if david haller/legion, jeanne-marie beaubier/aurora, and marc spector/moon knight ever sat down for a chat at group therapy or in an episode on the krakoan podcast
Summary: As reader pushes everyone away Tony tries to make up for everything and steve tries to make bucky understand.
Pairings: Stucky x reader, Tony x reader
Warnings: Angst (so much angst)
Notes: kinda updating more often....ish....least it hasn't been like 6 months again
Masterlist
You spent most of the day stuck in your room, even as natasha,vision,and even clint tried to pry you out. You felt as if your whole world was falling apart. Felt as if you were in a pit and you couldn't pull yourself out of it. That this pregnancy was a big pit that you had fallen into and there was no hope of any of it being fixed. You couldn't pull yourself up to eat or shower or anything.
You rolled over in bed as another person knocked on the door. "y/n" you heard tony's voice. you groaned feeling tears fill your eyes again. Him. You ruined your life over a man who you barely even knew before. Hell even now all you know about him is as much as you knew before plus the fact that you both experienced the same near death experience. "y/n please"
You felt the air leave your lungs. Fuck not again please. you gasped for air. You felt as if you were running and your just tired of running. Tired of trying to avoid the issue instead of just dealing with it for what it is. You cant go back to the way things once were because things arent the same and they never will be. Your pregnant with the kid of the guy outside your door and you can either face that or simply lay here. You felt the air enter once again as if you could finally breathe again. the tears stopped streaming down your face. "plea-" you cut tony off opening the door. You looked drained and your eyes were red and puffy. "y/n" he said softly.
"Tony, please just dont" you said feeling exhausted. Tony nodded "what can I do?" he asked. "Just...leave me alone, please" you begged. Tony nodded "ok." he said walking away. Tears streamed down your face once again. You closed the door sliding to the floor. You didnt know what to do. You missed bucky, missed his smell, missed his smile, missed his laugh, just missed him.
Laying in bed let your mind wonder. You thought about how well things were going. How things seemed so peaceful and like they were headed in a good direction and now you lay in bed wondering what was the point of even getting up. You heard a knock and sighed wondering if Tony was back. "Tony-" you were cut off by a voice you were happy to hear. "It's me" Steve said softly. "Come in" you said sitting up hoping you didn't look to bad. Steve opened the door softly stepping into your room. He looked as wrecked you, blonde hair poking up everywhere, eyes droopy and tired, clothes he had been wearing for at least a day now. He closed the door gently and approached your bed. He sat, legs dangling off the bed next to you.
You gently brushed through his hair. "I know you had no ill intent and I trust you with my whole being and I know you'd never lie unless you saw it necessary. I understand necessary lies, as seen when I hid the truth from Tony but...buck he is still healing and learning to retrust you after this whole thing" steve sighed looking at you truly for the first time sense you looked yourself away. He noticed how red your eyes were and puffy. You seemed so tired and your hair was a wreck. "I know Steve and I'm sorry for all of this I just.....I need bucky back. Please." You begged, for what ? Even you weren't sure anymore. Maybe just for some peace in your life. For this whole situation to be gone. For this whole ordeal to have never happened. For you to go back in time and tell yourself not to sleep with Tony on that stupid ship, that you were going to see bucky again and everything would be OK.
Steve dropped his head. "I'm sorry love but he needs more time." Steve said softly brushing your hair back. You felt tears fall from your eyes again. "Fuck" you whispered quickly rubbing away the tears. Steve scooted to hug you. "It'll all work out I promise love" Steve kissed your head. You nodded, sniffling "I know" no you didn't. You didn't know if it would all work out. Steve sighed before standing up "buck will be awake soon I should get back to him. Give him time love he'll come around." You nodded waving bye to Steve. Alone once again.
You remained alone for another week, only leaving your room for food and even then vision or wanda usually brought you food to eat. They had been the most there for you even without words they made sure you and the baby stayed healthy. Of course Steve came around but only early or late in the day when bucky was asleep. You were currently in your usual place, your bed under blankets and staring at the ceiling. You heard a soft knock, assuming it was only Steve based on the time you softly spoke "come in" you said sitting up preparing for the tall blonde man only to be surprised. "Buck" you said perking up but nervous as if he was a scared deer approaching you cautiously. Bucky closed the door but kept his distance. "Hey" he said. His voice was raspy as if he had spent the week screaming and crying. "I'm so sorry bucky" you said not being able to hold in your tears anymore.
Bucky nodded and sighed "I know" he said. "Just...look I know you have no emotion for tony and that's fine I trust you. I know how I reacted to you being in his room but I know you didn't do anything. Him on the other hand......y/n I hate tony. I could barely stand him as was and now I don't even like staying in the same building as him. So. Here it is. He can be in the kids life it is his kid too after all and he can come to the appointments but outside of that I want you to have no interaction with him." Bucky said straightforward staring at the floor.
You stared straight at bucky. Either you lose bucky and have tony as you want or you mostly remove tony from your life and have bucky and Steve. You sighed. Tony had wanted to stay away only being involved with the kid and now that's what bucky is asking for. You nodded "ok" you whispered softy finally making eye contact. Bucky nodded "ok" he said walking to you. He sat beside you. "Hi" you said brushing buckys hair back. "Hey" he said softly as he hesitantly and softly placed a hand on your cheek. "I love you" you said with as much love as you could express. He gave a small smile "I love you too" he whispered. He leaned in almost as if he wasn't sure if he was going to kiss you before he finally connected with you."Thank you" he whispered against your lips. You smiled "of course"
A few days went by and avoiding tony was only getting more difficult. He constantly was at your door like clockwork. Every day when he returned from his adventures he would knock on your door. Sometimes he was sober but often times not. Tony wasn't at the tower much anymore now that both you and bucky and even Steve werent so much as glancing at him. To you it was hell watching the father of your child throw himself into alcohol but that who tony was before, that much you knew. He was the genius playboy who fucked around and drank until he finally was with pepper but of course that ended when she found out about you.
One night you laid in bed with bucky and Steve. Your head on buckys chest while Steve layer behind you holding you close. You all were awake but no one said anything just enjoying listening to each others heart beats and breathing. That was until you head the front door slam open and giggles of a clearly drunk girl through the halls and a voice that you could easily place as tony. You sat up confused and truly hoping this wasn't what you thought it to be. Your grabbed one a buckys hoodies that he had lent to you now that you were showing a lot more and becoming more self conscious of, and slightly opened the door. "What is it?" Steve asked. And oh man do you wish you could unsee it. Tony had the audacity to not even make it to his room simply naked on the couch you all sit on was he and a girl who honestly looked a bit too much like you for comfort.
You closed the door. "What. The. Fuck." You sighed and grumbled at the same time turning facing the two men sitting on the bed waiting for an answer. "He brought home some chick and is now fucking her on the couch" you said pissed off. Bucky looked taken off guard and Steve just looked disgusted. "He has a child on the way AND HES OUT THERE FUCKING SOME GIRL!" You scream throwing yourself onto the bed. Bucky looked concerned. "Why does it matter so much?" He asked. You rolled over now facing the two men again, "because...he's gonna be a dad in a matter of months and what kind of influence is he going to be at this rate I don't know if I even want him to be in this kids life if this is how he's gonna be" you said sitting up. Steve nodded rubbing your back.
You had an appointment in a few days and how were you to face tony after this. "We can kick them out" bucky said. You shook your head "it's fine" you sighed throwing yourself back down. "That was scarring" you said with a laugh. "How can it be that scarring its not anything you haven't seen before" Steve said earnin a glare from both you and bucky. "I mean obviously but for 1 I was like...half dead then and 2 I just saw him fucking some random girl so I saw her too and like....no thanks man" you said shaking your head.
