Xhanelia aka Lurid

Dont be shy, request something of your like 🖤 **Currently taking it easy bcs of my uni exam. You can still request and i will try to write if i got any time.**

[xhanelia]

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Hello dear! This is Lurid Alchemist. You can call me Xhan too! I am 19 y.o and my pronouns are she/her. My native is Turkish and i am from Türkiye. Lastly, my mbti is entp.

I am open to make new friends! If you like my writings or just wanna talk about your OC's, please dont be afraid to ask. I'd love to hear about you 🥰

My Riot id is Lurid#ALUNE if you want to add me. Just write your riot name in my ask box so that i know its you. Just so you know, im in the TR server so i might not be able to play with you but i play all of the riot games if we are in the same server. (U can stalk me on mastery chart i allow it just try to ignore the 400k Lux :p)

If you wanna support me, you can follow @xhanelia-art where i post my drawings! I am not active there but hey, who knows?

And i have no respect for English whatsoever. Any mistake that i have done is done on purpose. English is nowhere near to Turkish in terms of literature and i am only using %10 of my full potential. Be aware.

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Before it all, there is no specified waiting time for requests. I write whenever and whatever i want to. This is my hobby and i do not treat writing as a job. Please understand that i dont want this hobby to become a chore 🙏 (Waiting time can range from 1 day to a whole month. Keep in check)

I will write any request that isnt too much specified. (Like if you try to describe an oc with detail.) If request has something that makes me uncomfortable or i think i wont be able to do it justice, i will ignore it. (for ex. Fetishes)

Reader will be either she/her or gn if not said in the request. If you want reader to be a non agent, he/him or any kind of specification, please tell me in the request.

I can write for dark content as long as it fits the character. (I wont write any sexual assault.) LGBTQ+ and +18 requests are always welcome!

I can write for Valorant and LoL. My masters are on certain characters as you can see at masterlists but i can try to write for every character you'd like to see from my hands. (Cannot promise on newer Valorant agents tho 😔)

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Of Valorant and League of Legends

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Im open for new anons anytime! You dont have to request something to be an anon. Just talk to me about your day or ask how was mine!

●~ Sova Lover Anon

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Anons will always get their requests written and will always come first in queue!!

[xhanelia]

Well, heres some Kayn headcannons that i wrote to not to be so dead here. There isnt much thought poured into these so dont expect much. I just like to reread zed's comic and wanted to share my thoughts like how @/Runeterrankhaleesi did.

Kayn headcannons via "Zed" comic (with pictures)

The sharapnel scar that was left by Jhin is still visible on his left arm but Kayn prefers to let Rhaast cover it up with his possession. He is not very proud of it because he could have avoided it if he didnt underastimated Jhin.

As i've said on my previous Kayn headcannons, he prefers to use Ionian slangs and Ionian accent to feel more like them. If we think of English as Ionian here, these prove my point. He speaks more daily-like compared to everybody in the comic. (You can say that he kind of forces an Ionian accent over his Noxian one)

Even if Kayn is very familiar with violence, he doesnt enjoys it. His face when he sees Jhin's victims shows it. He can touch them, he is familiar with it, but what Jhin did to them disgusts him.

Again with his Ionian accent and how he observes the situation first. Zed told him to stay low and Kayn chooses not to pick up a fight with Akali even if she is clearly outnumbered.

This pannel speaks for itself. Kayn is BAD at getting hints or flirting overall. He is just a big ahh dork when it comes to that.

He knows that he is handsome but he doesnt know how to use it properly.

Happy boi. He does have some "friends" and people in Yanlei seems to like Kayn aswell. They're all cheering for him and its kind of cute.

He can lie and put up an act very well when it comes to missions and plans. I personally think thats because he is a Noxian. In "Katarina" comic, Talon lies to Katarina so well that his heartbeat does not even miss a beat. It not the same with Kayn but pretty close.

Kayn im watchin u sit why u tryin not to laugh bru thats disrespectful as shit bru

Aside from that, he really is trying to hold his laugh lmao. He must be thinking how much more stupid can Kusho get.

His act fooled even Kusho and Zed. He is proud.

Anyway, i cannot add more photos so thats it. I just wanted to have fun while sharing my thoughts that are not inside a request's walls and without stupid grammar rules. Love u all 🖤

[xhanelia]

Hello!! 🫧 anon here~

How have you been? I hope you're doing well!! It's quite a ruckus for me since I had my graduation ball, exams, and our thesis bookbinding in one whole month... Quite the whirlwind!

