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19 𝜗𝜚 She/Her @diormoon - writing acc

[thepazziarchives]

I need about a million Jessica Sheperd fan fics dropped in my inbox RIGHT NOW

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you might have better luck posting in the tags for those involved in the fic. e.g someone on the azzi or paige tags aren’t typically interested in reading a Bella fic whereas those in other tags would

I posted In all the tags I write for at the moment. 🤷‍♀️ I used all the Bella tags too. The tags I choose to use aren’t the reason my fic isn’t showing up in tags, idk why it’s not but I can promise that using the Paige tag on a Bella fic wasn’t the reason.

And also it was a Bueckers!reader fic btw…

[yailtsv]

It’s still not posting in tags but if you want a Bella Hines x UConn!bueckers!reader, here you go

[diormoon]

HUSKIES OR TIGERS - b.hines

- LSU!Bella Hines x UConn!GF!Bueckers!Reader

- A KK live turns into a conjoined live with the three biggest jokesters. The media figures out that the huskies and tigers aren't that big of rivals because of two certain players.

- No warnings, just fluff.

Today was long. You had a long, tiring, and painful practice starting at 6 a.m. Then, multiple hour-long classes. All you really wanted to do was go back to your dorm, shower, get in bed, and then call your long-distance girlfriend who you haven’t really spoken to today. 

— But walking into your dorm and hearing yelling, you knew you weren’t going to get what you wanted: peace and quiet. 

“Nah, nah, nah, huskies are better!” You heard KK’s loud, cheery voice yelling at someone, making you just sigh. With her around, there will be no peace and quiet, just yelling and chaos. 

You don’t listen to the voice you hear from her phone, barely even paying attention to the conversation, just trying to make your way to your room without being noticed by your very loud teammate — which did not work in your favor. 

“Y/NNNN!! YOU’RE BACK!!! COME SAY HI TO THE LIVE!” You sigh. You can either go say hi and be stuck in the live for the next hour because one thing about KK is she loves her lives and she loves having her teammates with her, or you could just go to your room, but KK will start bugging you.

“I’m tired, KK.” She dramatically pouts. “You don’t have to stay, just come say hi.” She “whispers” to you. 

Before you can say anything, her phone speaks again. “Hi, Y/N!” Was that Grace and Bella? What are they doing on the phone with KK? 

KK just smirks. “You wanna come say hi now?” You sigh again. “Give me a minute to clean up and change. I’ve been wearing this since practice.” KK nods excitedly and goes back to her phone, relaying the message to the live and Bella and Grace. 

You ignore the rest of what she says and just walk to your room, closing the door behind you and immediately leaning against it — taking a breather. After a minute or so, you pull yourself off the door and head to the small bathroom to get a quick shower. 

After the shower, you put on your body lotion and do your skin care routine before getting dressed in cotton shorts and Bella’s black SP5DER hoodie that she left the last time she was here — it still smells like her even though she hasn’t worn it in so long, making you just relax into the hoodie. It feels like you're getting one of her hugs even though she’s in Louisiana and you're in Connecticut. 

You miss her, you wish it wasn’t the most chaotic time in basketball season so you could fly out to Louisiana and see her, but it unfortunately is and you won’t be able to see her until April. That fact makes your mood go down more. You just wanna hug your girlfriend. 

“Y/N, I KNOW YOU’RE HIDING FROM THE LIVE! COME OUT HERE!” KK yells through your bedroom door, making you come back to reality and sigh. You quickly put your hair in a messy bun and put your slides on before exiting your room after grabbing your phone. 

“There she is! Finally!” KK says dramatically to the live, making you roll your eyes, “hi live,” you say before you're even in shot of the camera, sitting down on the couch beside KK. 

“Hi Grace and Bella,” you say once you sit on the couch and see them, “what took you forever? You hiding from us?” Grace asks while Bella just is looking at you, “you? Yes.” Grace just opens her mouth in fake disbelief, but before she said anything else, KK screams “WE SHOULD DO A TALENT SHOW.” 

You cover your ears and glare at her, “have you ever heard of indoor voices? I think your elementary teachers failed at teaching you that.” Bella and Grace laugh while KK stares at you in disbelief. 

“We’re doing a talent show. I don’t care what you say.” KK says while grabbing the phone and looking through the requests. 

