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Oi gente boa noite! Como vocês estão?
Nem sei se vai ter alguém vendo isso, mas faz muito tempo que estou pra aparecer aqui de novo, antes cheia de desculpas, hoje como um desabafo, mas ja escrevi tanta coisa e apaguei, que sei la...
Acho que hoje meus dois mundo colidiram de um jeito não tão legal, e comecei a refletir sobre ser uma jovem fangirl de 25 anos que precisa trabalhar para sobreviver.
Eu sei que faz muito tempo que não apareço por aqui com nada novo, e sei que deixei conteúdos em aberto, mas sinceramente? Infelizmente perdi minha vontade de escrever, e isso também me deixou pra baixo, por que sinto que uma parte importante de quem eu era/sou morreu.
Quando eu paro pra olhar esse blog, eu me lembro das várias ideias que tinha ora praticamente tudo, desde histórias até o design (que por algum acaso, nunca ficou como quis), e hoje eu só venho aqui para ler algumas coisinhas.
Enfim, era literalmente um desabafo, que claramente preciso levar pra minha psico...espero que todas estejam bem! ❤️
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➜ summary: you just moved into a new building, right across from three loud guys. two said sorry and the third couldn’t care less.
pairing: pshx f!reader,wc: 14k words , genre: enemies to lovers ish, neighbor!au, fluff, romcom w: rude jokes, cussing, kissing
The elevator doors swung open, and soon you stepped out into the third floor hallway. You looked like you were moving in, which in your defense…you were. The oversized hoodie slipping off one shoulder, arms hugging a stack of takeout containers and a cactus you had that had pricked you far too many times, but that didn’t matter. You were finally on your own.
Unit 3B. That was you now.
Your keys jingled in your palm as you found the door, nudged it open with one knee, and stepped into the apartment you’d stared at for months on rental listings. It wasn’t huge, but it had a little kitchen with enough space for your mum’s rice cooker, and a balcony that caught the sun in the morning. You spun around in the centre of the room, grinning, almost knocking the cactus you had just placed on the counter in the process.
And by nightfall, the place felt like yours. Your fairy lights were strung up across your living room. Your fridge held exactly a bottle of soda, some tuna you had eaten an hour ago and a bag of unwashed grapes. You lit a vanilla candle, the one your best friend, Jungwon, made you promise to use so you'd remember him… even while being so far apart. But Jungwon hated travelling, so in his mind, you'd basically moved to another continent.
Jungwon dramatically declared, “You’re practically moving to another country.”
“Jungwon, I’m literally a two-hour train ride away.”
“That’s basically Europe.”
You rolled your eyes at the memory, smiling to yourself.
Still, you were glad you’d made the decision to move. Three years ahead of you… of being on your own, of learning to be independent, part-time jobs, and what you hoped…a future incoming relationship. It should be easy. It should be peaceful. It should be—
“DUDE!!!”
A scream ripped through your wall.
It came from the wall to your right, a thin wall nudged between you and your neighbours. You could hear celebrations. A voice shouted, “THAT WAS INSANE!” followed by a loud thump like someone had jumped off the sofa.
You tried ignoring it at first, burying yourself under the blanket like it could block out noise. But 20 minutes in, another screamed “HE’S OFFSIDE, YOU DUMB—” loud enough to rattle the walls, you snapped.
You threw on your hoodie, jammed your feet into slippers, and marched out the front door like you were storming a battlefield. The hallway was dim and quiet, except for the muffled party behind door 3C. You knocked, hard, but polite.
The door creaked open mid-laughter, revealing three guys mid-snack, mid-game.
“Hi,” you said, tight smile. “Sorry to bother you, but… would you mind keeping it down a little? I’ve got a test tomorrow and it’s kinda hard to focus with all the screaming.”
The one with fluffy hair, cute little eyes, nodded immediately. “Shit. Sorry, sorry. Totally our bad.”
Another one, long lashes and a goofy smile, actually winced. “Didn’t realise it was that loud. We’ll keep it down, promise.”
“Are you new here?” the first one asked.
You nodded. “I just moved in today, actually.”
“Oh shit. Mrs Kim moved out?”
“Damn, we’re not getting her kimchi anymore, that’s for sure.”
“We gotta eat those store-bought ones that taste like ass.”
The second boy looked at you again, more focused this time. “Oh right! I’m Jake! It’s great to meet you! I’m sorry it happened under… unfortunate circumstances. But we’ll be quieter!”
“I’m Jay, by the way,” the first one added with a small grin, pushing his hair back.
You nodded, smiling slightly. At least they were nice about it. Well, two out of three, anyway.
You glanced past both of them, eyes landing on the third boy slouched on the couch, still holding the controller, gaze fixed on the paused screen like you weren’t even there. His jaw clenched once. No name. No hello. Just a subtle, annoyed glance in your direction before he looked away again.
Cool. So he hates you. That’s cool with you.
The third guy didn’t say anything. Just glanced at you once, then turned back toward the TV.
“Uh, thanks,” you said, lips tight, already backing away.
You returned to your apartment and for a blessed thirty minutes, it was quiet.
Then someone scored a goal and the wall shook again.
You blinked slowly at your ceiling, arms folded under your head like the weight of your patience was finally starting to crush your ribs. Okay. So that’s how it was going to be. You frowned.
And that was literally… how war started.
The next morning, fuelled by petty vengeance and two hours of sleep, you grabbed your pastel pink sticky notes and wrote:
“Dear 3C, I’ve played FIFA before. It is not that damn fun for you to be out here screaming. Please tone it down. Regards, the zombie in 3B.”
You slapped it on their door. Nothing changed.
And the next day:
“Dear 3C, I can’t sleep. Kindly shut up <3 With love, the girl one more sleepless night away from writing to the landlord. 3B.”
You half expected them to ignore it. Instead, you found your note missing by mid-afternoon. Gone.
For a moment, you felt powerful. Maybe they’d actually listened.
Then 8:43 p.m. hit and someone in 3C scored a goal so loud you swore the bass from their TV made your candle flicker.
Alright. So it was personal now.
You stormed over to their door again, hands on your hips.. It wasn’t that late. You weren’t unreasonable. You believed in joy. In freedom. But right now? Rage was the only thing pumping through your system.
You shuffled down the hall with your bunny slippers slapping against the floor, hair in a claw clip that was giving up. You looked deranged. And for the first time, you were fine with that. You banged on their door.
The door cracked open a second later, revealing Jake blinking like a deer in headlights. His hair was messy. He looked mildly afraid.
“Were… we being loud again?”
You stared at him, deadpan. “Ya think?”
Jake rubbed the back of his neck. “Okay, okay. I’m so sorry. It’s Sunghoon. He keeps saying it’s not that loud and we were mid-tournament and—”
“Tell Sunghoon that his ego’s not the only thing echoing through these walls,” you snapped, arms crossed. “Some of us are trying to study.”
Behind Jake, you heard a familiar scoff followed by a smug voice yelling, “God, she’s so annoying. We were literally whispering.”
You leaned to the side, locking eyes with the third boy slouched on the couch, controller in hand, feet on the coffee table like the world owed him something. He didn’t even pause the game this time.
You didn’t know what it was about his stupidly symmetrical face but your blood boiled.
“Tell this Sunghoon guy…his whispering sounds like a screeching cat,” you said flatly, before spinning on your heel and marching back toward your door when you heard his aggravating voice.
“Tell her she’s overreacting over a couple of friends simply trying to have fun,” Sunghoon fired back from the couch, not even raising his voice.
You turned your head just enough to glare over your shoulder. “Well, tell him, his shirt doesn’t match his fucking pants.”
Jake looked helpless, standing between you both like a middle child caught in a divorce.
And then, with that same bored tone, Sunghoon called out again, “Well, tell her… those slippers are the best thing she’s worn all week.”
You stopped.
Jake sucked in a breath.
You slowly turned, eyes narrowing. “Tell him he wouldn’t know good fashion if it came with a user manual and punched him in his freaking face.”
Sunghoon finally glanced away from the TV, meeting your eyes for the first time that night. His lips curved into the most irritating half-smile you’d ever seen.
“Tell her–”
Jake stepped in between again, hands raised. “Okay! Okay. We’re gonna turn the volume down. Like, way down. Like you can’t even hear us tiptoe. Right, Sunghoon?”
Sunghoon leaned back against the couch and shrugged. “Whatever. I’m not the one annoying my neighbors at 9pm on a Friday night. Get some friends.”
You slammed your door shut.
War was back on.
-
The next morning, your plan was simple. A little petty, sure, but necessary.
You stood outside their door in your pyjamas, holding a fresh pack of neon yellow Post-its since your previous ones were used up by the ongoing Post-It war.The hallway was empty. Your bunny slippers made no sound as you padded up to 3C and stuck the first one of the week dead-centre on the door.
“Dear 3C, just a gentle reminder that FIFA will not feed you, clothe you, or give you money. Kindly shut up. PLEASE. Warmest regards, 3B.”
You smiled to yourself and floated back to your apartment.
That night? For the first time…? Silence. Beautiful, blissful silence. You actually managed to revise two chapters and fall asleep before midnight. You woke up in the morning feeling like a changed woman.
But then you opened your front door.
There, taped neatly to your door, was a blue sticky note with surprisingly neat handwriting.
“Dear 3B, you sound like you narrate your life out loud. – 3C.”
Your jaw dropped.
“Narrate your life out loud?” you muttered. “That’s literally called thinking.”
You marched back into your apartment, flung open your stationery drawer.
“Dear 3C, apologies if my internal monologue disrupted your daily FIFA championship. I only talk to myself because your volume settings make it impossible to hear my own thoughts. With all due respect (and ear damage), 3B."
That afternoon, Jay knocked on your door. You hesitated, then opened it a crack. He was holding a bag of convenience store pancakes in one hand.
“Peace offering,” he said. “Also, I think your notes are hilarious. Jake’s been collecting them. I think he’s making a scrapbook.”
You blinked. “Is this a joke or something?”
Jay shrugged, leaning casually against the doorframe. “No! Honestly, it’s kinda refreshing.”
Jake popped his head in from behind, grinning. “Also, your handwriting’s really neat.”
You opened the door a little wider, cautious then shrugged. “You want some… uh… spaghetti? I made it this morning.”
“Spaghetti?” Jay tilted his head.
You nodded. “Yeah. I usually experiment with food. I’m…uh…in culinary school.”
Jake’s eyes widened. “Wait, so you’re like… a chef?”
“Trying to be.,” you said with a shrug, suddenly a little self-conscious.
They exchanged a quick look before barging in like you'd personally handed them invites at the door.
“That’s so cool,” Jake said, practically bouncing as he flopped onto your beanbag. “I burnt instant noodles last week. Twice.”
Jay wandered deeper into your living room, his gaze landing on the dusty old guitar leaning against your bookshelf. “Dude, check it out! She plays the guitar.”
You rubbed the back of your neck, awkward. “It’s just for fun. I’m not that good.”
“I’m sure you’re great,” Jake said, already chewing through a mouthful of spaghetti he’d somehow found, and served himself in a bowl you didn’t remember offering.
You blinked at him. “Did you just—?”
“Plate was right there,” he said through a mouthful. “I took it as a sign.”
Jay nodded solemnly. “She feeds us and plays guitar. She’s better than Mrs. Kim already.”
You sighed and closed the door behind them. “I’m starting to think Mrs. Kim left because of the three of you.”
In between bites, Jake nodded without hesitation. “I think so too.”
“We can be loud,” Jay added, helping himself to another serving.
“Have you thought of… not being loud?”
“We do,” Jay said. “But then we get loud again.”
You rolled your eyes. “Guys, some of us have school and—”
“We have school too,” Jake chimed in, mouth full.
“Okay… some of us care about sleep.”
Jay perked up. “That’s why we got you this.”
He dug into his hoodie pocket and pulled out a tiny box, dropping it into your hands.
You squinted at it. “What’s this?”
“They’re sleep buds,” he said proudly. “They go in your ears and play white noise and, like… ocean sounds or something. Blocks everything out. Even us.”
You stared at the box, then at them.
“Instead of compromising, you got me gear?”
Jake grinned. “Yeah. We like you. We want you to be able to sleep… through us.”
Jay gave you a thumbs-up. “It’s called adaptation.”
You looked down at the sleep buds in your hands and then back up at the two of them absolutely inhaling your spaghetti like they hadn’t eaten in weeks.
You didn’t know whether to kick them out or thank them.
So you just sighed, defeated. “You guys are the weirdest neighbours I’ve ever had.”
Jake beamed. “Aww. You’re the weirdest too.”
And somehow… the next day… they were back.
You opened the door mid-knock, confused, only to find Jay grinning at you.
“What’s for lunch today, boss?” he asked, already halfway through the doorway.
You blinked. “How’d you know I made something?”
“We could smell it,” Jake said, stepping in right behind him, holding up a comically large spoon. “Smells so good. Brought my big spoon today. Came prepared.”
“Uh… I made chowder?”
Jake’s eyes lit up. “Oh my god, I love chowder.”
Jay had already plopped onto the floor cushion, flipping through your Spotify like he owned your iPad. “What kind? Clam? Corn? Pumpkin? Wait… do people put pumpkin in chowder?”
You stared at them, ladle in hand.
“Corn,” you muttered, shuffling back into the kitchen.
Then the day after that… they came again. At this point, it felt less like a surprise and more like a recurring appointment.
“No fucking way. Kimchi stew? This shit is so good!. Jay, you need to try the beef. It’s so soft. How— how’d you get it so soft? Is this like one of those expensive beef? Wakoo?”
“It’s Wagyu, Jake.” You corrected.
“Wagyu~” He sang.
Jay, already mid-bite, nodded with a full mouth. “Can I havefth thefth reshepee?”
You wiped your hands on a dish towel, leaning against the counter with one brow raised. “Do you guys ever eat in your own apartment?”
Jake didn’t miss a beat. “Not when you cook like this.”
Jay pointed his chopsticks at you like he was making a closing argument in court. “This is technically your fault. You fed us once. That’s basically a binding contract. We’re best friends now. Aren’t we, Jake?”
Jake nodded, mouth full. “Mhmff. Whatever he said.”
You sighed, setting your elbow on the table and dropping your chin into your hand. “If you’re gonna keep doing this, at least wash the dishes after.”
Jake saluted you with his spoon like you were the captain of a very tiny, soup-based army. “Yes, chef.”
You looked at the two of them, one already on his third helping, the other stealing more beef straight from the pot, and shook your head.
This wasn’t how your independent, put-together, college life was supposed to go. You were meant to be focused. The mysterious girl on the third floor who only ever came out for groceries and exams.
But maybe… with the two of them barging in uninvited, eating like they hadn’t seen food in years, and treating your living room like it was theirs…
Maybe you wouldn’t feel so lonely after all.
-
It was 9 p.m. Strangely quiet.
Usually, by now, there’d be at least one goal celebration shaking the walls or someone shouting about a missed penalty. But tonight? Nothing. You didn’t let it bother you. You took it as a win.
The balcony door slid open with a soft scrape. You stepped out into the cool night, cradling your little scissors and spray bottle like sacred tools. Your succulents were arranged in a neat line. A few leaves had started to curl. You knelt down, snipping the dead ends carefully.
You should’ve felt peaceful.
But tonight, something tugged at your chest.
You missed Jungwon. You missed your mom’s mismatched cutlery and the way your dad always forgot he’d already asked about your grades. Maybe even your pet fish, the one that never did much except float around looking confused.
Jay and Jake were friendly, sure. But they weren’t yours. They weren’t part of your before. They didn’t know the town you came from or the versions of you that existed before now.
And even though you thought you’d settled in... even though you were coping...you were lonely.
Without meaning to, you started speaking out loud — just like you always did.
“It’s fine. You’ll do better tomorrow. Tomorrow you won’t feel as lonely,” you said softly as you misted the leaves. “You’ll be stronger. You’re gonna get used to this. You can do it.”
But the lie caught in your throat.
Because you were crying already.
You wiped your cheek with the sleeve of your hoodie, frustrated, betrayed by your own body. You reached for your phone without thinking and hit the contact you swore you wouldn’t keep calling every time you got overwhelmed.
Jungwon answered on the first ring.
“What’s up?” he asked, casual as ever.
“Won…” you breathed out.
There was a pause. Then: “Are you crying?”
“No?”
“I can hear you sniffling, you shit.”
“It’s just—” your voice cracked. “It’s hard. I’m alone all the time. I’ve got no friends. I’ve got no one to talk to. I’m alone, Won.”
“I know,” he said gently. “I know…”
There was a pause. You could hear him shifting in bed, his voice soft and serious now. “But think about it this way, okay? You’re barely in your first month. You’re gonna get used to it. You’re gonna find people. You’re gonna build something here. It just takes time.”
You bit your lip. “You’ll visit if you can, right?”
“I’ll visit,” he promised. “Even if it takes two bloody hours.”
“But you hate traveling.”
“For you, I’d suffer.”
You sniffled. “You’re just saying that so I’ll hang up.”
“You’re right because I’m exhausted from basketball. But also… I love you.”
“Fine,” you mumbled. “I love you too.”
“Chin up. You’re talented and you deserve to be there. You can do this. We’re all counting on you.”
“I know.” You exhaled slowly. “Goodnight, Wonnie.”
“Night.”
You ended the call and sat in silence for a moment, letting the cool night air settle on your skin. The tears had stopped. Your hands still smelled like mint and basil and the faint sweetness of the spray bottle. You stared at your succulents, wondering if they ever got lonely too.
Unbeknownst to you, just a few feet away, out on the connected balcony, hidden by the divider, someone had heard everything.
He hadn’t meant to eavesdrop. He’d stepped out earlier, just needing air, needing quiet, needing to be somewhere still for once. And then he’d heard your voice. The words that were not meant for anyone else.
And for the first time, Sunghoon didn’t roll his eyes or make a sarcastic comment.
He just stood there in the dark, one hand gripping the railing, heart a little heavier than before.
He understood more than you thought.
And somewhere between your tears and Jungwon’s voice, he changed his mind about you.
