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Okay well now i need Loki to come and take care of ME because i broke my back like literally i fractured a vertebra and this bitch needs someone to keep her still because I can’t
Ow! I hope you're doing ok. That must be super painful. I can't even imagine. Loki would definitely be strict enough to stop you moving and hurting yourself but that doesn't mean he won't also fluff your pillows
Steve?/Loki? - “Secret”
Sorry it took so long but here’s a cute Steve and kind of Loki fluff. No explanations, just read and find out.
Secret
The tower was quiet, which was just as well because she was exhausted. It had started a few days ago. The exhaustion, the shivers, the sore throat. It had only gotten worse from there.
Clint had joked that she was unclean and to keep away from him. Tony had ordered her to go and rest, making FRIDAY check on her repeatedly, she later found out. Wanda had brought a spicy soup that really cleared her head.
Everyone had been so nice but probably Steve had been the nicest. He came to her room to check on her a couple times. Brought her a hot water bottle last night just in case. Always asked how she was when she was sick of bed and went for a walk.
That was how she had ended up in the social room where they all hung out. There was no one around and just getting there had exhausted her so she lay down on the couch and closed her eyes. Almost immediately she was drifting in that space between awake and asleep.
Distantly, she became aware of light footsteps. It was too much effort to open her eyes and see who it was so she stayed still. They probably thought she was asleep.
They came to stand by the couch and she sensed movement. A blanket was draped over her, keeping her warm, and the corners of her mouth softened into a smile. She absently wondered where the blanket had come from. Tony didn’t keep blankets lying around like some kind of housewife.
Gentle fingers smoothed her cheek, pushing back her hair just a little. The contact had her eyes fluttering open to see who it was.
Steve. Of course it was.
“Thanks Steve,” she mumbled, barely forming words.
“Shh, go back to sleep,” he soothed gently. As if on command, her eyes drifted shut again.
Steve turned away as she fell asleep and crossed the room. He only paused at the doorway, allowing himself a look back at her again, curled up on the couch. His eyes clouded over with an emotion he never let her or anyone else ever see. With a little sigh he turned back into his true form, Loki, and left her not knowing a thing.
Finally, there will be a post tonight!!!
Do you know when you’re coming back ? No pressure ! I just really love your writing :))))
Aww, that’s the sweetest thing. I’m hoping to get back soon.I was out of the country for a while and had life stuff, ehnce the delay. I was planning to write at the weekend but then Endgame happened and writing Marvel became sad and I can’t do anything with spoilers yet, it’s too soon.
I do hope to get back to it soon though. I’m so glad you like what I’ve done so far. I’ll really try and get something done in the next week.
Thank you for checking in x
I saw Endgame yesterday and wow ~feelings~ I’m emotional but really not disappointed
I'm sorting through my feelings 😭
I'm getting there
Heyyyyy ! It’s been a while since I heard of you ! How are you doing ??
I’m alive!!!
Sorry, I was out of the country and unableto write for a while. I also just needed a break from extra pressures.
I saw Endgame last night and I’m having a lot of complex feelings and thoughts about it. It makes me want to write to get through them in a way but I also need to sort my head out with all this new info.
I won’t be posting spoilers on here but IF ANYONE WANTS TO MESSAGE ME TO TALK ABOUT IT THEN GO NUTS!!!
Important announcement!
I'm going to be super busy the next couple weeks so I won't be able to post any new stories ☹️
I will still be able to check messages though so feel free to send me anons etc just gushing about marvel boyfriends or panicking over Endgame, whatever you're feeling, and I will reply
Love you x Kaya
Why did tumblr randomly unfollowed you against my fucking will ??? This fucking hell site
I have no idea but I am outraged!
I’ll set Loki on them. Sassy bitch will sort it out one way or another ;-p
Steve Rogers drabble
Request: “Requesting something else for Steve Well maybe something about him always giving the reader piggy backs even if at the begging she’s not really comfortable with it but he just catches her and randomly carry her around?”
Drabble
“Come on, you’re hurt. It’ll be fine.”
“No, I’ll be alright.”
“What, do you think I’ll drop you?”
