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wsbonhwa:

♡closed starter for @wssoohyun♡

park liked to think that social skills were one thing that he had plently of. after all, there was a reason why he had ended up becoming the leader of meta. he surely had some sort of charm, most likely carried over from his younger days where he spent hours on end greeting people at his father’s church. if anything, it taught him how to smile pretty and carry on a conversation about the most trivial of things, not matter how much he hated it. usually, park held himself together well enough. but there was something about the boy who was standing across the room that had every ounce of common sense in parks head flying out the window faster than he could blink. the pair had crossed paths before, never officially meeting. but park had seen his face more than enough times to be fully convinced that soohyun had to have been one of god’s favourites to end up with a face that beautiful.

usually their passings were quick. paths crossed back stage at music shows and nothing more than that. but this time was different. there were no obligations that were going to carry either of them away and they were meant to be enjoying themselves. perhaps it was the best time to strike up a conversation. finally offering an introduction to the boy that so often caught his eye.

wandering across the room, park approached soohyun trying to look as cool as collected as he possibly could. he smiled, offering one of the glasses of punch that he held tightly in his hand. “hey. care for a drink?” he bit the inside of his cheek, watching soohyun in anticipation.

To say Soohyun was an idol with very little interest in the industry outside his immediate scope of work would be an understatement. Did he enjoy a new release every now and then? Sure. Did he do the bare minimum and look up any groups they would have direct interactions with on a variety show? Sure, Naver was his best friend. However, Soohyun was confident enough in his own lack of knowledge of nearly anything K-Pop to let his other members take the wheel when it came to cover dances or fanboying over some senior who had ‘changed the trajectory of their life’ or whatever. This is all to say, Soohyun doesn’t feel particularly terrible when he’s faced with another idol and can’t place their name, group, or seniority.

Some faces were memorable enough, like the meathead that kept staring at him whenever they were in the same room. Soohyun hadn’t noticed him the first few times, until it became abundantly clear that those big eyes were staring unblinkingly at him every single time. Soohyun was no stranger to being looked at, and the expression on the muscle pig’s face wasn’t one that was unfamiliar to him.

Up close, the man was handsome, with a gummy smile and just tall enough for Soohyun to tilt his head up slightly to make eye contact. Just his type, to be fair. He wrapped a hand around the offered glass, his hand resting on top of the stranger’s. “Sure. I don’t usually take things from strangers.”

#wsbonhwa

haneulws:

when he’d first come back to seoul, haneul had tried to reconnect with soohyun — they’d been so close and, really, han had missed him terribly during his hospital stay. but he’d been shut out so aggressively ( with reason, in his opinion ) that, after that, he’d kept his distance from the other. he constantly told himself that it was easier this way, that soohyun wanted and needed the space away from him, and that maybe, in another life, they’d be friends once again.

this, of course, happened a lot faster than planned, with soohyun approaching han as if no time had passed at all and, if he was being honest, han was happy to have him back. though it brought some old feelings back to the surface, he couldn’t help but dive back in head first into his friendship with soohyun, the time spent apart quickly forgotten as the other entered the studio.

“i — yeah, you’re right.” he agreed, feeling his cheeks redden as he watched soohyun sit down. feeling stilted, he hovered by the door for a second before returning to his previous chair, almost sitting at the edge of it. his blush only worsened as he watched the other pull out the choco pies, hand coming up to scratch at the back of his neck anxiously.

he was meant to actually do work today, but han knew almost instantly that soohyun would be too much of a distraction. still, he cleared his throat and returned his attention to the monitor in front of him, whatever thought he had previously had lost. “yeah, i do. i didn’t expect you to remember.” he answered with an airy laugh, staring at the screen and not taking any of it in. “i’m, uh — i’m glad you came, soo.”

It almost felt too easy sometimes. Soohyun took in Haneul’s awkward gait, his over-earnest sincerity and pink cheeks. Too easy. It was strange how eagerly Haneul welcomed Soohyun back into his life, considering how easy it was for the taller idol to cut him off and ghost him so many years ago. Soohyun knew Haneul had stuck to Moonsik’s side from the start of his return, the so-called twinz inseparable even after months apart and a shifted debut line up that no one could have predicted. It seemed unfair, to Soohyun, how it seemed like he was the only one still feeling the sting of those years gone by.