“All of these people have pictures of your sister as their pfp or have you.” KK says to you, while you just shrug because what are you supposed to say to that? 

User34: Didn’t Bella say in her last live that she let her girl borrow her SP5DER hoodie….

User12: Is that Bella’s hoodie y/n’s wearing? 

User67: Oh my god, are y/n and Bella dating???

“Alright! I’ve picked someone!” Kk says while letting the screen load. Kk doesn’t notice the comments at first, but once she looks at them, she immediately mutes her phone and puts her hand up by her mouth so people can’t lip-read.

“Hey, they noticed your hoodie. They are guessing about you and Bella.” Kk warns you, pulling your eyes from your phone to look at Kk, then look at the comments and see all of them guessing about your relationship. 

Bella and Grace are looking at something on Bella’s phone, so they don’t notice yet. 

You nod in response to Kk and stand up, walking back to your room while Kk unmutes herself and welcomes the girl that’s on the live now. 

“Alright, y/n will be back in a second. What’s your talent?” 

“I’m gonna sing before he cheats by Carrie Underwood!” The girl says happily. 

“Alright, go ahead.” Kk says while Grace and Bella turn back to the live and pay attention, but it’s obvious that Bella is more focused on her phone because she keeps typing. 

Bella 🏀💞(y/n’s contact name for her) 

Where’d you go? I wanna see you 😩

My wife 🏀💞(Bella’s contact name for y/n) 

Changing. I didn’t know you said you let someone borrow your hoodie, and they’re putting it together that I have it. 

Bella 🏀💞

You’re good. Leave it on if you want. I don’t mind. 

My wife 🏀💞

I thought we were gonna be private? Do you wanna be public? 

Bella 🏀💞

I’m fine with whatever as long as you're with me. 

You smile a little at her text before walking out of your room at the same time as the girl asks Kk, Grace, and Bella to rate her singing.

“10/10” Kk says already looking through the other requests, but looking up as soon as she hears your door and making a confused face once she sees you still in the hoodie.

You just shake your head at her and then head to the kitchen, getting a bag of chips, and then making your way back to the couch. 

User12: SHE’S BACK AND STILL WEARING IT!!!!

User55: The hoodie 🥹🥹🥹

User34: I can’t believe this is real!! Who would have thought Bella and Y/n would be a thing? 

User66: I never thought we would see the day of a husky and tiger live???? Like hello??? My two worlds have collided.

You all see the comments but everyone just ignores them for now, knowing that when you and Bella are ready you’ll address it. 

“This person said “I never thought we would see the day of a husky and tiger live, like hello??” Kk started reading, “always expect the unexpected in women’s college basketball my friend.” The four of you chuckle at that, knowing that before you and Bella, a husky x tiger live would never happen. 

My wife 🏀💞

I miss you ☹️

Bella 🏀💞

I miss you more. We still going to Dallas together during off season? 

My wife 🏀💞

As far as I know yes. But if we don’t go to Dallas we’re going somewhere else, I wanna spend time with you. 

Bella smiles at her phone while reading that, making her the spotlight, “oooooo who got you smiling over there?” Kk yells through the camera, knowing it was you but wanting to cause a little bit of drama, Grace laughs and starts playing along with kk, trying to read over Bella’s shoulder. 

“If you must know,” she says dramatically, “it’s my wife” she just smiles, not caring about the live anymore.

Grace and KK scream like it’s the end of the world while you and Bella are just laughing at the chaos they’re creating. 

User45: Is this Bella and Y/n confirming they’re together?? 

User89: User45 they’re just laughing at their teammates….

“Why are you guys acting like the world just ended?” Bella says laughing, “cause it did.” KK and Grace both say making them both say “JINX YOU OWE ME A COKE” 

If you were to describe KK and Grace as a pair, it would obviously be two peas in a pod. They don’t seem like the people to get along with each other, and actually before you and Bella, they never once interacted even with their jobs with overtime, but now? They’re the best of friends. 

They are always talking, whether it’s texting, calling, on live, Instagram stories, etc., they are doing it. They’re like evil twins. They’re always wanting to know the drama, and if they already know it, they want to tease it —aka what they’re doing now on live. 