I unfortunately didn't attend my examinations due to unforeseen circumstances. But, hey, great loss comes with a greater gain! Anywho, I hope everything is going well and great in your end. Take care, our lovely writer~

- 🫧 anon :3

Hello bubble!! Its lovely to see u here <3

It seems like it was quite the month for u! Congrats on your graduation and your thesis!! My month was a bit boring since theres little to no activity to do in my hometown. Especially in these months bcs its still snowing here 😭 Im just waiting for june so i can take my uni exam and return here when the weather is good and theres no stress on me.

And my mindset is same with yours on your unattended examinations. Pass is in the pass and we should be focusing on future and what it'll bring. Hope that everything will be better than what you expect!

Im doing alright these days and hope u are having a great day too! Congrats again!!!

Luv uuu 🖤

[xhanelia]

Hello.

I didn't want you to feel forgotten just because you haven't posted in a while. We're still here as your readers, and won't disappear just because you're working on something that is greatly impactful on your future.

Dont't forget to take care of yourself. And please don't feel pressured to post new content, including my previous request.

- 🌱

Gosh, its been some time since i opened tumblr and i recently saw this... First of all, thank u so much for your kind words plant anon and so sorry for the late reply...

Sometimes tumblr gives me an ick that i cannot quite explain. It just makes me cringe idk why lol. There are times when i dont want to even open the app. But knowing that you're still here made it go away for now. Thank u for that too <3

I've seen your request and im holding it on wait for now. Currently, i'm in another city and been quite busy here. Visiting relatives, friends and all... But when i return to my usual routine, i will write it as a reward for myself. (I need to reward myself to study hard or i dont see the point of studing lmao)

But other than that, i hope u are doing okay aswell. I apprechiate you for checking on me. I cannot promise on being super active but i'll try to act less dead here lol. And thank u again for everything. (I know i say "thank u" so many times but i just cannot express how grateful i am 😭)

Luv uuu 🖤

[xhanelia]

Hey, POTATO IS HERE TO DROP SOME HOPE, SUPPORT, AND 💕!!! 🤗🤗🤗

I wish for you the BEST RESULTS!! ☃️

Hru btw? :3

Here eat something sweet, I heard sweets are helpful for earning good grades 👻

Not sure tho XD

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Take care 💕💕💕

-POTATO ANON 🥔

AHH POTATO IS HERE!! Im gonna get into a sugar coma but im not complaining 😭

I am doin all fine these days. Just a bit stressed bcs of the exam. But i must ask you, hbu? Hope you are doin all good! And thank u sooo much for your kind wishes dear potato!! It really means alot to me.

I will cherish every sweet that you gave! Especially ice cream and cherries. (I love ice cream lol)

Luv uuu 🖤

[xhanelia]

Hi, Xhanelia, it's me 👋😃

How are you doing? :D

Just wanted to say, good luck with your exams, hope you'll pass successfully 😊💐

Sorry for lack of words I'm just not very good at using my words.. :'D

Hello darling!! Its always good to see u <3 Im doin alright these days, just a little stress. Hbu? Hope ur day is going good!

And thank u sooo much for your good wishes it means alot to me. And you're totaly fine with words! Letting me know what you wanna say is more than enough.

Again, thank you so much and luv uuu 🖤

[xhanelia]

Hello!!

Since entrance exams are coming up, I just wanna say good luck!! You can do it, I believe in you :3 This is a reminder to also rest when you're tired, and get back up when you're ready to fight again. Good luck in uni!!

- 🫧 anon

The way my anons care for me makes me feel important 😭 Thank u soo much my bubble!! I promise i will study hard and come back with good news! Take care and have a lovely day <33

Luv uu 🖤

[xhanelia]

Good luck studying on your uni entrance exam.

I'm sorry you couldn't go into your desired university. I also changed my uni 2 years after enrolling, and will be going to a whole different one next year.

For you, right now nothing else is really important so spend the 4 months until it wisely.

But don't forget to recuperate sometimes, or else you'll get burnt out.

After the exam, you'll get to write and indulge in hobbies as much as you want.

As your readers ofc we understand and wait patiently.

I hope you'll get into your desired university.