It made it easier for him to remind himself the reality of the gap between the two idols, and the rickety makeshift bridge he was forcing himself to trek across. No matter how tempting it was to get lost in the warm familiarity of the return to Haneul’s friendship, he had to remind himself why he sent that text to reconnect in the first place.

“I usually am, Haneul-ah. When have you ever known me to be wrong?” A playful smile stretched across Soohyun’s face as he waited for Haneul to stop hovering by the door and sit back down. It seemed no matter how long they would know each other, Haneul would never truly get over the clumsy awkwardness that had once made him so charming.

“How could I forget? You loved these so much, I used to think you’d be part choco pie.” He handed one of the snacks to Haneul, placing the other next to the other man’s monitor, and tearing open the packaging of the third for himself. “I hope I can be good company, then, and not too much of a distraction.”

#haneulws

ashws:

Jaein wondered if his manager had proposed the idea of assigned seating to spite him. It was a private event after all, but the members were forced to sit next to each other while the performances were ongoing. He spent most of his week with the members so any chance that he could interact with his friends, especially the ones from Wishbone Records was a rare chance that he would not be willing to pass up. Someone should have known he would turn the seating arrangement into a challenge, playing musical chairs and mingling with his other friends before he had to return to his table after the short intermission.

He finds his seat next to ( @wssoohyun ), opting to stand while the rest of the members found their way back to their table. “Hyung.” He utters in a melodic tone, draping himself over the older man without warning. He embraces one of his shoulders, resting his chin gently over the other. “I’m looking forward to Arcana’s performance. I overheard them saying that they will be performing to ‘90s Love.’”

“Are you enjoying yourself?” He had completely lost track of time and barely glanced at the members around them room when he was playing bartender. It wasn’t until he was tapped on the shoulder by their Junior Manager that he became aware of his surroundings once again. He hadn’t had this much fun in awhile. He made a mental note of thanking the staff whenever the chance arose in the future. “Do you want to go outside in a few? The sun is about to set.”

Despite being firmly out of their rookie years ( at least, Soohyun would hope they were ), Phoenix was still herded about like wayward sheep. He wouldn’t be shocked if their manager one day decided to have them all hold hands on the way to a music show, counting off to make sure he didn’t lose one of them somehow. Maybe it wouldn’t be a total loss if they lost Moonsik. How badly did they really need him. They had other rappers and he was small enough that he didn’t really matter.

Soohyun was never really known to be a particularly affectionate member of Phoenix, but he supposed everyone was required to be at least a little bit doting on their oversized maknae. Even if Jaein liked to act like he was all grown up, the younger idol always returned to the comfort of draping himself all over his older members. He gently tapped the top of Jaein’s head to acknowledge his presence, not unlike a spoilt pet. “Are they? I haven’t been keeping track. It will be interesting to see what they do with it.”

He really couldn’t pick out Arcana from any other girl group, but maybe he would actually pay attention to their performance if they were performing their song. “It’s not boring, I’ll give it that.” He glanced around the room, eyeing their manager and staff in the distance. “Sure, they have a porch don’t they?”

#ashws #ws:springup

wsmoonsik:

♡closed starter for @wssoohyun♡ - 2018

moonsik wasn’t sure if he had ever actually experienced love. he surely hadn’t before he left home. there was something about haneul that might be close to it. but the second that moonsik laid eyes on the dark haired boy, he was convinced that this must be everything that love feels like and maybe even more.

even though his heart skipped a beat every time they so much as glanced in the same direction, it took ages for moonsik to gather the courage to approach soohyun. there was a little voice in his head that held him back every time he tried, convincing him that there was no way that somebody like kim soohyun would ever want something to do with a nobody like him.

the pair had been training together for some time when han finally convinced moonsik to approach soohyun, inviting him to leave his solitude to spend time with the duo that seemed to be connected at the hip.

never in a million years did moonsik imagine that it would turn into anything more than that. but god, was he glad that he knew what it felt like to love kim soohyun.

tapping quietly on the doorframe, he let himself into the younger boys room, instantly going to crawl into the small twin-sized bed along with him. “kimsoo?” he murmered, curling up on his side to admire the pretty features of soohyun’s face.

