H.S.I.O.W.

Just so you know; if zombies chase us I'm tripping you.

[anxietyproblem]

[paradoxial-cunt]

[ghostrepeater]

[xombienyx]

Personal update

So….quit my abusive piece of shit job, got a better one that eventually laid me off because I wasn’t as religious as they wanted but was under the table so I couldn’t fight it. Had to move and roommates did too, we all still talk daily though. And after a long add search I finally got a new job and I’m doing a lot better! Started saving money and looking for a new apartment. Was talking to someone but that ended when they acted more like they wanted to own me instead of date me and I don’t put up with crap. Especially not telling me how I have to dress every day and who I can and cannot talk to unless they are right beside me. In a new relationship who is amazing. Still best friends with my ex FWB and my bf is friends with him too. We’re all looking into an apartment hopefully so we can all start to relax and hope life gets better and calmed down a bit finally. Got some family stuff going on but it’ll be ok soon.

[xombienyx]

Welp.....its been years.....lost my password, finally figured it out and hadn't posted in forever because didn't feel up to it, figured I'd go look at my old posts and realize "well shit a lot has happened since then...." uhhhh I got married. I'm in a good job now pay wise and looking into nursing school, still talk to old roommates sometimes when we can, I have chronic health issues but we're working on those, and I'm no longer spiraling into depression episodes so we're doing good. Last I heard my old roommate STILL tries badmouthing me sometimes which is funny considering it's been like 8, 9 years? But doesn't really matter since I'm happy where I'm at in life now.

[xombienyx]

Personal update

So....quit my abusive piece of shit job, got a better one that eventually laid me off because I wasn't as religious as they wanted but was under the table so I couldn't fight it. Had to move and roommates did too, we all still talk daily though. And after a long add search I finally got a new job and I'm doing a lot better! Started saving money and looking for a new apartment. Was talking to someone but that ended when they acted more like they wanted to own me instead of date me and I don't put up with crap. Especially not telling me how I have to dress every day and who I can and cannot talk to unless they are right beside me. In a new relationship who is amazing. Still best friends with my ex FWB and my bf is friends with him too. We're all looking into an apartment hopefully so we can all start to relax and hope life gets better and calmed down a bit finally. Got some family stuff going on but it'll be ok soon.

[xombienyx]

When you lose your password and quietly wonder how you still have followers when you haven't posted anything in mooooooooonths. Mostly due to an unwanted move due to financial issues and lost jobs...

[xombienyx]

When he asks how you know he's having a bad day just through texts...

[xombienyx]

E-mail....e-mail WHY would you suddenly throw an important job information e-mail into my spam folder?! You don't even throw spam into my spam folder omg! I've been checking for that e-mail for days you whore! Also I REALLY hate online job applications and this is why. Lost e-mails, e-mails never being sent or replied to, important shit being sent to spam?! Sooooo done right now

[republicansareahategroup]

CEOs and large corporations are the real welfare queens 👑.

Working off of the labor of others, only there because of being born into capital and pre-existing familial or business relations? Yep

[meetnategreen]

[deathcomes4u]

And people still try to defend this shit with ‘Well they MUST work REALLY HARD to earn THAT kind of money!!!’

I assure you they don’t. I assure you the people earning the least money are working the most. I don’t see CEO’s doing 60 hour weeks just to keep food on the table. They don’t do that, because they don’t have to, because they get paid so much they aren’t desperate enough to have to.

[simonalkenmayer]

If you follow me, reblog this. It is an important piece of data. I would love to see one for the annual tax expenditure of minimum wage versus CEO’s as a proportion of their annual income.

This is the aggregation of labor. This is what it looks like. It has happened before. It will likely happen again unless it is changed.

[luci-was-a-dreamer]

I like how they added “and the world” because it’s true, the rich are bastards everywhere.

[ifgenderisareddress]

bring back the guillotine

[aceunibomber1906-deactivated201]

You keep voting GOP who believe you have to pull yourself by your boot straps that they charge you for even wantibg, then tax you for having. Mean while they take from the poor who vote for them and give to the rich who own them and convince everyone that minorities, liberals etc are the real problem.

Democrats aren’t any better…. they want to hug the guy stabbing them instead of taking no prisoners……

We get what we vote for.

[tarotprose]

don’t mind me i’m just excited for school supplies, halloween decor, cooler weather and finally being able to wear cute socks and hoodies with pumpkins and bats on them. 

[xombienyx]

Me: -has a bad day- today sucks

Old roommates: Yeah well MY day was way worse! So don't start crying because you don't know how I feel!

Me: -has a bad day- I'm fine. This is fine.

Roommates: -both pull out knives- who hurt you?

Roommate 1: today sucks

Me: -hugs his face- who hurt you? Ill claw their eyes out?

Roommate 2: today sucks

Me: -hugs- want me to kill em?

[setheverman]

“no homo”? why the hell not???

[xombienyx]

Male best friends

Are amazing, until you gotta explain daily that no you are not dating, sleeping together, have romantic feelings, or any desire to ever date. Even my ex FwB is now my best friend and I've got to explain all the time to other people that no when I tell him I love him I don't mean in a romantic way. I love him in a deep friendship kinda way because we both lean on each other when we're down, we give each other advice when it's needed because we've gone through similar relationship issues, we've both sat up all night to make sure the other was ok. And we both sit and try to explain to everyone that we are just friends. If we were the same gender it would be a non issue which annoys me to no end lol.

[xombienyx]

life

Well I'm no longer homeless. Ex roommate got pissed off because me and my no medical insurance ass had to go to the doctors and therefore had no money to let them borrow for the electric bill they skyrocketed after I left. Therefore I'm a "shitty, drug abusing, lying whore" and a terrible person all around. My new roommates absolutely loooooved hearing me repeat that one when we were all drinking together...had to get one to promise not to drive over there and fight for my honor. But I love the new place, new roommates are best friends, and I'm not stressed out and being abused daily any more. Also not sick 24/7 anymore.

[xombienyx]

I no longer need advice

Because man who couldn't understand no is currently wanted for arrest for avoiding court appearances and also threatening someone with a weapon...so he hasn't contacted me whatsoever since I found out. He hasn't been in my town. He's gone under cover basically and it's been so peaceful apart from other dramas

[xombienyx]

I need advice

On how to get someone to understand "I'm not interested in dating you or anyone else" does not mean to send me flowers at work and brag about how much money you make trying to impress me and make you look good in front of others to make them pull the "he's a nice guy" bullshit. He's 19 years older than me, has a kid literally 8 years younger than me and another older than I am. He insisted on "walking me home" one night knowing I am staying only three doors down from work. Has came to my work just to talk when I'm busy. I've tried being nice and now gone with full on blowing him off and ignoring him. Luckily everyone at work only finds his antics creepy and won't engage in any talking about me except to say that I'm not interested.

[xombienyx]

So homeless update, my buddy and I swap off on who sleeps on the couch because sometimes he sleeps better on the couch than the bed. Yet I can't really sleep well in the bed or his couch so I curl up on the recliner and usually sleep A OK. Until he or his roommate get worried about my comfort and try to tell me to go lay in bed. It's sweet but my sleep has been shit lately

[memeufacturing-deactivated20161]

“struggle with depression” would almost seem to imply that i am bad at depression when i am, in fact, very proficient at being depressed