Thought Journal

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I’m loooooving this Arizona + Carina pairing going on (Minnick who???????) but it’s already (and I might be the only one to feel this way) beginning to get a bit tiresome how sex centered Shonda is making them, Carina in-particular. Despite having her unique study to break down walls for women in pain, I would really like if Shonda expanded Carina’s character and showed exactly who she is and where she came from (past-wise). IMO, she’s already becoming one-dimensional and a little predictable: 

talk sex

vaguely mention Arizona in bed

get Arizona hot and bothered with sex talk in sexy accent

rinse and repeat. 

I mean it’s awesome to watch (duh) but repetitive after a minute and creates lack of depth for an arc. Again, I love them two WAY better than Eliza but I want to see more of them than just lust now that she seems to be kept around (that’s if she even stays and is not a temp like Eliza)

Also, it’s SUPER annoying how Shonda has reduced Arizona to just sex in general. Last season she was all sex, sex, sex, and it looks to be continuing this season. And this sucks especially when you watched Arizona since a fetus, rolling in her heelys, doing ground-breaking surgeries and making a name for herself but it’s like ever since Callie left, she has nothing really going for herself other than hookups….fix it Shonda because this is unacceptable for my baby who deserves the world

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the neighbourhood // you get me so high    

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Tag your best friend =)

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When you’re up all night reading fan fiction

[reigny23]

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everyday you scare me a little

[ronaldweasl-y]

favorite Sun screencaps

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When you begin to question or hate yourself

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[happiersuggestion]

there are people you haven’t met yet who will love you

[digitaldweller]

[insp]

[defineyourgrind]

[buzzfeedlgbt]

Your massive queer summer reading list is here. (x)

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the girl on the train

when reading this novel, I’m telling myself, if you don’t know how to describe how the train moves, how to describe various scenes of raining against windows, how to describe a drunken, then go for this book. the line of words are full of sadness,which has some effect on my daily life. 

from the beginning of the story, Rachel, an alcoholic, was abandoned by her ex-husband, finding hard to be a normal person in the street. I always thought the writer must be so nice to give her somebody or some comfort in the end. anyway, this is what I wish to find in an not fitting person, she can finally can find some happiness. don’t be so cruel to her. Things are complicated, right, we are too complicated to barely understand ourselves. on the other side, author gives Rachel a closure, though still connecting with past. she is no longer an alcoholic, but she still could not sleep with that particular scene replaying on and on. so tell me, how to deal with them. we maybe are some kind of tragedies, but we carry on. Once we found out, then we become tender.

another point of this story is lie. Tom build all these lies around his lives, attractive and perfect. but in the end, we wish someone to like your flaws as they like your bright sides. 

this is a sad story.

Quote: I get into bed and turn the lights out. I won’t be able to sleep but I have to try. Eventually.

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Daily

It’s been a weird day, spending all day wandering around this old city. I’ve been trying to appear positive, though inside darkness are eating me out. There is another me talking, what are you doing with your life? Want everybody to like you and be wanted maybe by someone. You are thirsty of intimate relationship, however, it always turn out to be more like one-side relation. Then finally, you started to question yourself, what’s wrong with me? Did I do something wrong? Or I just don’t worth it. This though haunts you all night long and makes you wide awake. Maybe there is somebody just like you, right? Another idiot.

[dreamsensitive]

TRUTH!

[marxistbeyonce]

THIS OH MY FUCKING GOD THIS THIS THIS THIS CAN I REITERATE…THIS

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this is so incredible

[apple-pie-thighs]

TRUTH!!!!

[petrolgirls]

this woman speaks all the truth about hardcore! 

[soloontherocks]

this applies to literally every area of knowledge

hell, she’s talking about music and I’m over here like “when did she meet every male scifi nerd on the planet”

[fucktheflagandfuckyou]

@one-determined-flash this is the video i took my sound clip from!!!!!!!!!!!

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the end is the best tbh ‘You don’t only not know about it, you’re disinterested in it. You think it doesn’t exist, you don’t think it’s real knowledge. Because it’s women. Women aren’t real knowledge.’

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❤️❤️❤️ HER!! 💯💯💯

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lovelovelovelove this

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amy #faking it