Eventually though, things start to calm down. You told the live you had homework to do, so you left to go to your room. About 20 minutes later, Bella said she would be right back to the live and then never came back. Grace and KK stayed on the live for another 25 minutes before they ultimately decided to end the live. 

When they were off, they didn’t tease you and Bella for leaving the live to go to your respective rooms to FaceTime like they normally do. They both know today was a lot for the both of you, and they also know how much you guys miss each other and hate the distance, so instead, they both just let you guys have a peaceful call with each other tonight, but trust, tomorrow will not be as peaceful as today.

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New post that’s not showing up in tags yay me!

[yailtsv]

can u pretty pleaseeeeee give us some jessica sheperd smut! she tewwwwwww fine!!!

I can do fluff definitely just give me something, but smut I’m really bad at it so I stoped writing it lmao

[lacebcws]

&&&. paige bueckers x young!milf!oc

⌗ EVERYTHING ˳ᐟ ─── ⸝⸝ ❝ never been good at trusting, but there's something 'bout you i'm in love with. / i put that on everything, feels like a forever thing. ❞

summary. having raised a baby as a single teen mom, it was hard for aaliyah to let people in. not only for her own peace, but for her baby's as well. unfortunately for her, paige was perfect in every way. includes. 2k words.

a/n. hii !!! this is my very first post so gimme a lil grace...hope y'all enjoyy😚😚😚

𝓝o matter how many times Aaliyah took her baby girl to the doctor, it never got easier seeing those tears pour from her big, round eyes when it was time for her shot.

It was a necessary evil, keeping Taylor safe from all the scary things her tiny immune system couldn't handle. That didn't make Aaliyah feel any less guilty.

Which is why, after every appointment, she'd take her daughter out for the whole day. They'd get whatever Taylor wanted for lunch and dinner, going shopping at a ridiculous amount of stores between the two meals.

Aaliyah knew spoiling her rotten wasn't the best way to handle those situations. But the way Taylor's chunky cheeks would puff out extra when she smiled big was the woman's favorite sight to see. Her baby in general was her favorite sight to see.

So by the time they got home, both of Aaliyah’s arms were loaded with colorful shopping bags, two gripped tightly in each hand. Taylor waddled beside her with a new stuffed animal tucked under her arm, an ice cream cone she would have two licks of clutched in a tiny fist.

Adjusting the bags digging painfully into her fingers, Aaliyah nudged the door shut with her hip. Almost immediately, Taylor left her in the dust, running to the kitchen where she heard Paige's rustling.

"Paigey!"

"There's my girl," Paige cooed warmly.

Taylor’s giggles echoed through the apartment, followed by the familiar sound of Paige's exaggerated groan as she lifted her up with ease.

Aaliyah smiled to herself.

Cute, per usual. But even better, a distraction.

She quickly began tiptoeing toward the stairs with her mountain of bags, trying not to let any of them crinkle too loudly. If she could just get everything upstairs before Paige saw—

“Hey, baby, I set Tay up in her highchair for din-" Paige froze.

Aaliyah winced. Then slowly, painfully slowly, she turned around.

Paige stood in the kitchen doorway with her eyebrows raised and arms crossed over her chest. Her eyes were focused on the absurd amount of shopping bags hanging from Aaliyah’s body. “Aaliyah…”

She wobbled under the weight of the bags, nearly tipping sideways before catching herself at the last second with an embarrassed huff. The blonde pressed her lips together, trying not to laugh.

Aaliyah gave her the world’s most pathetic pout, slowly padding over. "I did it again,” she admitted quietly.

“I see that, mama.” Paige majority of the bags from her hands before nodding toward the pretty massive pile still dangling from Aaliyah's wrists. “What’d we talk about last time?”

She sighed dramatically, eyes dropping to the floor. "…Tay loves me no matter what.”

Paige gave her a nod of approval. “Good girl." Paige’s expression softened immediately, beckoning her over with a bend of her pointer finger.

Taylor would’ve loved the day just the same if she and Aaliyah came home empty-handed. She loved her mom for bedtime cuddles and forehead kisses and car karaoke. Not shopping sprees. Though, she deeply appreciated those too—I mean, what four year old wouldn't?

Aaliyah lifted her eyes as she shuffled over to her, lips poking out just a little more in silent request when she stopped in front of her.

