Celia

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i didn't even know..

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Violet Heart

I wonder often than not, yet my heart already does; foolish as it maybe, it knows what it wants.

Will it be okay to trust you?

I wonder if you think you know me; if you observe me.

I hope you do; for that is what I crave for– to be understood, to be seen, to be heard.

I, the person who is always talked over, have gotten my tongue tied, lips sealed;

how can I get my words out?

I am a open book, please read me, skim through me; I wish you would.

I wish I had those caramel eyes that you admire and be in awe of, I wish I had silky hair that I could braid the way you like; I wish you would look at me in awe and admire me. I wish.

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The Ocean.

it shall happen as fate wishes for it,

my resolves are sand castles and your are ocean waves.

they make a mess of my heart as you wash over me.

you decorate me in seashells and drown me in your blues.

you leave a mark as you go, I shall await your return.

as without you, I turn into dust.

I wonder, I did exist before you; yet you've become so special to my existence.

even ocean dries up, earth splits.

I'm afraid, can I build another sandcastle named "forever" and be at your mercy to not wash it away?

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All I ever wanted was to be loved.