That was how it had started. She and Steve had been out in the woods, a little peace and quiet away from Stark Tower, when it had started raining hard. She had slipped, of course, and hurt her ankle. Not even that badly. Though she couldn’t deny the long walk back had seemed like too much.
Steve had been worried until he realised nothing was broken. After that he had started to really like the idea of carrying her home, she could tell. After a few more pained steps she gave in and let him scoop her up in his arms.
She loved his arms. They were very, very good arms and she knew she weighed hardly anything to him but being carried all the way back bridal style was a little embarrassing. She had made him put her down as soon as they reached the edge of the woods, though he was very reluctant.
“Does it still hurt?”
“No, it’s fine,” she had lied, wincing as she tried to put weight on it. Steve made his serious face. The one that let her know he wasn’t going to let her walk more than a few steps let alone back to the tower.
“Alright,” he said, going down on one knee in front of her, “get on.”
If she hadn’t been in so much pain she might have argued but the swelling in her ankle was beginning to become a worry so she just rolled her eyes and let him piggyback her to the tower. At least it was less embarrassing than being carried like a baby.
He tried to piggyback her everywhere until her ankle was better, the whole situation becoming a running joke amongst the other Avengers. It had all been in good fun but she really wasn’t incapable of walking places herself.
Steve had developed a liking for it though. It made him feel manly, she supposed, and she wasn't about to deny him that. Though she couldn’t help putting up a bit of a fight.
“You know I have two perfectly functioning legs, right?”
They were out in the woods again, on one of their walks. Steve, especially, seemed to like being away from how busy and chaotic modern life could be.
“I know, you do. They’re very nice legs.” He hitched her higher on his back as she flushed a little. “I just like carrying you sometimes.”
“But it makes me feel so lazy,” she pouted, leaning her head in against his neck. She definitely didn’t hate how close she could get to him like this. That was a nice side effect.
“You’re not lazy,” he chuckled. “I just like having you close.”
“I can think of other ways we can be close,” she teased.
Steve quirked an eyebrow at her. “I’m sure you can.”
She adjusted her grip on his broad shoulders. All she had done five minutes ago was ask if they could take a little break. They had walked so far already. Further than usual. Probably just a ploy for her to end up being carried again. She should never have trusted a man with such an innocent face.
Finally they reached the hill overlooking the lake and he paused. Sunlight twinkled on the surface of the water, a gentle breeze barely rustling the leaves. She felt the tension she hadn’t noticed until then leave his shoulders.
“You alright?” she asked, breath ghosting over his neck.
He closed his eyes, smiling slightly at the warmth of the sun, giving her a few seconds to admire him as he did so.
“I’m fine,” he said. “I just like having you close. Besides,” he admitted, pink colouring his cheeks just a little, “I never could have done something like this in the past.”
She knew that by in the past he really meant in the past. Back before the Avengers, before the ice, before the serum. She had never realised how much he had been held back physically then. He never really talked about it. She supposed it was nice for him to be able to use his newfound strength for something other than fighting and violence. It had never occurred to her before.
Nuzzling against his neck she succeeded in making him laugh a little.
“Alright,” she agreed softly. “I guess you can carry me places sometimes, since you like it so much.”
He grinned, already heading of down the hill to the lake. “I already do.”
Hope you liked it x Giant boyfriend Steve being an affectionate golden retriever is a mood.
Kaya x
It’s okay ! You’re not "letting me down" ! I know mental illnesses can be a touchy subject so no offense taken really 💕💕💕 as requesting something else for Steve Well maybe something about him always giving the reader piggy backs even if at the begging she’s not really comfortable with it but he just catches her and randomly carry her around ? I know it sucks don’t hate me im just a hopeless sucker for fluff 😔🥰😘❤️
Written! I'll post it up later today x
Hope you like it!
Tony - “Out of Good Ideas”
This isn’t a request, just something I wanted to write. I’m sorry Bucky is kind of a jerk in this. I love him but this one is about Tony and I needed some angst.
Out Of Good Ideas
She should have known. She did know, really. As soon as Bucky kissed her she had known it would end badly. He was in no position to have a relationship even though he had recovered so much. He wouldn’t let himself.
She had known all of that but she still pined after him. Still blushed when he spoke to her. Still sat or stood nearer to him that she really needed to. Whether the others had noticed or not she wasn’t sure but they hadn’t said anything. Except Tony.
