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different arms have my legs wrapped around a different perspectiveĀ it doesnāt get any deeper than those fingers that mouth different mouth different fingers i touch my lips, the taste lingers still drag my hips nails dig in fingers interlocked that look on his face those brown eyes locked into my mind otherwise strangers otherwise the same
radio static.
thatās all that i can hear i canāt form a single sentence iām paralyzed i donāt know who you are i donāt know what you want do you miss me did you remember my birthday have i crossed your mind one too many times or not at all? were you driven to insanity by all the questions left unanswered or could you not care less did you wonder if i was happier without you and if you assumed so, did you think to leave me alone before you decided to write? youāre so selfish you make me want to die and you donāt even know it you come back and open every single wound and i hurt like you tore my heart out yesterday you make me remember every single question every doubt every inadequacy every shameful thing
and i hate you for it
A candid review of Jakob Bell Iāve had the pleasure of knowing Jakob for 3 months and e-dating him for 1 month, and at this point feel that Iāve attained enough experience to write a reliable review of him.
Jakob is young, inexperienced, and just plain broken. He will probably use intellectual wording, such as ālimited emotional capacityā, to mask an inexcusable lack of effort or personal shortcoming that you might encounter while dating him. His narrow-minded understanding of how the world works has shaped him into a confusingly apathetic man. Iām still not sure if itās due to his inexperience or if he is just afraid of somethingĀ āmoreā than what he knows.
At his best, he will make you feel like you are the only person in the world who truly matters. Heāll make you feel like you can fly. Even if youāve spent decades of your life under the force of gravity, you will believe that you can, because of the way he makes you feel.
At his worst, he will make you feel like you are the most insignificant person in the world.Ā If he ālovesā you, he will spend time with you. He will ask you about your favorite foods, activities and other random shit just to keep the conversation going. Heāll agree to watch horror movies with you even if he personally doesnāt prefer them. He will also honor you after every league game even if you int like an animal.Ā
One of his greatest strengths and weaknesses is his expression of self. Heās not a very complicated individual so youāll always have some clue as to how heās feeling. Which will make you uncomfortable if you know heās detaching from you. Personally, it made me very uncomfortable. When youāre actually dating him, you will probably spend 40% of your interactions with him listening to him talk about how he wants to die. 50% will be spent listening to him call you adorable, how heāll love you forever, and how youāre his favorite person. 10% will be spent helping him with his homework.Ā
Although he refuses to acknowledge that he isnāt aĀ āforward-thinking personā, he is definitely someone who lives in the moment and says things in the moment. Because you care about him and know that his ego is closely tied to his emotions, you wonāt tell him heās wrong. It will be difficult to hate him because you know that heās young. You know that, regardless of what he says or does, he does have a perfectly good heart underneath it all. You will hope that he finds happiness, whether it be in an egirl or something else entirely. You will hope that he finds himself someday.Ā
Iāve had the pleasure of knowing Jakob for 14 months and dating him for 1 year and 1 month, and at this point feel that Iāve wonāt ever know him enough to put into words
Jakob is young, inexperienced, and just plain broken. He will probably use intellectual wording, such as ālimited emotional capacityā, to mask an inexcusable lack of effort or personal shortcoming that you might encounter while dating him. His narrow-minded understanding of how the world works has shaped him into a confusingly apathetic man. Iām still not sure if itās due to his inexperience or if he is just afraid of something āmoreā than what he knows.
In the end, I believe he loved me in his own sick and twisted way. He wanted to love and thus he tried very hard to, and maybe that is what love meant to him, even if he failed. I didnāt, but perhaps I should have, expected him to invent a narrative to protect himself - but maybe thatās too complex of a probability and he was just really delusional in the end.
At his best, he will make you feel like you are the only person in the world who truly matters. Heāll make you feel like you can fly. Even if youāve spent decades of your life under the force of gravity, you will believe that you can, because of the way he makes you feel.
And, maybe those were the words of someone who really wanted to love someone else even though the other person was completely wrong for them. My words.
At his worst, he will make you feel like you are the most insignificant person in the world. Which he did. Probably the most successful heās been at something to this date. Probably his greatest legacy.
If he ālovesā you, he will spend time with you. He will ask you about your favorite foods, activities and other random shit just to keep the conversation going. Heāll agree to watch horror movies with you even if he personally doesnāt prefer them. He will also honor you after every league game even if you int like an animal. A psychopath who made me feel like he loved me
One of his greatest strengths and weaknesses is his expression of self. Heās not a very complicated individual so youāll always have some clue as to how heās feeling. Which will make you uncomfortable if you know heās detaching from you. Personally, it made me very uncomfortable. And yet I held on for the longest time When youāre actually dating him, you will probably spend 40% of your interactions with him listening to him talk about how he wants to die. 50% will be spent listening to him call you adorable, how heāll love you forever, and how youāre his favorite person. 10% will be spent helping him with his homework.
