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bring back fingers in mouths

the concept of him pushing my head away while we're kissing bc he "just wants to look at me" and when I try to kiss him again because he's looking at me like nothing I've ever seen before and I'm so fucking wet at just the sight, he holds my jaw with his hand and puts his thumb in my mouth and tells me how pretty I am FUCK

#see my last post #idk man

genuinely sometimes wake up so fucking horny it feels like I should go to the vet and get spayed

#fuck #girlblogging

bunny tattoo

#tattoos #tattooedgirls #girls with tattoos #bunny #coquette #cute #tattooed women #soft girl

donttakethering

i think the first word-vomit thought about wtialy i wanna put out there is that i never fully understood why hayden called ethel cain an unreliable narrator when it came to preacher’s daughter. lyric details like “i’ve killed before and i’ll kill again” and the whole “was isaiah kidnapping her or did she join him willingly” debate, sure, but those always felt minor. i reeeeally get it now. a knock at the door and tempest really show just how much of this relationship was in ethel’s head. i don’t blame her. i wouldn’t blame a puppy who just wants to cuddle for not understanding what “no” means yet either. that notion, the jules-vaughn-because-half-of-every-relationship-is-in-my-head of it all, was one of the main things that caused me to feel like this album held up a huge, embarrassing mirror to me. lord knows i’ve done the same thing, and honestly, i still do. because i can put all these narratives into my head about what i think i can be for them and how i think we can connect, how i feel like i’d understand them in a way no one could, but at the end of the day, i don’t know that person the way i think i do. i think despite how jaded i feel myself becoming towards love, i still hold onto that childish, fairy-tale image of what love could be like (“love is not enough in this world, but i still believe in nebraska dreaming, cause id rather die than be anything but your girl”). i guess i simply don’t see why it couldn’t be possible. but you’re not exactly watching where you’re going if your head’s in the clouds.

misericordiia

JANIE is dead. WILLOUGHBY is dead. and ME i feel also not so good

songfawn

Hm i wonder why i feel so disconnected? *watches from afar* *watches from afar* *watches from afar* *watches from afar* *watches from afa

the parallel between the line in Waco Texas where she says "id rather die than be anything but your girl" and in Janie where she was begging janies bf to let her keep her because she was "my girl first" I'M DYING AND THUS ALBUM KILLED ME.

#ethel cain #willoughby tucker #wtialy #album #new music #ethelcore #waco texas #janie

i've 🫩been 🫩picking🫩 names🫩 for🫩 our 🫩children 🫩You've🫩 been 🫩wondering 🫩how🫩 you're🫩 going🫩 to🫩 feed 🫩them🫩 Love🫩 is 🫩not 🫩enough 🫩in 🫩this 🫩world 🫩

#ethel cain #willoughby tucker #wtialy #waco texas #holy shit

had a make out sesh so maybe everything will be okay

#hopecore #bring back dry humping

big things ahead. (a walk)

#girlblogging #shitpost

i have my first day off of work in months. i don't know how you unemployed people do it. i have had so much Time.

#going back tomorrow though #unemployment #job #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #girlblogging

anyone else lowkey living for the hope of it all?... just me, okay...

#august #salt air #and the rust on your door #taylor swift

energy drinks are cool. because yes. i will drink a cotton candy flavored can of cancer causing chemicals. thanks.