its ok

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[wellwaterhysteria]

if i start my day by fainting in the shower then things can only go up from there. hashtag positive hashtag affirmations hashtag blessed

[thememedaddy]

[streetkit]

girl shocked to discover that inaction can have consequences too

[xdukeleto]

[squooshit]

this is who they trapped in the Black Lodge btw

[amber-waves-at-me]

i love this photo

[nohoperadio]

I'm normal in a lot of ways (enjoy bread, etc)

[thee-local-trash-gremlin]

[xdukeleto]

I can feel myself coming slowly out of a 3 year depression, and I'm so cautiously relieved. This week I've done things that felt impossible for so long. I woke up at 5am today and just got up and had some breakfast because I could. I walked around the shops and browsed at things yesterday and I feel like I could do it again (it was still hard, but it didn't feel impossible). My house is tidy and comfortable and has been for weeks.

Things don't feel pointless, they just feel like life. I haven't felt this way in so long. I didn't think this day would come, I was struggling to even stay living for so long.

I don't know if it's the positive of a new start in a new job, or the short course of steroids that's finally reduced all my inflammation enough for me to function. Maybe I'll feel terrible again when my medication is back to normal, but this relief feels like a big stretch after a great nap and I hope it lasts.

[daily-spooky]

[dikdikpronouncedxylophone]

The most terrifying part of having memory issues is when you can feel something from 5 seconds ago be thrown out the window and there's an empty hole where it once was. You remember that you forgot something.

[syn4k]

[shoyohnt]

sorry for how I acted when there were multiple noises happening at the same time

[anxeious]

[im-here4]

[homobiwan]

"Why didn't they just communicate?? They're so stupid!" Have you considered that communicating with someone you love and value and don't want to hurt is scary and that vulnerability takes practice and that perfect characters with perfect words make the most boring stories of all

[xdukeleto]

I had one small improvement in my life and all of a sudden I'm on top of the world talking everyone's ears off manic as hell. stay tuned next time for one small thing went wrong and my LIFE is OVER

[perhats]

I say shit like "If my memory serves me" knowing damn well it serves the dark lord