燃えるゴミ

[xmoerugomix]

Camaron de la Isla (1950-1992)

[xmoerugomix]

Que se muere, que se muere. Mi corazón dice, dice. Que se muere, que se muere. Y yo le digo, le digo Que se espere, que se espere Que quiero morir, yo contigo.

Rafael Farina “Que se muere, que se muere”

[xmoerugomix]

'If you are silent about your pain, they'll kill you and say you enjoyed it.'

Zora Neale Hurston

[werenotreallystrangers]

[thepriceofbeingaroseisloneliness]

The agony is exquisite, is it not? A broken heart. You think you will die. But you just keep living. Day after day, after terrible day.

Charles Dickens, Great Expectations (via thepriceofbeingaroseisloneliness)

[xmoerugomix]

I’m going through all the stages of grief....at the same time.

[psychology-daily]

[lilcowgirl7-deactivated20210223]

You cannot live alone on the fantasies you feed to your mind, eventually you have to touch your life for real, assess and analyze your habits, understand your character, try not to hate yourself for your character as it was shaped when you were very young by circumstances outside of you, and begin learning how to cope with your character, how to build habits that work for you, finish small projects, finish big projects, expose yourself to more uncomfortable situations, assess why you want to leave that friendship before you leave it, raise your anxiety levels on purpose, so that you can grow, raise your work load on purpose, so that you can grow, so that you can build resilience, so that your life expands, and can be experienced by you in full and in reality

[shinebrightlikeafrankiebb16-dea]

Does it bother anyone else that there are parts of your life you don’t remember? You have done and said things that you don’t even know about anymore. That means you don’t even have the right perception of yourself because you don’t even fully know who you are. However, something that you’ve forgotten about could be a prominent memory in somebody else’s mind. It trips me out.

[xmoerugomix]

This is probably dissociative amnesia  “Dissociative amnesia is a condition in which a person cannot remember important information about his or her life. This forgetting may be limited to certain specific areas (thematic), or may include much of the person’s life history and/or identity (general). With this disorder, the degree of memory loss goes beyond normal forgetfulness and includes gaps in memory for long periods of time or of memories involving the traumatic event.  Dissociative amnesia is not the same as simple amnesia, which involves a loss of information from memory, usually as the result of disease or injury to the brain. With dissociative amnesia, the memories still exist but are deeply buried within the person's mind and cannot be recalled. However, the memories might resurface on their own or after being triggered by something in the person's surroundings.  There are several types such as Localized Amnesia. in which the memory loss affects specific areas of knowledge or parts of a person’s life, such as a certain period during childhood, or anything about a friend or coworker. Often the memory loss focuses on a specific trauma. For example, a crime victim may have no memory of being robbed at gunpoint but can recall details from the rest of that day. Or Selective Amnesia  which  involves forgetting only parts of a traumatic event during a specific timeframe. The patient may not remember the entire situation of the event, though they can remember some specific details.”