Rafet !!

jirai sideblog for luka6x

[xplosively]

warning　｜　self harm ，， suicide ，， obsessive behavior

dni　｜　 under 15 ，， paraphiles ，， in-recovery

ask games　｜　nso jiraiblr ，， the red means i love you ，， jirai kei

basic info　｜　seventeen ，， mirror pronouns ，， jirai kei ，， obsessive ，， loserboy ，， angelkin ，， yumeshipper ，， yumesui

interests　｜　nso ，， omori ，， weak hero ，， genshin ，， alnst ，， tokyo ghoul ，， paranormasight ，， ptv ，， ddlc ，， mha ，， tbhk

main blog　｜　 @luka6x ，， i can only interact through that blog !!

credits　｜　 pfp by himidwae ，， pfp flag recoloring by d1g1tal-death ，， banner by chibi_ake ，， graphic by sonichugs ，， dividers by me

┈┈ 　　　my to-do list fills a page 　⨯ ﹕ main posts

┈┈ 　　　but i think i'd rather find a cool-shaped rock 　⨯ ﹕ asks

┈┈ 　　　maybe later it will rain but it's fine 　⨯ ﹕ reblogs

[luka6x]

okay so ! disclaimeeer thingy

all of my blogs will be inactive until 24 august ( around 7 weeks )

"all of my blogs" refers to: @luka6x ( aka this blog ),,, @tofeelwanted,, @xplosively and @onlydriftingaway

i'll be going to another country during summer break,,, and i wont be bringing my laptop with me. which means nooo tumblr

i MIGHT once or twice open tumblr through my phone & post something but that wont be often,, as im not allowed to have tumblr on my phone. ( until september !! after that i can unlink my phone from my sister & do whatever i want. but thats AFTER my vacation so theres not much use in that rn )

hope you guys stick around until im back !!! please ?

[d1g1tal-d3ath]

This blog is not fucking radqueer safe btw

[xplosively]

i loooove his adventurer outfit sm hhghghgh

[yyuk1taa]

NEW TAG GAME!!!

Look at this monster checklist and mark the monsters you have already tried!

@pumpkizz-y @thenonsusnugget @strawberryfaerieflower @flowerbornofdarkness @blood-and-doll-parts @dxppleganger @et-is-dot-exe @uncanny-angel @purewhimsicality @silentdvotion @kerosenekarnage @nihilism-archangel + open tags!

[pumpkizz-y]

Y’all I have a confession to make that isnt really all that surprising because I legit post about it all the damn time- I prefer Mountain Dew over Monster.. I’m sorry but no amount of energy drinks especially Monster being popular in Jirai culture will ever stop me from drinking my yay yummy soda that you could dissolve a rat in if you really wanted to.

THE ONLY OTHER FLAVOR IVE HAD (Lando Norris) ISN’T FUCKING ON HERE-

I’m serious abt the rat thing btw, there was like.. a court case I’m pretty sure it was because apparently someone found a rat in their Mountain Dew and one the arguments against that was even if there was one I there you wouldn’t have noticed because the Mountain Dew would’ve dissolved the rat before then-

@rotting-lilac my fellow soda drinker get over here @izumis-stage @corpse-of-stars @comfort-indulgence @inkxeity @kaomojiaddict @mxlody-lit-hrrrrt-1128 @burnt-swissroll @ch3rrygrave /nf +anybody who wants to join!!

[kaomojiaddict]

start log////_

⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔

► I have something to confess...

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅

► I have never have had monster. Ever.

► I just don't drink energy drinks at all really.

► I know I'm such a fake jirai...you guys can cancel me now. (｡ᵕ ◞ _◟)

_///end log

tag list !! (ask if you'd like to be removed)

@jirais-original-sin @sleepy-sodazzz @yanshiho @x-kangelkawaiii-x @v10l3t-v4n1ty @astralovesrugs @astralcuite @spokeisjirai @azieltones @shslcyuutie @tia2jirai-neko @corpse-of-stars @to0fie

( I love all of my moots but there's no way I can include them all so here are just the ones I remember first )

[th3-v10l3t-gr0v3]

Cant fucking remember which one it was but I'm so mad I'm gonna lose my marbles too lazy to tag

Im gonna lose mg shti

[ghostwalks-idiot]

Joining

The one with question makes are the ones we can barley read T_T

Anyone can join, got a headache. So. Free tags.

Edit; forgot some, drank most of the Juice monsters too but we forgot the bottle designs </3

[d1g1tal-d3ath]

We mayhaps love monster !!

