Jax may think this was all on him, it truly wasn’t. It was a lot like she believed that the accident she and her boyfriend was in, it was all on him dying. She blamed herself for her boyfriend, her best friend and her best friends boyfriend all dying. She was the only one who survived in the accident. She was the one who wanted to go take a week of a vacation with them after they graduated, they agreed. And she couldn’t help but to wonder if they didn’t go, they would still be alive. She could maybe tell Jax about her situation. About her thinking she was responsible of the death of her people. If he wanted to blame himself for what happened to Bobby. It could maybe make him feel better. Or at least try to. She could see it on his face he was blaming himself. She knew what that looked like. She had that same face on her face when she was in that accident. “Look. You shouldn’t blame yourself for this. It's not your fault. I know what it’s like to blame yourself. I still blame myself everyday for my boyfriends death. For my best friends death.” Isabella confessed. Something she didn’t like talking about, but she believed it would help.
A deep breath, she looks towards Jax. Knowing he didn’t trust anyone there, or having anyone coming in to finish the job. Honestly, with her agreeing for staying with Bobby the entire night, she didn’t know how to fight back if something like that did happen. But she wasn’t sure how they can dress someone up in a nurse or even a security guard for standing outside the door because all the doctors and nurses knew what they all looked like. She could try and help out with that, but she wasn’t sure how it would work out. “Honestly, I can see if we can make that work. About someone being dressed up in scrubs or even a security guard to where they can stand outside the room door. As I said I was going to sit with Bobby for you. But this entire hospital knows all of you. Even dressing either one of you guys up in that wouldn’t help.” His idea wasn’t a bad idea, she just didn’t think it would work.
There was nothing else she could do. She had to get the hospital security to keep an eye out. She would stay there with Bobby, and she wouldn’t allow anyone inside the room except if it's her. A small list. Her only if that would make Jax happy. She would do everything. No other doctors or nurses. Unless if there’s something wrong, she would get others to help, but it wouldn’t be without her knowledge on who’s helping. If she knew the person, if she knows they’re with the hospital, then she’ll allow them in the room. She’ll make sure she’ll take a good look on the nurse who helps. If she needs it. “I promise it will only be me in the room. No other nurses or doctors. Just me. Unless if something does happen, I’ll take a second look at them and make sure they do indeed work with the hospital. I’ll only keep people on the room I know. A guard will be on his door, I promise you that.”
“Visiting hours starts at nine in the morning until eight at night. If you want, you can come back then.” Isabella responded towards Jax, knowing he will be there first thing in the morning. She will have to sleep in the room with Bobby, which as soon as she hears noise, or movement, she will wake up instantly. She would give Jax and his boys alone time with Bobby for a few hours before the visiting time was over. She’d check up on them a few times while they were there to make sure everything was going okay. Bobby was staying stable, which was a good thing.
