ғɪɴɢᴇʀᴛɪᴘs ᴅʀɪᴘᴘɪɴɢ ʀᴇᴅ;;

sᴀʙʙɪᴛʜ xᴀɴᴛʜᴇ ʀᴏᴡᴀɴ;; sᴍᴀʟʟ ɢɪʀʟ, ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ sᴍɪʟᴇ, ʟᴏᴠᴇʟʏ ʙʟᴏɴᴅᴇ ʜᴀɪʀ. ɪғ ᴏɴʟʏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴍʏ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs ᴛʀᴜʟʏ ʟᴀʏ. ɪ sᴇᴇ ᴄʀɪᴍsᴏɴ ʀɪʙʙᴏɴs ʀᴜɴɴɪɴɢ sᴍᴏᴏᴛʜʟʏ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴇᴀsɪʟʏ ᴘᴀʀᴛᴇᴅ ғʟᴇsʜ. {-ᴀᴍ ɪ ɪɴsᴀɴᴇ ᴛʀᴀᴄᴋɪɴɢ;; xʀᴇᴅʜᴀɴᴅᴇᴅ ᴄᴜʀɪᴏᴜs ᴀɴᴏɴs ᴀʀᴇ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴡᴇʟᴄᴏᴍᴇ. ᴍ!ᴀ: ᴀᴄᴄᴇᴘᴛɪɴɢ ᴅɪsᴄʟᴀɪᴍᴇʀ;; ɪɴᴅᴇᴘᴇɴᴅᴇɴᴛ ᴏʀɪɢɪɴᴀʟ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ. ɴᴏɴ sᴘᴇᴄɪғɪᴇᴅ ғᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ. ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ ɪs ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛɪᴏɴ. ᴍᴜɴ ᴜs 21+. ɴsғᴡ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʀɪɢɢᴇʀs ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴛᴀɢɢᴇᴅ. ɴsғᴡ ᴛᴡ: {ᴛʀɪɢɢᴇʀ} Secondary FC: Freya Mavor "ᴡᴇ'ᴠᴇ ᴀʟʟ ɢᴏᴛ ᴏᴜʀ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛs. sᴏᴍᴇ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅɪᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴍᴏsᴛ."

[auxiliumx]

I apologize for my absence. I’ve been dealing with a lot lately, but I’m here and will continue to be here. Not abandoning again…

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                ❛ —— all this inspirational music is making me sick.❜

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"Perhaps you shouldn't have chosen a book store to do...whatever you're doing. My play, my music. Besides it calms me."

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ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴠᴇɪɴs ғᴇᴀᴛᴜʀɪɴɢ: ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇssᴠᴀɴɪᴛʏᴠɪxᴇɴ

[princessvanityvixen]

It was like she was living in a terrible horror flick and she couldn’t escape.  Everything was changing before her very eyes and her honey irises couldn’t keep up. She just stared blankly ahead, listening to the words the other spoke, trying not to let her emotions wash across her face. The one good thing about all the tragedy that she had been forced to face was that she could keep her face stoic in the worse of times. She had become an expert at hiding her own emotions. Right now she was trembling inside but this wasn’t about her at all. This was all about Sabbith. Revelations flew around in the back of her mind as the brunette realized that she had known nothing about her friend. All this time that they had known each other and it was all a lie.  The trust was gone, there was no more connection between the two of them.  Everything that Elena had always held on to was simply gone. Here she was standing looking at the woman she had thought was one of her most treasured friends, but it was more like staring at a stranger. There was nothing but a void between them, a gap of where the memories they shared once were. The worse part about it all was that deep inside Elena had always known that there was something wrong, something off about the witch.  The pain of uncertainty reared it’s ugly head. How could she try to fix a friendship that was beyond broken, when the other didn’t want to patch the broken bridge.  Instead of helping someone she loved, Elena had lit a match that burned just another thing that she once believed in. Insanity was starting to beat against her piece of mind.  What was the point of keeping it all together when in the end everything was going to blow up in her face anyways. People came and went out her life like their was some higher power flushing the toilet of people.  Just one little flick and everyone seemed to swirl out of her life. She tried her hardest to be strong, but it was never-ending confusion, loss, and heartbreak. "I may not know the person you used to be. I may not understand everything that has happened to you, but how can I ever understand, if you do not tell me? How can you be happy by destroying others, by destroying things? Destruction isn’t going to make you feel warm at night, it’s not going to defend you from whatever happens next.  Can you really say you would prefer to be alone?"

