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"17 and a half years old, worrying about my brother finding out, what's the fun in doing what you're told?"

[horus-k]

"Do you ever wonder why we’re here?"

[xadriannaxelite]

"No, not really?"

[rusholmeruffianz]

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With the exception of you I dislike everyone in the room.

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[xadriannaxelite]

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Wayfaring Stranger - Layered 4x over | Ed Sheeran 

[arthur-merriweather]

When he felt her lips on hers, thats when he realized that this was real life, and that he wasn’t just dreaming and being delusional. “Well, if you ditch class — Will you be staying with me, and also feeling a little bit hungry which would force us to go get lunch? Maybe even together.” Arthur smiled and looked at Adrianna “Look, if you wanna go to class, go ahead. I’ll be in my apartment if you need me.”

[xadriannaxelite]

"Well, that depends if you want me to stay with you. If not, I can always just ditch and hang out at home," The girl replied teasingly. As much as she appreciated his willingness to allow her to go to class, she knew that deep down, he would rather her stay there and to be quiet honest, the feeling was a mutual feeling. "No, no, no. I'm fine with ditching. I mean, it's just art and I can catch up on that easily since I actually like the class and enjoy doing it."

[envertudelamour]

Depuis que tu n’es plus je ne sais plus Je ne sais plus où j’en suis […] Je ne sais plus que faire…

Les oiseaux du soucis; Jacques Prévert 

[cufflinkandcowl]

"Is that the rumor now? That I eat people? Because I assure you, I swore that shit off fifteen years ago."

[xadriannaxelite]

"No, isn't a rumor; just some vibe I get from you. Well, good to know the meat on my bones aren't your thing anymore."

[leocaldwell]

Before you ask, no, I don’t know where my siblings are. And if they owe you money, it is not my responsibility to pay you back.

[xadriannaxelite]

"Actually, I was just dropping by to pay my dear ol' cousin a visit."

[arthur-merriweather]

Arthur couldn’t help but smile as he heard her answer, he was excited just by the thought of them being back together. He looked into her eyes and nodded his head “Perfect.. I think I can set something up for us..” He already had a place in mind, thought it wasn’t the place where they went the first time. “So..now what?”

[xadriannaxelite]

"Perfect," The girl repeated, feeling as though the word fit the situation and events perfectly. Adrianna lifted her head only slightly, bringing her lips to his for a second, then pulling away with a satisfied smile on her lips. "Well, I could either get to class or I could ditch class. It's up to you," She replied, suddenly remembering that this was cutting into her art class. While she loved her art class to death, she felt as though she could skip just one day to stay with Arthur. 

[xadriannaxelite]

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[cufflinkandcowl]

"Eh. I’ve had worse."

[xadriannaxelite]

"I get the feeling that by 'worse' you are referring to cannibalism."

[cufflinkandcowl]

[xadriannaxelite]

"You know, from what I hear, you're supposed to actually eat the food. I mean I know it tastes like shit but still."

[empxthical-blog]

Callum sunk against Adrianna, burying his face against her shoulder. His shaking hands gripped the back of her shirt feebly as he gave up all pretence. “I’m… I’m sorry,” his voice came out muffled and weak. He didn’t want to tell his sister he was struggling for this exact reason. He didn’t want her to worry about something that could possibly get better as time went on, however, time went on and Callum only found himself struggling more. It was like he was trying to get from the grasp of quicksand, the harder he struggled the more it pulled him down.

Upon her suggestion, Callum pulled back and looked at her, his head shaking from side to side. “We - we can’t. They’ll send me away. This - this is just temporary. I can’t - I can’t leave. I won’t leave. I won’t leave you ever,” his brown eyes found the matching ones of his sister, it was like he was looking at a part of himself. “I am getting help. My sessions with Michael have doubled and I’m training almost every day. I can - I can control it. I have to.” As he continued to speak, his voice got quieter. “Please don’t send me away.”

[xadriannaxelite]

The lanky boy practically collapsed against the smaller brunette, but she held her own against him, allowing him to seek comfort in the embrace. Adrianna squeezed his body tightly, making her presence more known. She could feel his face bury in the crook of her neck, his tears making small puddles of salty water on her short. "Shhh," She said soothingly in reply to his apology. "You don't need to apologize for anything."

As Callum pleaded and begged for her not to make their parents aware of the full circumstances, Adrianna shook her head hesitantly. The final plead rendered Adrianna speechless, masses of extreme sadness slowing through her mind. She didn't wan that either. She didn't want her big brother to be sent away to some place but as much as she hated to admit, doing something as drastic as that might be the only option. 

Pulling him into another hug, Adrianna stood on her tiptoes, wrapping her arms around his neck and placing a gentle kiss on his cheek. "I won't let them take you away," The girl promised. Though, in the end, she knew that the decision wouldn't be up too her. Her opinion would only be a mere gust of wind in a hurricane filled with emotions and more voiced opinions. 

[arthur-merriweather]

"Reset button has been activated," Arthur responded in a robotic voice, as a joke of course. His heart was beating fast, but he kept his breathing normal and he tried to speak as calm as he could. He let out a happy sigh, and closed his eyes as well, the silence between them comforting. "So, Adrianna..Do you wanna go on a date with me..?" He opened his eyes and moved his head back to face the girl, a small smile playing on his lips.

[xadriannaxelite]

It was so easy with Arthur. While the silence would normally kill her, she found it comforting when she was with Arthur. It was just them and nothing else, something that Adrianna desperately needed. The question that he asked was just to tempting so Adrianna let it sit out in the open for a little, gazing into his eyes for a few more seconds. "Yeah, I'd like that," The girl said, her lips framing into a softly set smile. 

[empxthical-blog]

Who let Callum on snapchat?

[empxthical-blog]

"I had a bad day today, I’ll… I’ll be fine in a while. It’s just - seeing people tormented by their pain, being able to feel it, it’s getting harder and harder to ignore and I don’t know why. I think I’m losing it, Ade. It was never this hard. I’m just so tired all the time and my heart can’t take it.”

[xadriannaxelite]

Almost immediately, the girl wrapped her arms around her brother, letting out a sigh. She was used to seeing her brother upset, but never like this. This was a whole new level of depression that Callum had yet to discover until today. Often times, it was almost like they were twins because Adrianna could feel a lot of the pain and sadness that Callum felt and it made her feel sickly.

She allowed her arms to wrap around his body for minutes, his shirt smelling like a mix of home and some type of men's deodorant. "We need to tell mom and dad," The girl said quietly, shaking her head a little as she pulled away from him. "And you need to get more help. You can't put yourself through all of this anymore. I won't allow it," She stated firmly, not really asking him to tell, but enforcing the idea into his head. 

[xadriannaxelite]

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[empxthical-blog]

"Y-Yeah… Are - are you?"

[xadriannaxelite]

"Yeah I'm fine... Cal, you don't have to lie to me. I'm not an empath but I can tell when you're sad."