[xdarkpara-dise]

When the one person you thought would never leave, leaves it's almost as if the world stopped spinning and everything becomes numb. I am numb.

@xdarkpara-dise

[xdarkpara-dise]

I want to feel important. Being told your appreciated and loved for all the things you do for someone is missing in my life and I miss it dearly. Lately, it's all I need to here.

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[xdarkpara-dise]

Your eyes light up as bright as the moon at night. When you rub my lip with the slightest touch of your finger tip. A glimpse of what we could be

@xdarkpara-dise :// The moon and stars will never shine as bright as you.

[xdarkpara-dise]

Sometimes I want to write my thoughts down but I can't find the words to scribble onto the sheet. My emotions are all over the place, I can barely maintain my composure: People say love is suppose to be magical and filled with passion, peace, comfort but they forgot to mention the mess it brings to your life. I'm sitting here trying to write my thoughts down but I can't get ahold of all my emotions and carve them into these sheet of paper.

//: struggling to find the missing puzzle piece of us. I don't want to give up. I love you. @xdarkpara-dise

[xdarkpara-dise]

I can't spit out the words to tell you how much I love you. As I write down millions of reasons why your soul lights up my body; ignites my heart and gets it racing so fast by the slightest touch: words cant form the perfect shape that my lips make when I say your name. Words can't be formed to describe the fire you rush through my veins. I almost think its position sometimes, but love isn't poisonous. It's dangerous.. Us together is dangerous, we can fight the world together and no body stands a chance. Maybe that's why I'm afraid, afraid because a love so passionate eventually burns out.

@xdarkpara-dise //: Your name left imprints on my tongue 3:45 am

[xdarkpara-dise]

Your name doesn't burn against my skin anymore. I once thought that no time could heal the wounds that you left to scar on my heart... But today is the 3rd year of November where I am left without you and the memories of you have become a blur of what we used to be.

@xdarkpara-dise //- time heals all, slowly but eventually. 8:15 pm on a Tuesday night

[xdarkpara-dise]

I have to start appreciating the love and care people give to me instead of believing the bitter pain left in my heart from my past.

[xdarkpara-dise]

I feel my heart ripping out of my chest, all my emotions on the table smeared against the glass as I watch you look for the qualities I found in you in someone else, the qualities that built up in time, the becoming of a man who is the heart warming puzzle piece in my life, the master piece that made me fall in love with you.

@xdarkpara-dise //: 5:54 pm Time cannot heal the emptiness in the abyss of my heart that I feel when your not here anymore.

[xdarkpara-dise]

The tenderness of your touch makes my heart sink into my chest, I can't see anymore. All I see is your face and I can't get enough of it. Thank you for loving my soul

@xdarkpara-dise // 10:38 pm the touch of your finger tips still linger on my skin.

[xdarkpara-dise]

Your scent still lingers on my T-shirts and I can't wash them because that's the only thing I have left of you. I miss you, come home.

//10:21 pm Lonely @xdarkpara-dise

[xdarkpara-dise]

Home is when I’m with you. Home is not my home, it’s when I lay next to you and find myself fitting perfectly in your arms. I still remember the taste of your cigarettes, and your breathe heavy on my neck. Home is when we drive aimlessly in your car and you hold my face gently in your palms. But I don’t feel at home anymore, I am lost and gripping onto the empty memories that are broken and they’re cutting my fingers with the sharp ends that I keep trying to hold onto. Home isn’t home anymore.

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[coldsuggestion]

He took everything from me and then came back to take my ability to tell anyone what had been taken.

[coldsuggestion]

You are my favorite place and I am your favorite game.

[colorgrl]

[whoismitski-deactivated20190304]

u will find ur Person. sometimes it may confuse u bc they’re not shiny like a movie the way u imagined, but u’ll know by the calm they bring

[florential]

They told me to pour my heart into everything I do. So that’s what I did, I poured and poured and poured. Now they ask me why I’m so empty.

(via florential)

perfect

(via bled)

[xdarkpara-dise]

I think people who avoid commitment and attachment because there afraid to get hurt are fools. You can't love without hurt, it doesn't work like that. You have to feel pain in order to feel love. Whether your moving on or trying to mend together again, you need the heartache as a guide to help you grow.

-//Before you tell me you love me, how much of it can you tolerate? @xdarkpara-dise