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The cold blue gaze that had once landed on the brunette with such warmth now narrowed on the female. Why couldn't she simply understand what she was saying. For so long Sabbith had been hidden from herself, hidden away for so long she couldn't even miss what she'd lost because that too had been taken from her. She knew she was a mess, knew her head was screwed on wrong, but that was all she had to give. She refused to lose the woman before her but she had no idea how to put it into words. They had clicked once before, fell into one another's lives without reason. But it was clear things had changed, and Elena liked her no more then the family that had sent her to the place where she'd gotten her first taste of blood. With the thought came a rush of memories, the man that had been at her side, the one that had been so willing to turn her. Her lover, her very best friend, he understood her when she didn't understand her own thoughts, her own needs. Perhaps it was far too much wishful thinking for Elena to take his place. In many ways Sabbith was like a child, she needed guidance, but of course she was a murderer at her very core and it was a dangerous path to travel.  If she carried emotions like that of normal people she would have pushed Elena away, would have realized she was no good for the brunette, but she knew none of those emotions and instead fell back into selfish ways. She needed Elena in her life and would stop at nothing to keep her there. "You must understand an urge so overwhelming to leave it unanswered leaves you feeling as if things have stopped spinning." It was the only thing that she could say on the matter, she had never before tried to describe why she needed to do what she did, never had to fully understand it, not when her every urge had been sated so easily before. "I need these things, it is not something that can be controlled, nor do I wish to. But.. Elena, I can not imagine my life now, the world I've built here {without a single one of her past memories} without you in it. It seems as if you've always been there. I wish not to be alone, but I can not... will not change all that I am." Not even for her..

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                                 ❝There are thousands of you                                                        right there in my mind. Always                                                      in my mind, you won’t let me s ʟ ᴇ ᴇ ᴘ.                                                        You won’t let me breathe.                                                                         Writing it all down helps.                                                             You have to believe me, I didn’t                                                                                know they’d make a list..❞

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This is really random but this is my new kitty kat. My dad has gotten worse and has to have major heart surgery and so I’ve decided to keep his cat for myself. Now she’s been in our family for around two years, but in this time my dad hasn’t really gotten her insured or registered at a vet or anything - which I plan to do, but unfortunately I know very little about her for me to take care of her properly and sign up for those things. I’m just asking for you to REBLOG this and if anyone can identify her breed for me would help me bundles. P.S - Her name is Aimee :D and she’s a cutie patootie.

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[auxiliumx]

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auxiliumx:

                                                      “Pᴏɪsᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙᴇsᴛ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅ ᴏɴᴄᴇ                                  ᴀɴᴅ sᴜsᴘɪᴄɪᴏɴs                                                          ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ [ ᴇ ᴠ ᴇ ʀ ʏ ᴡ ʜ ᴇ ʀ ᴇ ].”

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littlequeensteelthxrns replied to your post:As a mun I hope that you all know I will never...

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As a mun I hope that you all know I will never take out my bad moods on you all, my muse may be a little shit though. I've had it happen to me a few times and I cant believe it to this day. I get it we all have crap days but I don't come here to be shit on thanks.

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Le sigh. I'll be over on Vivienne.

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A soft moan slipped from her lips at the causal touch of fingers in a not so casual place. "Teasing isn't very nice.."

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Tag Fix;

[princessvanityvixen]

"The rum to be poured?" Elena shrugged her shoulders, her lips pursing together teasingly. She giggled as she made her way into the bar of the underground club, before glancing back at her. "Unless you would rather take this back to your room?"

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Her own shoulders lifted in a slight shrug. "Well I do have a well stocked liquor cabinet in my room." She grinned holding out a hand to the female. "I'll lead the way."

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ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴠᴇɪɴs ғᴇᴀᴛᴜʀɪɴɢ: ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇssᴠᴀɴɪᴛʏᴠɪxᴇɴ

[princessvanityvixen]

