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b r o k e n ˣ ˣ ˣ indie fandomless oc PRIVATE written by: nat status: active ˣ ˣ ˣ DISCLAIMER i in no way claim to be chris evans or to be affliated with him in any way, this is merely a roleplay blog only. any icons used on this blog however, were made by me so don't steal them as your own; i will find u and i will smack u xo

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asciia:

✖ ⟶    ❛—- asshole? that the best you got for me? shit, pass me                  the fucking tissues, huh?❜

❛shut up, man, d-don't have the time to be standing around here throwing insults back and forth with some dude who looks like m-me...whatever.❜

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asciia:

✖ ⟶    ❛will you fucking chill? ain’t gonna happen is it ‘cos there’s                  this thing called DNA? just hold off on the dramatics, yeah?                  was only playing.❜

❛------ you're an asshole, you know th-that?❜

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asciia:

✖ ⟶    ❛—- now there’s  an idea. someone taking the heat off ME whilst                  your innocent ass rots in jail? hm. by the way? i’m texan-made                  so you’d be sent straight on death row. you’d LOVE it.❜

❛-------- y-you need to get the fuck away from me!❜

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asciia:

✖ ⟶    ❛—- and i apparently look like a stuttering fucking PUSSY, so                   i guess we’re both dealing with a bowl of shit, huh?❜

❛dude, you're a MURDERER! th-this means that i -- oh god, what if i end up in trouble because of YOU? ...fuck!❜

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❛c-crazy? i'm not crazy, what the hell a-are you talking about? i  mean, i -- i LOOK like a fucking murderer but n-nah, nah that's just GREAT!❜

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kaiifuku:

宿 ⟶     the feeling of affection from dylan, even if it was against his leg,                 caused riku to sigh heavily in disdain, hands raising in order to                 somehow shield the tears that threatened to fall; not that it did                 much good when his heart ached, and body craved to be with                 the two boys that he should have never hurt from the start. not                 that he was aware that technically? he never did hurt them, it                 was christian that had hurt him instead, naivety threading in                 his veins like a virus. sniffles prominent, riku then allowed                 frame to be on crouched knee, hands stroking softly through                 mousy tresses despite the fact he felt selfish for doing so, as                 if he didn’t deserve to be around the little boy any longer. 

               ❛i – i have to go away, o-okay? i hurt daddy, a-and – and you                don’t want anyone t-to hurt your daddy, right? t-that’s why i                have to leave, m-munchkin. {b-b-b-b-because} – b-because                i’m a BAD p-person. y-you understand?❜

it broke alex's heart to see this happening, knowing how much dylan loved and adored riku and to now see him crying and begging riku to stay as well as being told that the asian was a bad person, it tore him apart, tears threatning to spill down his own cheeks at the sight. the three year old shook his head at riku's words, he couldn't believe that he was a bad person, that couldn't be possible - so, tiny arms reached out to wrap around riku's neck whilst he was bent down, holding onto him as tightly as he could since he didn't want him to leave at all.

❛p-please don't leave! daddy wuvs you! i wuv you! you n-need to stay because daddy is r-really bad at singing and i only like when y-you sing before i s-sleep!❜

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kaiifuku:

☠ ⟶         ❛but – but you j-just said i wouldn’t b-be here if i – m-my head                      hurts, i – i can’t t-talk about this anymore. i’m sorry, okay? i                      k-know i s-should & i’m s-selfish but no, i n-need to go.❜

before alex could even utter a word, the noise of dylan's feet bounding out of his room to see what was going on between the two men he loved more than anything, confusion written upon the three-year olds face as he noticed that riku was about to leave. he took a fleeting glance towards his father and saw the tears in his eyes, he could tell that he was upset and with- out another moment, the younger then bounded towards riku before little arms tightly wrapped around his leg.

