn4l-s3ra-nemui]

I’d love to have 💕🪽💤

@witheringinthehospital, @silvervanrouge123, @stellesaron, @r3tten-ange1, @moelancholic, @confessions0farottensena, @get-jinxed666, @memikawa + open tags

[get-jinxed666]

Id love to have "💗🪽🌟"!!!!!!

@w0undl1cker @soysaucefishie @frail-jirai-princess-whisperain @facticuties @greenmenhara @your-heads-will-roll +open tags!!!!! Im kinda sleepy so anyone can participate!!!

[facticuties]

Oh ! I’d love “🧇🎀🫖“ to be used for me !!

Open tags !

[wrphl55-k1ll4]

mine: 👁️👾🌕

(even if i don't think is gonna happen)

[wrphl55-k1ll4]

i'm dying my hair in black now, tomorrow i'll buy the powder to make it blonde with my mother.. i convinced her to make me do my hair at home hehe since o didn't want to wait the appointment at the hairdresser plus i didn't want to fix the cut so yeah, tomorrow i'll finish my hair. lmk if you wanna see the result.

[wrphl55-k1ll4]

there're some piercings i like but i'm unsure if i wanna do and wanted to ask what you think... should i do them or some of them or one of them?

[wrphl55-k1ll4]

only i use the phone in the bathtub while i bath? (like rn posting this).

[rosarosarosarr]

bₗₒₒd ᵢₛ ₚₒᵤᵣᵢₙg ₒₙ ₜₕₑ fₗₒₒᵣ-`𖹭´-

[wrphl55-k1ll4]

i was thinking to dress more jirai danshi like. i already do a little, but i'd like more! i will ask my mother if i can get some more clothes like those nice ones. also today i'll go to the hairdresser and i'll make Towa hair with blonde points! i somewhat convinced my mother. ヾ⁠(⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠*⁠)⁠ﾉ

[bugsinpinkpuke]

[heavensdoll39]

i feel so fucking guilty for being depressed and ruining everything for everyone just because of my emotions

[wrphl55-k1ll4]

[content warning]: mentions of self harm and sexual stuff.

what the fuck is my problem to lately always masturbate at night trying to cope the shit mood? it's useless, i feel nothing even when i do it. i just feel gross and disgusted after i do it. to cope this then i cut myself but nothing changes anyway and i just continue because once i start to cut i can't stop. i'm ruining myself. and i'm also already ruined. my fault. hope my brother would feel better, he's fucking depressed as fuck please i don't wanna lose him. at least i'll hang out with my dear friend later afternoon.

[thingsfromthedirt]

[lafleurcaptive]

[sepultiwa]

my bitch pose is nasty wtf!!!!!

[lessthatzero]

TransVargOnPinkScooter

Meaning :: a person who identifies as a Varg Vikernes on a pink scooter or wants to transition into one

it's a joke, i swear

[ethan-waz-here]

watching happy tree friends and doing homework

[ibexous]

concept doodle

this will look even cooler soon

[wrphl55-k1ll4]

my brother attempt suicide last night/today holy shit. he's home now back from hospital. our parents decided to finally hide all the medications under key tho it makes me feel like shit.

[wrphl55-k1ll4]

i think i'm getting back into drawing and painting. i've been saying that i actually don't like it for a long time, but now i want to paint help. i also feel like shit, might be that? idk, my brother isn't feeling well, i'm so sorry... i'm scared he's gonna do something extreme y'know..