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[seekingstars]

IN 150 CHARACTERS OR LESS - Nikita Gill

[perfectquote]

“Ive always liked the time before dawn because theres no one around to remind me who I am supposed to be, so its easier to remember who I am.”

— Brian Andreas

[xkileyx]

How’s life

Life is weird. Currently getting ready to move due to a stalker and also going to a music festival in a week. So… weird.

[swarnpert]

avril lavigne was right. what the hell

[abiellees-poetry-ramblings]

Lamentations of a Lonely Twenty-Something-Year-Old

I shouldn’t need a “special someone”  just to feel like I’m worth something.  I act like I don’t. But I sit across the table from you  as you gush about your crush.  I greet your boyfriend with  a tight smile and a friendly quip.  I walk quietly behind  a couple’s linked hands  on a sidewalk only wide enough for two.  I bite my tongue as love songs play  on the radio and poke fun at  copy-paste romance novels stuffed on store shelves.  You would never know,  how much my heart hurts, how my stomach goes queasy,  how a weight settles on my chest  and my lungs tighten  and I can’t breathe.  Envy eats at my core and  the overwhelming feeling of jealousy  makes me turn away.  I don’t want reminders of what I don’t have.  The thought of a love unconditional  despite my flaws, unlikely as it is, makes me  ache.  And the salt in my wounds comes from  people simply loving and being loved.  It stings and I smile and I soldier on.  And I would never tell you this but… I’m so lonely.

[shoujo-dreamland]

[perfectfeelings]

“The woman you are becoming will cost you people, relationships, spaces, and material things. Choose her over everything.”

— Unknown

[mournfulroses]

Nikolay Punin, from a diary entry featured in The Diaries of Nikolay Punin: 1904 - 1953

[mournfulroses]

Oscar Wilde, from a letter featured in The Selected Letters of Oscar Wilde

[shisasan]

"you have both; they must never leave you."

[metamorphesque]

   Letter from Vincent van Gogh to Theo van Gogh, The Hague, 21 July 1882

[text ID: Though I am often in the depths of misery, there is still calmness, pure harmony and music inside me.]

[perfectfeelings]

“You were never created to feel depressed, unwanted, alone or ashamed. You were created to love and to be loved, and to feel that you are worthy and are valuable.”

— Unknown

[gravvedolly]

𝖍𝖆𝖚𝖓𝖙 𝖒𝖊

[shisasan]

𝙹𝚞𝚕𝚢 𝟸, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟸 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟺-𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟹 [ᴛʀɪᴘ ᴛᴏ ᴡᴇɪᴍᴀʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴊᴜɴɢʙᴏʀɴ ᴊᴜɴᴇ 𝟸𝟾 - ᴊᴜʟʏ 𝟸𝟿, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟸]

[ID: July 2. Sad. END ID]

[jaggedjawjosh]

In her quest for growth, she finds courage in the storm, knowing true balance arises not in still waters but in navigating the waves.

[mournfulroses]

Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky, from a letter featured in The Life & Letters of Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky

[perfectquote]

“I crave space. It charges my batteries. It helps me breathe. Being around people can be so exhausting, because most of them love to take and barely know how to give - except for a rare few.”

— Katie Kacvinsky

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