Those days came and went and eventually you had to address tony. You cautiously and nervously walked to Tony's door knocking almost too soflty and stepping way too far back. You weren't sure exactly what it was you were afraid of, it wasn't as if he'd hurt you, you are pregnant after all. Soon the door opened and a shirtless and wet tony answered the door. He was drying off his hair and almost dropped his town when he saw you. "Y/n" he said almost as if he couldn't believe you were there like if he spoke to loud you might run away, and honestly you may have. "Tomorrow at 4 I have an appointment." Was all you said looking at the floor. Tony scoffed "you don't speak to me for almost a month and suddenly your here just to say that? No explanation on where we stand?" He said more frustrated than angry. You nodded. "And that's how it shall remain until the end or until bucky gets over the crap YOU pulled" you said crossing your arms. Tony glared at you shaking his head before turning around. Before he closed the door you pushed it open "this is what YOU wanted tony" you said wondering why he took this so hard. Tony spun around "YEA AND YOU PUSHED ME SO HARD TO BE BACK IN YOUR LIFE JUST FOR YOU TO SAY THIS CRAP !" he yelled. You glared at him. "Funny how it's all my fault these days, you were there too y/n and somehow this all falls on me" tony shook his head before closing the door. Well this was going to be hell wasn't it.
Summary: Secrets often never remain a secret long around a team of profilers
warning: Alchohol mentions, uhhh thats all and a shit ton of fluff,
Pairings: Spencer x reader
Notes: Yall seemed to have really loved the last spencer fic i wrote so heres another less angsty one. This one is a shorter fic but i still hope yall enjoy.
Being in the BAU meant your whole life was put out for the whole team to know. If you wanted to travel you had to let the team know, if you wanted a break you had to be questioned on why, and if you wanted to simply go out garcia wanted to know where when and why. This meant every secret was on display for the team to know. Well almost every secret.
You and spencer had been together for 5 years and unofficially living together for 2. unofficially due to you pretty much living with spencer but not on forms and still having your own apartment. although you only go to that apartment when you must. It was one of the few secrets that has stayed a secret with the team only thinking you and spencer have a crush on one another but the other doesn't know. You two hated keeping a secret from the others but it really felt like the only part of your life that you two had to yourselves.
Things only got difficult as Garcia pushed for you to tell spencer of your feelings as she was certain he felt the same back. And it really got difficult when garcia tried to push you two to date by just "happening" to have you two left in the conference room alone and on team outings by just "coincidentally" leaving you two at the table. Of course it was great as you two got to spend more alone time together but also it was difficult to hide yalls feelings from the others even small things like sitting close to each other or even holding hands purely out of habit. Through everything you two managed to stay a secret, until morgan got involved.
After a particularly difficult case, which you had to sit out on due to feeling sick, the team went out to a bar to go have a few drinks. Spencer didn't even plan on drinking but morgan insisted he have a small drink and one turned into two and before spencer knew it he was completely wasted. "morgannnnn" spencer said walking, well more like stumbling, to morgan across the dance floor tripping into his arms. "whoa pretty boy I think its time we get you home." morgan said stabling spencer back onto his feet. "I miss y/nnnn" spencer said with a pouty face. morgan gave a small laugh "she'll be back tomorrow she's only sick" he said walking spencer out of the bar and to morgan's car.
"I miss herrrr and herr pretty hairrrr and pretty smile and cute laughhh" spencer said stumbling. "Spencer why dont you tell her this?" he asked. "I doooo every dayyyyy every momentttt every secondddd I tell her I love herrrr" spencer said as morgan helped him into the car. "You told her you love her?" morgan said confused. spencer gave an over dramatic nod. morgan was taken back by this. sure he knew spencer had feelings for you but that he loved you? and he told you this? "and what'd she say?" morgan asked while getting into the driver's side. "She always says she loves meeeeee" spencer said looking out the window dreaming of everytime you said those words that he adored so deeply.
Morgan was simply in shock at this new knowledge and unable to hold in his shocked expression. "so you've told her you love her and she says she loves you too?" morgan said making sure he got his facts straight. "Yessss" spencer slurred. morgan remained in silent shock trying to figure out what exactly was going on. Soon the boys arrived at spencer's apartment. Morgan helped spencer up the stairs and propped him on the wall "keys?" morgan asked. As spencer aimlessly patted himself down morgan sighed "just knockkkkkk" spencer said knowing you'd probably be inside. "knock, spencer you live alone" morgan said concerned for the young man. "just do ittt" spencer said slowly slipping to the floor. morgan groaned sitting spencer back up before knocking.
You were watching tv with a warm bowl of soup in your hand. You heard voices outside and assumed it was spencer. soon you heard a loud thump and quickly got up as you got to the door you heard a knock. immediately opening the door you faced a confused and stunned morgan as you stood with a blank face, and soon tackled by a drunken spencer. "hey baby" you say pulling slightly from spencer. "baby?" morgan asked. "morgan, come on in" you said ignoring his confused face. morgan came in sitting on your couch looking around and seeing all the obvious signs of you around. "i missed youuuu" spencer said kissing your face. "Your drunk" you said giggling. "yesss I am but I still missed you" he said smiling sleepily. "I missed you too, love" you said kissing spencer. Morgan simply watched mouth open in shock of all of this. "come on" you said bringing spencer to Yall's shared room. you grabbed a pair of sleep pants and a white shirt "here get changed and i'll bring you some water so tomorrow isn't too bad" you said pushing Spencer's curls out of his face. spencer nodded as you left the room.
"so. bet you have some questions" you said finally addressing morgan. "Yea. like, what?" he said confused by well everything. "It happened soon after I joined the BAU. I figured out spencer had feelings for me and so I asked him out for coffee. After that things just fell into place. We decided to keep it between us because, well really because yall know everything about our lives we just wanted to have this for ourselves. Then I just slowly kinda started living here but obviously couldn't officially due to documents which garcia and hotch would see and well Garcia tells everything to everyone as much as I love her." you said explaining it all in a very vague way. morgan took it all in and nodded "that makes sense. So i'm the only one who knows?" he asked. you nodded "yep, although maybe we should start telling others. ill talk to spencer about it in the morning, thank you for getting him here safe." you said hugging morgan "Of course. And hey if you two decide to keep between yourselves thats cool too i'll keep it a secret" he said hugging you back.
You walked morgan out and walked back into your and spencers room to find a passed out spancer face flat in the pillow. you gave a small laugh before crawling into bed too. soon you felt spencer spoon into you and hold you. "I love you" spencer said sleepily. "I love you too spence now get some sleep."
TSummary: bucky learns of what truly happened the night of Tony's party.
Warning: Angst to all fuck, mild fluff at some parts but pretty much angst
Pairings: Stucky x reader, Tony x reader
Notes: heeeey im back againnn
Masterlist
The world felt as if all time stopped. As if all oxygen had been removed from the plane of existence. You were so far gone you couldn't even process the yelling around you. "y/n!" you finally snapped at the yelling of your name. Bucky stared daggers at you. "what happened when you talked to tony at the party?!" he yelled. you opened your mouth which felt as if someone stuffed cotton in your mouth. "I demanded he tell me why he wouldn't talk to me. He said you'd kill him-" you were cut off. "damn right i am" and bucky launched towards tony, steve being the hero he is jumped straight into action pulling bucky back. "buck! buck! calm down" he said trying to keep bucky back. "you told her not to tell me?!" he yelled at tony. tony shook his head "no i simply said you'd kill me but after that i told her and left i never said she couldn't tell you" tony defended. you shot daggers at tony "I was trying to save you from this!" you yelled at him. "This is only happening because you kept it from me!" bucky snapped at you.
