Tw Ed And Other Stuff

Active July 2021, she/it, 18 yrs old, read pinned <3

[xximsotiredxx]

NOT PRO ANA ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I love everyone <3 pls block, don't report!!!!! But also I GENUINELY love everyone, ur all welcome in my asks and messages :)

[ararexic]

they’re a 10 but they’re on edtumbr in 2022

[ch0ccy-v1sc3ra-deactivated20220]

I wonder if Ed Sheeran knows he has a cult of starving kids in Tumblr

[xximsotiredxx]

It's my 18th birthday!!! My friends put candles in 10 calorie jelly instead of cake which was honestly so sweet I could cry.

[xximsotiredxx]

Halfway thru a two week fast 🤪 Imma binge crazy when I finish I already know

[bpdgotmelike]

does anyone else get tired of how repetitive they are? i just feel like i’m going in circles and circles talking about how i feel and what has caused me to feel that way but have no power to break the cycle. i’m tired of being tired. i just wish something would change.

[gvnes-deactivated20230523]

if this aint me

[beautifuldarkmind]

BPD culture is getting worked up to the point of becoming physically ill (throwing up/stomach issues etc) because you felt rejected/abandoned by your favourite person

[panickingwithswag-deactivated20]

being on tumblr feels like a fever dream istg

[xximsotiredxx]

Btw I'm genuinely attracted to ppl with stomachs that are not stick thin flat and like it just feel so comfortable and pretty and hot and like ik I wanna hv like the flattest stomach and all this shit but genuinely it's so attractive when ppl r not the skinniest idk am I making sense

[xximsotiredxx]

I hate having breakdowns abt my fp i always feel so bad

[bpdcrybaby213]

Getting better is a lie. Who the fuck actually recovered from BPD?? I read that some people recover and don't even fit the criteria for BPD anymore. How the fuck?! You must have a huge support system and they must never hate you. I'm alone all the time and left to destroy myself. Shit doesn't get better. It's all a lie. People are liars. And this life is a cruel joke. People pretend. And I don't trust anyone. I'm going to destroy myself quietly and they won't even know. Nobody checks on me. Nobody ever tries to save me anymore.

[bpdcrybaby213]

You loved me yesterday. And you don't today. I can feel it. Your words changed. Your tone changed. You said that's not true. I don't believe you. My brain tells me it's true. And now you're mad at me and don't want to talk to me the rest of the night. My brain was right like always.

[shapeshiftingsinner]

Splitting! A guide from someone with BPD:

1: *Trigger happens*

2: *incomplete anxiety thoughts start to come in droves*

3: *split:everything is bad-this is all my/your fault- I want to die- I want to fight- self harm or violence if provoked further, delusional thinking related to past experiences, sometimes partial or full amnesia depending on emotional severity*

4: *slowly word vomit becomes more and more existential and less about topic at hand?*

5: *reach numb phase where I am just existentially depressed and self aware*

6: *pass out in emotional exhaustion*

7: *wake up basically anew, situation is less of an issue, have forgotten majority of it except how I felt before I snapped*

[rottingtrouble-child]

my friend: *makes new friend*

brain: this is the start. one day they’re gonna be gone. you’re watching everyone leave you and move on like you’re nothing and you can’t do anything about it.

me: oh fuck sakes guess we’re doing this again

[sapphroses]

happy pride month lesbians i love being a lesbian and loving lesbians

[xximsotiredxx]

I had one fist of pasta after 9 days of fasting and went suicidal can someone pls get rid of my ed I hate this