-
The next few days, there was absolute silence. Maybe the food had finally worked some psychological warfare on Jay and Jake. Maybe it was their way of returning the favour. Either way, you weren’t about to question it.
You were grateful, to say the least.
Because for the past week, you’d been moping around your apartment. Living alone and striking out as an “independent bachelorette” sounded empowering in theory, but in practice? Maybe you weren’t one of those girlies after all…y’know the ones on Instagram who made solitude look like a season of self-discovery instead of a series of breakdowns.
It was Saturday. You’d spent the entire morning in bed watching a Netflix documentary about some guy swindling people on Tinder, surrounded by crumpled tissue and scented candle smoke that had long turned suffocating. You were still in yesterday’s hoodie, blanket tangled around your legs.
Three knocks echoed at the door.
You lifted your head from the pillow with a groan, barely alive. The sound came again.
Dragging yourself across the living room, you cracked the door open just a sliver, just wide enough to peek through but not enough to reveal the disaster that was your face, your hair, or your pride.
“Uh.” The voice was hesitant. Familiar.
You squinted.
Sunghoon.
You blinked. “What are you doing here?” you asked, your voice hoarse from crying and a full night of narrating your own spiral.
“There was a mix-up with the mail,” he said, holding up a small stack of envelopes.
“Oh.” You extended your arm awkwardly through the tiny gap in the door and grabbed the letters. “Thanks.”
There was a pause, “I can see your puffy eyes through the gap.”
You scoffed, immediately pulling the door closer. “You just have to be a smartass about everything, don’t you?”
He shrugged, completely unbothered, hands in the pockets of his hoodie. Still standing there.
“…Are Jake and Jay home?” you asked, trying to sound casual.
His expression twitched, almost amused. “Why? Trying to steal my best friends again or—”
“No,” you deadpanned. “I was just wondering. It’s been… quiet this whole week.”
“They went home to visit their families.”
Oh. Right. Come to think of it, maybe that explained why everything felt extra heavy lately. It was the time of year people usually went home. People surrounded themselves with comfort and familiarity. And here you were, stuck in the city because the train ticket home was just slightly out of budget.
“You didn’t go?” you asked softly.
“Can’t,” he shrugged.
“Oh.”
There was a beat of silence. Then he tilted his head.
“Well,” Sunghoon said slowly, “if you ever need someone to emotionally rejuvenate you by pointing out your hair looks like a rat’s nest, you know where to find me.”
The words came with the usual venom but the message behind them landed differently.
You stared at him through the gap in the door. You couldn’t tell if he was trying to be funny, or… sincere, in his own weird, backhanded way. It was strange. You’d only had three full conversations with the guy. And every single one ended in a WWE tournament.
You narrowed your eyes slightly. “Are you… being nice to me?”
He clicked his tongue. “Don’t ruin it.”
And with that, he turned and walked back.
-
You finally got up.
There was no movie-worthy breakthrough moment. Just the dull ache in your head from crying too much and the feeling that if you shed one more tear, your eyeballs might actually eject themselves from their sockets. So you moved. You stripped your bed, tossed the mountain of tissues into a trash bag, sprayed half a bottle of disinfectant in the air, and opened every window.
Your apartment looked like it had survived an apocalypse, which, to be fair, was accurate. But you scrubbed it back to life.
By the time you were in the kitchen, your eyes were still a little swollen, but you’d pressed them with cool spoons and a sad little compress until you could see straight again. Kind of.
You pulled out ingredients from your fridge one by one, lining them up like you were preparing for war. Slicing, boiling, julienning, stir-frying. The sound of the pan crackling beneath the glass noodles filled the silence of your apartment. It smelled exactly like it did when your mom used to make it.
You plated it in a wide, shallow bowl. It was delicious. Of course it was. You took pride in it. You always had. Jungwon used to tease you, calling your hands “blessed by Gordon Ramsay” like everything you touched turned into comfort food. You’d swat his arm, trying not to smile as he reached for second helpings before you’d even sat down.
You missed him. You missed your family. You missed not having to eat alone on a day like this.
Your eyes drifted to the door.
Would it be stupid? To bring food to Sunghoon? You’d never really done anything kind for him. Most of your interactions were lined with sarcasm and insults. And yet… that one line of his kept replaying in your head, “If you ever need someone to emotionally rejuvenate you by pointing out your hair looks like a rat’s nest, you know where to find me.”
So maybe…maybe he meant it. Or maybe you were just desperate for company and your noodles were starting to get cold.
Before you could talk yourself out of it, you packed the noodles into a clean container, wrapped a rubber band around it, and found yourself standing in front of 3C. Your feet had walked you here without permission. Your hand hovered in the air, ready to knock, but now… you hesitated. You weren’t here to complain. You weren’t here to yell. And that made it harder.
And just before your knuckles could land on the door, it swung open.
Sunghoon stood in front of you, coat already on, scarf looped lazily around his neck. There was a little shine to his hair like he’d styled it, and he looked surprised, mildly confused to find you on his doorstep without any anger evident in your eyes.
“What?” he said, voice dry.
You blinked, staring at him. You’d never really looked at him properly before. Not when he was this put-together. The gel in his hair, the sharp line of his jaw, the way his scarf sat slightly off-center like he’d thrown it on in a rush. You knew he was attractive. You weren’t blind. But seeing him now?
Sunghoon was actually… pretty handsome.
“I—uh—” you stammered.
His eyes narrowed slightly. “Spit it out.”
“I—uh—I made some… stir-fried glass noodles,” you said, stumbling over every syllable. “And I know how much it sucks being alone on a day like this, so I thought… maybe it’d bring you some kind of familiarity. From home, or something.”
You didn’t let yourself overthink it. You shoved the container into his hands, heart pounding.
“Bye,” you mumbled, before immediately turning around and marching back to your apartment like you’d just robbed a bank. The door clicked shut behind you.
You pressed your back to it, eyes wide.
Shit.
Was Sunghoon actually hot?
-
Sunghoon stood in the hallway, unmoving. The container in his hands was warm and he stared down at it for a couple of seconds longer than he probably should’ve.
Jake and Jay had been raving about your cooking for weeks. At first, he thought they were exaggerating. How good could someone’s food be that it made two of the loudest people he knew voluntarily whisper through a FIFA match?
But he’d seen it with his own eyes, Jake silently fist-pumping the air, mouthing “LET’S FUCKING GO” after a goal, and Jay barely reacting as he scored. They even created a rule: first one to speak puts a dollar in the Silence Jar. A literal jar. With money.
Sunghoon didn’t get it.
And he didn’t particularly care to. Not then.
But now, standing in the hallway in his coat and scarf, staring at the gift you shoved into his hands with flushed cheeks, something felt different.
He had been on his way out, actually. There was a bar nearby, nothing special, just a dim-lit spot with quiet music and decent food where no one bothered him. He usually went there whenever Jay and Jake went back home, like they did this time every year. It wasn’t that he didn’t have family—he did. It just wasn’t… warm. They were always busy. Always somewhere else, even when they were in the same room.
He peeled off his scarf, feet dragging a little as he headed back into the apartment, the door clicking shut behind him. He set the container on the kitchen counter, grabbed a pair of chopsticks from the drawer, and opened the lid.
Steam wafted up instantly, sesame oil, soy sauce, garlic, something subtly sweet he couldn’t name. The noodles glistened. They looked homemade. No, they felt homemade.
He picked up a strand and gave it a tentative taste.
His eyes widened before he could even help it.
It was good. Like stupid good. Like how the hell is this girl not running her own restaurant kind of good. Better than anything he would’ve paid for at that bar tonight.
He stood there in silence, chopsticks hovering mid-air, thinking back.
He wasn’t proud of how he’d treated you. Three encounters, three arguments. He remembered each one too clearly. The snark in his voice. The way your expression hardened. The notes on the door.
But it wasn’t really about you.
He hated being called out. Hated being the problem. Maybe it was ego, or maybe it was the way he’d always felt like he had to be put-together or to say the least…controlled. Your presence threw him off. You were loud in a way that was sincere. You didn’t filter your emotions. You wore your annoyance on your sleeve and your feelings on your face.
It irritated him. It also… made him feel something.
And then there was that night on the balcony.
He hadn’t meant to listen. But when he heard your voice cracking through the divider, talking to someone…maybe it was your boyfriend? Your best friend? Whoever it was about how lonely you were, it hit him harder than it should’ve.
Because he got it.
He felt it too.
Being alone in a crowd. Having people around but never really with you. That weight in your chest that didn’t come from sadness exactly…just the absence of warmth.
Sunghoon felt it more often than he cared to admit. He loved Jake and Jay, loved them to pieces. They were the kind of people who filled a room with noise and an energy he couldn’t really place and who made him laugh even when he didn’t want to.
He wanted something more. Something real.
Someone who just… saw him.
He sat at his kitchen counter, staring at the container of glass noodles still warm with steam curling from the lid. He wasn’t usually impulsive. He didn’t do gestures. But maybe tonight called for something a little uncharacteristic.
He stood and reached up, opening the top cupboard where Jake and Jay kept what they called their “emergency date plates.”. The kind of plates you used to impress someone. They only ever brought them out when trying to convince girls they were not, in fact, living in a borderline condemned apartment flat.
He grabbed two.
And then, before he could second guess it, he walked out into the hallway and knocked.
Your door creaked open a few seconds later.
You blinked at him, confused. “What?”
It almost felt like deja vu. Except now, he was you…awkward at the door.
And then it hit him.
He looked at you…like, really looked at you, and for the first time, he realised he’d never actually seen you before.
You were wearing a soft pink sleeveless dress, the fabric loose and falling just above your knees, cinched slightly at the waist. Your hair was tied into a side braid, fringe swept slightly to the side, with a few delicate strands left loose to frame your face. You looked like you belonged in a pastel painting.
Shit.
Were you actually—pretty?
Nope. Nope. Stop that. Sunghoon blinked hard, trying to erase the thought.
Damn it.
You probably had a boyfriend. Someone smart and warm and emotionally available who FaceTimed you every night and wrote you good morning texts. Someone who missed you from back home.
And besides…someone who could cook like you? You could probably bag Jake and Jay at the same time in under a minute if you wanted. Not that you would. But still.
He cleared his throat.
“I, uh…” He held up the plates slightly. “I thought maybe… you could join me?”
He wasn’t good at this. But his voice was steady.
“Only if you want to,” he added, quickly. “I just figured. Y’know. Glass noodles taste better on… plates that aren’t plastic.”
His eyes met yours.
He was trying.
And this time, it was your turn to blink in disbelief.
-
Sunghoon had returned with the container of glass noodles, now a little colder, a little stickier, but still giving off the faint aroma of sesame oil and soy sauce. You’d reheated it and plated it up, slightly embarrassed that the presentation wasn’t what it had been fresh off the stove, but he didn’t seem to care. Or maybe he did, but you couldn’t tell, because for the first five minutes, you didn’t look at each other.
The clink of chopsticks, the occasional scrape of ceramic, and your ceiling fan. It was awkward. You wondered why he even came. Why he asked in the first place, if he was just going to eat in silence.
“So,” you said.
“So,” he said.
You paused.
“You first.”
“No, you—”
“Okay, I’ll go first,” he said, cutting himself off. He cleared his throat and set his chopsticks down. “I—uh—I just wanted to say thanks. For the meal.”
You blinked. “Okay.” You nodded slowly. “You’re… shockingly formal when you’re not pissed.”
“I—” Sunghoon let out a breath and leaned back a little in the chair. “I was never pissed.”
“Mhm,” you hummed, nodding, eyes narrowed. “Sure.”
“I was annoyed, sure. Who likes being called out?”
“I wasn’t trying to call you out,” you said, tilting your head. “But put yourself in my shoes. I have to wake up at stupid o’clock to learn how to make a soufflé or whatever, and meanwhile, I’m treated to surround sound yelling and the occasional ceiling vibration.”
He gave a small shrug. “Well, we haven’t done it in a while.”
“And I’m grateful,” you replied, lips twitching. “Truly.”
“We got a silence jar and everything,” he muttered, almost like he didn’t want to admit it.
Your eyebrows shot up. “A silence jar?”
He nodded. “Yeah. Jay implemented it. He said if we keep it up, we’ll have enough for extra toppings on our next pizza night.”
You burst into laughter, the sound surprising even yourself. It came out light and real, and you covered your mouth halfway through. “That’s… honestly? A decent plan.”
“It can be,” he said with a grin starting to pull at the corner of his mouth. “Until everyone starts trying to play FIFA like it’s an ASMR video.”
“You guys actually whisper?” you asked, incredulous.
“Well, yeah. You told us to.”
“I didn’t think you would listen,” you said, pointing your chopsticks at him.
Sunghoon shrugged again, his eyes dropping to the plate in front of him. “Well… they changed my mind, so.”
He didn’t say what he was really thinking.
That it wasn’t Jake or Jay who changed his mind. It was that night. The way your voice had carried through the gap in the balcony, fragile and cracking. The way you’d said I’m alone, Won like it was something that had been sitting inside you for too long, waiting to spill. He’d realised then maybe he wasn’t just an annoying neighbour to you. Maybe he was part of the problem. Maybe he’d been making things harder for someone who was already trying to hold it all together.
“So…” he said quietly, eyes on his plate, “why are you alone during the holidays anyway?”
“Couldn’t afford a train ticket,” you said eventually. “I mean—I could have, technically. But that’d mean I wouldn’t have enough money left to buy ingredients for my assignments the next few weeks.”
Sunghoon winced. “Oof. That’s rough. Must suck.”
You gave a little shrug. “Yeah. It’s fine though.”
He knew it wasn’t.
There was a pause. He glanced sideways at you.
“If you ever… feel like you need someone to talk to,” he started, voice casual, “you could just knock. I have FIFA.”
You snorted. “Oh, like I’d willingly join that mess.”
“It’s actually really fun.”
“How fun can flinging a ball across a screen with your thumbs be?”
“It is!” he defended, turning fully toward you.
You raised a brow. “I tried once with my friend and it was so boring.”
“That’s ‘cause you weren’t playing it right,” he insisted, already standing up. “Come on. I’ll show you.”
“I’m not playing FIFA with you.”
“Come onnn,” he whined, grabbing your wrist and tugging you lightly toward his door.
“God, this is gonna be so stupid,” you muttered, dragging your feet even as you followed him out.
Inside his apartment, the lights were warm, the couch sunken in like it had been through a war. You sat reluctantly, tucking your knees up as he handed you the controller.
“Alright,” he said, sliding in beside you. “This is you—Team Two. All you have to do is use the left joystick to move, the right one to look around. This button to pass, this one to shoot.”
You blinked. “So many buttons.”
“It’s easy! Just follow what I say.”
“Okay… so now I just—?” You pressed a button and immediately kicked the ball out of bounds.
“No, no—move left. Left.”
“I am moving left!”
He glanced over. Your tongue was sticking out slightly in concentration, eyes squinted, brows furrowed. He chuckled before he could stop himself, quickly looking away.
Then you screamed, “I DID IT! DID I DO IT?!”
He turned back just in time to see you score.
Sunghoon yelled, jumping up. “Yeah! That was it!”
You stared at the screen, jaw dropping. “Holy shit. I’m amazing.”
He looked at you again, this time longer. Your eyes were glowing, still locked on the TV. Your fingers tapped at the buttons like you already got it down. You bit your lip when you were focused, tongue sticking out just slightly when you were thinking.
And you were cute. So fucking cute.
The match picked up pace. Suddenly it was 2–2, and both of you were leaning in like your lives depended on it. You were yelling at the controller. He was shouting advice. At one point, your knees knocked, but neither of you noticed. The room was loud, just your voices and the music from the game and the way your laughter filled every corner of his flat.
Then it happened.
You scored.
You screamed, controller tossed onto the couch, and before Sunghoon could register what was happening, your arms were around his neck, squeezing him tight as you jumped slightly in place.
“I WON! DID YOU SEE THAT?!”
He froze. Your cheek brushed his jaw, your warmth right up against him. His hands hovered midair like he didn’t know whether to hold you back or not.
And then you let go, plopped back onto the couch, and grabbed the controller again like nothing had happened.
Sunghoon didn’t move.
For the first time in what felt like forever, his heartbeat stuttered. Sped up like it had been woken from a long, indifferent sleep.
He sat there, silent, staring at you as you shouted at your pixelated team.
And all he could think was well that…he hadn’t planned on crushing on the new girl based on one single positive interaction.
God, he was so screwed.
-
The next few days passed in a blur of almost-conversations.
You and Sunghoon didn’t talk much. Not like that night. Just a few polite waves across the hallway, a quiet “hey” if you caught the elevator at the same time. Respectful nods. The occasional awkward glance if your eyes met for too long.
And then Jake and Jay came back.
And of course, Jake being Jake, invited himself into your apartment before you could even say no.
“I missed your cooking while I was gone,” he sighed dramatically, sinking into the dining chair like he’d returned from war.
“Well, today’s your lucky day,” you said, flipping through your assignment folder and squinting at the week’s task. “Because for today’s assignment, I’m supposed to…” you paused. “Make a really mean chicken pot pie.”
Jake’s eyes lit up. He clapped his hands, nearly tipping his chair over. “CHICKEN POT PIE?!”
Before you could even blink, he leapt up, yanked your door open, and sprinted into the hallway.
“JAY! IT’S CHICKEN POT PIE!” he yelled like it was a fire drill.
From across the hall, Jay’s voice rang out. “WHAT?! NO WAY!”
And then—another voice joined them.
A quieter one.
“Chicken pot pie?”
You didn’t even have time to react before you were suddenly hosting three grown men in your kitchen, all leaning over your counter.
“Guys,” you said, elbow-deep in flour. “I can’t focus if you’re all staring at me like that.”
“We’re just excited,” Jake grinned, chin in his hands.
“Well don’t be. I’ve never made this before. It might taste like ass.”
“Your hands are basically blessed by Gordon Ramsay,” Jay declared, grabbing a slice of carrot from the cutting board. “It’s impossible for it to taste like ass.”