- 🌱

I feel like crying rn and i am dead serious. Thank u so much my lovely anon <33 i will be trying my best in these 3-4 months to do better than last year. I kinda have no choice lmao

And i hope that everything will be better for u and your new uni next year! Just try to see the good in new things and dont think too much about the past.

Thank u again for your understanding and lovely words!!

Luv uu 🖤

[xhanelia]

Hi.

I'm a fan of all your Kayn works in general, I think you are pretty good at capturing his essence. None of the headcanons feel ooc, unless you deliberately make it that way.

I really enjoyed the kissing headcanons for Yone, and was wondering whether you could write them for Kayn? For gn reader please.

If you are open to receiving new anons, I'd like to be your 🌱 anon.

Omg i keep getting more annons and i feel bad that i am taking easy on writing here... But thank u sooo much for ur kind words seedling anon! (If u want me to adress you in any other name please tell me <3) They mean more than u think. I did this a bit long bc i love writing for kayn and why not, right? Hope u enjoy and i will be waiting to hear from u soon 🖤

<<<Reader is gn>>>

Kissing headcannons for Kayn

The portrait of Kayn in my head is someone who never really experienced true affection and never had the need to think about it. He may know how to flirt and get good with people but he never thought of actually kissing someone. (I kinda hate when people make him a womanizer. HE IS A WAR VICTIM.)

Therefore, i think that he will need to learn a bit to get to the point of actually kissing somebody. You may try to hint him with everything but if you really want to kiss him, you must do it yourself.

He will freeze like a statue when you first do it. Dont worry, he is just trying to understand this new emotion that makes him warm. Once he figures out what is going on, he will lean into it with an exhale of something he's been holding inside for so long.

I think that his first kiss would be emotional and a bit sad rather than... arrogant? I feel like Kayn would feel vunerable about this whole "affection" thing and would get angry at himself that he wants it.

But after the first kiss, others came pretty quickly. He is a man that cannot contain his needs and would do something that he wants even if it hurts him. Kissing you would come first on this list.

If we were to talk about times when he gets used to kissing and affection, Kayn would be more confident about kissing in general. He would learn what makes you melt and would do it everytime when you kiss him. He gets pretty cocky when you give any reaction to him and loves to see how your body reacts to his moves.

He would do anything that you like while kissing but his favorite one is roaming your body with his hands. Kayn is a touchy person to the one he loves and he loves to hold you especially in kissing. The way your body shivers slightly with his touch and the noises you make... lets just say he cant get enough. (And the difference between Yone and Kayn is; Yone does it to feel you while Kayn does it to take reactions from you.)

After everything, Kayn would still avoid to kiss you infront of anyone. Not that he is emberrased, i dont think that he has that emotion, but he still feels open and vunreable while kissing. He thinks that affection should be in between two people and not shown outside.

But when you two are alone, he would tease you, please you and hold you however you want. Just make sure to let him know how you like it and he will remember it forever. As i said on my previous posts, he is a blank canvas so anything you like is what he likes too. The imagination is yours.

[xhanelia]

The fact that i do not write ao3 and still got cursed by the sheer thought of starting it is diabolical.

I still have 3-4 requests to write but dont know when i will write them. Hope yall dont expected me to write it in a week lol.

Also i have a huge exam to study for 4 months and i HAVE to do good bcs last year, i couldnt get into the uni i wanted bcs of 0.2 points so... yeah. Dont be suprised if i write ur request after months.

Love u all 🖤

[xhanelia]

Another moment with Kayn— a reader who is into arts :3 (as an artistic person)

Kayn is just so mesmerized whenever he sees reader painting and foraging in the forest for natural dyes, and maybe he starts harvesting and planting more for them! (And maybe they have a teeny tiny cute goofy moment of smearing paint across one another— or~ a bit spicy moment where they worship one another with paint ;P)

That's all, thank you!!

- 🫧 anon~

Hello bubble!! Its good to see u again! Hope u are doin amazing! Again, im sorry for the delay... I was all over the place this whole week and didnt had any time to write anything. Also, this didnt really matched with what you wanted but i didnt knew how to write the spicy part so i decided to not to do it instead of doing it poorly. Hope u like it tho 🖤

<<<Reader is gn>>>

Kayn with an artist reader

When i think of Kayn with art, its either he hates to be painted or he loves it. There is no in between. If you'd want a bit more canon Kayn, it leans toward of him hating it but we can all live inside our delusions and headcannons so we can hc that he loves it for the moment .p

He would always annoy you to paint him whenever you are painting something else. Yknow those people that always criticize your art and ask you to draw them? Yeah. Kayn is one of them. He knows that it makes you angry. He just does it out of spite.

