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and so it goes
different arms have my legs wrapped around a different perspective it doesn’t get any deeper than those fingers that mouth different mouth different fingers i touch my lips, the taste lingers still drag my hips nails dig in fingers interlocked that look on his face those brown eyes locked into my mind otherwise strangers otherwise the same
radio static.
that’s all that i can hear i can’t form a single sentence i’m paralyzed i don’t know who you are i don’t know what you want do you miss me did you remember my birthday have i crossed your mind one too many times or not at all? were you driven to insanity by all the questions left unanswered or could you not care less did you wonder if i was happier without you and if you assumed so, did you think to leave me alone before you decided to write? you’re so selfish you make me want to die and you don’t even know it you come back and open every single wound and i hurt like you tore my heart out yesterday you make me remember every single question every doubt every inadequacy every shameful thing
and i hate you for it
A candid review of Jakob Bell I’ve had the pleasure of knowing Jakob for 3 months and e-dating him for 1 month, and at this point feel that I’ve attained enough experience to write a reliable review of him.
Jakob is young, inexperienced, and just plain broken. He will probably use intellectual wording, such as “limited emotional capacity”, to mask an inexcusable lack of effort or personal shortcoming that you might encounter while dating him. His narrow-minded understanding of how the world works has shaped him into a confusingly apathetic man. I’m still not sure if it’s due to his inexperience or if he is just afraid of something “more” than what he knows.
At his best, he will make you feel like you are the only person in the world who truly matters. He’ll make you feel like you can fly. Even if you’ve spent decades of your life under the force of gravity, you will believe that you can, because of the way he makes you feel.
At his worst, he will make you feel like you are the most insignificant person in the world. If he “loves” you, he will spend time with you. He will ask you about your favorite foods, activities and other random shit just to keep the conversation going. He’ll agree to watch horror movies with you even if he personally doesn’t prefer them. He will also honor you after every league game even if you int like an animal.
One of his greatest strengths and weaknesses is his expression of self. He’s not a very complicated individual so you’ll always have some clue as to how he’s feeling. Which will make you uncomfortable if you know he’s detaching from you. Personally, it made me very uncomfortable. When you’re actually dating him, you will probably spend 40% of your interactions with him listening to him talk about how he wants to die. 50% will be spent listening to him call you adorable, how he’ll love you forever, and how you’re his favorite person. 10% will be spent helping him with his homework.
Although he refuses to acknowledge that he isn’t a “forward-thinking person”, he is definitely someone who lives in the moment and says things in the moment. Because you care about him and know that his ego is closely tied to his emotions, you won’t tell him he’s wrong. It will be difficult to hate him because you know that he’s young. You know that, regardless of what he says or does, he does have a perfectly good heart underneath it all. You will hope that he finds happiness, whether it be in an egirl or something else entirely. You will hope that he finds himself someday.
I’ve had the pleasure of knowing Jakob for 14 months and dating him for 1 year and 1 month, and at this point feel that I’ve won’t ever know him enough to put into words
Jakob is young, inexperienced, and just plain broken. He will probably use intellectual wording, such as “limited emotional capacity”, to mask an inexcusable lack of effort or personal shortcoming that you might encounter while dating him. His narrow-minded understanding of how the world works has shaped him into a confusingly apathetic man. I’m still not sure if it’s due to his inexperience or if he is just afraid of something “more” than what he knows.
In the end, I believe he loved me in his own sick and twisted way. He wanted to love and thus he tried very hard to, and maybe that is what love meant to him, even if he failed. I didn’t, but perhaps I should have, expected him to invent a narrative to protect himself - but maybe that’s too complex of a probability and he was just really delusional in the end.
At his best, he will make you feel like you are the only person in the world who truly matters. He’ll make you feel like you can fly. Even if you’ve spent decades of your life under the force of gravity, you will believe that you can, because of the way he makes you feel.
And, maybe those were the words of someone who really wanted to love someone else even though the other person was completely wrong for them. My words.
At his worst, he will make you feel like you are the most insignificant person in the world. Which he did. Probably the most successful he’s been at something to this date. Probably his greatest legacy.
If he “loves” you, he will spend time with you. He will ask you about your favorite foods, activities and other random shit just to keep the conversation going. He’ll agree to watch horror movies with you even if he personally doesn’t prefer them. He will also honor you after every league game even if you int like an animal. A psychopath who made me feel like he loved me
One of his greatest strengths and weaknesses is his expression of self. He’s not a very complicated individual so you’ll always have some clue as to how he’s feeling. Which will make you uncomfortable if you know he’s detaching from you. Personally, it made me very uncomfortable. And yet I held on for the longest time When you’re actually dating him, you will probably spend 40% of your interactions with him listening to him talk about how he wants to die. 50% will be spent listening to him call you adorable, how he’ll love you forever, and how you’re his favorite person. 10% will be spent helping him with his homework.
