Her Scars

Where my mind wanders, searching, planning on how, when, will i end my life. Maybe i'm too scared, but i dont care anymore now. I don't deserve to live and heaven wasn't for me from the start. Diagnosed with MDD (12/7) Dysthymia (19/7) Borderline Personality Disorder (2/8) Bulimia Nervosa (23/12)

[danielleewithaheartonthei]

i need to cut i need to cut i need to cut i need to cut i need to cut

[glitzandslits-deactivated202603]

When sc4rs start healing and they're itchy <<<<<<

[arch-ang-hel]

i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean i dont want to be clean

[wiltedwroses]

Little journal entries.

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[commonzinnia]

there’s no one more sick of me than myself.

[love]

by Evan Holm

[weeatpoetry]

Submitted! : Tyre the Night by Noor Diyanah

We get out of bed

Upon turning the

pages;

Braiding the verses of

our fate.

Dramatic cherry red;

Yonder bloodshed worn

stages;

Remains the

melancholic strait.

Tween dog and wolf;

Devoured by Dark Ages

We crawl to grief

rising to bait.

‘Tween dog and wolf;

We wait.

Ms. Sheena: I am speechless. I wish we have more time to explore those hidden jewels in your heads, students of ENGL 1515!

[weeatpoetry]

Shared! : Diyanah's Analysis of Mad Girl's Love Song

I am pretty sure that this poem means something else. But this is how I see it:  

“I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; means the persona is shutting herself from reality. The world is referring to the reality. She is escaping from reality by shutting her eyes. I lift my lids and all is born again. means the persona is back to reality. The persona opened her eyes and everything is back to where it is. She is no longer distorting reality. (I think I made you up inside my head.) means the persona imagined herself as someone sane. The stars go waltzing out in blue and red, means the persona is hallucinating. The stars look as though they are dancing.And arbitrary blackness gallops in: means the persona is depressed. Arbitrary means having unlimited power. Arbitrary darkness means her emotions are controlling her. Gallops means fast. I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. means the persona is shutting herself from reality again. I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed means the persona wishes that she could allure herself to a marital relationship. And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane. means she imagines someone dreamily romantic. (I think I made you up inside my head.) means she is imagining herself being sane again. God topples from the sky, hell’s fires fade: means she does not care about god. In her head, god is as if falling forward and the fires of hell is as though being extinguished. Exit seraphim and Satan’s men: means she does not care about Satan either. I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. means the persona is shutting herself from reality again. I fancied you’d return the way you said, means she is imagining she would return the way she was. But I grow old and I forget your name. means she could never control her life. Grow old depicts the time that passed and since she has been shutting herself from reality for so long, she does not remember her sanity. (I think I made you up inside my head.) means she imagined herself being sane again. I should have loved a thunderbird instead; means it is easier to love material than wanting something that is impossible to have. Thunderbird is an American sportscar. It is called T-bird like the one in Grease. She wants to be sane and that is considered impossible to have. At least when spring comes they roar back again. means cars are driven during spring. Roar refers to the engine sound. During winter, cars are being put away and since spring comes after winter the persona would be happy when spring. I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. (I think I made you up inside my head.)" means she commits suicide. She is escaping the reality of never being able to be sane. Mad girl’s love song is about a girl that is insane expressing love for her sane self.

[wiltedwroses]

“There are two kinds of people in this world, those who live their life and those who survive it.”

[wiltedwroses]

The world need some greeny! 🍃🌹 This is my favourite spread of April 🌿

[wiltedwroses]

Trying, pretend and be.

[llestairee]

everything is going wrong and i feel like i’m dying.

[udr4inme]

My ultimate goal ♡₊˚

[lustlesson]

that feeling of emptiness when you just lay down, looking at the ceiling, thinking about what went wrong and how you deserved that, and you feel tears running down your cheeks and then ears. it's the worst one i've ever had and i don't even wish my enemies to feel like i do. fucking terrifying.

[tearsfallout]

sorry for the inactivity again

[mrss-grscm]

I wanna be skinny NOW not in two months, not in five months, I WANT IT NOW

This is so unfair..