But when he has the patience to sit with you and watch the blank canvas light up with life, it holds him in a chokehold every time. Kayn knows how to paint the ground red for sure but what you do is something he will never achive in his life.

He envies it. For sure. He is a very talented person and can do mostly everything with a little practice. He takes pride in that. But holding a pencil and creating something with it? This, he will lack forever. He didnt even knew how to write untill he met Zed. Art feels impossible to reach for him.

But he will be willing to help you out if you are out of your paints. How to find good quality dye in nature and turning them into real paint was something you taught him long time ago. He kind of observed you very closely untill you gave up and explained him how it worked.

Kayn definately would take a handfull of premade powder dye and throw it at your face. And if you respond the same, there will be a very colorful war in the middle of your studio. It would be a hell to clean both yourselfs and the studio. Also, it would stain. For a long time.

He would secretly look out for a very rare flower for a very spesific color that you wanted for a long time. It would take him a good afew months before he finds it and processes it to a dye by himself. And with that color, he would finally get his first portait. Painted by you with the dye that he made.

He would keep the seeds to plant them and grow them out just for you. Rhaast would definately mock him about taking care of a flower but as long as you could use that color, he didnt care. Just dont join Rhaast, ok? Or he will get emberrased for real this time.

[xhanelia]

Hello!! No request for today :3 how have you been? Hope you're doing well, and get well soon!! <3

- 🫧 anon~

Hello bubble!! Thank u for your well wishes it means alot to me! Im getting better and hope you are doing amazing! You can request anytime you want <33

Luv u and take caree 🖤

[xhanelia]

HEEEEY, IT'S POTATO!! 🤩

Wanted to send some 💕💕💕 to your inbox :3

Get well soon 🥰

Do u like cherries?

Here

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Take care 😊💕

-POTATO ANON 🥔

Hello potatoo!!! Thank u so much for the cherries i actually really enjoy them! Its always nice to see u around my inbox <33 also im getting better so thanks for your well wishes aswell!

Luv u and hope u have a great day! 🖤

[xhanelia]

Hihi there! Sova lover anon here, just wanted to check in because like I feel likes been a while, I hope you’re doing well! Have a good day/night :)

Hello my sova lover!! Its been truly a while and i missed u sm 😭 I got a little sick but other than that, im doin just fine. Hope u are doing good too! So happy that you wanted to check in and have a good day too <33

Luv uu 🖤

[xhanelia]

Runeterra Kayn with a healer reader— HEAR ME OUT— Healer!Reader is a very caring person, so Kayn just takes advantage of that by visiting her tent / medical wing often even though his injury is just so small LMAO :3 You can also add more scenes like whenever Kayn gets home heavily injured~

(P.S: can I be 🫧 anon? This is probably my 3rd request about Kayn 😭 I'm feral for this man I SWEAR)

I get overly excited everytime i gain another anon omgg 😭😭 Welcome to the family, Bubble anon! I hope that you decide to stay and im open for more requests from u <33 And so sorry for the wait. I just wasnt feeling well these days... Hope u like it 🖤

<<<Reader is gn>>>

Kayn with a healer reader

Normally, Kayn couldnt care less about being wounded and bleeding all over to the place. He only get treated when things are really bad. Untill he got treated by you for the first time.

Your care and worry made him feel like he deserved getting healed. It was a new feeling for someone who thought that feeling pain was weakness. And after some time, he got addicted to this feeling of being important to someone.

He also enjoys how your face gets worried every time he enters the infirmary. This man lives for attention and you please him more than you think. He just cant get enough of your care. You dont look at him as another life to be saved but as a person who got hurt and need help. That is what counts for him.

Kayn would be very stubborn about healing. Tell him to rest, he will train harder. Bandage him and he will take it off two days later. Medicine? Dont even try. Yeah, he likes the attention and all but he still hates being treated.

And by doing so, he can visit you more often, no? You cant tell if he is just very stubborn about geting healed or doing this on purpose to make you mad. Either way, you patch him up and scold him once again, knowing damn well he wont listen to any of your words.