Tony was her best friend though she wasn’t sure how it had happened. At first he had even annoyed her with his cockiness and inability to act seriously but that was before she had gotten to know him properly. Before he had started being sweet and funny and always looking out for her.
A few months ago he had tried to make it something more. He had even kissed her and she had felt horrible for pulling away so quickly and hurting him like that but it wouldn't have been fair on him to pretend. Her heart was with Bucky even if he didn’t like her back.
Or she had thought he didn’t until last week.
They had been up late at night, neither able to sleep and most of the others out on a mission. She wasn’t in any way sure how it had happened but suddenly his mouth was on hers and his arms were around her and he was pinning her down and between her legs. The memory of it still made her breathless. She had never slept with someone she hadn’t already been in a relationship with. She was the careful girl who needed more than just two bodies that felt right together. But it was Bucky and it had felt amazing.
The next day he had told her it would be best to keep it secret. After all, Steve would have opinions and Tony wasn’t his biggest fan either. It would be easier that way. She had her misgivings about it but she had agreed. It had to be hard for him getting into a relationship after had happened to him. He probably hadn’t even slept with anyone in decades after all. She let that sway her better judgement.
And now here she was, heart twisting as she watched him wrap his metal arm around the waist of… someone. Some woman. Some nobody. Right in front of her, in front of all of them. She was almost mad at Tony for even throwing this stupid party. She watched as he leant down, whispering something in the woman’s ear that made her giggle and lay her hand on his chest far too intimately. Her legs trembled as they headed toward the door, still entwined. It was blatantly, painfully obvious what they were heading off to do.
Putting down her drink before she dropped it, she stumbled out the room by a different exit. The sudden coolness of the air told her how flushed her face was. Despite the pain her new heels were causing she hurried back to her room not even making it there before the tears hit. Through a blurry haze she found her way inside, not even bothering to flip the light on before pulling off her shoes and throwing them across the room.
Perched on the edge of the bed, still in that stupid dress she had only worn so he would notice her, she sobbed into her hands. She was just catching her breathe again when a voice interrupted her.
“Are you okay?”
She jumped at Tony's sudden appearance, quickly swiping the last tears from her eyes. Of course he had to turn up now. The bed dipped as he sat beside her, arms going around her. She leant against him without thinking.
“Sorry, that was a dumb question,” he said. “I saw what happened out there. Barnes is an idiot. He would be lucky to have a girl like you.”
She laughed bitterly. He could have had her but he didn't want her. Not really.
“I'm serious,” Tony told her, leaning back a little to see her tear-stained face through the darkness. “If he knew you liked him-”
“He does,” she interrupted, voice still tight from crying. She sniffed loudly and hung her head, ashamed. She had tried to avoid talking to Tony about her feelings for Bucky since she knew he liked her and hadn't wanted to hurt him but who else could she talk to about it now. “Clearly it doesn't change anything.”
“Honey, I'm sorry.” He pulled her back against him, pressing a kiss to her forehead and running his hands soothingly up and down her back. God, she was glad he was there. She was always glad he had her back. He knew when she was upset half the time before she even did. “Forget about him. He's not worth it.”
She nuzzled against his neck, hiding her face and whispered, “It's not that easy.”
“I know. You're going to have to see him around but...”
She shook her head, hating that she was going to tell him what had happened but knowing she needed to. She had to tell someone.
“It's worse than that,” she admitted. “The other week when you were all out on that mission we… we, um...”
Tony pulled back a little, trying to look at her face again.
Breathlessly she blurted out, “I slept with him.”
“What?”
She chanced a look at his face and wished she hadn't. Even in the darkness she could see the shock, the pain her admission had caused. It made her heart twist knowing she had hurt him the way Bucky had just hurt her.
“I-I'm sorry.”
“No,” said Tony, shaking his head and pulling himself back together for her. Somehow that just made it worse. She didn't deserve his sweetness over this at all. “You don't need to apologise. He should be the one apologising for using you like that. I'm… I'm going to fucking kill him. How could he treat you like that?”
“No, Tony!”