In the end, I really was a tool for this pathetic excuse of a human being
Although he refuses to acknowledge that he isnāt a āforward-thinking personā, he is definitely someone who lives in the moment and says things in the moment. Because you care about him and know that his ego is closely tied to his emotions, you wonāt tell him heās wrong. Turns out that when you tell him that heās wrong, heāll still refuse to believe it. Heāll sayĀ āIf your happiness was so reliant on me that you were going to kill yourself over it, then thatās a different issueā
It will be difficult to hate him because you know that heās young. You know that, regardless of what he says or does, he does have a perfectly good heart underneath it all. You will hope that he finds happiness, whether it be in an egirl or something else entirely. You will hope that he finds himself someday.
I know that heāll never find happiness now, because thereās nothing to find
I still think that heās pretty stupid
I definitely donāt hate him as much as I feel sorry for him. It doesnāt mean that I regret the relationship. It just means that weāve both changed (although heās much worse for the wear). Iāve learned recently that I can be just as happy (if not more happy) without a relationship, and this realization has really helped me with my confidence.
Currently trying to get SO to watch Arcane.
dear rowan (?)
Itās been four months already. I feel better now. I reread some of our old messages and felt somewhat guilty. I wish I had handled some of our conflicts better. I now recognize how imperfect I am. How much work I have left to do. I do feel that I let my pride get in the way. I wasnāt honest with you. You werenāt nice. Truthfully, Iām sad that we will never be friends again. Iāve had so many exes but I havenāt felt like this in a long time. Maybe itās because I still donāt really understand what the fuck happened between us.
The easiest explanation would be this: We needed each other at the time. Maybe our ?relationship was just one of convenience. But I loved you, so Iām not so sure... Maybe it was convenient for just you?Ā
It still hurts to hear your name but I donāt hate you. I think that I wasnāt completely honest with myself and that it hurt our friendship. Not saying that youāre completely blameless, by the way. You had your share of issues. I can see how you never could have handled the burden of mine. I wasnāt able to see that before, and I still consider that to be a serious personal failure. I donāt know if you still think of me. Honestly, it astonishes me. I can usually read people well. I canāt believe that I spent so much time with you and yet, in the end, I still donāt know you. Itās so confusing that I find it funny.Ā Anyways, happy 2022. Iām not sure what the purpose of this letter was. Itās not aĀ āhope we can be friendsā /Ā ācan we talk againā type of letter. Itās not the melodramaticĀ āfuck youā letter I usually like to write, either. It might be more of aĀ āwhat the fuckā /Ā ādoing ok but still occasionally think about what happenedā /Ā ādone letting go and iām not very angry at you anymoreā letter, idk.
with love,Ā
cindyĀ
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The worst part of a broken heart Is you will not die of it You will not lay in peace On a bed of lilacs and white roses As doves are released To the open blue sky above Those around you will not whisper āOh, Love was all she knewā
You will have to wake up in the morning With last nightās tears dried On swollen cheeks, a tight jaw Clenched in a nightmare that Has no end in sight You will get up And you will have to carry on For heartbreak is a most average torture
And your days will be most average For a while Theyāll be remnants of an old life A storybook you heard, half asleep Held in the arms of hope But just wait dear girl If your heart wonāt stop, even then Maybe you werenāt meant to either
-(a.e.) // under the tuscan sun
itās remarkable how the body recovers from all sorts of insults how the soul mends and fortifies itself i am better i hope i am better if not today then surely tomorrow i will be better
A candid review of Jakob Bell Iāve had the pleasure of knowing Jakob for 3 months and e-dating him for 1 month, and at this point feel that Iāve attained enough experience to write a reliable review of him.
Jakob is young, inexperienced, and just plain broken. He will probably use intellectual wording, such as ālimited emotional capacityā, to mask an inexcusable lack of effort or personal shortcoming that you might encounter while dating him. His narrow-minded understanding of how the world works has shaped him into a confusingly apathetic man. Iām still not sure if itās due to his inexperience or if he is just afraid of somethingĀ āmoreā than what he knows.
At his best, he will make you feel like you are the only person in the world who truly matters. Heāll make you feel like you can fly. Even if youāve spent decades of your life under the force of gravity, you will believe that you can, because of the way he makes you feel.