Paige snorted, shaking her head as her mouth stretched into that gummy smile Aaliyah loved so much. “You so spoiled."

The brunette stepped closer. “M’not..." She tilted her head with a spark in her eyes.

"Mhm," Paige lifted her chin slightly, staring down at Aaliyah in a way that had her pressing her thighs together subconsciously. "Not askin' to be rewarded for spending allat' money?"

Aaliyah shrugged weakly, giving the Bueckers woman a dimply smile. “There was a sale..."

Paige stepped closer, sliding one hand around Aaliyah’s waist while the other squished both her cheeks together. "Lucky y'so fuckin' cute." Then she leaned down and pecked Aaliyah’s pout once.

Twice.

Three times.

Aaliyah melted immediately, hands curling into Paige’s shirt. The kisses began to linger, each time longer than the next, until Paige was smiling against her mouth.

Aaliyah felt her hand slide from her waist to the back of her neck, tilting her head up how she liked and pulling her closer while her thumb brushed softly against her jaw. Aaliyah whimpered into it a little before blinking herself back to reality.

“Dinner,” she mumbled weakly against Paige’s lips.

Paige didn’t even open her eyes, licking her lips as she murmured, "You’re my dinner," and attempted to pull her back in.

Aaliyah burst out laughing, shoving lightly at her chest. "And yet, I'm the one who needs reprimanding?"

The blonde's nose scrunched up at the big word, "Liy, you know I have no idea what the fuck that means..." She gave her hips a squeeze, shoving her face into the spot between her neck and shoulder. "But, baby, you walked in here looking all guilty and cute with those big eyes. What was I supposed to do?”

“Parent with me?”

Paige finally pulled back enough to meet her eyes. "I dunno... sounds like a lotta' work."

"Oh, please." Aaliyah rolled her eyes playfully. "Tay has her moments, but you know damn well she's better than how you were."

"First of all, rude." Paige scoffed and gave her waist a light pinch, then smiled cheekily, "Second, I wasn't talkin' about Tay...I was talkin' about you."

Aaliyah squealed at the attack, flicking Paige's ear. "Do not play wit' me, Madison."

"Damn, I love it when you talk dirty."

The brunette's eyes widened, mouth opening to correct her; but before she could speak- "Mamaaaaaa!"

Aaliyah bit down on her plump bottom lip and stepped back, taking the blonde's hand as she did so. "Duty calls, baby."

"Bruh." Paige smacked her lips and threw her head back.

There was nothing Aaliyah hated more than when Paige called her that. She rose an eyebrow, giving her the 'mom look'. "Watch yourself."

"Yes, mommy."

꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱

𝓦hen Paige walked into their room after putting Taylor down, she was reminded—once again—why she thanked God every night for blessing her with His most prized possession.

"Goddamn." The blonde swallowed, drinking in the sight of Aaliyah dressed in a matching tank and shorts pj set, with her curls hidden beneath a towel. Her top left little to the imagination, stretching against her tits and hardened nipples. And the shorts, well, they didn't stand a chance. Just like every other pair of bottoms Aaliyah owned.

She met Paige's eyes through the body length mirror, raising an eyebrow and muttering, "You good, baby?"

"Mmcht-" The Bueckers woman threw a hand like, get outta here, and quickly made her way towards her girlfriend. "Am I good?" She mocked, grabbing Aaliyah's waist and whirling her around. "Getcho' ass onna' bed."

Aaliyah smirked. "Thought I didn't deserve a reward for spending allat' money," she teased, using her hands to mimic quotations.

"Now, Aaliyah."

The curlyhead giggled happily, prancing over to their bed. Paige ran her tongue over her bottom lip before biting down on it, watching Aaliyah's cheek clap together as she plopped stomach first onto the plush mattress.

Paige strolled over, hand running over her face as Aaliyah met her gaze from over her shoulder. "Ass up, come on."

Aaliyah complied, plush lips stretching into a smile as she wiggled her hips teasingly.

"Man..." Paige knelt a knee on the edge of the bed, the other keeping her stable as she ran massaged the fat of her ass. "You got me fucked up, Liy. Leavin' me high and dry earlier..." She left a firm smack on her cheek, making Aaliyah squeal. "It's like that?"

"No, Paigey. I-" She cut herself off with a moan, one of Paige's large, calloused hands curving around her throat to lift her up, Aaliyah's back meeting her chest.