Just a few days ago, Elena had thought that she was protecting her friend from nightmares, from the monsters that plague the darkness. She never fathomed that the monster she was trying to save Sabbith from was within the witch herself.  As she listened to the cool inflection in the other’s voice, the vampire had felt more unsure than ever before.  She was worried that no matter what she said or did, it would only further damage the situation.  Though many tiptoed around Elena like she was the epitome of perfection, Elena was a woman of many flaws.  Elena herself knew exactly what some of her problems were, one being the fact that she cared too much about others.  She had been so focused on doing the right thing by her friend that she found herself doing the exact opposite making matters worse.  In the back of her mind she knew that she should have been worried about what it was that Sabbith was capable of now that the trigger had been pulled, but all she could think about was how she could try and get her friend back. There was a lot that Elena hadn’t told Sabbith. Over the course of the last few months, she felt like her friends had done nothing but judge her. The only real friend that she truly believed that she had was Sabbith. She would have done anything to protect the blond, to make her happy. As she stood there she couldn’t figure out how everything had gone so haywire in such  a small amount of time. She wanted to fix things, to make things normal again, though she had a feeling that this was normal for the other. She took a few steps back as she tried to figure out what to say or do.  There was a part of her that wanted to take it all back, but the bigger part of her respected that everyone had demons that lied within their hearts.  She would never be able to say their friendship was normal, if she never took the chance to fully get to know all the sides of Sabbith. Maybe in learning just how awful things had gotten, Elena would be able to fully understand how to calm everything down. As she let her hands fall down to her waste, she looked around the small store. It was just the two of them. She took a deep breath, finally letting her honey hues linger up to meet the other’s gaze. She bit down on her bottom lip as she nodded her head. “Tell me, tell me what they stole.  Who are you now, what is this side of you that they stole, are you sure you really want to dive into that? Things were going good around here without it, weren’t they?”

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There was no moment of this Sabbith and the next, it was like finally stepping into herself for the first time in a long time. She could finally breathe easier, there was no block on her mind, no hesitation from one step to the next. While she may have changed before Elena's very eyes, she felt whole. As her fingertips fell away from the other, the few steps she took taking her just out of reach, a small frown pulled at Sabbith's lips. While she had basked in finally being herself, she had not noticed Elan's own reaction to the change. Now she took the time to take in the brunette's stance, the way her expression changed ever so slightly.

Raising to her full height, albeit it wasn't that tall, she cocked her head slightly to the side and frowned. Listening to the words that the other spoke. Her frown deepened as she thought about the last few words to leave Elena's lips. It was easy for Elena to think that things had been alright, before her memories returned. Easy for the dark haired woman before her to want things to stay the same. But for Sabbith it had been hell. She'd known there was something of herself missing, something vital that had been taken away but she'd had no idea what it was no idea that she'd been broken.

Split into two on purpose, all because of a few witches feared what her own power would become if she'd gotten to fully explore it. After all she was already  fucked in the head right. That cold gaze turned on Elena, calculating. She knew that she could trust the other, but she also knew the sort of person Elena was, she would try to save her, she wouldn't fully understand that she didn't need to. Sabbith knew just who, what she was was, a murderer, and she loved every second of it. She did not feel guilt, took no heavy burden onto herself for each life that had been stolen by her own hand.

                        "Tʜɪɴᴋ ᴏғ ɪᴛ ᴛʜɪs ᴡᴀʏ Eʟᴇɴᴀ. Mʏ ᴇɴᴛɪʀᴇ ʟɪғᴇ ʜᴀᴅ ʙᴇᴇɴ                         sᴛᴏʟᴇɴ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴍᴇ, ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ I ᴡᴀs ᴜɴᴀᴡᴀʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ                         ʜᴀᴅ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴏʀᴇ. Eᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴍᴇ                         ᴡʜᴏ I ᴀᴍ ᴡᴀs sᴛʀɪᴘᴘᴇᴅ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴍᴇ. Tʜᴇ ᴡᴏᴍᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ                         ʙᴇғʀɪᴇɴᴅᴇᴅ ᴡᴀs ᴀ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ ʟɪᴇ. Wʜɪʟᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʙɪᴛs ᴏғ                         ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʟᴇᴀᴋᴇᴅ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs                         ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ ᴍᴇ. Dᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴡɪsʜ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴜᴛ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ                                                                                      ᴏғғ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴀʏ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ?"

Years of self composure cracked in that moment as her brows furrowed and the first hint of worry clouded those blue orbs. Though she would not give herself up to the darkness once more, she had never dreamed that losing Elena would be the result of it. A small smile appeared on her lips.

                         "Aᴛ ʟᴇᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴛʜɪɴᴋɪɴɢ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜʀsᴇʟғ                          ᴀs ᴛʜᴇ ʙɪɢɢᴇsᴛ ᴍᴏɴsᴛᴇʀ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴏᴏᴍ. I ᴄᴀɴ                          ᴀssᴜʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴘᴏsɪᴛɪᴏɴ ɪs ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ғɪʟʟᴇᴅ."

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Bed.

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