"You said you didn't love her!" bucky yelled at tony "I didn't at the time! At least not that i had addressed i don't know maybe i did, fuck bucky i'm having a child with her!" well shit tony that isn't going to help. "no really?! I thought that my girl had my baby not the asshole who seems to backstab me at any chance!" bucky yelled trying to escape Steve's arms again. "says the one who murdered my fucking parents!" tony yelled back. with that...silence. bucky had stilled until he suddenly shoved steve back causing steve to fall. bucky ran shoving tony to the floor getting a few hits before anyone could process what happened and go to grab him. steve finally pulled him away. shoving him towards steves room blocking him from getting back to tony. "Bucky barnes be a father? he can't even have a conversation without going all winter soldier" tony spat as bucky walked away. everyone looked at tony but you looked at bucky who seemed more hurt than angered. he turned walking with steve more willingly. you turned and slapped tony so hard he fell back to the ground. "yknow what tony. I thought you were better than using someone's past against them. fucking asshole!" you yelled and
started walking to steve's room. before you could you felt a hand on your shoulder. turning you saw vision. "vis not now please" you looked at him. "just....love and jealousy do crazy things. Anger usually comes from hurt remember bucky isn't the only one hurt by this event" he said looking at your stomach talking more about the pregnancy rather than this fight. you nodded "thanks vis" you gave him a small smile before continuing to steve's room. knocking you heard a few sniffles released before the door cracked slightly. steve sighed. "y/n..i don't know if you should be here right now." he said. "steve let me talk to him" you begged. steve looked behind him and then turned back to you with an apologetic look "im sorry, love" he said softly. you nodded "i love you bucky" you said at the floor. "I love you steve" you said at him. he gave a small smile "i love you too y/n and he loves you too just...give him space" he said before closing the door.
you felt tears fall from your face. you headed back to your room before hearing another door open. turning you saw tony who looked like he'd been to hell and back with blood dripping from his nose and cuts on his face along with bruises. "y/n-" he spoke. you shook your head "not yet tony" you started to walk off. you heard an angered breath "y'know this is why i didn't want to fucking tell you!" tony yelled at you. you stopped turning back to him "no this is why you dont be fucking selfish and let your feelings ruin everything" you yelled. "selfish?! selfish?! fuck you for trying to not ruin your life and instead staying away reminder you came into my room last night i was doing fine staying away!" he yelled. "how can you claim to be able to be a father and be around for this pregnancy and for me if you cant handle a fucking team meeting with us?!" you yelled.
"....why were you in his room" bucky asked softly. looking up you saw a disheveled bucky. fuck cant he make noise when he walks?! you make a mental note to make every door squeak so you know when to shut up. "buck-" you started before bucky turned back into the room as steve had started to exit. he looked up at you with a sympathetic look. you closed your eyes taking a breath. looking at tony you simply felt all that anger rush back into you. you stormed off into your room. you flopped on your bed screaming into your pillow.
tears flooded the pillow. you rolled over letting your sobs out. that went as horribly as it could and you in turn lost everyone. well maybe not steve but who knows really. you wanted to scream again and again until your voice was gone. you fell back on your bed staring up at your bed. you knew a place you could escape to. you stood up walking out your room. "where are you going?" you heard steve asked. you couldn't face him. "top of a hill where i can scream" you said honestly. "can i come?" he asked. you finally round to face him. he looked as bad as you. "bucky?" you asked. "fell asleep few minutes ago"
you nodded "and us?" you were afraid of the answer. "y/n i knew tony loved you long before he even knew. the second word was out you were pregnant i knew that he couldn't stop himself from falling hell he probably started falling after you two...y'know" he said looking at the floor. "point is, I would never leave you because of how he feels and while i have questions i know you'd never cheat...well...y'know what i mean." he said awkwardly. you nodded. "steve" you said softly. he looked up at you. "thank you." you said walking to him and hugging him. he gave a light laugh "no need to thank me, love. Now let's get out of here" he said squeezing you before letting you go. You two got into the car music softly playing in the back as steve drove. Yall remained in silence with so many questions and words left unsaid. You could feel the tension, so thick you could cut it with a knife, and yet you did nothing but remain silent on the ride except to direct steve on where to go. Soon you saw the thick forest full of trees of various kinds. as steve drove up the hill you saw the field of flowers approaching. steve parked the car and looked over at you. you looked at steve and sighed opening your mouth ready to speak steve cut you off. "we'll talk later" he said getting out of the car. you nodded and exited the car. you walked to the edge of the hill, looking out at the long field of flowers flowing down the slope. you inhaled deeply thinking of the last few months of your life, hell the last few hours of your life. you thought of how you almost died how you were stranded out in space accepting you'd never see any of your friends again and now you were here, pregnant with tony's kids and bucky angry at you and not even talking to tony and steve has so many questions that you can feel him pondering what exactly your keeping from him and bucky. you feel anger souring through you.
How could you have almost died and yet somehow everyone still blames you for something you thought would never occur blames you as if you even thought you would live to see them again, blames you asking you what you were thinking when the truth was you weren't thinking because you thought you were as good as dead. why is this the way things went. you felt your lungs fill with air and your fist curl up. you scream louder than you ever have. you feel energy sour through you feeling the air shift and hearing the trees behind you creaking. "uhm y/n?" you hear steve. you feel tears stream down your face and your throat tighten. you gasp for air as you fall to your knees. you hear steve running to you. "y/n" he says putting a hand on your shoulder as he kneels next to you. you look up at him and see the concern on his face. you look around seeing branches have fallen from the trees and flowers have broken. you hear car sirens going off. "i'm sorry" you whisper. steve wipes your tears "its ok" he says holding you. "It's all ok" he says stroking your cheek of your still falling tears. "I never meant for any of this" you choke out. "I know, I know, everyone just needs time" steve's voice remains soft and gentle. silence soon falls and again you can feel steve's brain spiraling. "ask me" you whisper. "hm?" steve hums. "ask me whatever it is just ask" you say pulling out of Steve's grip. "No-" you cut steve off "ask. ask and get it done with" you say.
"Why didn't you tell me?" He asked softly. "I didn't want you to have to lie to bucky" you say stroking Steve's cheek. "but I could've helped you tell bucky" he said. "I know, but i need to handle this myself at some point and i thought i could know until..." you trail off. steve nods "give bucky time he will come around and tony....that's up to you" he shrugs. your not sure where you stand with tony but what you do know is you will never deprive your kid of a father and if tony and can still be that than who are you to stop it not matter what your personal feelings to him may be. you sigh and look at steve "thank you" you say. steve smiles "no need to thank me" he says kissing your forehead. "how'd you find this place?" he ask. "When the memories got bad and fury was pushing too much id go on a walk, one day i found this place it was peaceful and once i had broken down here and realized no one could hear me and my powers could spiral here and break things without hurting anyone it just became my area for a good bit." you said finally being able to think properly.
steve hummed and held you simply sitting in what was now a peaceful silence. soon time got to you two and you knew you must go. "come on,love" steve said slowly standing. you sighed following after. the car ride steve held your hand and the silence was no longer filled with unanswered questions and betrayel. you sat in the car outside the avengers building feeling anxiety fill you. steve could feel your grip on his hand tighten. "love?" he asked rubbing yout hand. "They all hate me" you whispered. "no they dont bucky is upset and tony is well tony but everyone knows you and knows you would never purposely hurt anyone and that bucky is simply feeling betrayed." steve said softly. you nodded. you released steves hand exiting the car. you walked into the building a silent empty house as everyone was hiding away from any argument that may arise. sighing you walked to steves room.
peaking in you saw bucky still asleep curled into steves pillow. you walked closer seeing his hair a mess and his body seemed so tired. you brushed his hair out of his face sitting by him on the bed. you heard footsteps looking up to see steve. he gave you a soft smile before walking off. you felt tears fall again. you felt horrible for what you did to the man you love. He has been through hell and back and been alive for far longer than he probably even wishes and now you've only hurt him more. You have tried to help him process his past and yet you've caused him so much pain in these past few months you haven't even stopped to think how he may feel about having to raise someone else's son, only concerned if tony would raise his own kid as if you didn't two of the best men in the world right in front of you handing themselves to you. you pushed his hair out of his face. you sae bucky start to stir and stood up. sighing, you nodded and left the room. You walked to your room and laid on your bed feeling your tears stream down your face. You needed to fix this. Need to fix your relationships with those in your life. Need to fix all of it. That's what you would do.
Summary: History always repeats itself even if not exactly it always comes back
Pairing: Unsub!reader x spencer
Warnings:Angst (to all hell), some really messed up crap, abuse, murder, dirty talk.
Notes: I was going through it when i wrote this so just a heads up this is.....dark.