You laughed, the sound soft and unexpected even to yourself. “Jungwon used to tell me that all the time.”
“Oh he did?” Jay echoed, voice teasing.
Sunghoon stood a few steps back from the others, arms crossed loosely, leaning against your fridge. He hadn’t said much since stepping into your place, but now he watched the three of you.
The way you smiled when Jay made a joke. The way Jake knew where you kept your mixing bowls. The way your eyes sparkled, just slightly, when you laughed about something from home. The way they got it. The way they knew you.
And the way he didn’t.
Sunghoon couldn’t explain it but it made his stomach twist. Tight and strange and uncomfortable.
And then he heard it again.
Jungwon.
Who the hell was Jungwon?
His name sounded too casual. Too affectionate. The kind of name you didn’t just drop without meaning.
Sunghoon didn’t say anything. He just looked down at your countertop, at the flour dusting your hands and the delicate way your fingers shaped the crust, and all he could think was—
Why the fuck did he care so much?
You moved around your kitchen with the kind of ease that made it impossible not to watch. Sunghoon’s eyes were locked on you, the way your hair swayed behind your back as you leaned forward to stir something in the pot, the way your sleeves were pushed up.
His heart pounded harder than it should’ve. He tried to brush it off. Maybe he was just hungry. Maybe it was just the smell of garlic and butter making him lightheaded. That had to be it, right?
Except no.
He hadn’t planned on feeling like this today. Not when he woke up. Not when he brushed his teeth and went on his phone and told himself he’d stay in his apartment. He hadn’t even planned on coming over. And that night the two of you shared noodles? He’d chalked it up to vulnerability. Nighttime feelings. Nothing serious.
But now it was noon. He was awake. Sober. And you were still somehow making his chest tighten just by existing within ten feet of him.
God. He hated having a crush.
He didn’t even realise how lost he looked until Jake spoke up from the side, breaking the spell.
“So, is Jungwon finally coming?”
This guy again.
Sunghoon’s head whipped toward Jake so fast it might’ve snapped his neck.
You perked up at the mention, a smile blooming across your face without even trying. “Yeah! He’s coming in two weeks! I actually told him about you guys. He’s kinda excited to meet you.”
That smile. It wasn’t fake. It wasn’t forced. You looked like someone who meant it. Someone who missed this guy. Someone who talked to him often.
Sunghoon clenched his jaw and looked away, grabbing a water bottle off your counter just to do something with his hands. He twisted the cap a little too hard.
He didn’t know who the hell Jungwon was.
But he already didn’t like him.
“He’s coming over?” Jay asked, his mouth still half-full of pie filling.
“Yeah,” you said casually, brushing a stray hair behind your ear as you peeked into the oven. “He’s staying at my place for the week he’s here.”
Staying at your place?
Sunghoon blinked.
He looked around your apartment, eyes scanning every corner like they were going to magically reveal a hidden guest room. But there wasn’t one. You lived in a studio. Everything was in one space. Your bed, your desk, your kitchen, your couch. Except… there wasn’t even a real couch. Just a throw-covered loveseat that barely seated two.
No air mattress in sight. No hidden folding cot. No suspicious lumpy bags that might hold a spare futon.
Just one bed.
His chest tightened.
Where the hell was Jungwon gonna sleep? With you?
He picked at the label on his water bottle, teeth grinding quietly as he stared down at the floor, like it held answers. It didn’t.
He wasn’t even involved with you. This shouldn’t matter. It shouldn’t bother him.
But it did. In the most uncomfortable, teeth-clenching, mind-racing kind of way.
-
You stood in front of the three boys, arms crossed, heart racing slightly under your apron. The chicken pot pie sat on the table…golden brown crust, just the right amount of bubbling over on the sides, the smell of thyme and butter and garlic filling your apartment.
Jake, Jay, and Sunghoon each took a spoonful at the same time like they’d rehearsed it. You watched them, nervous, scanning their faces.
One by one, their expressions lit up. Jake’s eyes widened, Jay let out a satisfied groan. Well… except Sunghoon. Of course.
He stayed still. Always unreadable. But you caught it. The tiny pause, the way his brows lifted just a fraction. He liked it. He just didn’t show it like the others.
“So—” Jake started.
“Good,” Jay finished, already reaching for more.
Your eyes flicked to Sunghoon. Somehow, his opinion was the one you were waiting on. The one you needed.
“So?” you asked, staring at him.
He blinked. “What?”
“How is it?”
“It’s good,” he said, nodding once, tone flat as ever.
Your smile dropped. You frowned. “Doesn’t seem like it.”
“What? I just said it’s good.”
“No, you said ‘good’ and then frowned and put your spoon down. Usually it’s ‘It’s good,’ then a second bite. Right, boys?”
Jake nodded enthusiastically, chicken still in his mouth. “She’s right.”
“Totally right,” Jay added, already helping himself to more.
Sunghoon rolled his eyes, leaning back slightly. “You’re all being dramatic.”
You scoffed, insulted. “I guess you don’t want seconds then. Tch.”
You clicked your tongue and turned on your heel, storming off toward the kitchen, grumbling under your breath. Your apron fluttered behind you as you moved, and you didn’t look back.
Sunghoon watched your little pout, the way your shoulders stiffened, how you exaggerated every step. He didn’t know why, but he liked your reaction. No, he loved it. He found it ridiculously cute. Too cute, actually. That slight wrinkle in your forehead. The way your voice got higher when you were mad. The tiny stomp in your step.
The moment your back turned, his lips twitched upward.
When lunch ended and the three of them stood by your front door, Jake and Jay turned to hug you dramatically.
“Never move out,” Jake said into your shoulder.
You rolled your eyes. “You’re just saying that because you get free food.”
“And precisely why we don’t want you to move out,” Jay replied, squeezing you once more before the two of them shuffled out, bickering as they made their way into their apartment across the hall.
Sunghoon lingered. Just behind you.
You turned, raising a brow. “Aren’t you leaving?”
He nodded. “Yeah.” He stepped back slowly, hands in his pockets, gaze flicking to the floor before settling back on you. Then he paused. Like he wasn’t sure if he should say what he was about to say.
“The chicken pot pie was good. I think…” he exhaled, voice quieter, “I think it was one of the best things I’ve ever had.”
You blinked, caught off guard.
“It reminded me of home,” he added, eyes still on you now, a little softer than usual. “Not in the way where it’s about the taste or anything… it’s just… you cook like home. If that makes any sense.”
You hadn’t expected that.
Your cheeks flushed immediately. You turned away before he could see it, pretending to fiddle with a dish on the counter, fingers uselessly adjusting an already-clean plate.
“Thank you,” you murmured, voice low, almost shy.
He lingered for a second longer like he wanted to say more. Then he gave a quiet nod and walked out the door.
-
It was raining.
It was only 4 p.m., but the sky had turned an eerie charcoal grey, clouds rolling thick above the city. Thunder cracked so loud you felt it in your chest, and the wind howled between the buildings, slamming against your windows.
You hated this.
You hated how much you still feared storms even at your age. How useless independence felt when you were stuffing tissues in your ears and jamming earmuffs over your head like you were five again. You turned on every single light in your apartment, lamps, fairy lights, even your microwave light and cocooned yourself under your thickest blanket, barely breathing, eyes wide.
Then the whole building shuddered.
The lights flickered.
And then everything went dark.
You screamed.
Your apartment disappeared into a blanket of pitch black, shadows curling up the walls like ink. Your heart pounded. You scrambled up from the couch, tearing off your earmuffs and patting the walls with shaky hands, trying to find a light switch like that would fix anything.
“Shit,” you whispered, voice trembling. “Shit shit shit.”
You fumbled for your phone. A message popped up from your landlord.
“The building is experiencing a temporary blackout due to the storm. Electricity should resume in an hour. Thank you for your patience.”
An hour? Alone? In this? In the dark? Absolutely fucking not.
You jumped at another violent crack of thunder and instantly rushed out into the hallway. Your blanket trailed behind you like a cape. You beelined for the only door you knew.
You knocked. The door swung open almost immediately.
“No time to explain but I’m shitting bricks here,” you said all at once.
It wasn’t Jake or Jay.
It was Sunghoon.
His brows raised. “The thunderstorm?”
You nodded frantically. “Are Jake or Jay here?”
“They’re asleep.” He glanced behind him, then back at you. “But I could… stay with you. If you want. Until it passes.”
You hesitated.
Then thunder cracked again, louder this time, right above your building.
You flinched. “Okay,” you breathed, defeated.
The two of you sat cross-legged on your couch, sharing a single candle as your only source of light. It flickered between you, casting long, warm shadows on the walls.
“Seems like you’re scared of the thunder,” he said gently.
“Well,” you sighed, voice tight. “I’ve been scared of it since I was younger. It just… gets to me.”
He nodded. “It’s okay.”
You noticed it then…the subtle tremble in his shoulders. He was shivering. From the cold, probably. Your heater wasn’t working without electricity, and the apartment was steadily turning into a fridge. You were wrapped up like a burrito, but he’d come in without anything but a hoodie.
Feeling guilty, you shifted toward him and lifted one side of your blanket.
“Uh…” he looked at you like he wasn’t sure if he was being pranked.
“Relax. I can see you shivering like a dog,” you muttered.
“Oh.” He blinked, then grabbed the other end of the blanket and scooted in beside you.
Now under the same blanket, his body heat pressed faintly against yours. You sat side by side, knees pulled to your chests.
And then, in a whisper, he said, “You know…”
You looked over at him, startled by the sudden softness in his voice.
“I know I’m not as close to you as Jay and Jake are,” he said, eyes trained on the candle, “but… you don’t always have to find them for help.”
You blinked. “Huh?”
“I’m saying…” he sighed, eyes flicking up toward you, and then away again. “Never mind.”
“No, what? Just spit it out.”
He exhaled through his nose like it physically hurt to get the words out. “I’m just saying… you could ask me for help too.”
You stared at him, your eyes adjusting to the candlelight flickering between you.
“Oh,” you said softly.
There was a beat of silence. You weren’t really sure what to do with that. But you didn’t want to leave it hanging either.
“I’ll be sure to think of you the next time,” you mumbled, barely louder than the rain still pelting the windows outside.
You felt him nod beside you.
You turned your head slowly, resting your cheek against your knees, eyes drifting toward him. His face was tilted down, lashes long and dark as they blinked now and then, just slow enough for you to notice. His jaw had softened a little. He looked calm, in a way you weren’t used to seeing him.
“Would you rather have a million dollars,” you said suddenly, “or have no problems in the world?”
He blinked, confused for a second, then turned his head toward you. His chin was on his knees now too, and with the two of you curled up in the same blanket, inches apart, it felt almost like whispering under covers at a sleepover.
“What kind of question is that?”
“A good one,” you replied, lips twitching. “So answer it.”
He scoffed a little under his breath. “Uh… maybe no problems in the world?”
“Smart answer. Why?”
He paused, “I think people ruin themselves trying to solve problems that shouldn’t be theirs. If I had no problems, maybe I wouldn’t waste time worrying about all the stuff that doesn’t matter.”
You blinked at him. That was… not the answer you were expecting. It was a good one. Way too good, actually.
“Right,” you said softly, giving him a small nod.
He looked at you for a second longer before his eyes flicked down. “Your turn. Would you rather go back in time or go into the future?”
You puffed your cheeks out, thinking. “Hmm… that’s a toughie.”
Then your eyes widened, the way they always did when you had a lightbulb moment. “Go back in time!”
“Why’s that?”
“So maybe I’d really weigh the pros and cons of moving to a city where I know no one,” you said with a grin, but it faded slightly at the end.
Sunghoon stayed quiet.
“You must really feel alone,” he said.
You blinked, startled. “What?”
“I hear you talking about it sometimes. On your balcony. When you think no one’s listening. You talk about how moving here feels like a mistake.”
You looked away, embarrassed. “It’s not a mistake. I just… miss everything back home.”
“I get it,” he said after a second. “I was like you. Back when I was home, I wanted to leave so badly. Thought being somewhere else would fix everything. But now that I’m here… yeah, I have Jay and Jake, and they’re great, but sometimes I come back to the apartment and everything’s fine and normal and still—I just feel… empty. And I don’t even know why.”
You didn’t say anything for a long time.
You just watched him. His face had turned thoughtful, distant. His eyes unfocused, drifting somewhere past the flickering candle, past your walls, like he was staring right through the quiet that lived in his chest.
You mumbled, “Well, yeah. But… I also don’t regret it. Not one bit.”
“Really?”
You nodded. “Yeah. I mean—I’m here doing what I love. Not many people get to do that. And I made friends with three incredibly annoying people in this building.”
He turned toward you again, eyes narrowing playfully. “So we’re friends now?”
Your cheeks heated up instantly. You glanced away, pretending to roll your eyes. “Are we not?”
He let out a low chuckle, the kind that rumbled softly at the back of his throat. “I’m glad you think we are.”
“So,” you said, tilting your head, “does this mean you’ll finally be nice to me now? Or is that too much character development for one night?”
Sunghoon smirked, eyes flicking to you with a teasing glint. “You want nice? From me?”
“Yeah. Like a full sentence without sarcasm. I feel like that’s a reward I’ve earned by now.”
“You earned a participation medal at best.”
You laughed, nudging him with your knee. “Unbelievable.”
He was already looking at you again—closer this time.
“Hold on,” he said softly, “you have an eyelash on your cheek.”
You blinked, caught off guard. “What?”
Before you could move, he leaned in.
His face hovered inches from yours as his thumb brushed gently against your cheek, his touch soft but sure. The pads of his fingers were warm. His eyes, now impossibly close, scanned your face with a kind of quiet focus you hadn’t felt from him before. You swallowed.
Neither of you moved.
Your gaze locked, and the space between you slowly disappeared…inch by inch, breath by breath. It wasn’t planned. It just… happened.
Then suddenly, his lips were on yours.
Then it deepened. His other hand pushed the blanket off his head, dropping behind your neck to pull you in, and your hands found their way to his thighs, then to the curve of his jaw. His lips parted just enough, and your pulse jumped as he moved against you.
His hands slid to your waist. He lifted you slightly and shifted you into his lap in one smooth motion. You were now straddling him, knees on either side of his thighs, and he didn’t stop kissing you, not even for a second.
The kiss grew stronger. He tilted his head, hand moving to your chin to pull you even closer, his mouth parting yours with a low inhale as his tongue brushed against yours.
Your hands moved back down, gripping at the soft cotton of his hoodie, when—
Click.
The lights flickered on.
You both froze.
Your faces were still inches apart.
You slowly pulled back, still on his lap. He blinked, eyes searching yours like he wasn’t sure what just happened. Like part of him wanted to keep going, and the other part… couldn’t believe you just kissed him like that.
You stared at each other, the silence heavy now.
His hands were still resting lightly on your waist. Yours were still fisted in the fabric of his hoodie. Both of you breathless.
“I need to go back home,” Sunghoon said suddenly, voice low but rushed. His eyes darted everywhere except at you.
You blinked. “Right. Of course!” you said quickly, nodding way too fast. “Yeah. No—totally.”
He shifted awkwardly underneath you, face flushing as he cleared his throat and muttered, “Probably… need a pillow or something.”
It took you a second.
Then you saw the way he was subtly covering his lap with the edge of the blanket.
“Oh.” Your voice came out small. You quickly scrambled off his lap, cheeks burning so hot they could’ve powered your apartment during the blackout.
“Sorry,” he mumbled, already halfway to your door.
And then, Sunghoon stormed out of your apartment.
-
It had been a couple of days since you last properly spoke to Sunghoon. Not for lack of trying. You had…more than once. But each time, he’d give you a quick nod, maybe a polite smile if you were lucky, before promptly power-walking away.
Maybe he just wasn’t feeling what you were feeling. Maybe that kiss was a fluke, something in the heat of the moment. Maybe your little new crush was painfully one-sided.
But you pushed it aside. You had bigger things to focus on.
Jungwon was coming today.
You’d spent the entire morning rearranging your apartment, cleaning it from top to bottom, fluffing cushions and spraying perfume not just on yourself but into the air like it could somehow mask how nervous you were. You even did your hair the way he liked it, soft curls and a side part.
And then, there he was.
The door swung open and your best friend stood in the hallway, suitcase in hand and a grin already on his face.
“WON!” you squealed, running up to him and leaping into his arms.
“Hello, idiot,” he said, his voice fond as he hugged you back, lifting you off the ground with ease.
The shout must’ve startled the boys in 3C, because right on cue, the door across the hall creaked open and out came Jake and Jay, both peeking out.
They spotted you clinging to Jungwon like a koala.
You beamed. “Guys! It’s him!”
“The famous Jungwon,” Jay said, nodding in approval as he stepped out.
“And you must be Jake and Jay,” Jungwon said smoothly, setting you down.
Then came the third.
Sunghoon.
He didn’t move from the doorway. Just stood there, arms crossed, expression unreadable.
Jungwon turned to him, a friendly smile still on his lips, chuckling. “You must be Sunghoon, then.”
Sunghoon’s gaze narrowed slightly. “What’s so funny?”
Jungwon blinked, caught off guard. “Nothing,” he said, clearing his throat. “She just… told me you were like this.”
“Like what?” Sunghoon asked sharply, the scoff nearly audible in his tone.
Jungwon scratched the back of his neck. “Nothing. She just said you were cool,” he said with a shrug, throwing you a teasing look.
Sunghoon rolled his eyes.
You stood there, suddenly awkward, unsure what the hell had crawled up Sunghoon’s ass. The hostility was as thick as the tension in the air and you hadn’t done anything. Not really.
At least you didn’t think you had.
Just stood there, arms crossed, a stiff expression on his face while Jake and Jay welcomed Jungwon like he was already part of the group. Jungwon, ever the social butterfly, fit in easily, throwing a few jokes around, complimenting the apartment despite its questionable decor, and even teasing Jake about the ugly dinosaur pyjamas he was wearing in broad daylight.
But Sunghoon?
He was frowning the entire time.