In the end, I really was a tool for this pathetic excuse of a human being
Although he refuses to acknowledge that he isn’t a “forward-thinking person”, he is definitely someone who lives in the moment and says things in the moment. Because you care about him and know that his ego is closely tied to his emotions, you won’t tell him he’s wrong. Turns out that when you tell him that he’s wrong, he’ll still refuse to believe it. He’ll say “If your happiness was so reliant on me that you were going to kill yourself over it, then that’s a different issue”
It will be difficult to hate him because you know that he’s young. You know that, regardless of what he says or does, he does have a perfectly good heart underneath it all. You will hope that he finds happiness, whether it be in an egirl or something else entirely. You will hope that he finds himself someday.
I know that he’ll never find happiness now, because there’s nothing to find
I still think that he’s pretty stupid
I definitely don’t hate him as much as I feel sorry for him. It doesn’t mean that I regret the relationship. It just means that we’ve both changed (although he’s much worse for the wear). I’ve learned recently that I can be just as happy (if not more happy) without a relationship, and this realization has really helped me with my confidence.
Currently trying to get SO to watch Arcane.
dear rowan (?)
It’s been four months already. I feel better now. I reread some of our old messages and felt somewhat guilty. I wish I had handled some of our conflicts better. I now recognize how imperfect I am. How much work I have left to do. I do feel that I let my pride get in the way. I wasn’t honest with you. You weren’t nice. Truthfully, I’m sad that we will never be friends again. I’ve had so many exes but I haven’t felt like this in a long time. Maybe it’s because I still don’t really understand what the fuck happened between us.
The easiest explanation would be this: We needed each other at the time. Maybe our ?relationship was just one of convenience. But I loved you, so I’m not so sure... Maybe it was convenient for just you?
It still hurts to hear your name but I don’t hate you. I think that I wasn’t completely honest with myself and that it hurt our friendship. Not saying that you’re completely blameless, by the way. You had your share of issues. I can see how you never could have handled the burden of mine. I wasn’t able to see that before, and I still consider that to be a serious personal failure. I don’t know if you still think of me. Honestly, it astonishes me. I can usually read people well. I can’t believe that I spent so much time with you and yet, in the end, I still don’t know you. It’s so confusing that I find it funny. Anyways, happy 2022. I’m not sure what the purpose of this letter was. It’s not a “hope we can be friends” / “can we talk again” type of letter. It’s not the melodramatic “fuck you” letter I usually like to write, either. It might be more of a “what the fuck” / “doing ok but still occasionally think about what happened” / “done letting go and i’m not very angry at you anymore” letter, idk.
with love,
cindy
💕Sweet Dreams 🍩🍦🍖🍰🍅
Nobody loved her and she wouldn’t have liked it if they had, for she considered love a serious disability.
Toni Morrison (via quotemadness)
- Rupi Kaur 🍃
The worst part of a broken heart Is you will not die of it You will not lay in peace On a bed of lilacs and white roses As doves are released To the open blue sky above Those around you will not whisper “Oh, Love was all she knew”
You will have to wake up in the morning With last night’s tears dried On swollen cheeks, a tight jaw Clenched in a nightmare that Has no end in sight You will get up And you will have to carry on For heartbreak is a most average torture
And your days will be most average For a while They’ll be remnants of an old life A storybook you heard, half asleep Held in the arms of hope But just wait dear girl If your heart won’t stop, even then Maybe you weren’t meant to either
-(a.e.) // under the tuscan sun
it’s remarkable how the body recovers from all sorts of insults how the soul mends and fortifies itself i am better i hope i am better if not today then surely tomorrow i will be better
A candid review of Jakob Bell I’ve had the pleasure of knowing Jakob for 3 months and e-dating him for 1 month, and at this point feel that I’ve attained enough experience to write a reliable review of him.
Jakob is young, inexperienced, and just plain broken. He will probably use intellectual wording, such as “limited emotional capacity”, to mask an inexcusable lack of effort or personal shortcoming that you might encounter while dating him. His narrow-minded understanding of how the world works has shaped him into a confusingly apathetic man. I’m still not sure if it’s due to his inexperience or if he is just afraid of something “more” than what he knows.
At his best, he will make you feel like you are the only person in the world who truly matters. He’ll make you feel like you can fly. Even if you’ve spent decades of your life under the force of gravity, you will believe that you can, because of the way he makes you feel.
At his worst, he will make you feel like you are the most insignificant person in the world. If he “loves” you, he will spend time with you. He will ask you about your favorite foods, activities and other random shit just to keep the conversation going. He’ll agree to watch horror movies with you even if he personally doesn’t prefer them. He will also honor you after every league game even if you int like an animal.
