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One of the men turn to Sehun, throwing a death stare at him, before proceeding to grasp his arm with such force, Sehun lets out a small yelp. The man is giving the other two orders, but Sehun cannot make up the words forming from their lips. The second man pins Sehun against...

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It took Sehun awhile to balance on his scrawny, bruised limbs, “A-Actually… I don’t really remember how I got here.” He stood up and dusted off the dirt on his black jeans, noticing a few noticeable rips, “The last thing I remember, before this, was the entire room spinning… I needed to get out of there before things could get worse for me.” He paced around for awhile, testing his balance. It may not have been perfectly normal, but it was better than before. However, he could not get over the headache from an unknown source of overwhelming negativity. He implied that it may have been emotional backlash, due to unsuccessfully manipulating his enemies properly.

“I’m not the combat type actually. You see, I’m--” He stopped himself before he could go on, unaware and unsure of his response. “...I’m working on it.” which was both true and false. Sehun was never into close combat. He could never find the strength in him to physically damage someone. However, he promised himself that he would at least try. The world is cruel, and there is no room for merciful people, such as himself. No matter how hard he has tried to act confident, he never could truly be.

“And as for retribution…” He sought up the words to lightly put his thoughts. “Really, that does sound great… Vengeful, if you will…” The young boy dusts himself off, limping in the other direction, “But, I really must get going.”

#kpxm #sehun #tox #leeminki #xm leeminki #xm sehunn #dead pixel #kpxm dead pixel

Both: 4, 14, 24, 44, 64

4. What is your favorite word?

ic: “Articulate”... It’s fun to say, and it describes me well.

ooc: “Totoro” …………………….. ye.

14. What is your current desktop picture?

ic: Breathtaking...

ooc: hAHAHah

24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.

ic: Any sandwich that has a balance between meat and vegetables. Meat is alright, but I prefer vegetables… The more vegetables.

ooc: Grilled cheese….. It may be a fatal carb bomb, but it reminds me of my childhood... ^^ //sobs

44. Where do you want to be in six years?

ic: Somewhere happy with who I am. The best place to find happiness is within yourself. If I end up alone, I don’t care. I want to be a happy person.

ooc: I want to be seen, successfully following my own path, and making decisions that will leave me with no regrets.

64. What do you think about babies?

ic: They’re alright. I have zero experience with them, but I can imply that they are very small and innocent.

ooc: Adorbs.... butimasexualsoyeah

3, 9, 51 / both

3. The person you would never want to meet?

ic: Hmm? Someone who throws me around and doesn’t value my worth. I also think patience is important; someone who is never content with slow, quiet situations... Those people may be the worst. If they do not value serenity, I am not interested in anything they have to offer.

ooc: Someone who grinds my gears… Someone who mistreats me, and even worse, the people around me. Someone who does not try, and someone who does not value the beauty around them. Someone who cannot easily be amused, someone who is always unhappy, someone who does not believe in happiness… Overall, a pessimist. I don’t like negative people… ^^ (no offense, negative people are missing out on the good things in life.. even though life is kinda shietty at times... don't let it stop you~)

9. Bright room or dark room?

ic: Brightness makes the room seem hot… But dark rooms make it impossible to read and write… How about a dim-lit room?

ooc: Idk what this question is asking, but I constantly leave my fairy lights on, so… Light room….. If that answers the question. LOL

51. Are you a good liar?

ic: Yes. I am a very secretive person… No one is interested in what I have to say, so really, that makes everything easier.

ooc: Depends on the situation.

Dead Pixel // Sehun & Tox

*WARNING: May include a few triggers, like alcohol & frick frack... If any of them bother you, do not be afraid to dm me, I will take it down for the safety of this group (triggers will only be mentioned in the starter, so everything after this is most likely not filled with triggers)

By the end of the night, Sehun’s body, practically numb with alcohol, managed to still function. Everyone he was forced to kiss tasted of burnt cigarettes and cheap liquor. No matter where he went, there were couples at every corner… Stripping each other of their virginity. Shortly after escaping the scene, Sehun tried his best to recollect the memory of Rain Institute, and where it may have been located. None of this was his fault… He was dragged into this mess he got himself into. He didn’t mean to violate anyone, nor did he mean to intoxicate himself with a variety of cheap alcohols.

Escaping the scene wasn’t as simple as he thought. Once he was out of the building, he came across a group of suspicious looking men, about a few years older than himself, headed towards Sehun’s direction. There was a long pause, before Sehun continued to walk, attempting to hide his limp. But once they crossed paths, they collided.

Before he could fall unconscious, Sehun fights back, holding onto the second attacker’s face, in an attempt to confuse the enemy. Nothing. “Damn.” The words slipped out too quickly, and he found himself thrown onto the ground. As the group started to walk away, his head began spinning, and everything seemed unreal. Sehun does not know whether he was unconscious, or if he slipped in and out… He was alerted by the presence of a bystander who was there, watching the whole time.

#xm sehunn #xm tox #kpxm #dead pixel #xm leeminki

Empty Memories // Sehun & Jungkook

2:11am. The numbers read, dimly lit on Sehun’s lock screen. He sat up, unable to forget the reminiscent flashbacks that appeared to him in his sleep. The feelings began to come back to him... All the people who have left; He thought he would be over them by now. The unpleasant feeling sunk deeper and deeper with every breath he took.

However, this feeling of abandonment did not last forever. The worst thing about it is that it came and it went… Unsuspecting. He could be fine for a second, and the next, he would be desperate for freedom, away from memories of the past.