You shouldve kept running. Sleep should've been a last priority but after having had already not slept for 2 days you felt as if you would rather get caught than keep going, and maybe that's why you are where you are. You sat cuffed to the chair in the abandoned house you had found while running from the two agents who are currently staring down at you. One a tall muscular man, but the one who caught your attention was the other tall man with messy curls and a light scruff. Yea maybe it helped he currently held the keys for the cuffs on you and yea flirting with him could give you an advantage but god did he make it easy.
"well pretty boys whatcha gonna do with me now?" you asked tilting your head to the side with a smirk. "we'll sit here waiting for the rest to show up unless you wanna start talking now" the muscular man asked starting a staring contest with you. He was too used to getting his way, he expected you to shiver or show any sign of fear but you wouldn't dare let a man so used to breaking others down break you too. you shook your head with a nonchalant face. "i think I'm good but if the pretty one there wants something i may give it to him" you said looking back to the curly haired man. "morgan" the man who filled your desires nodded to the other side of the room.
they whispered something about something and next thing you knew the man known as morgan left the kitchen leaving you and the curly haired man alone. He sat in front of you "my name is dr.reid" he introduced himself. reid. such a beautiful name. you wondered what it would sound like on the news as all the people spoke of him. you didn't know if you wanted the man dead or to help you kill more. He would look so beautiful with blood all down his face. or even with his face between your legs. but he would also look so beautiful laying eyes closed to never open as you laid him in a field of flowers.
"your name is y/n y/l/n" he said as if he needed to remind you. as if the word of 'the flower girl' would have made you forget who you truly were but the truth was you never did any of this for that name you only did it for your own peace of mind. So you could feel safe without those who had done nothing other than hurt people. "wanna talk?" he asked leaning forward. "Sure, what about?" you asked dumbly. "are there more?" he asked. you shrugged "not sure what your going on about". "the murders" he said. you gasped "murder? well dr.reid i would never murder someone" you say sarcastically then smiling. "you are a pretty man, sunflowers would suit you well" you say leaning back.
sighing, reid stood up walking to you. he couldn't deny that he too found you to be beautiful too much more than he ever expected. Everytime you smiled he just wanted to grab you but he also knew that you were a murder and a cold one at that. Did you have a dark story? yes but you stopped feeling long ago and spencer could see that. He kneeled down to your level searching your eyes for anything he could pull at. Yet all you did was look straight through him. Spencer rolled up his sleeves and that's when he saw it. Lust. A weakness you still had. You watched as he walked out the room and you heard voices in the room next door. Soon the doctor walked back in. going behind you he unlocked your cuffs. you pulled your hands out rubbing your wrist. you turned looking at the tall man confused. "your going to shower before we take you to the station." he said standing in front of you. you stood and lead an arm out "lead the way,doc" you smirked. spencer walked beside you keeping an eye on your movements. as you walked to the back of the house and into what you assumed to be the bathroom the man still followed. "maniditory" he grumbled seeming unpleasant "aww don't wanna see me naked willingly?" you pouted. Reid's cheeks speckled with pink and his mouth opened. stepping forward you pushed up on his chin shutting his mouth.
You walked in, reid closing the door behind you. You started to strip and reid turned around immediately. "what never seen a girl naked before" you sarcastically said but as your comment was met with silence you tilted your head "doc, you have had sex before right?" you asked. "shut up" he grumbled "just shower" he said shifting his feet. you laughed lightly but god hs innocence just made you want to destroy him so much more. stepping into the shower washing the dried blood that was both yours and your last victims off your body and out your hair. washing off quickly, you stepped out and dried off putting on the new pair of clothes that miraculously appeared "where-" you started to ask "morgan gave them to me" he said still facing the wall. you nod and put them on "you can turn around pretty boy" you said and he did such. so obedient. spencer walked out you following after. as you saw the front door open you were pulled in the opposite direction and slammed to a wall with a hand covering your mouth. looking up you saw spencer with a finger over his mouth telling you to shush. you looked at him confused but listened. he peaked around the corner and nodded to the back door. you gave him a look of understanding and he headed to the door, you following behind.
As you walked out into the humid fall air you turned to reid and he grabbed your hand and started running. you ran with him weirdly trusting that he wasn't about to drag you to the station. You two ran hand in hand for what felt like 30 minutes. Soon he took you under a bridge. "why?" you asked. "I think you can help me" he said. you searched his eyes for any sign of lying or deception but there was none. "who?" you asked "my father." he said. you looked him over seeing the light scars on his arm which you assumed had come from his job but maybe you were wrong. "my name, my first name, is spencer" he put his hand out. you shook his hand "well you know mine" you said with a smirk. "This mean I can't call you pretty boy anymore?" you tilted your head. "oh love, you can call me whatever you want" spencer smirked back at you.
You liked this new side of this man. you nodded "do you know where I can find him?" you asked. he nodded "yes I do but hes in vegas" he said. "I can hot wire a plane or jet if you can find me one" you said. "I can get you one" spencer said knowing that no one watches the jet and even if there was he still had his badge. "this does mean i kinda of need a 'bang bang' of some kind" you said nodding. rolling his eyes at your way of saying gun he handed you a glock. you smile looking it over. "aaand a 'stabby stab' you smile. he hands you a small knife and you sigh at how small it is "take it or leave it" he says. you take it grumbling.
"come on" he says walking off. you chase after him. "sooo have you always been rouge or was it just me ooo or did you find out i killed my dad and your daddy issues just tingled at the idea of him being dead or-" "it was you" that wasn't what you expected. You wondered how far you could push him. you ran up to him and walked in pace with him "what?" he asked. "wheeere we goin" you asked skipping. "to the bau's jet" he said looking you over. "ooo naughty boy" you said. spencer shook his head as the two continued walking.
Finally after 40 minutes or having to listen to your rambling and random questions you two finally arrived at the parking of the jet. you turn to spencer smiling "ill be back" you say. soon spencer hears voices and as he started to walk over there was a sound and two thuds. turning the corner spencer saw the two dead pilots and you with blood over your hands. you turned to spencer smiling. 'they got in the way. move them somewhere would you, pretty boy?" spencer looked at the dead bodies and while he expected to be afraid or uncomfortable he strangely felt...like he adored the women before him. He did as told and moved the bodies. and while doing that the jet suddenly turned on. spencer got on and went into the cockpit seeing you sitting in the pilot seat. "didn't even have to hot wire it" you said hitting the keys. spencer rolled his eyes and wiped the blood from his hands on his clothes.
sitting next to you spencer watched as you pressed some buttons and suddenly you two were in the air. "soooo how do we get to vegas?" you asked. spencer blinked at you "you don't know how to get there?" you shrugged "I figured we'd figure it out or you'd know like a sixth sense" spencer sighed. he searched for a map and eventually found one. "that way" he pointed as you swerved the jet sending spencer almost out of his seat. "jesus fuck" he said holding on. "do you....know how to fly a jet?" he asked. you looked over with a face that gave him his answer. "to be fair i usually did the hot wiring and then someone else did the flying part."
spencer sighed hoping he made it out alive. "ok come on keep with the instructions" and he did the ride was silent with you trying yo not crash especially while landing and spencer doing the last thing he expected and praying to any god out there that he doesn't die. Soon you two hopped out the jet you skipped to spencer "lead the way, pretty boy" you said bouncing on your feet. You had a plan to make sure he stays loyal to you and only you. Spencer and you walked eventually reaching a house. By now the sun was rising and the colors lit up the sky making this moment so much more beautiful. spencer knocked and soon an older man who looked similar to spencer answered the door.
"Son-" the man spoke and you shoved in covering the mans mouth. spencer closed the door behind you. you felt the man fighting back and you grabbed your gun smacking his head making the older man fall to the ground. "help me bring him to the couch." you said grabbing his arms while spencer grabbed his legs. you two layed the man down on the couch. You put your hand out "cuffs" you stated. he handed them to you effortlessly and you cuffed the older man. "could use those later" you smirked. spencer lightly laughed. you found a washcloth and stuff it in the man's mouth. you two waited until he woke up. "so what exactly did he do?" you asked. you saw spencers eyes change. "what did yours do?" he asked. you scoffed "you already know" you said. it was true he did know it was all in your file and what wasn't was seen in how you acted around men in power, especially when you were around morgan. "he would drink to try and deal with my mom but then he'd hit me or try to hit my mom, left me to have to help my mom, he would leave me without food if i disobeyed him." spencer listed. you could see the anger and pain and fear of the memories in his eyes.