Soohyun had, to some degree, made peace with being a bit of a loner amongst the trainees. For most of his first few months as a trainee, he had been more or less at the edge of everyone’s sights. Not many of his fellow trainees approached him and he didn’t bother going out of his way to approach them either. There was a pit in his stomach, at the way their eyes would change when they realized who he was, laying down their own disappointment or awkwardness like a yard stick for Soohyun to measure himself against.

But then Moonsik had approached him out of the blue, pretty face smiling so lovely, Haneul half a step behind him, shy and pink faced. Soohyun had crushes before, like anyone else, but something about Moonsik made him feel like he was experiencing a first love. He found himself drawn to everything Moonsik would do, from the delicate curve of his smile to the sharp edges of his frame to the warmth of his body pressed against Soohyun’s.

Soohyun had always known he was beautiful, wanted. It was also nice, though, to know he was also capable of being loved.

He twisted in his twin bed when he heard a quiet tapping, a soft announcement of a presence he found himself missing even in the small gaps in their time together. He smiled, turning to face the older boy completely, reaching his free hand to wrap around Moonsik’s. “Hello, lover,” he teased, “are you done for the day?”

#wsmoonsik #welcome to the madness yall theyre the worst!

haneulws:

@wssoohyun

sat in his entirely too uncomfortable office chair, han realized that the setup in front of him felt foreign. it had been a long time since he’d sat in a studio on his own, making music that was entirely his. there was an undeniable pressure in his current position — yurim had trusted him with her song, and he refused to fail her, or himself.

in the unfamiliar surrounding, he found solace in soohyun. his reappearance in han’s life had been unexpected but welcomed, his familiarity a breath of fresh air within all the uncertainty the leader was feeling recently. between his injury and his reentry into the studio, he barely felt like himself, and soohyun helped immensely.

after their first friendly encounter in years, han had invited the other to join him once again, just the two of them. he told himself the nervousness he felt was because of how long the pair had gone without speaking, and absolutely nothing else. there was nothing else there, as far as his brain was concerned.

hearing a knock on the door, han jumped before leaping to his feet, opening the door with maybe a bit too much vigor. “ah, soohyun-ssi! i’m glad you’re here.” he smiled, warmth creeping up his cheeks as he moved to let the other in. suddenly unsure of himself, he stood helplessly near the closed door, hands going into his hoodie pockets out of habit.

“you can take my chair, it’s more comfortable than the other one.” he explained, pointing to the big chair as he spoke. “i’ll be more comfortable knowing you’re comfortable.”

The decision to reconnect with Haneul wasn’t an easy one. Soohyun had spent his entire childhood swallowing his pride and smiling through the bitter aftertaste of his own ego. Yet, it felt particularly sour to have to approach Haneul first, burying the hurt and twisted resentment deep into his chest until he could find it in himself to smile at the taller man again and call his name as sweetly as he used to when they had been friends. it got easier with time, from the first time he approached haneul in years to now, until the bitter pill went down with ease.

Now it became routine to see Haneul in his life. From the years Soohyun spent avoiding the other idol, he now had his phone number unblocked on his cell phone, their text history filled with stilted conversation that slowly warmed and melted into some resemblance of what they used to say. To Haneul, it must be quite heartwarming, but Soohyun felt like he was looking at a distorted mirror in a carnival game.

He smiled sweetly when Haneul opened the door, cheeks pink and hands awkwardly shoved into his pockets. The other idol had always been a bit clumsy with himself, like he never figured out what to do with all his limbs unless he was on stage. It used to be adorable, when they were trainees, and everything Haneul did was rose colored to him.

“We’ve known each other long enough to speak a little more casually, don’t we, Hanuel-ah?” Soohyun passed by Haneul’s awkward figure with a breeze, slipping into the smaller chair. He pulled out three choco pies from his bag. “You still like these, right? We can switch chairs half way through. It’s probably more important you’re comfortable since you’re doing the actual work today.”

#haneulws #haneul: wow i love having soo back in my life!#soo: this is a mockery of the past

yangjeongin

HYUNJIN BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN (2022 EDITION) ↘ D-30 | RED

#visual.

i had a countdown to third characters opening up and still missed it because of assignments, but it’s ya girl calla with her THIRD character. mr kim soohyun, the hottest guy on the block and kpop’s very own gay villain. send over a like or a dm on discord at calla#9998 if you want to plot. tldr below.