Tonight in particular, the recollections bombarded Sehun like no other night has done. Before he could comprehend the work of his own actions, he found himself outside of his room, roaming around the sculpture garden. He wasn’t sure how he got there; all he wanted was to get away from the confines of his own living space in Room 22. Nonetheless, he didn’t mind. The sky was dark and he only presumed that most of the students were asleep at this hour.

He took in the beauty of his surroundings. No sign of obvious life, just stillness... Something he always considered pleasant. Sehun found a quiet space, near a sculpture that looked quite fascinating in his eyes. As he sat down, he could not help but feel the presence of another student… Awake… And near.

#kpxm #xm sehunn #xm jungkook #empty memories

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both | 12, 31, 34, 52

12. Who told you they loved you last?

ooc: my mom... XD

ic: Strangely enough, I do not remember. No one has ever told me they “loved me” in awhile now... Does it count if they tell me they love me with actions? Hmm, presumably not.

31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

ooc: Eh, everything from my past makes me who I am today. Nothing, really ^^; But if I had to, probably something small like being awake when the nurses poked an IV in my arm, and missed three times, before my scoliosis surgery XDD

ic: In retrospect, the past is what it is... However, for the purpose of this, I will properly answer the question. My aunts fought a lot when I lived in Eulsa. Most of the time, the fights were physical... Soon enough, a lot of them became violent. One night, when I was really young, I got between my two aunts to prevent them from hurting each other. Ah, long story short, I was hexed, and I was unconscious for about three days, left to dwell within my nightmares. All in all, watching fights go down within your household is one of the worst things ever.

34. What was your last dream about?

ooc: I actually remember this.... because I wrote it down XD I was in Toys R Us, and idk there was a meeting inside......... I had a shopping cart, and in it was my backpack with literally all my belongings in it. My friend was like “Come over here!” and I left the shopping cart for like 5 minutes... With my stuff in it. When I realized this, I rushed over to the shopping cart, and a boy was looking through my bag. I was like “NO, ARE YOU SERIOUS?!” And to my luck, he was intimidated... He backed away and i picked up a baseball bat and intimidated him even more. He kept apologizing and I was like “Don’t do that, ever!” idk then I ended up telling him stuff like “If you don’t think life is going to get any better, just believe it does.. Because if life didn’t get better, I would not even be here!” and idk before I started sobbing in the dream, I woke up.... i don't even know what that’s supposed to mean XD

ic: My most recent dream was a few nights ago. Most of my dreams nowadays are very soothing, and borderline meaningless. I was sitting by a river, I threw a rock, and it did not seem to stop skipping. The sky was fairly white at this certain hour as well. It was not late, nor was it early.. However, the atmosphere was fairly cold, which made my skin numb, as I was wearing a very thin long-sleeved shirt. Anyways, I heard something really soft from behind, so I followed the voice, and the sky went from white to lightly tinted blue and pink. After I looked up at the sky, I heard the voice again... Out of nowhere, I felt disappointed with myself, so I fell to my knees and I woke up from there.

52. How long could you go without talking?

ooc: I’m quite shy and quiet already... So maybe like a day or two.. I don't like talking, because from what I’ve experienced, whenever I open my mouth during most situations, people either don't care, or just totally make whatever I said invalid.. Which makes me feel bad about myself. XD

ic: It really depends. If I stay isolated, I could go for a few days. If I’m around people, I tend to force myself to talk... I would be alright, I’d say maybe 1-4 days at best.

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OOC Intro, aah?!?!/Update..!!

Okay first and foremost, IM SORRY FOR MY ABSENCE. THIS WEEK WAS FINALS WEEK AND I BARELY MADE IT OUT ALIVE... I HAVE 1 1/2 WEEKS OF SCHOOL LEFT, BUT WE’RE STILL DOING WORK, SO YEAH. (And by “work”, I mean debates, essays, exams, anD WE STILL GET HOMEWORK, EVEN THOUGH THE LESSON PLAN IS ALREADY FINISHED.)

I’m not dead; I’ve been distancing myself from internet so I can focus.. Eh, it’s working so far XD

Ahh, but I end school on the 3rd of June, and I’m going to travel on June 4th 0.0 It’s nothing too bad though.. We’re just gonna visit family in Seattle.... For two weeks...... I’ll use the resting days to reply to Plots and stuff ^^; no biggy~

ANYWHOOOOOOOOO....

I’ve been seeing “OOC Intro” Posts, and I am aware of the OOC blog being shut down this week, so............

I GUESS IT IS MY TURN.

Hello, chingus! My name is Hannah... I’m 16 years old, and I am going to be a Junior in High School this year... (I guess that makes me the Maknae of this RP... 0.0) I live on the island of Hawaii (not Hawaiian tho; Mostly Filipino/White ^^) and yeah..

Surprisingly, this isn’t my first RP. I’ve role-played on Instagram in 2012.. Duringmycringeyears. I was in an LOTR/Fictional Universe RP, and it was really n00by XD However, I enjoyed writing at the time, so even though I was terrible at RP, I sort of progressed.... Aaand once the RP Group got inactive, my internet friend and I began “Solo RPs”... I guess that brings me to where I am today. ^-^ yeeeeeee

ALSO.. I chose to RP Sehun because I feel like I can relate to him a bit.. pLUS, He’s basically the reason I got into Kpop... iF HE DIDN’T LOOK SO DAMN FINE IN THE GROWL DANCE PRACTICE VID, I WOULD EITHER NOT BE HERE, OR MY CHARACTER WOULD BE SOMEONE ELSE XD.

#ooc #kpxm #kpxm ooc

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IC/OOC Ask Meme!

In the spirit of getting to know each other and our character’s, here’s an ask meme for both! Just send a number (or 50) and whether you want it answered ic, ooc, or both (I recommend both)!