You two hear grumbling in the room next to you. you both walk into the living room seeing spencers father slowly wake up. you slap him "wakey wakey asshole" you say. his eyes snap open as he panics looking between you and his son. "so i hear you like to hit kids and women. does it make you feel like a man? does it get you off huh? make you feel as if this tiny little dick isn't so small" you say gliding your knife up his thigh. you slice his upper thigh smiling at his squirming. turning to spencer you see his eyes flicker between anger and....lust? turning to you you hand him the knife. "go on" you nod. spencer looks at you then at his father. "be free" you whisper in his ear. free. that word sounded too beautiful. staring at his father who was shaking his head crying. "oh your crying now huh? where were those tears when you left me for hours with mom while you got drunk?". stab. "where were the tears when you starved me?". stab. "where were those tears when you hit me till i was a bloody mess". stab. "WHERE WAS MY FATHER?!". stab, stab, stab. soon spencer stopped. he was covered in blood and his father laid limp full of stab wounds.
He turned to you who had also been hit with blood. "your free, spencer" that was the first time you said his name. Spencer didn't know if it was the adrenaline of killing or finally feeling free but he launched towards you smashing his lips to yours. you kissed back stronger. his hands touched your body as yours touched his. pulling away you smiled "your free baby" he smiled against your lips. "free" he whispered. soon sirens were heard. you rolled your eyes. "we gotta go" he said. soon smashing at the door was heard. you grabbed spencer pulling him out the house. as you two ran hand in hand. you felt free too. Like you had found someone who you trusted. someone who you adored. someone who you wanted to spend forever with. As you two stopped running you fell to the ground in the field of flowers. "We did it!" you launched up. "you and me baby together forever running the crime world" you said smiling you hugged him and kissed him. "Follow me baby" you said grabbing his hand. Truth was you knew how to get to vegas, you'd flown here so often you just wanted to be sure he'd help you he'd stay loyal. pulling him into a field of every type of flower you lifted your hands. "welcome to my grave" you smiled. you twirled away from him. "we'll bury your father here once those stupid-" as you turned you saw spencer holding a gun at you. Tears fell from his face. "I'm sorry" he whispered. soon footsteps were heard all around you. "y/n y/l/n you have the right to remain silent." in a state of shock and betrayal you let the agents arrest you.
Once again a man you trusted a man you saw a forever with betrayed you. A man who had too much power. a man who you let in a man who helped you betrayed you. As they took you to the station you sat in silence. As the court ruled you guilty and you saw those hazel eyes up in the stand stating how you had admitted to the murders. How they had found all the bodies. you sat in silence. As they made you change into the jumpsuit and forced you into a cell you were silent. For years you were silent.
Spencer sat in his apartment looking over at the knife and gun you once held and he had killed with. The BAU accepted him back stating it was an undercover and the murder was simply insanity and her being able to manipulate so well. As the tv was on he heard the thing he feared. Spencer head the door open and the voice he didn't wanna hear. "I'm back, pretty boy".
Summary: Tony remains distant creating suspicion on bucky's end. Steve,bucky,and y/ns relationship continues to grow
Warnings: Angst...a lot...but also fluffffff !!!!!!!!!
Pairings: Tony x reader, Stucky x reader
Notes: HOLY CRAP I started this legit 2 months ago and just.....never finished it I'm so sorry. I'm in school and life is just chaotic rn so i'll try to post more often but no promises I'm so sorry to those who have waited for fuckig ever for this.
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Maybe this meeting wouldnt have been so awkard had tony not confessed and you werent dating two of the men who had to give the meeting a long side tony. No not maybe it definetly wouldnt have been as awkward. Steve stood next to tony talking about the next mission and who would be with who. you of course were more there to stay up to date on what was going on.
Tony was doing all in his will power to avoid looking at you and instead staring at the wall as if it was mona lisa and bucky being the oblivious boy he is simply stared starry eyed at his boyfriend being all leader like and smiling at you his beautful girlfriend who he adored even as you sat there wishing you could melt into the floor.
When it was bucky's turn to speak it was also steves turn to stare lovingly at you and bucky. as bucky called the meeting to an end tony basically sprinted out the room. “well he's in a rush huh?” said natasha with a small laugh as she left. bucky simply looked confused at the door then turned to you to which you replied with a hopefully convincing shrug and look of confusion too.
“such a weird guy” steve rolled his eyes “hey loves i need to get my bag ready i'll meet y'all in the living room?” steve asked. you and bucky nodded and with that steve left the room. “still no word on the tony ignoring us situation?” bucky asked. you shook your head “no i've tried but no luck” you said with a half convincing voice. you hated lying to bucky hell your almost glad you got pregnant because you don't know how you'd keep the secret of sleeping with tony from bucky for the rest of your life.
Bucky gave you a strange look but shrugged “i can always try” bucky suggested “NO!” you yelled. you cleared your throat “i mean no just uhm let him have his space” nice save. you internally rolled your eyes at yourself as you could see bucky's suspicious “alright if you say so” bucky eventually replied. You nodded standing up and walking out. You walked into Steve's room wrapping your arms around his waist your head leaning on his back. "When ae you gonna tell him?" Steve asked. "About?" You questioned. "Tony's in love with you" he said. You awkwardly chuckled "whaa" you said pulling away. Steve turned to face you "I know tony I know how he is when he has feelings for someone" he said finishing packing.
You sighed. "After I deal with it and it become a funny joke and not a mess where bucky will murder tony and you have to protect bucky and in turn I lose the father of my child." You grumbled. Steve nodded understandingly. He knew you truly needed Tony in your life its why you hoped so badly everything would go over smoothly between bucky and him. You also needed bucky though he was the man you love and that now included steve. you sighed laying down on steves bed. steve laid next to you. "I wont say anything as long as this doesn't hurt anyone keeping it a secret." he looked over at you. you nodded "'I'll work on it. promise" you said lifting your pinky. steve wrappy his around yours before holding your hand. he turned onto his side using his arm as support and using his other hand to touch your face. you hummed closing your eyes. you felt steves lips hover yours and you leaned in kissing him softly. You loved having your boys together but sometimes you needed these one on one moments.
You heard a knock and saw bucky walk in. "hey nat said we gotta go like...now" he said looking at his two lovers. "you sighed as steve pulled away. "how long?" you asked "couple weeks, max." bucky said. "Tony is staying behind maybe you can try to talk to him while we're gone" bucky said. oh if only he knew....but your glad he didn't. you nodded and stood up kissing them both longingly. "don't die" you said. steve laughed "we'll try" he said and they both left. you sat in steve's room wishing you could escape this place with them and make sure they're safe. looking down at your stomach your hand slid over it. you stood up walking out and to your room. sitting on your bed you dozed off.
you woke up to a pitch black room. looking over at the clock the number 7.45 blinked at you. you sat up and walked out of your room. ever since you got pregnant you were sleeping all day and only sometimes at night. grabbing a glass of water you thought over your pregnancy which led to you thinking of tony. He said he'd still be a father but how can he be a dad when he can't even look at you or speak to you? how will he be at the ultrasounds if he can't even spend 20 minutes in a room with you and bucky without bolting the second he can. you put away the glass and walked to tony's room. going inside you saw tony on his bed curled up. you sat next to him combing your fingers through his hair. he stirred before his eyes fluttered open looking up at you. you started to panic before he realized it was you. "sorry" you whispered. "everything ok? the baby ok?" he asked sitting up. you nodded "everyone's fine i just...needed to talk to you." your voice was soft.