At his worst, he will make you feel like you are the most insignificant person in the world.Ā If he ālovesā you, he will spend time with you. He will ask you about your favorite foods, activities and other random shit just to keep the conversation going. Heāll agree to watch horror movies with you even if he personally doesnāt prefer them. He will also honor you after every league game even if you int like an animal.Ā
One of his greatest strengths and weaknesses is his expression of self. Heās not a very complicated individual so youāll always have some clue as to how heās feeling. Which will make you uncomfortable if you know heās detaching from you. Personally, it made me very uncomfortable. When youāre actually dating him, you will probably spend 40% of your interactions with him listening to him talk about how he wants to die. 50% will be spent listening to him call you adorable, how heāll love you forever, and how youāre his favorite person. 10% will be spent helping him with his homework.Ā
Although he refuses to acknowledge that he isnāt aĀ āforward-thinking personā, he is definitely someone who lives in the moment and says things in the moment. Because you care about him and know that his ego is closely tied to his emotions, you wonāt tell him heās wrong. It will be difficult to hate him because you know that heās young. You know that, regardless of what he says or does, he does have a perfectly good heart underneath it all. You will hope that he finds happiness, whether it be in an egirl or something else entirely. You will hope that he finds himself someday.Ā
Iāve had the pleasure of knowing Jakob for 14 months and dating him for 1 year and 1 month, and at this point feel that Iāve wonāt ever know him enough to put into words
Jakob is young, inexperienced, and just plain broken. He will probably use intellectual wording, such as ālimited emotional capacityā, to mask an inexcusable lack of effort or personal shortcoming that you might encounter while dating him. His narrow-minded understanding of how the world works has shaped him into a confusingly apathetic man. Iām still not sure if itās due to his inexperience or if he is just afraid of something āmoreā than what he knows.
In the end, I believe he loved me in his own sick and twisted way. He wanted to love and thus he tried very hard to, and maybe that is what love meant to him, even if he failed. I didnāt, but perhaps I should have, expected him to invent a narrative to protect himself - but maybe thatās too complex of a probability and he was just really delusional in the end.
At his best, he will make you feel like you are the only person in the world who truly matters. Heāll make you feel like you can fly. Even if youāve spent decades of your life under the force of gravity, you will believe that you can, because of the way he makes you feel.
And, maybe those were the words of someone who really wanted to love someone else even though the other person was completely wrong for them. My words.
At his worst, he will make you feel like you are the most insignificant person in the world. Which he did. Probably the most successful heās been at something to this date. Probably his greatest legacy.
If he ālovesā you, he will spend time with you. He will ask you about your favorite foods, activities and other random shit just to keep the conversation going. Heāll agree to watch horror movies with you even if he personally doesnāt prefer them. He will also honor you after every league game even if you int like an animal. A psychopath who made me feel like he loved me
One of his greatest strengths and weaknesses is his expression of self. Heās not a very complicated individual so youāll always have some clue as to how heās feeling. Which will make you uncomfortable if you know heās detaching from you. Personally, it made me very uncomfortable. And yet I held on for the longest time When youāre actually dating him, you will probably spend 40% of your interactions with him listening to him talk about how he wants to die. 50% will be spent listening to him call you adorable, how heāll love you forever, and how youāre his favorite person. 10% will be spent helping him with his homework.
In the end, I really was a tool for this pathetic excuse of a human being
Although he refuses to acknowledge that he isnāt a āforward-thinking personā, he is definitely someone who lives in the moment and says things in the moment. Because you care about him and know that his ego is closely tied to his emotions, you wonāt tell him heās wrong. Turns out that when you tell him that heās wrong, heāll still refuse to believe it. Heāll sayĀ āIf your happiness was so reliant on me that you were going to kill yourself over it, then thatās a different issueā
It will be difficult to hate him because you know that heās young. You know that, regardless of what he says or does, he does have a perfectly good heart underneath it all. You will hope that he finds happiness, whether it be in an egirl or something else entirely. You will hope that he finds himself someday.
I know that heāll never find happiness now, because thereās nothing to find
how are you doing these days the memory of you burns like a fresh wound wish i never met you
i had a very odd dream yesterday ravi and ashley got me birthday presents i thought they were dating for some reason i was taught about the ability toĀ āblitheā in a dream to control it and manifest whatever i wanted turns out that blithe isnāt even a thing but i was convinced it wasĀ ehson and i itās the first lucid dream iāve had in a long time the one i had before, the day before my exs were all yelling at me weird dream to have on my birthday i wonder if iām the one that got away
oldie but goodie
you taste bitter on my tongue with notes ofĀ false promises my absolute favorite you taste sweet like the lies you told arms wide open that never hold left me aloneĀ in a neverending winter a nightmareĀ still waiting to wake up will i ever?
you left me as empty as your wordsĀ as empty as you are and always will be
me, the wake of your destruction, your legacy
wish you were dead so i donāt have to see you happy without me
