The Lost Traveler

The Name is Wang Jackson, born on the 28th of March 1993. A modest man from China with the rhythm in his feet and the beat in his heart, striving for a destination. ♦ full time model ♦ Single ♦

[mintokkies]

[got7jacksonwang]

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I don’t know where the strength went, I don’t remember losing it. I think that over time it got chipped away, bit by bit, by life, by the living of it.

Paula Hawkins, The Girl on the Train

[xrkjacksxn]

I come with sad news

Jackson’s time has come to say goodbye to this directory. ;; I haven’t lost muse for him completely but compared to another muse I will bring in this wednesday he’s just not strong enough to compete anymore. 

It makes me really sad cause I grew super attached to him (and jackbum!!!) but I’m girl muse trash let’s face it orz 

So with that said! Feel free to unfollow this account or not, I won’t delete it and still post things here from time to time if I got muse for him I think. If you still wanna interact with him, I’ll def keep him as an npc and I’m open to rp him via inbox or aim ^^ So just htm if you’re interested!

And with that I’m out!

[tejinzs]

[xrkjacksxn]

,I think I messed up. That thing I put wasn't an eyeliner-!! ▲

▲ scare the shit out of my muse

“What do you mean that wasn’t eye liner?” His features pale, figure moving quick to find the closest mirror to check his visuals. “It looks like eye liner to me-” Then all kinds of horror scenarios cloud his mind, eyes finding hers through the mirror with a mortified look. “Don’t tell me it was a permanent marker or some shit-? I don’t wanna turn blind!”

[xrkjacksxn]

✯

✯ piss my muse off

“Look, if I broke your friend’s heart, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to. I’m a douche, she’s better off without me anyway. Tell her I’m not worth it and all that clichéed jazz, okay? I really hate to be insensitive here but my manager will chop my head off if I don’t get going now. See ya!”

[xrkjacksxn]

♦ Hold • w. Rachel ♦

[tw: depression]

His leg stretches, the other bends and his head bangs against the door he’s sitting in front of. People don’t pay him much attention, see a drunken guy, half asleep, deeming him only incapable of entering his own hotel room. 

Why he came to new york he doesn’t remember. He also doesn’t remember how he found his sister’s hotel or the number of her room but he knows he needs to see her. 

Perhaps Jackson should have seen it long coming but just like everything else that has entered his life, he’s tried to run away from it. Run away from the fact he was most likely long lost in a state of depression that required more than some friendly faces and good company. 

Vision blurry, shoes stopping just before him let him attempt to look up, a silly grin appearing on his lips as he thinks to see the person he had been meaning to see. “Rachie- Rach~” Drunk as he is, he raises his bottle only to lose the support his arm had given him and almost tip over to the side. “whopsie~”

[tejinzs]

[rkpiper]

ROOKIES: ASK MEME OF EXTREME EMOTIONS

Anonymously or not, send a message to my character that will do one of the following:

✔ break my muse’s heart ∞ destroy my muse’s world ✯ piss my muse off ❤ make my muse fall in love ▲ scare the shit out of my muse ✈ provoke my muse into slapping and/or punching yours ツ make my muse the happiest person on earth ✿ embarass the hell out of my muse

Be sure to include the symbol along with your message so I know what reaction you were going for.  I’ll write my muse’s reaction and we’ll see just how emotional you can make them get! 

Never forget RP karma - send, send, send, if you wish to recieve !

[xrkjacksxn]

How much do you love your cousin He Ran -not he ran

“How can you even ask that?” He pretends to be offended, as if his love being questioned in itself is already an insult. “Do you not trust your good old cousin?”

[igot7-love]

[xrkjacksxn]

Dating scandals can instantly ruin an idol's image. What would you do if you met the perfect partner after debut? Would you risk everything to date them, or give them up for the idol life?

“As long as I can do what I want, I’ll be happy. I don’t need titles but I don’t exactly think that something like a “perfect partner” exists. You either make it work or you don’t. Besides- I’ve had to learn how to do image checks my whole life. How stupid do you think I am to let myself be caught?”

[xrkjacksxn]

What has been the biggest regret of your life?

“Regrets meant I actually thought back to the past and reconsidered what I did. No man, I don’t do that and I don’t do regrets. If I fuck up, I apologize. Either they take it or not. Nothing I can change about it and life’s too short to be wasting time on that.”

[xrkjacksxn]

is there anything that you’ve done recently that you’re not proud of?

[xrkjacksxn]

You've had one of the people most important to you leave you. Surely this heartbreak hurt you greatly. Regardless of what she said, you must've wondered if it was a flaw in yourself that made her go, correct? Does insecurity still plague you sometimes, even if you try to cover it up with a playful attitude? What qualities in yourself do you fear drive people most important to you off? You've recently gotten close to someone else. Are you afraid they might leave too, and because of you?

“’Course it hurt. Still fucking hurts, what do you expect me to do about it?” The questions didn’t make sense to him. They were all rethorical questions, questions to which he knew the answer because she had told him so. “I’m not good enough. Simple as that. What’s there to wonder about? She said so. I don’t have a reason to not believe her. I don’t know why I’m not good enough, I don’t know why her parents hate me... I can’t change it. How am I supposed to work on me when I don’t know what I’m doing wrong? It’s always been like that- people telling me I wasn’t smart enough, handsome enough, tall enough- I’m lacking this, that and everything in between.” He’s come to terms with it as long as Jackson himself is content, he’ll continue down his path and accept the bitter truth that no one would ever be staying with him. In the end they all left. He used to be the one to leave before others could, maturing up meant placing hope in lost matters but at least he wasn’t hurting anyone anymore. “I don’t know what I do wrong, I’m content with myself. I just accepted that I’m not a guy to keep around. I’m more like a flashy toy that is fun to play with for a while before it gets boring. It’s cool. As for Jae? He’s a good kid. As long as he wants me around I’ll stay. I’m pretty sure it’s only a matter of time until he’ll leave too though.”

[xrkjacksxn]

What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?

“Walk around shirtless all the time. Do you know how hard it is to find fitting shirts that don’t sit too tight around my arms? Fuck shirts man. Who needs them anyway.”