Bit unsure on some because it hard to read and i don ' t remember that well !!

Tags ;; @luka6x ,, @sleepymeowzidol ,, @birdres ,, @bruised-bun ,, @gh0st1nmybra1n ,, @devilishluv

( hope it ' s okay to ping you )

[xplosively]

i only ever tried two because i was curious but,,, i couldnt even taste them properly bc of the acid,, cause acid makes me nauseous & it feels like it burns,, so i cant focus on anything but that. i dont even know if they tasted any good or not (╥﹏╥)

open tags bc most of my moots arent following this blog,, it'd be a bit awkward to tag them i think

[fawnedupon]

Oh… Oh, radqueers on my dash… Oh no… How’d we get here…

[xplosively]

THEYVE BEEN GETTING ON MY DASH TOO MANNNN

where did they COME from

[xplosively]

i kind of want to redo my dividers. idk,,, should i ?

[xplosively]

so ! it was so hot yesterday i was literally burning up and i swear,,, it felt like the country was on fire. and today TOO and today its even worse but

last night,, inbetween these heatwaves,,, there was a fucking storm. a really loud one at that. it woke me up and i haaaate storms and i haaate thunder and i haaaate heavy rain and i absolutely despise loud noises. so that was lowk scary,,, there was a thunder that was louder than the rest,, which woke me up,,, and which kinda prompted my sister to come look for me to make sure im okay. which was good bc going to her crossed my mind but she came before i could go. and she slept with me until the storm got less louder,, which was nice

theyre saying there might be a second storm tonight,,, and just,, fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck this weather man,,, i need sleep,, i dont want to forcibly stay up bc im too scared of a fucking loud storm

[xplosively]

i want to join art fight but,,, i dont have any time at all. siiiiiigh

plus i have so many drawings i still gotta finish to begin with. . . .

[xplosively]

my cousin let me download bandori on her ipad and like,,, rhythm games really are more fun on a bigger screen

[d1g1tal-d3ath]

Me about my (f)boyfriend

[xplosively]

“im so normal about him” says the person who is anything BUT normal abt him

[xplosively]

“ but i will soon forget the color of your eyes， and you'll forget mine ”

[kiss4xinn]

jirai kei ❤︎ inbox ask game

bow 𝜗𝜚 what fashion style would you start wearing if you had to stop wearing jirai?

heart 𝜗𝜚 how did you find out about jirai kei?

frills 𝜗𝜚 favorite unhealthy “habit”? (ex: sh’ing, weight loss, drugs/meds, drinking, ect.)

my melody 𝜗𝜚 what was your first coord? if you don't have one yet, do u have a first coord in mind to buy once youre able to?

hairclip 𝜗𝜚 what's your favorite jirai accessory?

syringe 𝜗𝜚 would you attempt to get better mentally if you had the chance, or keep getting worse?

nails 𝜗𝜚 what's your usual color palette for outfits?

bomb 𝜗𝜚 which fashion style associated with jirai kei do you like most? (ex: classic/girly kei, subcul, jersey maid, ryousangata, ect)

pien 𝜗𝜚 what's your favorite jirai / girly kei brand?

energy drink 𝜗𝜚 do you consider yourself to have a “landmine personality”?

platforms 𝜗𝜚 who's your favorite jiraiblr blogger?

skirt 𝜗𝜚 what jirai platforms are you active on, besides tumblr?

blade 𝜗𝜚 what character(s) do you headcanon as jirai?

kuromi 𝜗𝜚 what music style or artist do you associate with jirai kei?

[xplosively]

blocking isnt enough,,, im itching to just,,, i want to shoot them actually,, right in the middle of their heart

only that would get rid of my burning hatred,, i think. yeah

[xplosively]

psychotic episodes leave me so drained,, even if its been hours & i slept over it

i just want to regress and curl up in my bed with mny pacifier and drink water,,, lots n lots of water

so far i only have the water,, but i guess thats better than nothing. just one hour,, need to make it through one hour n then i can go home and regress and have my paci atleast. curling in bed will have to wait though

[xplosively]

2 am and trying to quiet the voices by doing anything but sleeping aha... . .

it has been a long while since i last watched a gcmm,,, i yearn to go back to these times. maybe it'll be a good distraction,,, or atleast i hope so

[xplosively]

think im,, on the edge of a psychotic episode and fuuuuck my life i do not wanna have an episode rn i just wanna play games man is that such a crime ??????????????????????????????