You couldn’t figure it out. His jaw was tight, his responses were clipped, and every time Jungwon so much as glanced your way, you saw Sunghoon’s eye twitch.
You walked back to your apartment with Jungwon beside you, chatting excitedly about dinner plans and all the places he wanted to visit during his stay. But when you turned back, just for a second, you caught Sunghoon still watching. Still standing in the hallway.
His arms were still crossed.
And he didn’t look away.
-
Sunghoon stood there, arms folded across his chest like they were the only things keeping him together. He stared ahead blankly, jaw tight, doing everything in his power not to glare a hole through the wall. He wasn’t sure what he was feeling.
Sure, he knew he had a crush on you. He’d known since the chicken pot pie, probably. Or maybe since you wrapped that blanket around his shoulders. Or maybe long before that. But what he didn’t know was who the fuck Jungwon was, and why he was walking into your apartment.
“Dude,” Jake muttered, throwing him a sideways look. “You could’ve at least smiled.”
“I did,” Sunghoon growled, not bothering to hide his scowl.
Jay snorted. “That was barely a smile. You looked like you were in the middle of passing a kidney stone.”
“Why do I even have to be nice?” Sunghoon snapped. “I don’t know him.”
“Because your crush’s boyfriend just came into town,” Jake replied, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
Sunghoon's head snapped to him so fast you’d think he got whiplash. “Boyfriend?”
Jay raised a brow. “Not denying the crush though.”
Sunghoon ignored him. “Let me ask you again. Boyfriend?”
Jake shrugged. “I mean… yeah, I guess?”
“What the fuck do you mean you guess?” Sunghoon hissed, dragging a hand down his face. “He can’t be her boyfriend.”
“But he is,” Jay said with a shrug and an infuriatingly smug smile.
“No, he’s not. He can’t be. Because she and I…” he paused, realising too late what was about to fall out of his mouth. “…kissed. Three nights ago.”
Jake’s mouth dropped open. Jay blinked.
“I’m sorry, what?” Jake finally blurted.
“Nothing,” Sunghoon muttered quickly, suddenly desperate to eat his words.
“You can’t say nothing when you just said everything!” Jake shouted, grabbing Sunghoon’s shoulders and shaking him.
“Tell us right now!” Jay begged dramatically, gripping his own hair.
Sunghoon rolled his eyes, flustered. “I—we—kissed. That’s it.”
Jay blinked. “You know we were kidding about the boyfriend thing, right?”
Jake grinned. “Jungwon’s just her best friend.”
“We just wanted to see if you’d admit you liked her,” Jay added, eyes sparkling with way too much joy. “Which you did.”
“No, I didn’t,” Sunghoon argued weakly. “I just said we kissed.”
“Okay, Mr Visceral Reaction every time we mention Jungwon,” Jake teased.
Jay smirked. “Say it. Say you like her.”
Sunghoon groaned, eyes shut tight as if the ceiling could swallow him whole. Then, finally—quietly, begrudgingly—
“Okay. So what if I like her?”
Jay and Jake immediately turned to each other with identical gasps, smacking each other’s arms excitedly.
“Oh my god, he admitted it,” Jay whispered dramatically.
Jake clutched his chest. “It’s happening.”
“You guys are disgusting,” Sunghoon groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose. “And if you keep acting like this, I’m never telling you anything again.”
“Okay, okay.” Jake raised both hands, trying to suppress a grin. “We’ll behave.”
“BUT I’M SO EXCITED,” Jay squealed.
Jake smacked him on the shoulder. “Starting now.”
Jay nodded solemnly, rubbing his arm. “Sorry. That one slipped.”
Sunghoon sighed and leaned against the counter, arms crossed again. “I started liking her last month… when you guys went back home for the week. She cooked me stir-fried noodles, and we ate together. Played FIFA. I don’t know. I just… developed a crush on her.”
“That’s so cute,” Jay and Jake said in unison, stars in their eyes.
“Seriously, can the two of you act normal for like three minutes?”
Jake shrugged, still smiling. “I just didn’t expect you to have a girlfriend before me.”
Jay patted his shoulder. “You’ll get there, buddy.”
Jake tilted his head. “You think?”
“Yeah, you have nice eyes. Great personality.”
Jake beamed. “That’s so kind.”
“Can we please get back to my problem for like a minute?” Sunghoon cut in, glaring at both of them.
“Oh. Right.”
Jay cleared his throat and finally looked serious. “Look. We like her. She’s hilarious, and she makes good fucking food. And let’s be real, you’ve never liked anyone. We’ve been trying to get you to double date with us for years and you just stare at your phone all the time. But with her? You’re like... a guy with actual feelings.”
“But now I’m losing to Jung… whatever his name is.” Sunghoon sighed.
“Jungwon,” Jake said. “And no, you’re not.”
“How do you know she doesn’t like him?” Sunghoon muttered, staring down at the floor.
“Because,” Jay said, “if she did, she wouldn’t have kissed you.”
“Unless she’s indecisive or confused or something. I don’t know.” Sunghoon exhaled hard, running a hand through his hair. “Maybe I was just… a moment. And he’s her person.”
Jake shook his head. “I’m telling you—just talk to her.”
“Yeah,” Jay added. “Before you spiral even harder and start writing love songs about her. But if you do, I haved like a couple of guitars you could borrow.”
Sunghoon rolled his eyes. But somewhere, deep down… a part of him hoped they were right.
-
You were pacing back and forth on your cheap IKEA rug, while Jungwon was laid out dramatically on your bed, arms folded behind his head, thoroughly enjoying the show.
“I’m telling you, he’s avoiding me,” you snapped, pointing an accusatory finger at no one in particular. “We kissed—KISSED, Jungwon—and now he won’t even look at me! I wave, he nods. I say hi, he nods. I breathe in his direction, he—guess what—nods!”
Jungwon hummed, annoyingly calm. “Maybe he’s nervous. Or maybe he wants you to go to him.”
“I do go to him! And then he speed-walks away like I’m the plague!” You groaned, pressing your fingers to your temples. “I’m gonna lose it.”
“Maybe…” he tapped his chin thoughtfully, “you’re just a shit kisser.”
You whipped around and chucked a throw pillow directly at his smug face.
“Asshole.”
He caught it with a grin, clutching it to his chest dramatically. “I’m just saying. Maybe you scared him off.”
“You’re lucky I haven’t strangled you with this blanket,” you muttered, grabbing another pillow just in case.
Jungwon sat up, brushing imaginary dust off his shirt. “You know, sometimes I forget we grew up together because you’re so unpredictable now.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
He snorted. “You used to be fearless. Remember that Heeseung guy you had a crush on in middle school?”
You blinked. “What about him?”
“You were six, and you walked up to him at recess, said ‘I like your lunchbox,’ then kissed his cheek and ran off.”
“Ah,” you said flatly, “the good old days. That girl’s dead now.”
“She’s not dead,” Jungwon argued, grabbing your wrists and tugging you to sit beside him on the bed. “She’s just… overthinking everything. Look, if Sunghoon doesn’t like you—whatever. But if he does? You’re missing out just because you’re too chicken to tell him.”
You glared. “I hate it when you make sense.”
“I know.” He grinned. “It’s my worst trait.”
“I just—” you exhaled, flopping back beside him. “What if it ruins everything? We literally just got closer. What if I say something and it all goes to shit?”
“Okay, counter-offer.” He sat up straighter. “You tell him, or I will. I will walk down the hallway, knock on his door, and go ‘Hi, my best friend has feelings for you, she also has performance anxiety but can cook a great bowl of chicken noodle soup.’”
“You wouldn’t,” you hissed, swatting at his arm.
“Then do it yourself!” he laughed, dodging your attacks. “Before I start printing flyers and pasting them in the apartment lobby.”
God. Why did he always have to be right?
“Fine.”
Your hand was already on the doorknob, breath caught in your throat, just about to leave when the door across from yours had swung open at the exact same time.
And there he was.
Sunghoon.
You both froze, hands still gripping the doorknobs, blinking.
You cleared your throat first. “Sunghoon.”
He blinked like he hadn’t already been staring. “What?”
You squinted. “Is that the only word you know how to say when I call your name?”
He paused. “Sorry.”
You opened your mouth to say something else but were rudely interrupted by muffled snorts from behind Sunghoon. Jay and Jake’s heads popped out from their doorway like nosy meerkats.
“Hoon,” Jay said in a loud, exaggerated voice, “we need more eggs.”
“Desperately,” Jake added, nodding like this was a national emergency. “Go to the store.”
Then Jungwon peeked out from behind you with an equally suspicious grin. “Oh, and while you’re there, can you grab some ice cream too?”
You and Sunghoon looked at each other.
“What is happening right now,” you said flatly.
Before either of you could respond, four hands shoved the both of you toward the elevator. You stumbled in, the doors sliding shut just as Jay yelled out, “Don’t come back without snacks!”
The elevator stopped at your floor.
Your shoulders brushed as you stood side by side, awkwardly watching the floor numbers light up.
Then, finally, you broke it. “About that day—”
Sunghoon shook his head quickly. “Don’t worry about it. I won’t tell Jungwon.”
You blinked. “What do you mean you won’t tell Jungwon?”
He looked away. “Well, aren’t you like… crushing on him? I wouldn’t want what we did to, you know… ruin your chances or something.”
Your entire face scrunched up. “Won and I? What? Ew. God, no. We’re friends. We grew up together. Thinking about him that way would be like incest or something.”
And just like that, Sunghoon felt like he’d been hit by a shooting star and given a second chance at life. His heart did a full backflip. You were single. You were available.
He couldn’t help it. He smiled.
“Why do you suddenly look so happy?” you asked, eyeing him suspiciously.
“I’m not.”
“You’re literally smiling.”
“I’m not.”
“We’ve hung out a couple of times and if I’m being honest, I’ve never seen you smile this—”
“Cut it out.” He tried to brush it off, biting back the grin. “I’m just glad.”
“Glad about?”
“Glad that I didn’t ruin your chances,” he said nonchalantly, looking up like he hadn’t just panicked thirty seconds ago.
“Mhm.” You narrowed your eyes at him, the golden-orange glow of the sunset casting warmth across his cheekbones. He was handsome. Frustratingly so. “Well… because I actually like this other guy.”
Sunghoon’s smile faltered.
“I haven’t known him that long,” you continued casually, “but he seems cool. I don’t really know much about him yet.”
“That’s… nice.” Sunghoon turned away quickly, jaw tight. He was definitely grimacing. Please don’t let her see that I’m grimacing, he begged internally.
“Yeah, he’s really tall. Really handsome, too.”
“That’s just…” he exhaled. “Great.”
“He doesn’t seem super friendly but he has a big heart. Even if he tries really hard not to show it.”
“Seems like a swell fuckin’ guy,” he muttered bitterly.
“It’s a pity though,” you sighed dramatically, still watching him. “I wish I could get to know him better.”
“Well… anyone’s lucky to get to know you.” He tried to smile. It didn’t reach his eyes. “I know I am.”
You tilted your head. “Not to mention… he lives really close to me.”
Sunghoon’s eyes darted to you. “He does?”
“Mhm.” You nodded, heartbeat accelerating.
“Like how close?”
You took a slow step toward him. “Like… just across the hall close.”
“Oh.” He blinked. “That close.”
Silence settled in the small elevator. You both just stood there, not looking at each other, tension hanging in the air like humidity.
Then, out of nowhere—
“I’m just saying,” Sunghoon said, dead serious, “but Jake sleeps with the lights on and Jay doesn’t wash his hair as often as you think he does.”
You blinked. “Huh?”
“I sleep normal,” he added quickly. “I wash my hair. I do proper haircare—shampoo, conditioner, mask, mist. I could do your routine too. For you. If you want.”
You stared.
“I can’t cook, but I’ll try. I can figure skate. I can spin twice in the air. Jay and Jake? Not even one spin. Jay can play guitar, Jake can sing but I can spin, okay? Without getting dizzy too.”
“Sunghoon.”
“And those idiots never clean up after eating your food. Jay doesn’t use coasters. Jake never makes his bed.”
“SUNGHOON!”
He looked at you, breathless. “What?”
You stepped forward. Slowly. Then, you mumbled, “It’s you.”
He blinked. “What?”
“I like you.”
And for once, Park Sunghoon had absolutely nothing to say.
“Okay,” he said. “Cool. Okay. I—wow. Okay.”
You raised a brow. “That’s it?”
He nodded dumbly. “No. Yes. I don’t know. I just—holy shit. You like me.”
You smirked, the smile slowly stretching across your face. “Yes. I like you.”
The elevator dinged. Neither of you moved.
He looked at you again, still dazed. “Hold on, I kinda need a minute.”
You both stepped out into the empty lobby. The sun outside had just dipped below the skyline, casting a pinkish-orange glow through the glass doors. The streetlights flickered on. But you waited.
“It’s been a minute,” you said.
“I know,” he exhaled, hand raking through his hair. “But you like me back, so I kinda need, like… a long minute.”
“Back?” You grinned, the corners of your mouth lifting all the way to your eyes. “So you like me too?”
He nodded slowly. “Yeah. I thought it was obvious from the, uh… word vomit.”
“Well yeah,” you shrugged. “But I didn’t want to assume. Didn’t wanna be narcissistic.”
“I think even if you were,” he muttered, “I’d still think you were pretty cute.”
You blinked. “Did you just—”
“Gross, I know,” he said quickly, face flushing. “I just said that out loud, didn’t I?”
You laughed. “Yeah. But you kinda can’t take it back now.”
“Fine,” he said, pretending to groan. “You’re cute. Ugh. I said it again.”
-
A MONTH LATER
Jay and Jake found it fundamentally unfair. They were the ones who got close to you first. They were the ones who complimented you, made you laugh, showed up when you needed help. They loved you first or at least, that’s what they told themselves. But here you were, doors locked for the first time in three months, cooking a full-course meal for Sunghoon to celebrate your one-month anniversary.
“You’re not allowed to come,” Sunghoon told them flatly before slamming the door shut.
“But—!” they shouted in unison, already mourning the steak they wouldn’t get to taste.
Word on the hallway was that you were cooking the perfect medium-rare T-bone steak, paired with your signature brown sauce and a vegetable medley so crunchy and flavourful. Meanwhile, Jay and Jake sat hunched on the couch, scrolling through a food delivery app.
“Isn’t it funny,” Jake said, arms folded, “how we were the ones who befriended her first, and now we’re stuck with Burger King?”
“Life’s unfair, bud.”
Back in your apartment, things were a little more romantic. You’d decorated with fairy lights and candles, the room dimly lit. You were still being frugal, splitting every cost you could. But you’d managed to steal two T-bone steaks from the diner you part-timed at.
Sunghoon showed up in a black and white tuxedo, looking like he’d taken the prom theme you had placed as a joke a little too seriously.
“You look absolutely gorgeous,” he said, leaning down to press a kiss to your cheek.
“And you look absolutely handsome,” you grinned.
He walked over to the table and took in the spread. “Okay, what do we have?”
“I made the steaks, obviously, and then there’s the vegetable medley… and your favourite—mashed potatoes,” you giggled.
Sunghoon exhaled, shaking his head with a disbelieving smile. “How did I get so lucky?”
You shrugged. “I don’t know either.”
He laughed. “The guys are pissed, by the way. You made me all this, and they’re over there with cold fries.”
“What?” you said, surprised. “I made them something too! Don’t worry.”
“You did?” he raised a brow.
“I had a feeling they’d be hungry if you were over here.”
“Babe, you didn’t have to do that. They’re grown men.”
“Yeah, but technically my assignment this week was pasta and I have too many leftovers.”
“They’re spoiled by you.”
“And so are you.”
“True, but I’m your boyfriend. They’re just two annoying shitheads constantly trying to butt in.”
“I’ll be quick. I’ll just drop the dish off and come back.”
“No,” he said, standing. “I’ll do it. You stay here.”
He kissed your forehead, grabbing the lasagna you’d tucked into the fridge. “You’re too sweet, you know that?”
“He walked across the hall and opened the door to Unit 3C.
Inside, Jay was mid-rant. “I just don’t get it. Sunghoon isn’t even that hot.”
“I mean, he is,” Jake added, “but she deserves better, you know?”
Sunghoon cleared his throat. “I can hear you two idiots.”
They both froze, turning around sheepishly. “We were just joking. We love you, man.”
He held up the dish. “And to think I came here bearing gifts from my girlfriend.”
Jake’s eyes widened. “Wait—is that lasagna?”
“She felt bad we were eating good without you, so she made you dinner.”
“Oh my god,” Jay gasped. “Sunghoon, I don’t mean to be pushy, but please marry her.”
“I can’t,” Sunghoon muttered. “Not when you two are constantly inserting yourselves into my relationship.”
“Okay, okay, we’ll back off. Just—can we have the lasagna?”
“And can you tell her we love her?”
“I am not telling my girlfriend you love her,” Sunghoon snapped. “I’ve barely worked up the nerve to tell her that myself.”
“Wait,” Jake said suddenly, “you haven’t told her you love her yet?”
“It’s only been a month.”
“So… you don’t love her?”
“I do,” Sunghoon replied, almost too quickly. “I just don’t want to come on too strong if she’s not ready.”
Jay and Jake shared a glance before shrugging.
“What?” Sunghoon asked, frowning. “Why are you looking at me like that?”
Jake cleared his throat. “It’s just… she already said it.”
Sunghoon looked up. “What?”
“Yeah,” Jake replied casually. “You texted her about picking up those heat packs for her cramps, and she went all soft and whispered, ‘God, I love him so much.’ Her words. Not mine.”
Sunghoon stood frozen in the doorway, the dish in his hands suddenly weightless.
You loved him.
“So… you’re saying I should tell her?” he asked, voice quiet, almost unsure.
Jay and Jake both nodded enthusiastically. “Definitely. Especially if it makes her our sister-in-law,” Jay added, grinning.
Sunghoon rolled his eyes. “God, the two of you can be so annoying.”
“But you still love us,” Jay shrugged. “So what’s the point of complaining?”