"y/n-" he started. "no i need to talk. I need you in my life ok not just because we're having a kid together but also because what we went through up there together was...brutal and something only you and I can understand. We were not close before I knew that but we are now and i can't lose someone i just got to know. Please tony. Dont leave" you said as tears fell down your eyes. tony wiped your tears. "I'm still here baby I just need to figure out my feelings before I can go back to being around you all the time. Don't cry i'll always be here i'm not leaving you i just need to fix myself." he said stroking your cheek. Tears still fell. tony sighed. laying down he lifted the other side. "lay with me" he said. you slid down next to him and he pulled you into him. "im sorry..for all of this" he said sighing. "There was two of us" you say. you hate how everyone blamed tony alone and even he blamed himself as if you were forced into this or something. " I know but i mean with all of this not just our kid" he said. our kid. god that sounded weird coming from tony. you still couldn't believe you were pregnant and not just that but with tonys kid. "tony...how is this going to work?" you asked. "i don't know but i'll make it work just rest,love"you closed your eyes curling into tony's side. you knew he loved you you knew he'd be a father but god if you weren't terrified of how this was going to be.
You awoke to the cold completely alone. you opened your eyes to see tony was gone. stretching your body you sat up walking out of his room. walking into the kitchen you saw tony look up at you before looking down immediately and leaving. so i guess we're back to this. you sighed grabbing a glass of juice walking to the living room. no. you weren't going to let him shut you off for weeks again and especially not after whatever last night was. you place down your drink before storming after tony. you slammed him into the wall. "hey asshole!" you yell. "jesus y/n" he groaned. "what the fuck is wrong with you no seriously what is wrong with you that you can act like a complete sweetheart, swearing you'll be there for me and this kid that by the way your the father of in case that hasn't clicked yet," you smack the side of his head "and then you just completely ignore me when the sun rises." you shove him back as he tries to push past you. "I'm trying to stop loving you y/n ok i know im his father i'm not a dumbass i will be there for him and i'll be there for you but god if i keep letting things like last night happen i'm going to fuck up your life so much worse!" he yelled back at you. "I don't care if you love me-" you started before someone else spoke.
"I do." bucky said standing in the hallway. fuck. when did they get here. you turned to see bucky standing with a very pissed look and steve behind him looking ready for whatever comes. everyone else stood in shock a distance away. "crap" you mumbled.
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Summary: History always repeats itself even if not exactly it always comes back
Pairing: Unsub!reader x spencer
Warnings:Angst (to all hell), some really messed up crap, abuse, murder, dirty talk.
Notes: I was going through it when i wrote this so just a heads up this is.....dark.
You shouldve kept running. Sleep should've been a last priority but after having had already not slept for 2 days you felt as if you would rather get caught than keep going, and maybe that's why you are where you are. You sat cuffed to the chair in the abandoned house you had found while running from the two agents who are currently staring down at you. One a tall muscular man, but the one who caught your attention was the other tall man with messy curls and a light scruff. Yea maybe it helped he currently held the keys for the cuffs on you and yea flirting with him could give you an advantage but god did he make it easy.
"well pretty boys whatcha gonna do with me now?" you asked tilting your head to the side with a smirk. "we'll sit here waiting for the rest to show up unless you wanna start talking now" the muscular man asked starting a staring contest with you. He was too used to getting his way, he expected you to shiver or show any sign of fear but you wouldn't dare let a man so used to breaking others down break you too. you shook your head with a nonchalant face. "i think I'm good but if the pretty one there wants something i may give it to him" you said looking back to the curly haired man. "morgan" the man who filled your desires nodded to the other side of the room.
they whispered something about something and next thing you knew the man known as morgan left the kitchen leaving you and the curly haired man alone. He sat in front of you "my name is dr.reid" he introduced himself. reid. such a beautiful name. you wondered what it would sound like on the news as all the people spoke of him. you didn't know if you wanted the man dead or to help you kill more. He would look so beautiful with blood all down his face. or even with his face between your legs. but he would also look so beautiful laying eyes closed to never open as you laid him in a field of flowers.
"your name is y/n y/l/n" he said as if he needed to remind you. as if the word of 'the flower girl' would have made you forget who you truly were but the truth was you never did any of this for that name you only did it for your own peace of mind. So you could feel safe without those who had done nothing other than hurt people. "wanna talk?" he asked leaning forward. "Sure, what about?" you asked dumbly. "are there more?" he asked. you shrugged "not sure what your going on about". "the murders" he said. you gasped "murder? well dr.reid i would never murder someone" you say sarcastically then smiling. "you are a pretty man, sunflowers would suit you well" you say leaning back.
sighing, reid stood up walking to you. he couldn't deny that he too found you to be beautiful too much more than he ever expected. Everytime you smiled he just wanted to grab you but he also knew that you were a murder and a cold one at that. Did you have a dark story? yes but you stopped feeling long ago and spencer could see that. He kneeled down to your level searching your eyes for anything he could pull at. Yet all you did was look straight through him. Spencer rolled up his sleeves and that's when he saw it. Lust. A weakness you still had. You watched as he walked out the room and you heard voices in the room next door. Soon the doctor walked back in. going behind you he unlocked your cuffs. you pulled your hands out rubbing your wrist. you turned looking at the tall man confused. "your going to shower before we take you to the station." he said standing in front of you. you stood and lead an arm out "lead the way,doc" you smirked. spencer walked beside you keeping an eye on your movements. as you walked to the back of the house and into what you assumed to be the bathroom the man still followed. "maniditory" he grumbled seeming unpleasant "aww don't wanna see me naked willingly?" you pouted. Reid's cheeks speckled with pink and his mouth opened. stepping forward you pushed up on his chin shutting his mouth.
You walked in, reid closing the door behind you. You started to strip and reid turned around immediately. "what never seen a girl naked before" you sarcastically said but as your comment was met with silence you tilted your head "doc, you have had sex before right?" you asked. "shut up" he grumbled "just shower" he said shifting his feet. you laughed lightly but god hs innocence just made you want to destroy him so much more. stepping into the shower washing the dried blood that was both yours and your last victims off your body and out your hair. washing off quickly, you stepped out and dried off putting on the new pair of clothes that miraculously appeared "where-" you started to ask "morgan gave them to me" he said still facing the wall. you nod and put them on "you can turn around pretty boy" you said and he did such. so obedient. spencer walked out you following after. as you saw the front door open you were pulled in the opposite direction and slammed to a wall with a hand covering your mouth. looking up you saw spencer with a finger over his mouth telling you to shush. you looked at him confused but listened. he peaked around the corner and nodded to the back door. you gave him a look of understanding and he headed to the door, you following behind.
As you walked out into the humid fall air you turned to reid and he grabbed your hand and started running. you ran with him weirdly trusting that he wasn't about to drag you to the station. You two ran hand in hand for what felt like 30 minutes. Soon he took you under a bridge. "why?" you asked. "I think you can help me" he said. you searched his eyes for any sign of lying or deception but there was none. "who?" you asked "my father." he said. you looked him over seeing the light scars on his arm which you assumed had come from his job but maybe you were wrong. "my name, my first name, is spencer" he put his hand out. you shook his hand "well you know mine" you said with a smirk. "This mean I can't call you pretty boy anymore?" you tilted your head. "oh love, you can call me whatever you want" spencer smirked back at you.
You liked this new side of this man. you nodded "do you know where I can find him?" you asked. he nodded "yes I do but hes in vegas" he said. "I can hot wire a plane or jet if you can find me one" you said. "I can get you one" spencer said knowing that no one watches the jet and even if there was he still had his badge. "this does mean i kinda of need a 'bang bang' of some kind" you said nodding. rolling his eyes at your way of saying gun he handed you a glock. you smile looking it over. "aaand a 'stabby stab' you smile. he hands you a small knife and you sigh at how small it is "take it or leave it" he says. you take it grumbling.
"come on" he says walking off. you chase after him. "sooo have you always been rouge or was it just me ooo or did you find out i killed my dad and your daddy issues just tingled at the idea of him being dead or-" "it was you" that wasn't what you expected. You wondered how far you could push him. you ran up to him and walked in pace with him "what?" he asked. "wheeere we goin" you asked skipping. "to the bau's jet" he said looking you over. "ooo naughty boy" you said. spencer shook his head as the two continued walking.
