Not this mind & not this heart I won't rot

You taught me the courage of stars before you left, how light carries on endlessly, even after death. With shortness of breath you explained the infinite, how rare and beautiful it is to even exist. I couldn’t help but ask for you to say it all again, I tried to write it down but I could never find a pen. I’d give anything to hear you say it one more time, that the universe was made just to be seen by my eyes. With shortness of breath, I’ll explain the infinite. How rare and beautiful it truly is that we exist.

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poop

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i cleaned the “likes” i had on this blog and let me tell you one thing

i started from the bottom, meaning i just spent the past hour looking at the posts i liked three years ago, when i first joined tumblr and when i was in the middle of depression and self harm. so, of course, most of the posts i liked back then were about those things

and you know what

most of the blogs that reblogged or posted those stuff three years ago, now write positive and helpful things on their blogs. i saw a lot of them writing in their description that they’re recovering, i saw a lot of cute selfies and laughter in the tags of a funny post

some of them are art blogs now, some of them are fandom blogs, some of them are humor blogs. most of the sad, depressed people that i followed years ago, now dedicate their blogs to something that makes them happy

three years ago i liked the post of a girl who said she wanted to kill herself. now, of course, i checked out her blog scared that she might have actually done it, but i found out she is alive and that she had a baby. she is the mother of a gorgeous little kid despite everything and i’m so happy for her (i might have cried when i saw the photos)

and i’m not saying those people now are absolutely 10000% totally fine no problems at all, because i know how difficult it is to deal with depression, and maybe yes it’s just a stupid blog on a dumb website, but i know change when i see it, i saw it in myself just now, while confronting the things i felt years ago and the things i feel now

so guys, please, don’t ever lose hope

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hey my mom's bf made this amazing video of Hannibal and you should watch it because it's literally beautiful yknow

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me and my mom watched Hannibal together today and she got so emotional about hannigram (since its pretty much absolutely canon tbh) she kept saying "they don't just love each other, they BELONG to each other" it was so beautiful everything is so beautiful

[king-joaquin]

[deanncastiel]

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The Dean Winchester Graphics Challenge | jaemelannister vs harmedean prompt: Dean + character of choice Charlie

[ikonicgif]

The cast of ‘Orange is the New Black’ for Essence Magazine

[ang-el-ic-deactivated20160605]

I’m looking at the muses from Hercules 

[thenorthern-girl]

[melaninwonderwoman]

How police treat An unarmed 14YrOld girl vs. armed bikers whose actions led to 9 deaths.

[zenpencils]

FRIDA KAHLO: Strange Like Me

[bbq-summerdaddy-deactivated2018]

Clap your hands if you’re actually low key mentally ill as fuck and can hardly handle anything and you feeling like no one actually likes you at all and all you wanna do is sleep your life away

[yeahiwasintheshit]

fox news blurs picasso

[rosworms-is-shadowbanned]

The bunker is protected by all sorts of spells and blah blah…. but just kick the door down. Yeah.

[boazpriestly]

Fucking this!

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and btw i’m starting a petition to call this spn season “dean looks at himself in mirrors and sam doesn't have plot: let’s clear out all the shit we did in the past seasons as best as we can and let's do it quick so we can smash plot in like 5 episodes out of 23″

[prokopetz]

It just kills me when writers create franchises where like 95% of the speaking roles are male, then get morally offended that all of the popular ships are gay. It’s like, what did they expect?

[veteratorianvillainy]

#friendly reminder that I once put my statistics degree to good use and did some calculations about ship ratios#and yes considering the gender ratios of characters#the prevalence of gay ships is completely predictable (via sarahtonin42)

[cheepx2]

#whenever I think “why don’t I ship enough yuri???” I remember#oh right#there’s not nearly enough female characters that interact with eachother enough in most series

actual same, because even if there are ENOUGH female chars, are they as well written/fleshed out/have as large a presence as the male chars? Chances are preeeettty slim.

Also why whenever I find characters I want to cosplay, they are like, all dudes, because, same thing.

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also i dyed my hair blue and i feel like a goddess nbd

[teesadutta]

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