Paige nodded with mock sympathy, murmuring a soft, "Mhm," and nudging the tip of her nose against Aaliyah's cheek.

With a slip of her tongue inside of Aaliyah's mouth, Paige's hand slid down her soft belly and under the waistband of her tiny sleep shorts—if you could even call the small bit of fabric that. Aaliyah was quick to wraps her swollen lips around Paige's slippery tongue, gently suckling the pink muscle.

She continued sucking as the blonde began to rub small circles on her clit, their mixed spit shining on the corners of their mouths and messily smeared on Aaliyah's chin.

Without warning, Paige slid not one, but two calloused, ring-clad fingers into Aaliyah's sopping cunt. The curlyhead's lips parted in a silent moan, Paige's doing the same in a mocking, but unfairly sexy manner.

The Bueckers woman slightly tightened her grip on Aaliyah's neck, smiling wide at the loud moan that left her sore lips.

"Careful, mama..." Paige muttered into her girlfriend's neck. She then bit down on the space between there and her collarbone, earning a needy moan from Aaliyah as she wrapped her slick lips around her tongue once more, in a searing kiss. "You tryna' wake up our girl?"

Aaliyah shook her head, feeling that familiar heat building in her belly. "No! No...M'sorry- feels s'good," she uttered, swollen lips pulled into a sorry little pout as Paige nodded knowingly, gently pulling her head to lean against her chest.

"I know, baby. I really do..." Paige bit down harshly on her own bottom lip as she changed the angle her hand was in, allowing her thumb to nudge into Aaliyah's neglected, puckered hole. She chuckled as Aaliyah let out a guttural moan, falling face first into their pillows. "Okay, then."

Her stomach tightened at the intense amount of friction, murmuring almost inaudibly, "Gonna come, daddy."

Paige's eyebrows shot up to her hairline. "Yeah?" She brought her other hand around Aaliyah's front, adding fuel to the fire and abusing her puffy clit. "Gonna make a mess'a my fingers?"

"Yes, yes, yes!" Aaliyah nodded feverishly, shoving her face into the sheets in a sore attempt to hide her needy moans. Hot tears brimmed at her water line, "Fuck- Paigey, please let me."

Earning a knowing laugh from Paige as Aaliyah began to roll her hips, she couldn't help but smile as her top set of teeth sunk into the fat of her bottom lip.

"Mm...fuckin' y'self on my fuckin' fingers like a slut. I'on want anymore a'dat cryin', yeah?" Paige shoved her fingers as deep as possible, stilling them at the hilt and making a sharp squeal leave Aaliyah's sore throat.

"Go 'head, fuck m'hand, mama."

And that was all she needed to continue needily rolling her hips, Paige's warm rings now soaked and sticky as Aaliyah fucked herself into an oblivion.

Her legs shook uncontrollably as she leaked down her girlfriend's wrist, drenching her own inner thighs as her juices slowly pooled beneath her onto their sheets.

Paige slowly pulled her fingers out, laughing when Aaliyah immediately collapsed onto the mattress. Chest filled with pride, she patted two light slaps to her ass. "Damn, bae. Been hiding that you a squirter from me?"

Aaliyah moaned at the hits, glancing at her over her shoulder before rolling her eyes. "Fuck you, Madison."

"I'd let you..." The blonde giggled childishly, gums showing. "But I think you're all outta' gas tonight, baby."

"Paige."

"A'ight, a'ight...m'sorry. I love you." Paige delivered a sweet kiss to Aaliyah's shoulder.

"Love you too...ass."

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𝓵𝐨𝐨𝐤𝓲𝐧𝐠 𝓯𝐨𝐫 𝓶𝐨𝐫𝐞 .ᐣ . . 𓊆ྀི 𝓃𝖺𝗏𝗂. 𝓇𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌. 𝓃𝗈𝗇𝗇𝗂𝖾𝗌. 𓊇ྀི

[yailtsv]

Proof that I’m still writing I just have major writers block 🤗🤗

..also adding off campus guys to my list cause DUH

[yailtsv]

Y’all really know how to suck the fun out of being in a fandom. This fandom is so effing toxic now oh my god.

[yailtsv]

I got a Paige one i can drop

Ok! What’s it about ??