Finally after 40 minutes or having to listen to your rambling and random questions you two finally arrived at the parking of the jet. you turn to spencer smiling "ill be back" you say. soon spencer hears voices and as he started to walk over there was a sound and two thuds. turning the corner spencer saw the two dead pilots and you with blood over your hands. you turned to spencer smiling. 'they got in the way. move them somewhere would you, pretty boy?" spencer looked at the dead bodies and while he expected to be afraid or uncomfortable he strangely felt...like he adored the women before him. He did as told and moved the bodies. and while doing that the jet suddenly turned on. spencer got on and went into the cockpit seeing you sitting in the pilot seat. "didn't even have to hot wire it" you said hitting the keys. spencer rolled his eyes and wiped the blood from his hands on his clothes.
sitting next to you spencer watched as you pressed some buttons and suddenly you two were in the air. "soooo how do we get to vegas?" you asked. spencer blinked at you "you don't know how to get there?" you shrugged "I figured we'd figure it out or you'd know like a sixth sense" spencer sighed. he searched for a map and eventually found one. "that way" he pointed as you swerved the jet sending spencer almost out of his seat. "jesus fuck" he said holding on. "do you....know how to fly a jet?" he asked. you looked over with a face that gave him his answer. "to be fair i usually did the hot wiring and then someone else did the flying part."
spencer sighed hoping he made it out alive. "ok come on keep with the instructions" and he did the ride was silent with you trying yo not crash especially while landing and spencer doing the last thing he expected and praying to any god out there that he doesn't die. Soon you two hopped out the jet you skipped to spencer "lead the way, pretty boy" you said bouncing on your feet. You had a plan to make sure he stays loyal to you and only you. Spencer and you walked eventually reaching a house. By now the sun was rising and the colors lit up the sky making this moment so much more beautiful. spencer knocked and soon an older man who looked similar to spencer answered the door.
"Son-" the man spoke and you shoved in covering the mans mouth. spencer closed the door behind you. you felt the man fighting back and you grabbed your gun smacking his head making the older man fall to the ground. "help me bring him to the couch." you said grabbing his arms while spencer grabbed his legs. you two layed the man down on the couch. You put your hand out "cuffs" you stated. he handed them to you effortlessly and you cuffed the older man. "could use those later" you smirked. spencer lightly laughed. you found a washcloth and stuff it in the man's mouth. you two waited until he woke up. "so what exactly did he do?" you asked. you saw spencers eyes change. "what did yours do?" he asked. you scoffed "you already know" you said. it was true he did know it was all in your file and what wasn't was seen in how you acted around men in power, especially when you were around morgan. "he would drink to try and deal with my mom but then he'd hit me or try to hit my mom, left me to have to help my mom, he would leave me without food if i disobeyed him." spencer listed. you could see the anger and pain and fear of the memories in his eyes.
You two hear grumbling in the room next to you. you both walk into the living room seeing spencers father slowly wake up. you slap him "wakey wakey asshole" you say. his eyes snap open as he panics looking between you and his son. "so i hear you like to hit kids and women. does it make you feel like a man? does it get you off huh? make you feel as if this tiny little dick isn't so small" you say gliding your knife up his thigh. you slice his upper thigh smiling at his squirming. turning to spencer you see his eyes flicker between anger and....lust? turning to you you hand him the knife. "go on" you nod. spencer looks at you then at his father. "be free" you whisper in his ear. free. that word sounded too beautiful. staring at his father who was shaking his head crying. "oh your crying now huh? where were those tears when you left me for hours with mom while you got drunk?". stab. "where were the tears when you starved me?". stab. "where were those tears when you hit me till i was a bloody mess". stab. "WHERE WAS MY FATHER?!". stab, stab, stab. soon spencer stopped. he was covered in blood and his father laid limp full of stab wounds.
He turned to you who had also been hit with blood. "your free, spencer" that was the first time you said his name. Spencer didn't know if it was the adrenaline of killing or finally feeling free but he launched towards you smashing his lips to yours. you kissed back stronger. his hands touched your body as yours touched his. pulling away you smiled "your free baby" he smiled against your lips. "free" he whispered. soon sirens were heard. you rolled your eyes. "we gotta go" he said. soon smashing at the door was heard. you grabbed spencer pulling him out the house. as you two ran hand in hand. you felt free too. Like you had found someone who you trusted. someone who you adored. someone who you wanted to spend forever with. As you two stopped running you fell to the ground in the field of flowers. "We did it!" you launched up. "you and me baby together forever running the crime world" you said smiling you hugged him and kissed him. "Follow me baby" you said grabbing his hand. Truth was you knew how to get to vegas, you'd flown here so often you just wanted to be sure he'd help you he'd stay loyal. pulling him into a field of every type of flower you lifted your hands. "welcome to my grave" you smiled. you twirled away from him. "we'll bury your father here once those stupid-" as you turned you saw spencer holding a gun at you. Tears fell from his face. "I'm sorry" he whispered. soon footsteps were heard all around you. "y/n y/l/n you have the right to remain silent." in a state of shock and betrayal you let the agents arrest you.
Once again a man you trusted a man you saw a forever with betrayed you. A man who had too much power. a man who you let in a man who helped you betrayed you. As they took you to the station you sat in silence. As the court ruled you guilty and you saw those hazel eyes up in the stand stating how you had admitted to the murders. How they had found all the bodies. you sat in silence. As they made you change into the jumpsuit and forced you into a cell you were silent. For years you were silent.
Spencer sat in his apartment looking over at the knife and gun you once held and he had killed with. The BAU accepted him back stating it was an undercover and the murder was simply insanity and her being able to manipulate so well. As the tv was on he heard the thing he feared. Spencer head the door open and the voice he didn't wanna hear. "I'm back, pretty boy".
notes: pfft I'm so sorry I haven't updated any of my stories in like 2 months I just hit a wall with most of my stories
You haven't been sleeping well these past few days. Loki had decided to take a vow of silence. After the first day you came, he's been silent. Thor said sometimes Loki would do that when his mother took his toys away, his way of pouting. So today you had a plan. You walked down to the cells holding the large box of books from Earth.
Seeing Loki sitting and reading some book he looked up and back down. "ok Loki you wanna play? let's play." you sat next to the cell putting the box down. you pulled one of the books out, harry potter and the sorcerer's stone.
"you speak. you get this book. don't even have to get all personal just answer some questions." loki poked his head up examining the book in your hand and placed his down. he nodded before shrugging. "great. your here because of new york obviously. whd you do it?" it was a simple question. why would he hurt all those people. loki stood up and crouched next to you "because i wanted to" he put his hand out. you shrugged a deal was a deal. you handed him the book.
"why'd you do it?" you knew he was lying. You could see it in his face. "because i love the sounds of you pitiful mortals screams" hand out. Next book.
"why'd you do it?'
"because you need a ruler who better than I?"
hand out
next book
"why'd you do it?"
"because your kind are weak without those like me"
hand out
next book
"why," you said more sternly. "don't bullshit me Loki ok because the last thing you said to me is still true. That I know was true. You said you still hear their screams I assume that'd be the victims of new york. why'd you do it?" you asked again. Loki smirked at you "whos to say I didn't just say that to screw with your. little. head."
he was right. who was to say. except you could see it maybe he tried to act cocky and tough but when he said that. it was true. he was traumatized by his own actions. "because when you lie you smirk or smile after but the truth....oh baby boy the truth hurts like a bitch. now you may be able to control the words that exit your mouth but you can not control your bodys instincts." you said with a smile. loki tilted his chin up before sitting back down and reading his book.
you rolled your eyes starting to walk away. "you humans always assume if we dont talk you must leave" loki said. you turned back to him. he was still reading but at least this meant he hadnt stopped speaking again. you sat back down at the wall. "has odin stopped giving you the ability to come in?" "no" "well then"
loki put down the book and looked up at you. you walked into the cell. "i am a god. Someone who claims to be above all and yet....a gem could take control of my every fear and movement" loki scoffed. you were confused, had the scypher managed to control loki as it had the others.