He hated that Jay was right.
Back in your apartment, Sunghoon sat across from you, completely transfixed. You were dressed in a soft pink satin dress that shimmered every time you moved. It hugged your shoulders delicately, the neckline simple, elegant. Your hair was curled softly, pinned loosely on one side with a vintage clip, and your lips were glossed just enough to make him stare longer than he should’ve.
And God, you looked so beautiful.
He tried to pay attention. He really did. But his heart was too loud, his thoughts too full. How was he supposed to say it?
Sunghoon had never told anyone he loved them before. Not seriously. Maybe to his mom years ago, right before he left for the city. But this? This felt entirely new.
Because sitting in front of him was someone who made every quiet part of his life feel loud again. You filled in the spaces he didn’t even know were missing. You made his apartment feel less cold, his world a little less grey. And the way he loved you—God, it wasn’t something small. It wasn’t a flicker or a passing crush. It was all-consuming and terrifying and the best damn thing he’d ever felt.
He loved you like it was muscle memory. Like even if he forgot everything else, his hands would still reach for yours and only yours.
“Hoonie,” you interrupted gently, frowning. “You’re not listening.”
He blinked back into focus. “Sorry,” he murmured, smile tugging at the corners of his lips. “I was just thinking about something.”
“What?” you looked up at him, ur big eyes shining.
Sunghoon unknowingly smiled, his eyes dripping with honey, god he loved you. He wanted to say that. So badly.
“I…I just–uh–feel…that,” His voice trailed off. “You look really beautiful tonight. I mean, you always do. But especially tonight.” He hesitated, the words stuck behind his teeth.
You smiled. “Thank you. You look very handsome too.”
-
Later that night, the two of you were in Sunghoon’s apartment along with Jay and Jake for the usual game night.
You were sitting cross-legged on the floor, your prom-night dress bunched awkwardly around your knees, mascara slightly smudged from earlier laughter, hair pinned half-up. Sunghoon sat slouched in the beanbag beside you, tie loosened, sleeves rolled up, brow furrowed in concentration. Jake was lying on his stomach, legs swinging in the air, and Jay had somehow made himself horizontal on the couch.
You and Jake were a team. Sunghoon and Jay were not handling that well.
“Revive me!” Sunghoon yelled.
Jay shouted back, “I’m busy trying not to die, dumbass!”
Button mashing intensified. Trash talk flew across the room.
“VICTORY!” Jake screamed, leaping up like a madman.
You followed suit, springing to your feet and clambering up onto the coffee table in your dress. “GET WRECKED, LOSERS!” you yelled, pointing dramatically at Sunghoon. “THAT’S RIGHT, LOSERS!”
Jake joined you on the table, doing a badly timed robot dance. The two of you jumped in sync, yelling in triumph, while Jay groaned into a throw pillow and Sunghoon watched with a hand covering his mouth, half to hide his smile, half to suppress a laugh.
“You’re all bark, no bite!” you called, face flushed, hair falling loose. “Your character died fourteen times, Hoonie.”
“I let you win!” he shot back, grinning as he sat up straighter. “I was being a gentleman.”
“Sure,” you scoffed, sticking your tongue out at him. “Real chivalrous of you, sir died-14-fucking-times.”
He chuckled under his breath, eyes lingering on you for a second longer than usual. Then, without a word, he stood and walked out of the room.
You blinked. That was...odd.
You gave Jake a gentle shove off the table and followed Sunghoon into the hallway. He was pacing outside, one hand in his hair, the other fiddling with the watch on his wrist.
“Hoon?” you asked, stepping out and gently closing the door behind you.
He jumped slightly, turning toward you. “You scared me.”
“You okay? You just left so sudden…”
“I—uh—yeah. I was just trying to figure out how to say something.”
You tilted your head, arms crossing over your chest. “Say what?”
“Nothing,” he mumbled with a shrug.
Your expression softened. “Are you mad at me?” You sighed. Maybe your little victory dance had been a bit much. “Hoonie?”
“No, baby, I could never be mad at you,” he said quickly, leaning down to press a kiss to your forehead.
“Then what’s wrong?”
“Nothing, I just…”
You stepped closer, teasing lightly, “Do you want me to redo my victory dance? I could. You just have to beatbox, and I’ll take it from there.”
That made him laugh.
“Come on,” you grinned, starting to move your body in the most ridiculous way. “I’m pretty sure I should’ve been a dancer instead of a chef.”
He laughed again, this time louder and then, before he could stop himself, the words slipped out.
“Oh my god, I love you.”
You blinked. Your smile faded. Your brain, for one impossible second, completely short-circuited.
“Did you just say you love me?” you asked, heart hammering.
His eyes widened in sheer panic. “No?”
“I heard it.”
“You misheard.”
“Oh my god,” you gasped, practically vibrating. “You love me. You love me!”
“Fine!” he burst out, throwing his hands up like he was under arrest. “I do! I love you, okay?”
You smiled, “You do?”
“Of course! I love the way you talk too fast when you’re excited. I love how you make my idiot friends feel like they matter. I love that you make me feel whole. That when I’m with you, I don’t feel hollow anymore. You… you make me feel like I’m not empty.”
You grinned so wide it hurt. “That’s because you’re not.”
“I used to be,” he said helplessly, gesturing vaguely like he was mourning his past self. “I was mysterious. Brooding. Sexy, even. And now? Now I smile at cat videos you send me on TikTok. Look what you’ve done to me. This is all your fault.”
You scoffed, “My fault?”
“Yes! Who else could it be?” he said, breathless, like the truth had been waiting at the edge of his tongue for too long. “You walk into my life with that stupidly perfect smile, that laugh that makes everything feel lighter, those eyes that somehow hold the whole damn sky and now I’ve got feelings. Big ones.”
He took a shaky breath, pausing for a minute.
“I used to think I was fine on my own. But now? I get out of bed just because I know I might see you. I hear your knock and my whole day lights up. For the first time, I feel like I know what living really means. It’s you. Loving you. That’s it.”
You leaned in and kissed him right in the middle of his rant.
He blinked, dazed.
“You sure talk a lot for someone who usually says nothing,” you murmured, forehead resting against his.
“I do it when I’m nervous,” Sunghoon whispered, and then kissed you again.
“I find it cute,” you mumbled between kisses.
Sunghoon grinned into the next kiss, backing you up step by step toward your apartment door, his hands finding your waist. “God,” kiss “I love you,” another kiss “so much.”
You let out a breathless laugh. “You’re very handsy for someone who claimed to be brooding and mysteriou.”
“I told you,” he whispered, lips brushing your jaw as he reached behind you, fumbling for the door handle, “you ruined me.”
Your back hit the door with a thud. He fumbled with the knob like he was drunk on you, eventually pushing it open and guiding you inside.
He kicked the door shut with the back of his foot.
You were still laughing into his kiss. He walked you backward until your knees hit the bed and you dropped onto it with a squeak.
He climbed over you, hands on either side of your waist, face flushed, heart in his throat.
“I fucking love you,” he said again, like it wasn’t real until he repeated it.
You wrapped your arms around his neck, eyes sparkling. “I love you too.”
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Tava rolando pelo tiktok quando me deparo com um vídeo interessante...e depois um segundo vídeo da mesma pessoa [💌]
E agora tô aqui imaginando fom água na boa uma aula de dança com o professor Lee Know que enquanto ensina a coreografia é severo de mais, mas quando passa a coreografia com a sua aluna favorita, não consegue controlar a vontade de repetir a coreografia num quarto sozinho com ela 🥵
Leilão²
LeeSoohyuk!CEO x Leitora!Universitária
Palavras: 4.739
Resumo: Após uma noite de bebedeiras, acordar com um contrato para leiloar sua virgindade não estava nos planos de S/n, porém ela o fez. O multimilionário Lee Soohyuk é quem arrebata o prêmio, e após um excelente jantar, toma posse do sua remuneração.
Avisos: Diferença de idade; sexo explícito; MENORES NÃO INTERAJAM!; Nudez tem. e masc; Soohyuk experiente e dominador; masturbação feminina (menção do masculino); penetração vaginal; Não revisado.
💌: Demorei? Demorei. Mas vim mais cedo que de costume, então parabéns pra mim, eu acho... Confesso que não estou tão segura com algumas cenas, mas espero que gostem ( Estava editando e confesso quefiquei bem assim 🫦 toda vez que ele chama a prota de alguma coisa, porque já logo escuto a voz pecaminoso dele.)
🍾 Parte 1
Hongjoong foi quem acompanhou S/n para um outro quarto privado, para esperarem o tal "sortudo" para combinarem os detalhes da venda. No momento em que o loiro fecha a porta, a garota começa a desferir tapas em seu braço, o fazendo titubear e reclamar com ela, a fazendo parar.
"Você é maluco? Quase que um brutamontes boçal me compra!" Apesar da máscara ainda cobrindo seu rosto Kim conseguiu ver a forma como seus olhos estavam arregalados, e até ficou agradecido por ela não estar gritando. Ele da de ombros e se afasta da porta, optando por sentar em um sofá qualquer, e aquilo à frustra mais.
O sorriso presunçoso volta a sua face, conforme ele fala preguiçoso "Mas não comprou. Eu te garanti que sei o que estou fazendo, me surpreende sua falta de fé em mim..."
No momento em que S/n se preparou para uma excelente resposta desaforada quando a porta se abriu, e de repente o homem que a arrematou estava ali bem a sua frente. A primeira impressão que ela teve era que ele é ainda mais alto e bonito ali a sua frente. Os dois se olham, absorvendo a imagem um do outro, e mesmo assim, o modo como ele a media não era nojento como o loiro no salão.
"Soohyuk! Meu amigo..." Hongjoong se levanta pairando ao seu lado, e o tal homem sorri deixando de te olhar, mas mesmo assim, sua respiração parecia não ter planos de voltar ao normal. "Fico feliz que veio!"
"Bom, você conseguiu garantir que eu viria" o tal Soohyuk da de ombros parecendo muito confortável com a situação toda, o que a fez se questionar quantas virgindades ele já não tinha arrematado com Hongjoong.
Pelo menos ele vai saber o que está fazendo...
"Tudo bem conseguiu o que queria..." o moreno fala, e se aproxima dos dois, seu perfume inebriando os sentidos da garota, mas ainda não se direcionando diretamente a ela "amanhã de manhã entro em contato com você, e ajustamos melhor" Lee finalmente a olha, e se aproxima lentamente. As mãos do homem vão em direção ao laço da máscara atrás da cabeça da garota, e ela sente o tecido se afrouxar. O próprio Soohyuk segura a máscara finalmente vendo seu rosto por completo, causando um fervor automático nas bochechas da garota.
Devido a diferença de altura, ela precisou levantar a cabeça para poder observar seu rosto, o que pareceu o agradar, já que ele sorriu, e segurou delicadamente seu queixo "aproveite o resto da noite" sua voz grave a arrepia por inteiro, enquanto S/n observa o moreno sair do quarto.
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Hongjoong mais uma vez se encarregou de toda a parte administrativa do encontro. Em apenas uma mensagem ele a informou tudo o que precisava saber: Lee Soohyuk, 37 anos, coreano, CEO, solteiro. Irá a encontrar no restaurante mais caro da cidade às 20 horas em ponto, e iria mandar um carro para a levar ao tal lugar.
E para variar, Kim a enviou exatamente a roupa que iria usar, porém dessa vez a caixa acompanhou perfumes, uma lingerie e um cartão com uma simples instrução: Nada de Álcool! o que a ofendeu um tanto, afinal não é por que ela tomou uma péssima decisão em uma noite, que ele conseguiria piorar a situação.
S/n então se arrumou em tempo perfeitamente cronometrado, passando todos os produtos possíveis da caixa, observando o modo como sua pele passou a brilhar mais uma vez. Hongjoong e sua mania por brilho! Finalmente ela coloca o vestido, mais um modelo longo e extremamente elegante, com tom creme suave, quase champanhe. Ele possui um design ombro a ombro, com mangas longas e justas que vão até as mãos, criando um efeito refinado e sensual ao mesmo tempo. Seu corpete é estruturado, com drapeados delicados que realçam seu busto e a cintura, moldando a silhueta de forma impecável. A saia é reta e ajustada até os quadris, fluindo suavemente até o chão com um caimento que alonga a figura. O tecido, leve e levemente acetinado, confere um brilho discreto e sofisticado.
Felizmente a morena ainda pode contar com a ajuda de Karina e Giselle que arrumaram seu cabelo, em nada muito fora do comum, apenas ondas elegantes e duradouras, fazendo S/n se sentir uma estrela de cinema de antigamente.
"Vai que ele tem fetishe na Monroe" Giselle comentou quando a amiga a contou sobre os produtos que lhe foram enviados. Ela ri, quando Karina rola os olhos antes de terminar de maquiar a amiga com um batom levemente vermelho.
Às 20 horas em ponto, o carro totalmente preto para a frente te dá sua porta, e S/n é escoltada até o veículo por Jeno e Jaemin que de modo cortês e gentil enviam através do motorista, que teoricamente passaria o recado para Soohyuk. O caminho foi rápido e silencioso, e uma vez no restaurante, o motorista a acompanha até a entrada do restaurante.
A reserva estava no nome do Soohyuk, e a garota nao pode deixar de se sentir um pacote sendo passada de mão em mão, uma vez aje agora era a gerente do restaurante que deveria a acompanhar até o homem que já a esperava. Conforme caminhava ela tentava não parecer tão deslumbrada com o lugar ou com o tipo de pessoa que jantava ali no momento.
Então a gerente para em frente a uma cortina vermelha, e após um sorriso gentil, ela a abre, e S/n perde o ar com a visão a sua frente: Lee Soohyuk sentado à mesa, vestindo um conjunto branco simples, mas que realçavam sua beleza, jóias douradas enfeitavam seus dedos, punhos e pescoço, e seu cabelo estava penteado para trás, meticulosamente despretensioso, como se ele mesmo tivesse o feito com as mãos. Ao fundo as luzes da cidade brilhavam, e o davam mais destaque.
"Boa noite!" O homem sorri gentil a ela, conforme ela adentrava no local. Ele tinha escolhido uma parte privativa com uma grande janela para a cidade. Se levantando ele segura a cadeira para que ela tomasse o lugar, e ela o fez. "Então, o que acha daqui?"
S/n ruboriza levemente, pensando em um modo educado de o dizer que ela é uma universitária pobre, e que se quisesse entrar ali teria que ser como funcionária, nunca cliente... mas ela sorri, e murmura que acha o lugar muito bom.
"Pensei em pedir um vinho para nós, mas achei melhor te esperar para saber o que prefere" Lee comenta, olhando ao cardápio de bebidas, e a morena se odeia por ter travado por alguns segundos, como uma idiota boquiaberta soltando o som mais patético do mundo "aaahh..."
O homem a olha, confuso, e ela sorri sem graça, se perguntando se deveria ou não contar a verdade, então tenta desvencilhar-se da ideia com um baixo "eu não sei se é uma boa ideia", mas Soohyuk não desiste fácil, e continuou insistindo, até sorrir erguendo uma sobrancelha "Ah! Hongjoong disse que não deveria beber, certo?"
"Bom, eu tenho uma excelente notícia para você, meu amor" Lee fecha o cardápio, a olha atentamente e apoia a cabeça em sua mão, que estava apoiada na mesa "eu lembro bem do que arrematei no leilão, mas não vou fazer nada se você decidir que não quer, mas se quiser seguir em frente, pode ter certeza que sou o cara perfeito para isso." Um sorriso brincalhão surge nos seus lábios, assim como um brilho chegou ao seu olhar "e você pode se dar o luxo de pelo menos uma taça de vinho"
"Eu posso falar alguma besteira" S/n comenta em tom de aviso, mas isso faz rir de verdade e dar de ombros "Tudo bem, pode escolher que te acompanho"
Com a garantia de que nada que ele não faria nada que ela não quisesse, a fez querer. Quantas vezes ela teria a chance de dormir com um homem bonito, cheiroso, educado, engraçado e rico? Provavelmente nem em sua próxima vida!
"Posso te perguntar, por que decidiu leiloar?" Apesar de estarem em um local privativo, S/n se sentiu agradecida por ele não falar em voz alta. "Não são todas as garotas que teriam essa coragem"
"Pois é, sempre foquei nos estudos, e acho que acabei focando de mais...quando percebi os caras da minha idade pareciam todos imaturos de mais, então continuei focando nos estudos"
E então os dois entraram em uma conversa sem fim sobre a faculdade da garota, e o trabalho dele. O vinho chegou junto a entrada, mas a conversa não parava de fluir, de modo leve e informal. Quando chegaram a metade do prato principal, S/n percebeu que eles estavam zombando de Hongjoong.
" Poso perguntar uma coisa?" S/n indaga em um breve momento de pausa entre as risadas. Lee a indica com a cabeça que prossiga, e ela o faz: "Quantas virgens você já arrematou nos leilões por aí?" As palavras saem sem filtro algum, e quando atingem Soohyuk, ele arregala os olhos chocado, a causando risinhos.
"Wow! Por essa eu não esperava... mas você me avisou sobre o vinho" ele brinca, a fazendo rir levemente. O ar entre os dois muda de jocoso para algo mais intenso, à arrepiando a coluna. O moreno então a puxa sua cadeira para mais perto da dele, e seus olhos caem sobre os lábios da garota, e quando ele fala sua voz é mais grave e sensual "Nenhuma. Eu estava prestes a sair quando você entrou, e até achei fofo alguém pensar que teriam alguma chance com alguém como você."
A voz da garota fica presa na garganta, e era irônico como ela nunca ficava sem palavras, mas ele conseguia facilmente a deixar se sentindo uma idiota. Uma das mãos de Lee vai até sua bochecha a acariciar, e ele leva seus lábios até o ouvido de S/n "posso considerar isso como um sinal verde?" Ela confirma com a cabeça, ainda sem conseguir proferir uma palavra, e é surpreendida com o lábio macio dele em sua pele logo abaixo da orelha. E então mais um, um pouco mais a baixo, e outro ao lado desse, e mais vários até ela perder a conta de quantos eram, e um som vergonhoso sair de seus lábios.