Instantly her arms were around his neck and she was pulling him to her before he could storm off somewhere and make a scene. She pressed her face against his neck, fingers digging fiercely into his back as she held him back from doing something stupid.
“It was my own fault. I knew it felt wrong. I just wanted it to work out so much and I… I was so lonely. I just wanted someone to like me.”
“But I liked you,” he said, voice cracking a little at how bare the words were. “I love you.”
She pulled back to look at him, at the bare honesty in his face. Maybe even a little fear that she was going to reject him. Her heart pounded so loud she could hear it and before she knew what she was doing she was kissing him.
Tony's arms tightened around her like he was scared she was going to change her mind any second but as soon as their mouths met something inside her had broken. The way he held her, the way he kissed her back, the way he needed her. She wanted that so badly. It hadn't been there with Bucky. That safety and warmth. Something in him had always felt detached, no matter how passionate he had been, no matter how willingly she had offered him everything. In the back of her mind some part of her had been holding back. Now she didn't care anymore. Not with Tony kissing her like he had been desperate for her for months.
Their hands roamed each other possessively, desperate and reckless in the dark of her room. Throwing caution to the wind as for once she didn't think about the consequences of her actions. She just wanted him to love her so badly.
“Are you sure?” he growled against her mouth. Even as he spoke his hands went under her dress, making her moan at the hurried way he touched her, wanting all of her all at once.
She nodded. “Please.”
One arm around her waist, he turned them easily, lying her down on the bed. “This is a very bad idea,” he panted.
She looked up at him softly, saying “I'm all out of good ones,” before looping her arms around his neck and pulling him down with her.
yay I see your Masterlist now! 😊
Yay! I don't know what was wrong but I'm glad it's fixed
Ok so this kinda of a specific/weird request but could you write something about Stevexreader and the reader having OCD like sometimes she fixates on a word and keeps saying it over and over or sometimes it’s an action like knocking her fork on her plate and she can’t stop doing it until Steve talks her out of it If this doesn’t make sense or it’s just too specific/weird don’t force yourself to write it :) <3
Ok, I’ve mulled this one over but I’m not sure I can do it properly. I don’t have OCD myself so I really don’t know if I can write it so it makes sense and I don’t want to get it wrong. I’m really sorry. I might try it at some point or write something similar but I’m just worried I’ll mess it up right now. It wasn’t a bad request at all I just don’t think I can do it right.
I’m really sorry but thank you so much for requesting and if you want to request something else (especially with Steve, no one’s requesting him) then please do. Again, I’m really sorry to let you down
Kaya x
no, no menu. it’s not in the bio 😢 I’m using the app and I clicked where the messages are and I don’t see anything like a Masterlist.
I've added it to the description and it works on desktop. I'm not sure if it's linking right on the app though.
OMG THANK YOU THE THOR REQUEST IS PERFECT I LOVE IT SOOO MUCH 💕💕💕💕
You're very, very welcome!
Thor - “Be More Careful Next TIme”
Request: “ Thor x female reader: Readers first kiss with Thor. She’s really short and smol, but she can fight better than Natasha. And that’s saying A LOT. So when she gets hurt, Thor is so upset and he’s afraid to lose her, so instead of showing his worried side, he shows his angry side. They yell and fight and she turns to walk away but he pulls her to him and kisses her. She feels so fragile and he has to bend over but he lOVES IT.”
Thor - “Be More Careful Next Time”
Thor sat stiffly on the quinjet. Over to his left the wounds were being tended. Clint had a nasty cut under his eye. Half an inch higher and things could have been much worse. Steve had some bruises too but he would heal in no time. That wasn’t who he was concerned about anyway.
She had been reckless. Just because she was a better fighter than even Natasha didn’t mean she could take on everything herself. Especially not when Hydra had enhanced that soldier, given him weapons none of them could have predicted. They had won in the end but not after he had seen her being thrown around like she was nothing.
He screwed his eyes shut, trying to block out the memory of her limp body hitting the ground like a ragdoll. For a second he had thought… God, he didn’t want to remember it. Nor the surprise and fear in her eyes when she did thankfully lift her head. He had never seen her look like that before. Had never seen her look so small, so fragile. He didn’t think she had felt like that in a long time either.
As soon as they landed she was on her feet, the movement pulling him out of his thoughts.
