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“A few years ago, I was crying and whining at my mom and sister while I was really drunk. I asked my mom and sister… it wasn’t long after we’d moved. I asked them if they were happy. I got drunk and woke up my entire sleeping family, like some ahjussi. It had been my number one goal in life, you know, to make my mom and sister happy. They both woke up and told me they were happy. But I was so envious at the fact that they were able to reply that they were, indeed, happy. Because it wasn’t like that for me. I told them while sobbing: I want to be happy too. Then I felt like I’d done my mom and sister wrong. But from then on, I started contemplating about happiness. For about six months, I pondered specifically over what I would need to do to become happy. I think that time of transformation has come. I think I need to be happy, now. I must become happy. I am going to be happy.”

Rest in Peace. You will be missed, our dear Jonghyun. Life may have been cruel now, but I hope you find another life where you’ll achieve your happiness. Sing on in heaven, and watch over the boys and shawols you left behind. We aren’t angry, we aren’t going to curse you, you won’t be remembered for how you died but for how you lived. You touched millions of hearts and graced a gift upon this world that can never be replaced. You’ll live on in our hearts and within the happiest memories we shared these last ten years. Go In peace, this is our final goodbye.Let’s meet again.

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What I would love to see from Ray’s Route

Now that I’m fully coherent, I can finally talk about Cheritz’s latest announcement! In case you missed it: WE ARE GETTING A RAY ROUTE JANUARY 2018. (THANK YOU CHERITZ. We don’t deserve you!)

Of course, we don’t know the exact story of his route but… it doesn’t hurt to talk about what we would love to see, yeah? SO WITH THIS IN MIND. Here is what I would love to see come to fruition from Ray’s Route. If it happens, that’s awesome! If not, oh well. Remember, Ray’s route was something no one thought was possible at the beginning of January 2017. Cheritz didn’t have to make us extra content but they did.

1. Ray learning to love himself & realize he doesn’t need to receive validation to measure his self-worth. This is what I hope us as MCs can show him the most.

2. Obsession =/= Love. If Ray is to romance the MC, I want Ray to learn what true love is. I want Ray to recognize & apologize to the MC for his behavior. This was one of the lesson’s V had to learn with Rika in his route, but, I think it applies to Ray too.

3. Ray accepting all sides of himself and getting the support/help he needs. Ray. Saeran. Unknown. These are all of his sides. It’s been hinted heavily he has multiple personalities. Although I think part of “Unknown” side has been manipulation on Rika’s part, I do believe there is a real talk for mental illness here in his route. I hope we see him getting whatever help/support he needs.

4. Saeran and Saeyoung having a happy, healthy relationship together. These twins need each other, badly. I hope we get to see the twins reunite and rekindle where they left off in their childhood.

5. Ray leaving Mint Eye. want Ray to recognize how unhealthy Mint Eye is and decide to escape from there with the MC. ideally, I would love to see him use his talents for good. Could a flower shop/garden be in his future? (I HOPE SO).

6. More Choi Family Backstory. We know a good amount of the Choi Family from Seven’s side, but, we don’t know of it from Saeran’s. I hope we get to see who their mother is and more childhood stories with the twins.

Anyways, these are just a few things I hope we will see. I’m not going to complain if none of this happens. These are all just wishful thinking. ^_^

What would you love to see from Ray’s route? Let’s discuss!

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As we anxiously await Saeran’s route in less than 24 hours this is what I would love to see. ^_^