"Acha que pode esperar a sobremesa, querida?" Ele pergunta, se afastando um pouco dela.
"Sinceramente? Quero ser educada e tentando dizer que sim, mas também quero que continue o que acabou começar"
Lee Soohyuk sorri, e pede a conta, ordenando que a mesma venha rapidamente. S/n não consegue esconder o sorriso terminando sua taça de vinho, e mordendo o lábio para tentar parar de rir. O homem pega sua mão, e beija o dorso a olhando profundamente nos olhos, e começou a fazer uma nova trilha de beijos até seu pescoço. "Você sempre foi meio Casanova, assim?"
"Assim você fere meu ego, querida" Soohyuk responde com um beijo final em seu pescoço.
...
S/n queria prestar atenção no caminho até o hotel, mas Soohyuk falava coisas que para terceiros pareciam inocentes, mas que a provocavam intimamente; e então ela quis prestar atenção no hotel, mas o elevador chegou rapidamente, e Lee a prendendo na parede do elevador, ele tirou uma mecha de cabelo que caiu no rosto da garota; e então ela mal teve tempo de olhar para o quarto do hotel.
Assim que entrou, Soohyuk apenas trancou a porta, jogou a chave cartão em qualquer lugar, e puxou o corpo da garota para o seu, colando seu lábio com os dela, decidido.
S/N descobriu a diferença entre beijar um cara qualquer da faculdade, e beijar um homem experiente. Soohyuk a segurava com propriedade, uma mão na cintura, e a outra em seu queixo. Os lábios do moreno eram macios, e era ele quem dominava o beijo, enquanto a garota soltava alguns suspiros e tentava se firmar, enfiando as mãos kos cabelos arrumados dele. Eles estavam no meio da suíte, não que ela se importasse com o tamanho da suíte, por que os lábios de Lee estavam explorando seu pescoço, e onde ela tinha mais sensibilidade.
"Espera, eu preciso saber, você é 100% virgem?" Não só a pergunta fez S/n parar, mas a situação a fez ficar um pouco mais lenta, então o homem precisou explicar um pouco melhor sua dúvida: "você já fez alguma outra coisa?"
"Ah! Com outra pessoa? Não. Sozinha? Já" Soohyuk grune voltando a beijar a morena desesperado. Ele a pega no colo, indo em direção a cama, e a coloca sentada na mesma, se ajoelhando, e por conta da altura, ele ainda conseguia se mater praticamente no mesmo nível que ela.
"Vou te contar como vamos fazer" Lee começa a falar, ao mesmo tempo que tira o sapato da garota, mas sem desviar seu olhar dela "primeiro eu vou usar minha boca em você, mas vai continuar com esse vestido, por que eu gosto como ele parece apertado nos seus seios quando parece que perdeu o ar..." ele sorri subindo o tecido do vestido sobre as pernas da garota, até revelar suas coxas. "...E aí eu vou arrancar ele de você, e brincar mais um pouco com você, mas usando minhas mãos, por que aí vou te preparar ainda mais..." Soohyuk a auxiliou a se deitar com a cabeça nos travesseiros macios da cama, e sorriu conforme se sentou entre as pernas da garota, massageando a pele macia e perfumada "...e eu prometo que vou tentar me controlar para não te foder, e ir com calma, como você merece. Entendido?"
"S-sim" a morena gagueja arfando apenas com suas palavras e com a visão dele todo de branco entre suas pernas. "Você pode tirar sua camisa?" Ela pede, com a voz fraca, pegando o homem de surpresa mas o dando uma ideia brilhante: Lee a ajuda se sentar, e pegar as mãos delicadas da garota e levam até o botão da camisa.
"Acho que minha garota pode fazer isso, certo?" O apelido minha garota naquele tom baixo e grave, a sobrancelha erguida junto ao sorriso, quase a fizeram gemer, e mesmo com suas mãos tremendo, ela o fez. Cada centímetro exposto de pele era uma parte da sua sanidade que se esvaia. Obrigada por ser um completo gostoso!
Ele a deitou novamente e começou a fazer exatamente o que disse que faria, separando ainda mais as pernas da garota e levantando mais o vestido, sendo recebido pela renda vermelha que a cobria. Lee xinga baixo, mas guarda a calcinha no bolso, antes de deixar um selinho nos lábios e no topo descoberto dos seios de S/n.
Ajoelhado no colchão Soohyuk enrosca os braços na sua coxa, te prendendo no lugar, assim como sua respiração que fica presa no peito se perguntando o que vem a seguir. O moreno assopra um arzinho na parte íntima da garota, que tem um sobressalto com a sensação estranha, ele repete o ato novamente a observando com um sorriso de lado, se adorando não só com a situação como a visão que tinha da garota.
"Relaxa, meu amor" A voz grossa e baixa de Soohyuk a faz revirar os olhos, ppr que além de usar o tom e um apelido apelativo, o homem beijava sua pele da coxa, e da pélvis, a arrepiando da cabeça aos pés.
"Falar é fácil" ela murmura em partes como uma reclamação a demora, e em como ele não sabe como é o ter entre as pernas, querendo que faça alguma coisa logo.
Lee solta um risinho baixo, e mantendo contato visual com o rosto da garota ate finalmente comecar a toca-lá. No começo é lento. Um beijo único, de boca aberta, no seu clitóris, tão suave que a morena mal sente. Então ele chupa. Com força. A língua passando por você da maneira mais divina, porque ele queria passar a conhecer seu corpo melhor do que qualquer um, até ela mesma.
S/n ofega, levantando os quadris, mas as mãos do homem já estão lá, a prendendo no colchão com uma rigidez que faz seus dedos dos pés se curvarem.
S/n geme rolando os olhos, ambas as mãos agarrando os lençóis, e a coluna saindo do colchão, enquanto Soohyuk a devora. E quando ele adiciona um dedo — o desliza para dentro sem aviso enquanto sua língua desliza rápida e precisamente contra o clitóris da garota— S/n se arqueia ainda mais, gemendo tão alto que ecoa.
"Porra. Continue assim, meu amor." A garota se sente contrair em volta dele, e ele sorri contra sua pele. Soohyuk usa sua voz poderosa coagindo seu orgasmo. O que ela o faz, com um gemido alto e um estremecimento. Ele não para de a lamber, sentindo o gosto da garota, e se obrigando a parar, para não a estimular de mais.
Lee sente seu pau latejando ainda preso por toda a roupa, mas ele prometeu ser um cavalheiro e não apressar as coisas com a morena. Ele sorri se aproximando do rosto ruborizado dela, se apoiando nos cotovelos com o braço próximo ao rosto dela.
A garota abre os olhos, e sorri como se flutuasse, e essa era exatamente a sensação que tinha, que estava voando com um anjo demoníaco que era Lee Soohyuk. O homem passa delicadamente os dedos por suas bochechas enquanto ela lentamente voltava a si, e ela o sentiu passar um dos dedos por seu lábio, antes de deixar um beijo casto.
"No seu tempo, meu amor..." ele murmura, beijando novamente seu pescoço mas dessa vez descendo por seu colo, finalmente a livrando do vestido, que começava a incomodar.
"Se continuar me chamando assim, vou acreditar" S/n brinca ouvindo um sorrisinho dele, que se senta e a olha firme nos olhos antes de responder: "sem problemas, meu amor"
Soohyuk desliza o vestido pelas pernas da morena, e logo se livra do sutiã também rendado e vermelho. Ele beija sua barriga, lentamente subindo em direção aos seios da garota, que sobem e descem conforme ela tenta respirar. Ele percebe que S/n continua a segurar firme nos lençóis da cama, e senta pegando ambas as mãos. Ele beija seus dedos e os coloca em diferentes partes do seu corpo.
"Enquanto eu estiver a tocando, quero que me toque também" ao falar, vê a garota frisar as sobrancelhas e então completa rapidamente "Como quiser! Pode me apertar, pode me acariciar, e porra, por favor, me arranha!" Ele rosna baixo, e a sente mover os dedos por sua pele, e sorri "Boa garota!"
Soohyuk da atenção aos seios da garota, que se tornavam cada vez mais sensíveis, e seus dedos se esgueiram para dentro da garota, a surpreendendo. Seus dedos ágeis testam a entrada da garota, que o sugava com vigor. Ele a via gemer e rolar os olhos, enquanto ele tentava a preparar como podia, mas estava quase enlouquecendo.
"Desculpa meu amor, mas preciso estar dentro de você agora!" Lee se livra das calças, sendo observado atentamente pelos olhos curiosos da garota. Soohyuk não sentiu vergonha nenhuma quando os dois perceberam a parte umida de pré gozo na cueca branca, que é descartada em um lugar qualquer. O moreno pega uma camisinha na cabeceira ao lado da cama, sentindo os olhos atentos da sua garota na cama.
"Quer me tocar, meu amor?" Ele indaga se sentando na cama mais uma vez, hesitando ela confirma com a cabeça se sentando no colchão. Mais uma vez o moreno beija seus dedos antes de levar as mãos macias da garota até seu membro. Ele reprime um gemido quando sente a garota o segurar firme, arriscando um vai e vem lento, mordiscando os lábios.
"Você tá quente..." ela comenta o olhando, e o encontrando sorrindo ladino. Soohyuk tira delicadamente a mão dela, e a faz deitar novamente com a cabeça nos travesseiros.
" Isso é tesão por você, meu amor!"
Lee Soohyuk então se posiciona no meio das pernas da garota, e se apoia mais uma vez por cima dela, querendo absorver suas reações conforme ele a penetra pela primeira vez. Quando ele se introduz, a vê fechar os olhos, e ele para. Mais continua mais um pouco e a vê juntar as sobrancelhas, mas não sabe se em agonia ou prazer.
"Preciso que fale comigo meu amor, estou prestes a te meter, se não me disser o que quer" ele pede, voz rouca, claramente se segurando a pouca sanidade que lhe resta, conforme sente as paredes apertadas e úmidas da garota o apertarem vigorosamente.
"Pode continuar, quero você dentro" ela geme, mordendo o lábio, e ele o faz, mas ainda um pouco hesitante. Quando está completamente dentro de S/n, ambas as respirações ficam mais rápidas, e os dois ainda mais sensíveis a tudo, e Soohyuk jura que é a primeira vez que sente isso com alguém.
"Meu amor, eu posso me mexer agora?" Lee indaga beijando o pescoço da garota, que geme, e confirma.
Ele o faz. De novo. De novo. E de novo.
A boca do moreno paira perto dos lábios da garota, capturando cada suspiro, cada gemido, cada súplica silenciosa, desesperada e sussurrada do seu nome saindo dos seus lábios.
"Porra, meu amor! Pensei a noite toda nisso", ele sussurra contra seus lábios. "Em tirar esse vestido de você. Em fazer você se contorcer. Em ouvir você fazer todos aqueles barulhos lindos para mim. Em como voce aceitaria tudo o que eu te desse como uma boa garota."
S/n se contrai novamente com as palavras dele, e ele sente isso. Grunindo e aumentando a velocidade dos seus movimentos. Ele a sente se contrair mais uma vez, e suas mãos delicadas o arranhar os ombros, o puxando para mais perto. Soohyuk passa a incentivar a gozar, sentindo como ela estava cada vez mais perto.
"Porra. Meu amor. Continua, me aperta" ele ordenava desordenado, sem saber exatamente o que queria, além de o seu orgasmo, e então o dele.
Com seus movimentos ritmados, e seus gemidos cada vez mais vagorosos, mas nunca o volume, o que o enchia de orgulho, mas ele estava prestes a explodir, com todo estímulo. Soohyuk sentia-se como se tivesse comido algo afrodisíaco, mas era tudo S/n. A beleza, o humor, a língua afiada e ao mesmo tempo inocente, o perfume...
Ele observava enquanto a garota se contorcia abaixo dele, as unhas o puxando para mais perto, sentindo os músculos das costas trabalharem, vê o momento em que ela perde o ar quando ele a penetra de um forma mais firme, e ela geme mais alto rolando os olhos. E ela não parecia se cansar nenhum pouco, enquanto ele parecia que iria perder a sanidade a qualquer momento.
"Assim...N-não para...N-não...por favor..." a voz da garota saiu rouca, com os olhos brilhando em uma carinha pedinte, e ele gruniu enfiando o rosto no pescoço dela.
Soohyuk deixa beijos onde alcançava, mordiscando a pele, e mantendo o ritmo firme, até ouvir uma risadinha engasgada da garota, e levanta sua cabeça parando curioso. S/n sorri passando a mão nos cabelos dele, segurando os mesmos, antes de explicar que ela gostou de ver a cama batendo na parede, e terminar puxando os fios dele.
O moreno sorri malicioso, voltando à penetrar mais vigoroso, fazendo com que no quarto se ouvisse apenas os gemidos dos dois, e o som de pele se batendo. "Porra! Você é tão perfeita. Minha garota perfeita." A voz do homem sai rouca em meio aos sons, ao que ela impensadamente respondeu repetindo como um doce eco "Sua. Só sua."
A garota começa a sentir seu corpo todo tensionar. Os dedos dos pés começam a se contorcer, a voz sumiu da garganta assim como o ar, além da sensação no ventre, que parecia se contorcer e se enrolar cada vez mais forte. Ela passou a ter a sensação que Lee estava em todo o lugar, o perfume caro em seu nariz, os lábios por toda sua pele, desde seu pescoço até nos seios, e as mãos dele, que passavam ppr todo seu corpo, mas que agora estavam em seu clitóris, a estimulando.
"Está quase lá meu amor..." ele murmura na boca dela, mesmo qus os olhos castanhos estivessem fechados. "Goza pra mim meu amor..."
S/n não saberia dizer se foram os dedos, o membro ou a voz dele, mas ela sentiu O nó no seu estômago se romper, seu corpo estremeceu violentamente enquanto se desfazia em torno dele. Soohyuk gemeu ainda mais alto e sonoro, estocando mais algumas vezes antes de se derramar no corpo da garota, a testa pressionada contra a dela e ambas as respirações ofegantes.
O silêncio preenche o quarto enquanto o casal se deita em baixo das cobertas se recuperando. Soohyuk faz carinho nos cabelos da garota, que estava de olhos fechados tentando compreender tudo o que se passou. Ela finalmente não era mais virgem, graças ao homem mais rico e gostoso que já viu na vida. E o sexo? Era incrível! Porém o que ela não sabia era que esse mesmo homem estava tentando não enlouquecer preocupado pensando que ela tinha se arrependido.
"Você está bem?" Ele indaga com a voz calma, a vendo abrir lentamente os olhos, o surpreendo com o brilho ali.
"Acho que nunca estive tão bem assim" ela sorri e Lee fica aliviado. Ele parecia não conseguir tirar as mãos, ou os lábios dela, fazendo carinho e beijando seus dedos, suas mãos, seus braços, seu pescoço e de volta aos lábios macios da garota.
"Me diz o que está pensando" Soohyuk pergunta, mais uma vez, odiando como a garota que parecia não conseguir ficar quieta de repente estava tão calada.
"Que não quero que essa noite acaba, e eu ter que voltar pra minha vida como era antes" a morena suspira, mas suas sobrancelhas se juntam quando escutam o sorriso dele "que bom que nosso check out do hotel é só amanhã a noite..." Soohyuk a mordisca, tranquilizando o clima antes de continuar "depois disso, a gente vê"
"Quer dizer que vamos continuar a nos ver?" Ela se senta na cama puxando o lençol para se sentir menos exposta, e Lee adorou ver a animação de volta ao seu olhar novamente. Intimamente ele não queria ter ido ao leilão, e depois decidiu que não ia fazer nada com ela, mas conversou com ela, tudo mudou, e agora ele não tinha certeza se essa noite seria a única.
"Quero dizer que vou preparar um banho para os dois, pedir uma comida do hotel, e fazer o que quiser...segunda, vai ser outra coisa, meu amor"
A garota sorri, travessa, e beija o homem, faminta. "Que bom que disse isso, mas acho que deveria ter cuidado com o que diz, Sr. Lee..." a morena comenta, usando um tom sedutor para o chamar, o que o fez se arrepiar. As mãos da garota foram para a nuca dele, onde ela começou a brincar com o cabelo dele "por que eu acho que vou precisar não só de mais prática com sexo, como...desenvolver outras habilidades"
S/n finalmente deixou sua mão passar pelo peitoral desnudo e firme, ele sentiu orgulho na forma como ela o olhava, faminta, e incitou que ela continuasse o que começou.
"Ah, sabe...eu acho que você podia me ensinar umas coisas...eu não sei fazer um boquete, não sei masturbar um homem, sem contar em todas as outras posições..." Lee morde o próprio lábio, ouvindo aquilo.
"Ah, claro! Por que você não pode saber a sensação de apenas uma, não é?"
"Exato! E também tem as fantasias! A gente pode começar com algumas das suas, eu posso pensar em algumas também..."
Os dois caem na risada, as unhas da garota desenhando o abdomem alheio. Lee estava meio deitado, apoiado em seu braço, e a garota muito próxima, o que o deu uma ideia. Soohyuk pega a sua mão macia, e sorri contra ela, a beijando.
"Bom, então eu acho que posso te ensinar uma coisinha antes do banho" a morena morde o próprio lábio, vendo o mais velho passar sua mão por seu abdômen levando até o seu membro semi ereto. Ele sorri a desafiando a se recolher, mas ela o segura e começa a seguir as instruções que ele a dá, já rolando os olhos. Soohyuk enfia uma de suas grandes mãos na nuca da garota e em um puxão que a faz gemer cola ambos os lábios, mas antes de a beijar a promete:
"E depois vou te mostrar como se fode, meu amor."
Leilão
LeeSoohyuk!CEO x Leitora!Universitária
⤿extra cast: Jeno, Jisung, Jaemin, Haechan, Chenle, Renjun (NCT Dream); Karina, Giselle (Aespa); Hongjoong, Yeosang, Seonghwa, Wooyoung, Yunho (Ateez)
Palavras: 3.791
Resumo: Ao acordar de uma noite de bebedeira com os amigos, S/n acorda com uma ressaca e a descoberta inesperada de que contratou os serviços de um leiloeiro. O bem a ser leiloado? Sua virgindade.