“Make sure you get checked over,” Steve told her, clearly ignoring his own injuries.
She just gestured to Clint and said, “Clint should go first. I’ll be fine.”
Thor’s hands clenched into fists as she walked away. He hadn’t missed the slight limp in her step or the way her hand drifted to her stomach. Natasha opened her mouth to say something but closed it again as Thor stormed past, cape sweeping behind him as he strode after her.
They were out of sight of the quinjet and the others when he found her. He called her name, sounding more angry than he had probably meant to. She stopped, turning to see him stride towards her, stopping too close to her really but he just wanted to grab her and check she was alright. He clenched his fists instead, breathing hard.
“What’s up?” she asked.
“What’s up?” replied Thor, barely able to comprehend how casual she was being about the whole thing. “What’s up is you need to get your injuries checked now, like Steve said.”
She rolled her eyes and tried to turn away. “I’ll be fine. I’ll go later.”
“You’ll go now,” he snapped. He hated ordering her around and knew she hated it too but the words were out before he could stop himself.
Her shoulders stiffened and she raised herself up to her full height, though that still meant she had to tilt her head back to look up at him. He was reminded not for the first time that day of how tiny she really was.
“I’ll go after I shower,” she said, jaw tense as she spoke. “I know how to look after myself, Thor. I’ll be fine.”
“How to look after yourself? Like when you took on that soldier all by yourself? You could have been killed!”
“That’s kind of the job, isn’t it?” She was trying to be flippant, he could tell, but she couldn’t look him in the eye when she said it.
“The job isn’t to die,” he told her. HIs breath caught on the last word. “You have to be more careful than that. We’re all there to help you.”
“I know that,” she snapped, frustrated, “but I can look after myself. Don’t act like I’m some stupid little girl who needs taking care of Thor.”
“I’m not.” He bristled at the accusation but she wasn’t done yet.
“I’ll go get checked later. I don’t need you getting all overprotective over this. Just leave me alone.”
Her voice was tight, the sound of it doing something to the way his heart was beating. She spun away, ready to storm off, but he didn’t give her a chance. In one smooth movement his hand was on her hip, carefully avoiding where he had noted her injuries, and he was pulling her back up against him. His other hand went to her face, cupping her jaw and tilting her head up. He saw the flash of flustered surprise before their mouths met and felt her breath catch.
But she didn’t pull away. For a moment she tensed, but the little whimper that completely undid him as her first kissed her seemed to do the same for her. He felt her sink into him, her body going soft and compliant in a heartbeat. It was intoxicating to finally feel her like this, so delicate, so vulnerable. She was never like this.
His hand slid around the back of her neck, holding her possessively, feeling how delicate she was under his large hand. The other slid around her waist and she arched into him. He could completely overwhelm her like this, he realised. He could just scoop her up in his arms like she was nothing and carry her away somewhere private and never stop kissing her.
And she would let him. He could feel it in the way she let him kiss her. All her bravado and toughness had evaporated adorably the second he touched her. Controlling himself somehow, he pulled back but kept a hold of her, just in case. And because he couldn’t help himself.
Her cheeks were flushed, eyes shining, lips parted as she gazed up at him. She felt so fragile in his hands and when she softly whispered his name he lowered his head to lean it against hers, fighting the urge to kiss her again. He was having to bend over so much he should have laughed but some part of him he had just discovered actually loved it.
He was about to say something when she spoke and in a small, shaky voice admitted, “I was scared.”
Arms wrapping around her securely, he hugged her, having to lean down further to bury his face against her neck. “So was I but you’re safe now.”
He heard her swallow hard and sniff a little as she nodded against him. It was only when she wobbled a little that he realised she was having to stand on her tiptoes. While everything in him told her to scoop her up and carry her to the medical room he eased his grip instead, straightening up.
“You still need your wounds checked,” he said gruffly and this time she didn’t argue, only nodded and let him wrap his arm around her delicate shoulders so she could press safely against him as they walked.
I hope this was close enough to what you wanted. (I love size difference stuff)
Kaya xoxo
I don’t see your Masterlist anywhere 😢
It should be along the top with the 'ask me anything' button. On mobile might be different. It's there a menu tab?