But Kayn coming to get treated for a bruise was unheard of. He got hit by his partner while sparring and tried to make you believe that he was bleeding internally. You raised a brow at him and he went perfectly still. This was what blew his cover. You would have done it sooner if you knew this was what made him sit still when you patched him up.

Even though his cover blew off, he still came to you to get treated. From little things to fatal wounds. Waiting for Kayn is like chance game. You dont know in what condition he will bring himself in. But him coming for a little cut and annoying you is better than him not being able to come at all. So you gotta do your job by healing him. Once again.

[xhanelia]

I've had this rotting in my brain for SOSOSOSO LONG— what if Kayn with a biter reader? Like, reader loves to nibble or bite onto Kayn's biceps :3 It's just her love language is! Would he bite back or let his precious reader nibble to their heart's content? THAT'S ALL THANK YOUUUU :3

Hello anon! Its my pleasure to give a form to your ideas and its been some time since i got a request for runeterra kayn so im very happy! Lmk if there are more thoughts that were rotting in your brain and hope u like it 🖤

<<<Reader is gn>>>

Kayn with a biter reader

Well, the first thought that formed in my brain when you asked if he would bite you back was that he would LICK and bite you back for revenge. Yep. I dont make the rules. (Maybe i do)

He just wants to be more gross in every way. You wanna do it? Fine. But you gotta face the consequences after. Theres a Turkish saying that goes "those who love roses must endure its thrones." THIS is how it is.

The first time you bit him was different. Kayn just stared at you with confusion, trying to make sense of why are you doing this. He would just jugde you in silence untill he had enough. But that wont stop you.

After a while of you coming back to bite him, Kayn got used to it. He will even lift his arm for you before he could stop himself. He hates that this became a thing now. But on the inside, he likes it too. It strokes his ego just right.

He will have bite marks all over his biceps because of you. Kayn wont answer anyone who asks about the bite marks but he is not afraid to wear them either. Its like a love-hate relationship to him.

And everytime you dare to bite hard enough to give him marks, he would lick and bite you two times harder. He says that this is a punishment for biting him hard but in reality, its just a cover up for him to lick and bite you.

Yeah... You can nibble him all you want and he will stand still untill you are done. But bite him hard and he wont be so obidient about letting you do what you want with his muscles.

[xhanelia]

Hihi! May I request a gender neutral reader wherein they do "will he melt into the kiss" trend with Kayn? (Any version, but I wanna see the Heartsteel one! Hihi :3) LIKE— would he be the type to IMMEDIATELY fold or would he short circuit? That's all!!

Hello anon! Tbh, i really wanted to do this with runeterra kayn, mostly because i like to write runeterra kayn more, but heartsteel fits the concept more so imma do heartsteel. Hope u like it 🖤

<<<Reader is gn>>>

Heartsteel Kayn with "melting into the kiss" trend

To be honest, Heartsteel Kayn could have both of the reactions you mentioned in the request. It truly depends on your relationship with him.

If you are more of a "friend" who wanted to kiss him for the first time or very early into dating, he would take some good afew seconds to process what you are trying to do. All of these made literally no sense to him.

Kayn would obey what you say all while thinking how dumb this is. He doesnt like doing trends and thought that this was a prank or some sort. He would threaten you by tickling you to death if you would do something stupid.

But the moment you kiss him, he would freeze for a good 3-4 seconds before realizing what just happened. He would slowly close his arms around your waist while leaning into the kiss with a smirk forming on his lips.

He wouldnt let your lips go untill you break the kiss. He would tease you about how much you wanted to kiss him and such. Its Kayn being Kayn. He gotta get cocky in some way or another. But inside his head, he is kicking his feet and screaming.

And if you are already afew months in, Kayn would see it coming miles away. You can see it from that mischievous look in his eyes with that damn smirk. He knows what you are going to do.

His hands would twitch at his sides while he was trying to hold them up and steady to not let them close around you. I tell you, his urge to touch you and not being able to is already a challange on its own.

But when you finally kiss him, Kayn would immediately let his hands find their way to your curves. He would not waste any time to deepen the kiss. Infact, he has been waiting more than enough to kiss you.

Even if he didnt knew about the trend, he knew that you were going to kiss him. You may accuse him of being a liar and that he saw the trend before but he would shut you up with another kiss to your lips instead of explaining himself.