"Then why didnt you stop? Thor had snapped you out of the 'trance' many times why didnt you stop then?" You sat down at a table. Loki looked around the room. His face darker. Saddened. But in the end he simply shrugged. "Guess cause im just and eveil god who wants power" he said with a small smile yet the tone was sarcastic.
You knew of lokis past. His adoption the lies and so forth. Did he truly believe that those around him hate him so much that he just....became the villain he thinks they see him as. Are you questioning the wrong god. Should you be going after odin?
You shook your head of the thoughts. You werr there not to attack those who caused the actions but to find out why the attacker did it so the avengers can be prepared simply based on background.
You stood up walking out of the cell but leaving the box of books. "Your books" loki yelled to you. "There yours now" you said walking upstairs.
Notes: this will be the final chapter thatll have the swearing warning btw also sorry storys are coming out so slow once i get my laptoo they should come out faster
You woke up and walked to Bucky's room. Slowly opening it you saw steve and Bucky in bed. You gave a soft smiling leaning on the doorway looking at them. You saw steve stir before looking around in a small panic.
Walking over you grabbed his arm he looked at you grabbing your arm and calmed down. "Hey" he whispered. You sat next to him and laid your head on his chest his arm pulled you closer.
It was nice being so close to him. You've always cared for him and seen him as your best friend and someone you would die for but to be this close to him not only in the literal sense but emotionally too was amazing.
not long after bucy woke up and turned to see you two. he gave a soft smile before sitting up. "hey" bucky rubbed his eyes. you and steve sat up you scooted to the middle between the two. "see you two had a sleepover" you smiled. bucky tensed up "i'm sorry i would've gone to get you but i wasn't sure-" you put your finger on his lips. "sh babe its ok were all allowed to do things without one another" you looked at both the boys.
"so what...are we?" steve asked. "whatever you want to be" you shrugged. steve looked at bucky,bucky looked at you, you looked at them both. "i mean i think yesterday went well" steve shrugged. you and bucky nodded. "so should we just call it official?" you asked. "thats ok with me" bucky said. "me too" steve agreed.
So that was that you three were together. steve smiled at you before leaning down. you smiled up at him, your boyfriend. he kissed you softly it was nice and he tasted like mint strangely.
you felt a soft kiss on your neck now those lips you knew. bucky's lips moved down your neck. a soft moan escaped your lips against steves lips. steves hands slide down to your hips bucky's hands moved up under your shirt and squeezed your breast.
you pulled from steve out of breath and releasing a soft out of breath moan. steve puts his forehead against yours he smirks down at you. bucky pulls away looking at steve and you. you turn seeing bucky's face. like he finally realized what was going on. you turn kissing his neck to calm him. his eyes shut and soft whimpers escape. you grab steves shirt behind you tugging him to bucky.
bucky looks down at his best friend. the man he loved more than he ever realized. this beautiful man who he cared for more than ever the man he wanted to hold in his arms. slowly he leaned down his lips ghosted over bucky's allowing bucky to push the rest. you pulled away watching the two men in your life be closer than ever. bucky opened his eyes slightly before closing them again. he sat up on his knees and kissed steve. his arms wrapped around steves and he scooted closer. bucky never knew he needed this he never knew that this is everything to him not just steve but you and steve.
steve pulled on bucky's thighs pulling him onto his lap. Bucky let go looking down at steve he just stared down at him. bucky looked at you and smiled. looking back at steve he kissed his neck you moved behind bucky pushing up his shirt bucky pulled away throwing the shirt off. bucky turn to you and leaned down kissing you deeply. steve kissed bucky's neck your hands went up and down bucky's chest.
Bucky started to move to you but you put your hand up to stop him. you pulled away "you two just...do you" you said moving away from them. steve and bucky looked at one another before kissing again. bucky's hips started to move and steve's hands moved to his hips soft moans and groans were released from them both. your thighs clenched. bucky lifted steves shirt pulling it away and throwing it. Bucky looked over steve's body and touched over examining every part of his body.
buckys pushed steve down leaning down kissing down his body. soft bites down his torso. you shifted and removed your shirt. bucky looked over at you looking over your body. bucky looked back down at his best friend steves eyes were gentle. bucky's hands reached down to steve's jeans "i-is this ok?" bucky shyly asked. steve looked over bucky the man he's known basically his whole life. He felt scared. "yes" steve whispered. bucky unbuttoned steve's pants pulling them down and throwing them elsewhere.
you slipped your pants off throwing them elsewhere. bucky leaned down kissing between stevs thighs soft bites being made. bucky's dog tags dragged along steve's body. steves breath was heavy. steve sat up leaning back on his elbows watching bucky's lips slow reach his underwear.
you slipped your underwear off you teased yourself. bucky looked up at steve sliding his underwear off. bucky grabbed the base of steves cock. bucky leaned down giving long slits to the slit. you let out soft mewls as your fingers rubbed your clit. steve moaned watching you touch yourself while feeling bucky's touch. bucky's headed went down his tongue circling steves cock. your fingers slid inside of you your other hand still playing with your clit. your moans made bucky go faster and steve's moans while watching you only made you go faster.
steve gripped bucky's hair looking down he let out louder moans. your finger bent in you and loud moans escaped. steve lifted bucky's head. bucky looked nervous and concerned. steve sat up kissing his lips softly. "its ok baby but i want her on my face now" steve said turning to you. you removed your fingers and moved to him. you got on top of him hovering. steve pulled your hips down tongue moving inside of you. loud moans escaped. bucky moved and kissed you soft "this ok?" he whispered. you smiled gently "of course my love" you breathed out. bucky moved back down grabbing steves cock again he bobbed back down. spit covered his lips and steve's dick.
steves moans made you moan making bucky go faster. your head was back and moans escaped. soon you felt the tightening wave in your stomach and so did steve. steves tongue flicked over your clit and that was it. a loud moan excited and bucky's throat closed around steves cock. steve grabbed bucky's hair quickly puling him off before cuming all over his own chest. loud moans exiting him making you fall over from the sensitivity.
you moved off of steve before laying flat on your back on the bed. steve's eyes were closed as he caught his breath. he felt fingers slide across his chest. slightly opening his eyes he saw bucky's fingers covered in his cum enter his mouth. steve sat up grabbing his face pulling him into a deep but soft kiss. "you my love are amazing" steve gave a soft smile.
steve looked at you and you closed eyes and soft breathing. "is she asleep?" bucky asked. "not sure" steve whispered. "im awake" you mumbled. steve stood up picking you up and moving to the bathroom bucky following behind. steve sat you down and turned the water on a warm. steve got behind you and bucky behind him. steve washed you off as bucky washed steve off. after bucky dried you off and you went to bed taking a nap. bucky and steve sat out in the living room. "so" steve started. bucky layed down on steves lap "that was new" bucky gave a small chuckle. steve nodded "I-I liked it" steve looked away nervously. bucky grabbed steves chib titling it down he leaned up kissing steves lips gently "me too" he whispered and smiled. steve smiled "so this is real...we're real" steve said but also...asked. "yes we are" bucky smiled.
the two boys never expected they'd end up here end up together. bucky knew he loved steve sense his last night with him in their hometown. steve knew sense he thought he lossed bucky. they each spent those separate occasions falling apart. steve knew he loved this man when bucky fell and steve spent that night trying to get drunk. when he couldn't he threw the bottle at the wall collapsing to the floor crying. that night he uttered the words "I love you james barnes" to no one but himself. when bucky was forced away and he expected never to see him again he did get drunk and looked through all their pictures together before running halfway to steve's house before he drunkenly fell somewhere in the forest in the shortcut on the way. he looked at the stars thinking how the beautiful twinkle reminded him of the shine in steve's eyes whenever he was happy. On that night bucky drunkenly uttered "steve rodgers my love my life id have married you someday if i could have just stayed."
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