Avisos: Menção ao sexo; linguagem imprópria; Menção a violência física (ameaçou de tapa entre amigos, não se preocupem!); mínima aparição do Soohyuk, mas ele vem na parte dois, PROMETO! Apesar de não ter cenas gráficas de sexo, eu prefiro que menores de idade não leiam, então por favor, bom senso amorecas!
💌: Feliz dia dos pais para o maior Daddy da Coreia! Essa é a parte 1, e se tudo der certo, amanhã posto a segunda parte, então seremos otimistas (até por que é aí a ação realmente acontece he he) me digam o que acham, e eu dou um beijinho na testa de vocês 💋
🥂 Parte 2
Se S/n pudesse descrever a própria vida, e todos os seus processos de tomadas de decisões, palavras como "estável" e "sólidas" poderiam facilmente ser usadas, e não seriam mentiras ou hipérboles.
Mas mesmo uma jovem inteligente e calma como ela precisa ter seu momento de insanidade...e esse momento chega regado de álcool em um barzinho ajeitado e com seus amigos, para comemorar o fim de um semestre cansativo na faculdade.
Chenle, Jisung e Karina não paravam de falar sobre suas mil aventuras sexuais, ou que fizeram ficar em seu canto calado, remoendo sua falta de experiência não só na parte do sexo, mas com pessoas no geral. É como ela mesma dizia: "Homens me dão preguiça e mulheres me dão medo". E então lá está ela, uma garota de vinte e poucos anos, no terceiro semestre da faculdade, virgem.
Virgem. E sozinha.
Mas até tal ponto da noite, as coisas estavam normais, seus amigos continuaram a se vangloriar, enquanto ela continuava a ruminar sua triste situação, com mais e mais copos de álcool, até que o resto da noite se tornou apenas um borrão, e você acordou na tarde seguinte com a luz do sol batendo nos olhos.
Como uma bêbada semiprofissional, fez o que sabia que deveria ser feito para diminuir os efeitos colaterais de uma noite inconsequente: uma aspirina com café extra forte, e algumas torradas com muitos ovos mexidos.
Quando pega seu celular para ver as notícias do dia, percebe que além de ter ganhado fotos estranhas e comprometedoras suas e de seus amigos, aparentemente ela tinha conversado com um contato diferente. Pra começar, ela tinha salvado o tal número como "MOSSO QUE VAI SALVAR MINJA VIDA 💋💥💯" com todos os emogis e erros. S/n não sabia o que poderia ser, mas já sentia uma dor de cabeça começar a despontar na lateral do crânio. O nome, os erros ortográficos e os emogis indicavam que ela já não estava mais sã, e o que quer que esse tal salvador tenha feito, a S/n do presente dúvida que seja realmente algum tipo de salvação.
A garota senta no sofá, tentando reunir coragem para abrir a tal conversa, já que tem um péssimo pressentimento sobre o que pode encontrar, então mais um refil de café depois, ela decide começar pela foto de perfil do contato, mas não encontrou nada muito promissor, apenas o nome Le Cygne Noir em letras elegantes e cursiva, e logo abaixo os dizeres:"O luxo dança entre o mistério e o desejo."
Quando a curiosidade a venceu, S/n finalmente abriu a conversa...
S/n: OIIIIII Moço do bar!!!!!
S/n: vOce disse que ia me ajudar!! QueRO SUA AJUDA!
Le Cygne Noir: 🌒 Você acaba de cruzar os portões da Le Cygne Noir — onde o Luxo dança entre o mistério e o desejo. Sua presença foi notada!
Em breve, um de nossos curadores lhe responderá.
Enquanto isso, diga-nos…
— Busca por uma peça que o escolheu em sonho?
— Deseja libertar um artefato antigo de sua solidão?
— Ou apenas observa, silenciosamente, o que jaz nas sombras?
S/N: MOCO EI JA FALEI! EU QUERO LEIOLQR!
Le Cygne Noir: Olá, boa noite! Aqui é o Kim Hongjoong, nós conversamos no bar, mas confesso que não pensei que entraria em contato tão rápido...
Le Cygne Noir: a senhorita tem certeza da sua decisão? Posso te enviar os documentos por e-mail para assinar agora mesmo.
S/N: VAI MOSSO ME MANDA LOGO!
S/N: EU TO DESESPERADA! 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫
Le Cygne Noir: Certo, te enviei a documentação por e-mail, preciso apenas que escreva o que irá leiloar, sua assinatura e então nos acertamos o pagamento de contrato da sua contratação.
E claro, mesmo querendo muito ler o resto da conversa, S/n abriu seu e-mail e felizmente encontra fácil a tal documentação, mas a garota não esperava por nada do que leu na tal documentação.
Seu grito da sala fez surgir um por um de seus amigos na sala de estar onde ela estava. Confusos pelo susto, por acabarem de acordar, e por conta do álcool, seus amigos a encaram andar de um lado pro outro do cômodo.
"O que aconteceu?" Karina e Giselle são as primeiras a perguntar. A garota as olha, a respiração rápida, mão na cabeça e olhos arregalados.
"Euvendiminhavirgindade" as palavras saem vomitadas, e como todos a olham ainda mais confusos, ela toma um ar e tenta falar mais lentamente: "eu acho que...vendi minha virgindade"
Silêncio...
...Silêncio...
...Silêncio...
Até que Chenle irrompe em uma gargalhada alta e maligna enquanto se joga no sofá. Alguns vão pra cozinha se servir de qualquer coisa enquanto as meninas tentam a acalmar e entender melhor a situação com a amiga, que conta tudo o que leu até ali.
"Mas como você conseguiu o número desse cara?" Foi uma das perguntas que surgiram, e "como a ideia de vender sua virgindade surgiu, em primeiro lugar?" E é assim que o grupo tenta remontar a noite anterior, com pouquíssimo detalhes, e pra atrapalhar, alguns estavam longe quando aconteceu – como Jaemin que era o único sóbrio da noite, mas tentava salvar Jeno de uma briga por uma garota qualquer que ele jurava ser a Jessica Alba.
"Aí meu Deus!" S/n arfa quando sua memória lhe presenteia com um fragmento interessante da noite: chenle é quem surge com o tal Hongjoong anunciando ser o cara mais incrível do mundo, por que ele era dono de um leilão, e que eles poderiam vender qualquer coisa, e então a voz esganiçada de Haechan surge no pé do seu ouvido "VOCÊ PODIA VENDER A SUA VIRGINDADE!"
"A culpa é sua seu idiota!" A garota grita ao contar a memória, já indo atrás do garoto, que se afugenta atrás de Jaemin e Jeno "Eu VOU TE MATAR!"
Porém felizmente para o moreno suas amigas conseguem te segurar, e o mantém salvo. Renjun que havia pego o seu celular e estava lendo toda a conversa, se manifesta, com novas informações, que preferia não saber de jeito nenhum...
"Aparentemente você contratou o serviço de leilão deles, para vender sua Virgindade, e olha só...acho que você deixou sua autoestima falar bem alto aqui." Ele diz, fazendo uma pausa dramática que só serviu pra te irritar mais até ele continuar, com um brilho estranho no olhar "acontece que tem uma multa de quebra de contrato, e a menos que você tenha cem milhões de reais...meu conselho é que faça esse leilão".
Você não sabe se suas recém descobertas sobre noite passada, as novas informações sobre suas peripécias, os ovos ou a bebedeira, mas precisou sair correndo para o banheiro vomitar. Felizmente seus amigos são incríveis, e traçam um plano para te ajudar: no plano A, Jaemin, Giselle e Renjun te acompanham no escritório para tentar te livrar da situação, enquanto no plano B, Chenle, Jeno, e Karina ficam em casa para limpar tudo, e encontrar identidades falsas para Haechan, caso nada de certo com o plano A.
...
O escritório da Le Cygne Noir é tão elegante quanto sua foto de contato, vidro, mármore em cores clara e sóbrias, e todo o tipo de pintura, arte e livros preenchem o lugar.
O pequeno grupo é relacionado por uma jovem garota de sorriso educado, coque e uniformes impecáveis. Jaemin toma a frente enquanto S/n tenta não surtar e invadir o lugar. Tudo ali era elegante de mais, grandioso de mais, e ela estava começando a achar tudo demorado de mais também.
"Desculpe, mas sem uma hora marcada não posso deixa-los entrar." A tal garota responde, e S/n grune, e talvez ao falar com ela pode ter se deixado levar um pouco de mais.
"Pelo amor de Deus moça! Eu só preciso falar com Hongjoong! Vai ser rápido, ele nem precisa me olhar na cara direito!..." a menina está no meio do seu monólogo suplicante, quando uma figura surge e ela imediatamente se cala, o observando. Kim Hongjoong.
"E por que eu não olharia uma beldade dessas?" O loiro diz sorrindo. Hongjoong tem mais aura que altura, o que confunde bastante o grupo. Ele é um homem bonito, usando alta alfaiataria, joias e acessórios por todo lugar. "Me acompanhem, por favor"
A sala de Hongjoong é tão chamativa quanto ele. Paredes altas, grande mesa de vidro, revistas em uma outra mesa de vidro, um grande sofá roxo que estranhamente combinava com tudo, e um grande quadro abstrato atrás de sua cadeira. Ele é o tipo de homem que tem um sorriso lindo, mas claramente perigoso, como o Gato Cheshire de Alice, e ele sabia. Ver aquele sorriso brilhante trouxe arrepios a espinha da garota.
"Deixa eu ver se entendi, a senhorita fez a contratação do nosso leilão, mas se arrependeu e agora quer cancelar o contrato, mas sem o pagamento da multa..."
"Eu sei que parece absurdo, mas por favor entenda, eu estava bêbada, triste, confusa e o idiota do meu amigo ficou falando...foi tudo no calor do momento!"
É impressionante o quanto uma pessoa pode descobrir sobre si, só hoje S/n descobriu que nunca mais vai beber, e que não é boa de mais para se humilhar pedindo um favor.
"Tudo bem, eu entendo" ele diz, e você já consegue sentir o peso do mundo saindo de seus ombros, mas o homem bonito resolve continuar "mas não posso fazer isso". Kim sorri se levantando da cadeira e se sentando em sua própria mesa a sua frente, e ela sente Jaemin se movimentar para mais perto. "Vou te explicar uma coisa sobre minha função, eu procuro preciosidades para serem leiloadas. E essas preciosidades são expostas e vendidas para a elite da elite. E modéstia a parte, eu sou muito bom no que faço! Diferente do que você está pensando agora, eu tenho feeling que pode mudar sua vida docinho, com esse rostinho, sua educação quando sóbria, e claro, sua virgindade, você pode ficar milionária!" O loiro se aproxima mais da garota, e delicadamente passa seu dedo indicador pela bochecha de S/n, e ela sabe que deveria sentir medo, mas ela se sente hipnotizada e não se afasta.
"E eu já tenho a data perfeita, para a noite perfeita, então me deixe fazer minha mágica docinho"
...
Durante uma semana, S/n ainda tentava digerir a história toda. Seus amigos a ajudavam bastante, até fazendo algumas piadinhas de vez em quando – menos Haechan, que sempre que comentava algo precisava se esconder atrás de outro alguém –, e a constante presença de Hongjoong por algum motivo a fazia se sentir mais segura com tudo.
O rapaz à enviava mensagens todos os dias, praticamente o tempo todo: ele queria saber se estava se alimentando corretamente, se estava se hidratando, que curso faz da faculdade, seus Hobbies e interesses, e ele deixou de a chamar de "docinho" para começar a usar "preciosa"; e como se não fosse suficiente, o loiro a fez comparecer a aulas de etiquetas, a mini aulas de idiomas, e provas de vestidos que ela nunca podia palpitar ou mesmo ver.
Nem S/n ou seus amigos sabiam exatamente o que Kim estava planejando, mas sabiam que não seria uma noite simples. Karina e Giselle foram atrás de seu perfil em todas as redes sociais, e sem surpreender ninguém, viram o quão luxuosa é a vida do homem, Renjun seu amado amigo estagiário de direito tentou encontrar mesmo uma mínima brecha no contrato, mas agora quer fazer estágio na Le Cygne Noir, Jeno e Jaemin eram os que mais conseguiam a animar (Haechan e Chenle ainda a temiam, mas eram presenças constantes tentando fazer com que seus dias se tornem normais.
Na sexta feira que antecedeu o evento, o grupo recebeu em sua casa junto aos convites, caixas pretas com laços dourados. Hongjoong enviou a todos roupas para aproveitarem a noite junto a amiga.
"Meu Deus! Será que ele precisa de um estagiário novo?" Renjun tinha comentado olhando a qualidade não só do seu tuxedo, mas das caixas e os laços também "Será que ele precisa de um filho?" Haechan pergunta aparecendo na sala já vestido, e S/n escuta uma de suas amigas pensar alto ao seu lado "será que ele precisa de uma concubina?"
Mas a garota não pôde deixar de se sentir estranha pelo fato de seu vestido não ter chegado, e seu convite ser diferenciado. Enquanto todos eram pode papel preto com letras de cor dourada, e um anexo seguindo os mesmos padrões, o seu era tão dourado que parecia brilhar em suas mãos, e continha pequenos dizeres no final do papel "convite meramente ilustrativo". Mais tarde, Kim Hongjoong à informou que ele o fez especialmente para que ela guardasse e não se esquecer de nada até ali. Não que ela precisasse de um convite brilhante para isso.
O seu agora empresário a pediu que fosse para o local do evento muitas horas antes para que se arrumasse lá, e felizmente concedeu a presença de suas amigas.
Tal lugar parecia um Palácio. Por fora era repleto de Torres pontiagudas, e um jardim frontal com os arbustos formando desenhos de caracóis. Suas amigas não paravam de arfar e soltar gritinhos ao seu lado, enquanto ela tentava apenas não desmaiar logo do lado de fora. O interior possuía paredes altas decoradas com pinturas, e o que parecia ouro de verdade, e diversas esculturas que o grupo temia olhar de longe e quebrar.
"Bom dia! Sou Yeosang, e o Sr. Kim me pediu para os acompanhar!" Um rapaz não muito alto com a voz baixa surgiu no campo de vista de todos. Se Hongjoong era bonito, esse cara parece uma pintura viva. Ele comentou que estavam preparando o salão, e ao anoitecer todos os convidados começariam à chegar. Os meninos receberam um quarto ao lado do destinado às meninas, o que fez Haechan começar a reclamar instantaneamente, até irritar Yeosang que o mostrou o anexo entre os quartos murmurando alguma coisa sobre "não receber o suficiente para isso".
S/n foi instruída a não sair do quarto até as ordens de Hongjoong, o que significa que após horas sendo arrumada por mãos estranhas teria que passar mais algumas horas presa ali. Conforme era massageada, maquiada, perfumada, a equipe do loiro sempre passava para a ver, e ela descobriu que todos eram bem legais, até. Yunho foi encarregado de levar o vestido até sua dona, que assim como seus amigos arfaram com a visão final do vestido pela primeira vez. A luz parecia reluzir de dentro da caixa, mas foi quando finalmente o vestiu que começou a cair em si sobre a situação.
O vestido é um modelo longo e deslumbrante em dourado metálico, com efeito cintilante que reflete a luz como ouro líquido. O tecido fluido e acetinado moldou-se perfeitamente ao corpo de S/n valorizando sua silhueta com um caimento justo e elegante. As alças finas e o decote em “V” acrescentam delicadeza, enquanto a capa translúcida, presa nos ombros estendendo-se até o chão, o que criou um movimento etéreo, como se a figura fosse envolta por uma aura luminosa.
Uma máscara o complementa a produção com requinte e mistério. Feita em estrutura dourada com arabescos rendados, é inteiramente cravejada de pedrarias brilhantes que refletem a luz, harmonizando-se perfeitamente com o brilho do vestido. Um adorno lateral com pedras maiores, lembrando uma coroa floral, e uma pena clara e delicada acrescentam um toque dramático e elegante. Presa por fita de cetim branca, a permitindo manter o conforto sem perder a sofisticação planejada para a noite.
...
S/n foi obrigada a se manter no quarto conforme a noite acontecia no salão principal. Mas felizmente ela tinha cavaleiros do Apocalipse ao seu lado, que sempre que podiam a levavam comidinhas, e um pouco de champanhe, e até se alternavam para ficar com ela.
"Como está se sentindo?" Giselle que a fazia companhia no momento pergunta observando a amiga e sua cara de tédio sem a máscara.
"Um pouco nervosa" a morena encolhe os ombros, tentando nao esfregar os braços, uma vez que as maquiadores a tinham coberto de brilho "não gosto muito da ideia de ficar aqui em cima sem ver ninguém...e se o cara que...que..." ela não sabia muito bem como denominar aquela parte do leilão, então só gesticulou com um complemento "Ah! você sabe! E se ele for um escroto? E se for...feio?"
A garota de cabelos rosa ri da maior preocupação da amiga, mas a tranquiliza: "São todos extremamente gatos, com isso não precisa se preocupar! E além do mais, acho que o pelo jeito que o Hongjoong anda te tratando, ele ia garantir que não ia ter um tribufu pra te comprar"
S/n sabia que ela estava certa, mas não conseguiu deixar de fazer careta com aquilo. E apesar das ordens de Kim de que ela não deveria beber, o champanhe de Giselle estava uma delicia. Karina quando ficou lá a indagou sobre como ela se sentia em perder a virgindade.
"Não é como eu imaginei, mas também nunca me importei muito com todo esse tabu" da de ombros, mais tranquila. Graças a Deus o álcool existe! "Sinceramente essa altura do campeonato eu só espero que sele gato, gostoso e que saiba o que está fazendo!" Resmunga, fazendo um brinde com a amiga. Alguma coisa estava a dizendo que poderia confiar no gosto de Hongjoong, afinal toda a equipe dele era de tirar o fôlego.
