2018/6/12 Goal
I want to prove myself by N2(7/1).
I always think that a positive affection would not drag you down but put yourself to another high level. I thought my bestie thinks so, too, but it seems I m wrong.
So my heart is broken into pieces. Fell apart.
Yes, I know when a girl who doesn't have any relationship before got a boyfriend, how excited would the girl be. I can tell that my bestie is trying hard to hide her true emotion from me, becuz she is afraid to hurt me or piss me off.
She knew that I don't like a girl who live for guys. She also knew that she is being like that. But she said, "I don't think there is sth wrong, but also nothing right, though."
Alright, I understood it. I UNDERSTOOD that love is like a drug. It would make you addicted to it without knowing.
Once you tries to leave it, you'll feel pain, loss, upset. Feeling like you are nothing without it.
Therefore, in order to prove that my viewpoint is right. I think I have to make a challenge.
1. N2 pass
2. Lose weight
3. Manage fanpage, keep drawing
I have to collect myself and get back to the happy and vivid life that I used to live.
I want to feel myself with energy again!
I think maybe that's the best way to wake up my friend. Do it! Show them you are right.
If you want to get someone back or agree with your point, just do it! Show them you are living better and better! NOT LIKE YOU!