[yailtsv]

Who do you want…. I got a few in the drafts

Bella, Grace, Natasha cloud, Natisha Heideman, Jada Williams, juju, Paige.. anyone, I just need a distraction from everything rn 🥲🙂‍↕️

[yailtsv]

Does anyone have any fluffy fics they can post to keep me from crying myself to sleep tonight?

[yailtsv]

I wish I didn’t lose the Noah Kahan Ticketmaster war 🥲🥲🥲 I wanna see him so baddd

[bxeckersz]

fic drought so bad im reading my OWN fics💔

[yailtsv]

So real 💔💔 I hunted for my own master list and regretted not writing more for ocs I had lmaoo

[yailtsv]

Message to this anon; are you wanting it to be poly? Or do you want reader to have to chose?

[yailtsv]

Fluff reqs for grace?

[luvsolana]

hard launch // grace knox

𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗀: grace x lsu!gymnast!reader

𝗌𝗎𝗆𝗆𝖺𝗋𝗒: you and grace hard launch your relationship.

𝗌𝗈𝗅á𝗇𝖺’𝗌 𝗇𝗈𝗍𝖾𝗌: i honestly hate this, so i’m probably gonna write another grace fic to make up for this.

the hints of you and grace dating start small.

grace is at your first meet of the season, tucked in the stands next to zakiyah. grace posts a picture of her and zakiyah in the stands on her instagram story, then her next story is a video of you sticking your landing with a heart emoji. fans notice, but they brush it off.

then it becomes a pattern.

every meet, she’s there. whether she’s with zakiyah or by herself, she’s there to watch you. always there, recording your whole routine. and the people clock that.

you, on the other hand, you’re courtside at all the home games, wearing her number. when she scores, you’re quick to clap. everyone notices.

when grace posts a lil lip-syncing video, people notice one of your hoodies in the back, laying on the arm of the couch. how do people know it’s yours? because in one of your tiktoks, you had that exact hoodie on.

in most of her tiktoks, there’s always something belonging to you lying around in the background. they notice.

on your page, it’s the same thing. grace is always in the background of your videos. when you’re doing your grwms, you can hear her talking in the background. in some, you’re wearing one of her hoodies.

grace is on live, laid back, showing some thirst traps she made. the chat is going crazy, per usual. she’s smiling. she swipes to the next one… at least she thought she did, but she actually swiped to a picture in her camera roll.

just for a second.

it’s a picture of you lying in between her legs, head leaned on her thigh, her hands in your hair. she swipes off fast.

but it’s obviously not that easy. people like to screen record lives.

the chat starts going crazy: @hoopsluvr22: “hollon, swipe back to that.” @graceknoxglazer2: “who is that?” @ilovewomensbasketball34: “that’s that girl on the gymnastics team!!”

the next day, people are posting the clip from the live, and now people are digging, comparing things, looking at clips, and checking reposts.

and the reposts don’t help you guys’ case.

both of you are reposting the same types of videos: “when you have someone who supports you no matter what,” “having a girlfriend that’s obsessed with you >>>,” “i’m keeping this one private.”

you, grace, and zakiyah are on live… well, not really.

zakiyah is the only one in frame, talking to the chat, answering questions while laughing.

because out of the frame, you’re in grace’s lap.

legs folded over hers, phone in your hand like nothing is happening. grace’s arms are wrapped around your waist, her chin resting on the top of your head.

then suddenly, after zakiyah readjusts her phone, it turns to the side a bit. now you and grace are in frame.

zakiyah freezes for a second before grabbing her phone and ending the live, but that really doesn’t matter.

because people screen record everything.

by the next morning, the clip is everywhere, slowed down, zoomed in, all that.

“wait, so they are together??” “it was so obvious.” “i wonder if they’ll confirm it.”

that same day, grace goes live by herself, and the chat is going crazy, asking if you and her are together. grace ignores all the people asking about it.

later that day, she posts a picture on instagram of you in her lap, her arm wrapped around your waist like she’s not letting you go anywhere.

[yailtsv]

You guys think if I don’t graduate I’ll be fine and won’t die from shame from being the only one in my family to not graduate and the feeling of being behind?

Asking as someone currently having a breakdown about this. I’m 19 and still haven’t graduated high school 🫤