❛where are you going, wiku?! stay with me and daddy! we can play games!❜

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kaiifuku:

☠ ⟶         ❛—- i – i d-don’t know. maybe i s-should…go…then.❜

❛what? n-no, no you're not going anywhere, riku, please just stay?❜

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kaiifuku:

☠ ⟶         ❛but – but, i-if you c-cheated with your ex, i – well, that would be                      the WORST t-thing you could ever do! w-why don’t i get that from                      y-you?! why d-don’t you hate me? i – i’m scum, a-alex, i’m really                      cruel and i d-didn’t think i had it in me, i d-don’t! but i did it…right?                      it – it…it was mutual, it was. i – y-you should hate m-me so bad                      right now.❜

❛my reaction might be odd to you, yeah, but i'm glad you told me and were honest with me because hiding it? would have hurt me even more. you're not scum, maybe you just had a heat of the moment thing because you used to be with him, i mean i -- if you didn't still want dylan and me, you wouldn't be here...right?❜

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kaiifuku:

宿 ⟶     ❛—- he, n-no, we k-kissed. and then w-we…i – i d-don’t wanna                  say! i d-don’t wanna s-see how much you hate me, i c-can’t!                  just b-believe i’m – i’m so {s-s-s-s-sorry}, please.❜

❛i don't hate you, riku, i never could. if this was...a mutual thing, then okay fine, that was a mess up, but i don't hate you for it and i'm not gonna leave you because of it. i'm glad you were honest about it, but it's okay, really, i promise i'm not going anywhere.❜

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fvllengrace:

☠ ⟶        walking over towards the corpses that littered the ground,                    motions were effortless ( he had done this before ) as the                    devil began to wipe down any evidence upon flesh that held                    the stranger’s DNA, something that was a quick process be-                    fore small stature lifted several hundred-pound frames into                    the nearest dumpster. they were disposed of within seconds,                    innocence now covered in crimson but all lucifer wanted was                    his reward; he had earned it now, right?

                   ❛there – all gone. and now i want you to give me something                    nice, huh? hope i don’t have to spell it out for you.❜

alex was still slightly afraid of this entire situation, he had killed some- one and that was something he was scared he would never be able to forget. even if it was self-defense, he still felt guilty for what he had done, he still felt like a murderer and even though lucifer had now wiped his DNA clean from everything? he was still paranoid he could end up behind bars.

❛r-right...yeah, of course, i owe y-you. how exactly do you want me to r-repay you? i mean, i'd get down on my knees but lets just make s-sure that's what you're getting at here before i make myself look like an idiot, ha.❜

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kaiifuku:

宿 ⟶     ❛—- i – i’m a d-disgusting cheater. i’ve b-become the one                 thing i h-hate so badly, and i – i’m sorry! y-you deserve so                 much better than t-this, you really really d-do! a-and now                 y-you’re gonna l-leave and i s-screwed everything up!❜

❛i'm not gonna leave, riku, i'm still here and i'm not  going anywhere. you are not disgusting, just tell me what happened between you and christian, yeah? you haven't screwed up, i'm still here.❜

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kaiifuku:

宿 ⟶   ❛c-christian. h-he came and i – i hurt him! i – oh god, y-you’re                gonna HATE m-me. and d-dylan – i – i screwed up so b-bad!                i s-screwed up s-so {b-b-b-b-bad}!❜

❛listen to me, okay? both dylan and me would never and could never hate you, no matter what happens, you understand? you ALWAYS have us, i promise you that. just take a breath and tell me what happened with christian.❜

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kaiifuku:

宿 ⟶   ❛h-he told me he loved m-me. it’s {b-b-b-been} s-so long, i –               & i l-let him k—- i – i’m such a e-evil p-person.❜

❛okay i know for a fact that you are NOT an evil person, but you gotta slow down and try to tell me what's going on, yeah? who told you this?❜

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❛yeah, spiders are terrifying, i know. but you don't have to lie either, if you're afraid of other things, then it's okay.❜

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fvllengrace:

☠ ⟶         ❛—- i’m actually really confused. i’m not gonna hurt the kid,                    alright? it’s part of satanic ethics and i’m not gonna suddenly                    be against my own code? but! i do really need the money, so,                    what’s the problem?❜

❛i don't give a fuck if you're not gonna hurt the kid physically, by taking that child away from it's parent? and selling it so that YOU can get it money and not even care where that poor kid ends up? it'll hurt them for the rest of their life, not only that, but their parents will be distraught too. you might not care, but i do, and you are NOT taking anyones fucking kid.❜

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fvllengrace:

☠ ⟶         ❛—- yup. but once i’m done? you’ll be giving me a reward,                    i’m just telling you that now. but yeah - i’ll get your ass out                    of jail and you’ll thank me real nice, got it?❜

❛uh, o-okay...okay, yeah, i'll do whatever you want me to d-do, just please...please, help me! i don't wanna go to jail, i c-can't go to jail!❜