It's been quite some time since I've been on here, I used to have a huge fan base which I loved and now it's shattered down to 183. I guess I could blame myself for not being so interested into posting things anymore however, I am going to work on that. So for my first post back I am going to be talking about the battles I've been facing over the past six months.
Back in November I was told that I would have to move from my home. The reason being the people who owned it sold it out from under us (We we're renting). We had hoped the new owners would allow us to rent or maybe even rent to own. However they refused to allow it, so we had to find a place as soon as we possibly could. That is when the real battles began, I struggled at keeping up my faith and believing everything was going to be fine, my first concern was my daughter all the way through the process of finding a new place. About January we found a place not even five minutes from where we we're living with such an amazing yard, in side space, a garage port, a storage building and so much more. My favorite item about my new home is the frong porch swing. It's where I spend 99% of my time when available!
After moving into my place I had gotten everything situated and organized, once all of that was done me and my daughter was playing around one evening just wrestling and having a good ole time. Until I felt something super strange in my stomach when I began to hurt...I freaked out right away and went straight to the emergency room. The first hospital I visited didn't even do any tests beside's a urine test and a blood test. Other than that they gave me pain medication and sent me on my way. This frustraited me but I also thought well if it was major they would have done something about it or at least that is what I thought. This went on for about a couple months until I was in so much pain my boss, sent me to the after hours clinic because, she couldn't bare to see me in so much pain. They done a few tests and sent me straight to another hospital. I had to choose out of two different one's even though both we're extremely far off by two hours or more. Either way, I went and got there and had to go through the emergency area to get seen.
That night they diagnosed me with an inflammed lymp noid. I believed them until they referred me to another doctor who said it was not that. Described to me that it's in my abdominal wall...meaning it was something but she wasn't sure of what. Her concerns we're cancer or a tumer. I was scared and nervous wasn't sure how to take this all in. So over the amount of time of waiting to see another doctor my only vehicle went out, as well as my job is falling apart. Hour's are lowering and people may not have a job to come to soon. Depending on the amount of scripts we need to do to catch up. Anyway, for a while I was being taken to and from work and doctor's appointments by my mother-n-law which was causing her quite some issues on the count of needing to be home and having plains. But we did the best we can to make it work.
So a few weeks ago, I decided it was time for me to get myself back into church. I was scared and worried about what other's we're gonna think considering I haven't been to church in about three years or more. The service was pretty great I felt God pushing me in that service to speak and so I spoke a small testamony to those there that day. It was the story about how blessed I was to have had my daughter, considering there was a huge possibility of losing her, I ended up having to have a c-section due to saving her life. Once that church service was over, I went home and relaxed with my family and just enjoyed the rest of the day which reminds me that day was "Mother's Day" :D.
The next day I got a call from my doctor with my biopsy results that I had just went and got done a couple weeks prior. He explained he didn't see any point of me coming back to his office for him to see me considering I did not have cancer nor did I have a tumer. But I was diagnosed with Endometrosis. It's not something that goes away nor is it treatable...so I am waiting to see the doctor in about nine days to see what the doctor wants to do about this situation. But that wasn't the only amazing new's I got that day, I had called about getting a possible car because, I hate relying on anyone to get me from and to work. I want to be able to take myself without having to mess anyone's plains...
I got a call back saying he had a car for me for 182 a month, year 2016, with only 33,000 miles on it. It still has up to five year warrenty or up to 60,000 miles on it. So I decided when I got the phone call I was gonna go and see what I could do about getting this vehicle. Yet, that wasn't the only amazing news I got. The doctor also explained that I have insurance through his hospital until September of this year so that right there was amazing news. The news kept going and going it was going so wonderful...even up to the point of going and looking at my Hyandi Accent :D. It's beautiful four doors, white, and so nice inside. No damage anywhere...my father-n-law approved, husband approved, mother-n-law approved, as well as some other's. I got the car and let me say I am so blessed to own a car that is basically new. It's the newest I've ever owned.
Lol, on that note the basic information of this post is this. I don't have cancer, or a tumor, but I do have Endo. My car broke down but I was blessed with a new one. I have insurance through my hospital so no more hospital bills. One more thing I forgot to mention I have an interview tomorrow at a new job to hope that I get it so that way I don't have to worry about losing my job. I need this....and I am going to give it to God and let him decide if that is where he wants me to be or not. I'm just so happy with things and how amazing it's all going. :D I promise to keep updating everyone if anyone is interested and I hope you all have an amazing Memorial Day. God Bless America.
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