One of his greatest strengths and weaknesses is his expression of self. He’s not a very complicated individual so you’ll always have some clue as to how he’s feeling. Which will make you uncomfortable if you know he’s detaching from you. Personally, it made me very uncomfortable. When you’re actually dating him, you will probably spend 40% of your interactions with him listening to him talk about how he wants to die. 50% will be spent listening to him call you adorable, how he’ll love you forever, and how you’re his favorite person. 10% will be spent helping him with his homework.
Although he refuses to acknowledge that he isn’t a “forward-thinking person”, he is definitely someone who lives in the moment and says things in the moment. Because you care about him and know that his ego is closely tied to his emotions, you won’t tell him he’s wrong. It will be difficult to hate him because you know that he’s young. You know that, regardless of what he says or does, he does have a perfectly good heart underneath it all. You will hope that he finds happiness, whether it be in an egirl or something else entirely. You will hope that he finds himself someday.
I’ve had the pleasure of knowing Jakob for 14 months and dating him for 1 year and 1 month, and at this point feel that I’ve won’t ever know him enough to put into words
Jakob is young, inexperienced, and just plain broken. He will probably use intellectual wording, such as “limited emotional capacity”, to mask an inexcusable lack of effort or personal shortcoming that you might encounter while dating him. His narrow-minded understanding of how the world works has shaped him into a confusingly apathetic man. I’m still not sure if it’s due to his inexperience or if he is just afraid of something “more” than what he knows.
In the end, I believe he loved me in his own sick and twisted way. He wanted to love and thus he tried very hard to, and maybe that is what love meant to him, even if he failed. I didn’t, but perhaps I should have, expected him to invent a narrative to protect himself - but maybe that’s too complex of a probability and he was just really delusional in the end.
At his best, he will make you feel like you are the only person in the world who truly matters. He’ll make you feel like you can fly. Even if you’ve spent decades of your life under the force of gravity, you will believe that you can, because of the way he makes you feel.
And, maybe those were the words of someone who really wanted to love someone else even though the other person was completely wrong for them. My words.
At his worst, he will make you feel like you are the most insignificant person in the world. Which he did. Probably the most successful he’s been at something to this date. Probably his greatest legacy.
If he “loves” you, he will spend time with you. He will ask you about your favorite foods, activities and other random shit just to keep the conversation going. He’ll agree to watch horror movies with you even if he personally doesn’t prefer them. He will also honor you after every league game even if you int like an animal. A psychopath who made me feel like he loved me
One of his greatest strengths and weaknesses is his expression of self. He’s not a very complicated individual so you’ll always have some clue as to how he’s feeling. Which will make you uncomfortable if you know he’s detaching from you. Personally, it made me very uncomfortable. And yet I held on for the longest time When you’re actually dating him, you will probably spend 40% of your interactions with him listening to him talk about how he wants to die. 50% will be spent listening to him call you adorable, how he’ll love you forever, and how you’re his favorite person. 10% will be spent helping him with his homework.
In the end, I really was a tool for this pathetic excuse of a human being
Although he refuses to acknowledge that he isn’t a “forward-thinking person”, he is definitely someone who lives in the moment and says things in the moment. Because you care about him and know that his ego is closely tied to his emotions, you won’t tell him he’s wrong. Turns out that when you tell him that he’s wrong, he’ll still refuse to believe it. He’ll say “If your happiness was so reliant on me that you were going to kill yourself over it, then that’s a different issue”
It will be difficult to hate him because you know that he’s young. You know that, regardless of what he says or does, he does have a perfectly good heart underneath it all. You will hope that he finds happiness, whether it be in an egirl or something else entirely. You will hope that he finds himself someday.
I know that he’ll never find happiness now, because there’s nothing to find
how are you doing these days the memory of you burns like a fresh wound wish i never met you
i had a very odd dream yesterday ravi and ashley got me birthday presents i thought they were dating for some reason i was taught about the ability to “blithe” in a dream to control it and manifest whatever i wanted turns out that blithe isn’t even a thing but i was convinced it was ehson and i it’s the first lucid dream i’ve had in a long time the one i had before, the day before my exs were all yelling at me weird dream to have on my birthday i wonder if i’m the one that got away
oldie but goodie
you taste bitter on my tongue with notes of false promises my absolute favorite you taste sweet like the lies you told arms wide open that never hold left me alone in a neverending winter a nightmare still waiting to wake up will i ever?
you left me as empty as your words as empty as you are and always will be
me, the wake of your destruction, your legacy
wish you were dead so i don’t have to see you happy without me