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Finalmente Seonghwa bate na porta do quarto, quando ela já estava sozinho a um tempinho. O loiro a ajudou a colocar a máscara, sorrindo para ela "Você sabe que é o bem mais caro da noite, certo?" Ele questionou com um sorrisinho de lado.
"Fico lisonjeada. Alguma chance de você ou um dos seus amigos dar um lance?" S/n sorri brincando, mas nem tanto.
"Infelizmente não podemos, mas assim que tudo acabar, pode me procurar quando quiser, querida!"
Na ponta da escada, a morena já conseguia ver a multidão no salão, e precisou de muito esforço para não voltar correndo para o quarto e pular da janela. Felizmente Seonghwa estava do seu lado, e ela pode fincar suas unhas decoradas no braço dele, enquanto tentava não cair da escada. O rapaz sibila com a dor, mas deixa passar, com um comentário engraçadinho.
Os dois tiveram que passar por um mar de pessoas altas e bem vestidas, todos de olho apenas na garota. Enquanto tentava não surtar com tanta atenção em cima dela, S/n conseguiu ver um grupo tocando música clássica, seus amigos a observando e incentivando, e finalmente Hongjoong com um sorriso presunçoso no rosto. Quando finalmente chegou ao seu lado, Seonghwa tirou a capa das suas costas, o que a fez desejar que não o fizesse.
A garota se recorda das aulas de etiqueta e sorri, posando ao lado de Hongjoong, enquanto flashes fortes de câmeras praticamente a cegam. Kim começa a falar em um microfone que ainda não tinha visto.
"Senhoras e senhores, lhes apresento o bem mais valioso da noite..." o salão ficou em completo silêncio, nem os instrumentistas tocavam mais. S/n decidiu que seria de bom tom manter um sorriso neutro no rosto, enquanto fingia prestar atenção ao que o loiro falava. "Essa é a nossa pérola da noite. Jovem de 24 anos, estudante universitária, brilhante, educada, elegante...essa noite, senhoras e senhores, o que será leiloado, será a sua virgindade!"
Se antes o silêncio já tomava conta do local, agora ele se tornou praticamente palpável, e S/n interpretou esse silêncio como um péssimo sinal e uma ideia horrível, mas Hongjoong sabia, que efeito de dramatização, afinal, ele era feito daquilo.
"E agora nós descobriremos quem será o sortudo...ou sortuda a arrematar tal prêmio essa noite!"
Com três batidas com um martelinho escondido. Ele mesmo conduziu o leilão, com o mesmo sorriso de antes, e pensando bem, a garota não conseguiu não o associar com a versão mais espalhafatosa do Rumpelstiltskin. Com surpresa ela viu homens bonitos – e mulher bonitas também – começarem a dar lances. Ela não sabia o que estava a assustando mais, o fato de pessoas estarem realmente interessadas na sua virgindade, ou a facilidade e rapidez que os lances subiam. Aquelas pessoas estavam gastando milhões como se estivessem dando balas pra crianças!
O último lance que ela conseguiu compreender foi o de um homem loiro repleto de tatuagens na fila da frente, mas o modo como ele a olhava, não a agradou nenhum pouco.
"100 mil!" Ele disse, coçando o queixo. S/n engole em seco rezando para que a máscara conseguisse esconder o pânico em seu olhar, mas pelo menos para seus amigos ficou claro, porém eles não sabiam o que fazer, já vez que não podiam bater os lances, uma vez que não teriam o dinheiro para tal.
"150 mil!" Uma voz grossa ecoou ao fundo do salão, mas ela não conseguiu ver quem era, então apenas torceu para que fosse alguém que não a desse vontade de fugir.
"200 mil!" O loiro lança, mas a mesma voz grossa surge batendo sua oferta. O tal homem não gosta nada da atitude e aumenta ainda mais o lance, chocando S/n em muitos níveis. "500 mil!" O tal homem loiro praticamente grita, sem paciência.
Silêncio.
A falta de lances faz o coração de S/n para por alguns segundos antes de disparar em extrema velocidade. Hongjoong começa a contagem final "Doule 1!" Desespero toma conta do corpo da garota, e ela não consegue disfarçar, dando um passo para trás, como se estivesse pronta para correr a qualquer minuto "Doule 2!" ela se aproxima de Kim, e no momento em que ia o implorar parar podar fim à aquilo tudo, uma voz a irrompeu antes que precisasse:
"5 milhões!"
Finalmente ela pode ver quem competia por sua...honra. O homem era alto, diferente dos outros, ele vestia um conjunto moderno e minimalista em preto. Tinha um blazer preto, abotoado apenas na parte inferior, revelando parte do peito — onde se destacou um colar prateado robusto e uma tira preta horizontal, e o seu cabelo casualmente penteado para trás. Ele parou a frente de todos, brevemente olhando o tal homem dos lances, com um sorriso vencedor, mas não se demorou muito, pois logo ele estava olhando para S/n. Ele não a mediu como o outro, manteve as mãos nos bolsos e sorriu. Apenas isso. E se pudesse, ela se trancaria no quarto como ele agora mesmo se pudesse.
Hongjoong fez a contagem final rapidamente, e a virgindade de S/n foi vendida para o tal homem gato. Agora ela só precisava trancar com o tal homem gato...
Coisas inéditas estão vindo por aqui nesse perfil...como uma escrita com um ator gostoso que nunca escrevi antes 🙂↕️
Talvez um dia eu vença a batalha contra títulos monossilábicos e tediosos 😤, mas infelizmente não será essa noite
Acabei de ler o primeiro livro da trilogia de "Caraval", e também tô assistindo "Viúva negra" agora, então há pedido de 0 pessoas, 0 vezes, deixarei aqui conceitos, coisas e tal que gostaria de explorar na escrita, e os motivos:
• "Viúvas Negras"
Começando com o que vou lembrar mais claramente agora. O treinamento militar melhor que qualquer exército, ao mesmo tempo as assassinas sendo bailarinas, por que todo mundo sabe da semelhança... complicações familiares, complicações políticas, personas complexas... as espiãs, elas tem livre árbitro? Elas foram quimicamente induzidas a tudo? Pode alguma delas realmente gostar de ser uma assassina, e ver sua posição como um propósito? São todas mocinhas? E se uma delas for vilã?... gente tem tanta coisa pra explorar aqui, misericórdia! (Mas amo muito, parabéns Marvel ❤️)
• "Circo"
Claro que por conta do livro, também estou com isso na cabeça 🤷♀️... o legal do circo é que ele pode ser um universo dentro de si, sabe? O mundo pode até existir lá fora, mas se assim como no "Caraval" você conseguir prender os personagens lá dentro, é possível que ele seja um universo por si só; Da pra usar magia; da pra explorar personagens específicos, como um mágico (e magia de verdade) as dançarinas, e claro os palhaços (que eu não faria, por que tenho pavor deles, mas beleza); sem contar a quantidade de arquétipos que dá pra usar dentro dele, enfim, um prato cheio que eu nem sei se saberia por onde começar.
• "Ballet"
Um fato sobre mim é que sou bailarina não profissional, e amo um clichê de ballet! Principalmente ligado ao "lago dos cisnes", me perdoem, é básico mas funciona muito bem. O conceito de "bem" e "mal" em diversos níveis, nos personagens (da pra fazer igual ao filme e focar na prota, ou até expor os Ying e Yangs nos outros personagens de modo mais ainda claro também), o mundo competitivo do ballet tbm que pode ser extremamente tóxico como o filme, ou se quiser fugir de todo o clichê e toda a ideia de cisnes, trazer um ar mais legalzinho pra tudo. Acho que inclusive é um dos temas mais simplórios da lista, mas amo que amo
• "Casamento por contrato"
Tema simples². Outro conceito que amo, é o casamento forçado por contrato, aquele slow burn, aquele "eu quero mas não posso", que as vezes também é um "e se a gente se aproveitar enquanto pode, e depois terminamos quando o contrato acabar" que no final nenhum deles realmente quer, mas também não sabe como falar...acho até que tenho um rascunho de uma história assim, se pá algum dia eu volte e termine... outro simples que funciona delicinha, parece até macarrão num almoço de domingo!
• "Almas gêmeas" + "Vidas passadas" / "Doença de hanahaki"
Indo por partes, eu amo uma ligação de almas, um reconhecimento de almas, também um pouco influenciada por "A Maldição do Tigre" (inclusive tenho uma fic perdida e inacabada com o tema, mas que nunca conseguiu me agradar de fato, mas fazer o que);
Agora, eu acho que a hanahaki disease o puro suco do spirit fanfic, sempre gostei, por que também tem um certo slow burn, alguns desencontros, e se você tiver sorte: um final feliz... mas pode ser que não também né...
• "Mafia"
Outro puro suco do spirit e do wattpad, mas minhas motivações são poucas pra esse: Ateez em Ice on my Teeth 🤷♀️ o que posso fazer? Sou uma autora e leitora simples
• "Mundos de fantasia" / "Monarquia"
Também completamente influenciada por "Carnaval", mas eu amo mundos 100% de fantasia, e apesar de estar na vibe circense, eu geralmente prefiro aqueles que tem um toque medieval, sabe? Castelos, aqueles vestidos, cavaleiros, reis – a propósito, é o único lugar onde reis podem ser aceitáveis...–, e meus favoritos: dragões, fadas, bruxas...
E no quesito monarquia, adoro uns reis medievais, mas espero um dia conseguir escrever uma monarquia mais atual, como em "Vermelho Branco Sangue Azul"
• "Vampiros"
Ando muito em uma vibe literatura gótica, e minha figura favorita são os vampiros 🤷♀️, e apesar de gostar do Edward, eu prefiro os clássicos mesmo: O Conde Orlok, o Dracula e suas mil versões, a Carmilla... um básico que é de-li-ci-o-so 🫦
• "Super heróis" 🆕️!
Esse é novo na lista, e 100% influenciado pelo novo superman e pelo novo quarteto fantástico 😊, mas ao contrário dos outros conceitos, que adoraria explorar em histórias originais, esse aqui eu prefiro as fanfics mesmo, e acho que se tiver mais Surtos posso trazer mais um pouquinho 🤏🏻
Enfim, é isso! Obrigada por ler esse post sem sentido que vale mais pra poder tirar isso de dentro do meu cérebro, beijocas 💋
mysteries of our disguise revolve
clark kent (superman 2025) x f!reader
summary: you’re just the new intern at the daily planet—anxious, invisible in your books, and falling for the man who, disguised, saves the world between coffee breaks. he could catch the sky if it fell. but for some reason, he keeps choosing to catch you.
word count: 22.4k (i know it’s a lot but it’s worth it)
warnings/tags: +18 mdni, angst, banter, fluff !!!, clark has a savior complex, friends/coworkers to lovers, intern!reader, slow-burn office romance, lots of feelings and introspection, miscommunication, the reader’s sort of a sensitive and insecure gal at times, clark picks the reader up, mentions of reader's hair, both of them are very awkward at times, idiots in love (proceed with caution), declarations of love, p with plot, fingering (f receiving), handjob, oral (m and f receiving), whiny clark kent !!!, cum swallowing, p in v, missionary, happy ending.
a/n: first time writing for clark kent!!! to say i’m nervous would be the understatement of the century. i finally got to watch superman last week, and let me tell you: i’ve been obsessed with it <3 i walked out of the theater and pretty much ran home to start writing this fic. so yes, this one’s completely self-indulgent. i just got carried away by the feelings and couldn’t stop writing, hence the length lol. i really hope you enjoy this story. if you do, likes, reblogs and comments mean the world. and feel free to scream in the tags—i’ll be screaming too 🫂
Sometimes, you truly wished you didn’t have a brain.
It sounds ridiculous, worded like that. You know for a fact you’re not the first person to want a quiet mind, to dream of a day when you’re not held hostage by your own intrusive, spiraling thoughts. You take a look around and realize there are much bigger problems out there in the world.
Scratch that—right here, where every few days, some inexplicable, monstrous creature appears out of the blue and starts tearing through everything that gets in its way, like Metropolis is a giant city made of Legos.
And yet, you can’t help but drown in self-doubt. The worst part is how suddenly it all hits you. There’s no warning or mercy. One moment you’re fine—functioning, even laughing—and the next, something inside you flickers and dies. The illusion of confidence crumbles, and you're left looking for the broken pieces, wondering when you’ll finally figure out what’s wrong with you.
If only there were a way to cut it out, the rot, and replace it with something clean. Something shining. Something better.
The day you’re accepted for an internship at the Daily Planet, you stare at your reflection in the bathroom mirror and try to tell the girl in the fogged glass something that sounds like hope:
It’s going to be okay. You’re capable of this. Just show them your potential.
But the voice in your head isn’t convinced. It places an imaginary hand on your shoulder, deceptively gentle, until its fingers dig in, cold and burning all at once. It leans in, just behind your ear, and hisses the thought you’ve been trying to avoid:
It’s only a matter of time before they realize they could’ve chosen someone better.
Just so much for a girl in her twenties.
You squint at the girl on Jimmy’s phone.
She’s beautiful. Blonde. The kind of effortlessly pretty that feels unfair. If you didn’t know her from these selfies, you would’ve thought she was some kind of model. Tall, blue-eyed, glowing with confidence. She even looks like the type of person who’d throw a tantrum if someone accidentally stepped on a cat’s tail.
Picking at your nails, your eyes flick from the screen to Jimmy. Then back again. Jimmy. Blonde girl. Jimmy. Blonde—
“She’s super pretty,” you say finally, handing the phone back to him over the desk divider.
He stands up with a smug little shrug, grinning as if he’s about to accept an award. “What can I say? Ladies just seem to love me.”
At that moment, Lois passes by right on cue, bracing herself on your desk and leaning toward Jimmy with a certain look that usually comes before total verbal destruction. “I’m still trying to figure out why,” she mutters dryly. “Guess I know what my next article’s gonna be about.”
A giggle catches in your throat, too fast to stop, and you mask it with a fake cough.
Jimmy eyes you like you’ve betrayed his loyalty. “You’re supposed to be on my side. Proximity makes us allies.”
“I’m sorry. I just can’t resist a good joke,” you mumble, lifting your hands in mock surrender, earning an exasperated sigh from him.
Lois high-fives you without missing a beat. “You can always change seats.”
With a scoff, he declares, “Traitors. Both of you.”
As he launches into a dramatic defense of his dating history, Lois unwraps a candy bar, taking a bite before giving voice to her thoughts. “Honestly, I don't know why Clark gets away with disappearing for an hour and a half during lunch. I miss one deadline, and I’ve got Perry breathing down my neck.”
“Ever heard of this revolutionary thing called… privacy?” Jimmy asks her, raising his eyebrows in her direction.
She rolls her eyes, gesturing with the candy bar. “If I find out he’s out there eating real food while the rest of us are surviving on vending machine snacks, I’m suing.”
You're about to jump in with an equally sarcastic remark when the elevator dings.
The doors quietly slide open, and there he is.
Clark Kent. Carrying a cardboard tray of four coffees, his tie slightly crooked and hair looking like the wind styled it for him on the way in. There's a coy tilt to his smile, like he knows he’s late but hopes this peace offering makes up for it.
“Hey,” he says warmly. “Thought we could all use a little caffeine. Fuel for the hardest part of the day.”
Lois lifts her chin. “Look who finally decided to rejoin society.”
Balancing the tray in one hand, he straightens his glasses. “I brought bribes.” He hands hers over first, the corner of his mouth quirking up. A second later, Jimmy’s follows, and he gives Clark a quick pat on the back.
Then, to your complete surprise, Clark holds one out to you. No matter how many times he does it, you still get excited by his thoughtfulness.
You blink owlishly. Your name's neatly written on one side of the cup with a permanent marker, just above your order: two creams, two sugars. He still remembers your order and has never gotten it wrong. You take it calmly, like it might vanish if you move too fast, struggling to fight the smile wanting to break free. “Thanks, Clark.”
He bows his head, scratching the back of his neck, and looks up to meet your pleased gaze, studying how your expression softens. “You know there's a legal limit to how many times you can say thank you in a day, right? Pretty sure you’ve already gone over it.”
No clever, witty comeback comes to mind, so you turn back to your monitor, hoping the screen hides the heat crawling up your neck. Still, you can’t help whispering a very soft, “Thank you,” just before Clark turns on his heel and walks away.
He pauses for a split second, long enough to glance over his shoulder. His eyes land on yours again briefly, like he’s trying to find a hidden answer in your features, and he gives the smallest nod, almost imperceptible, continuing toward his desk, the hem of his coat swaying with each step.
Your heart flutters in your chest as you chew on your bottom lip, twisting your ankles together beneath the desk to keep from fidgeting, hoping you’re playing it cool.
“Jeez,” a familiar voice mutters nearby. Jimmy’s shaking his head, arching a knowing brow. “You’re down bad.”
“Shut it.”
“I swear to God, if you’d just admit it—”
You lob a yellow highlighter at him, managing to hit him squarely on the shoulder with a satisfying thwack. He opens his mouth to protest, but you cut him off with a pointed finger. “Keep your voice down. There’s nothing to admit. I’m just happy I have something to sip while I work. That’s all.”
Spinning lazily in his chair, he folds his arms behind his head like a painting of a man at peace. “I’ve got to hand it to you—it’s adorable, watching you try to lie to me. I’ve been sitting across from you for what, a month now?”
A faint line appears between your brows, and you catch the highlighter as he tosses it back your way.
He grins. “I’ve grown familiar with all your faces, young lady. And that dreamy look? The puppy eyes? That little tight-lipped smile?” He props his chin on his hand, his voice descending to a murmur. “Yeah. Those aren’t for public consumption. That’s VIP treatment.”
Fighting Jimmy is pointless. He’s the kind of guy who never loses an argument—mostly because he talks over you until you forget what your point even was.
He just doesn’t get it. You can find someone attractive without liking them, right? It’s just a stupid crush. A stupid work crush, to be precise, which is significantly worse than a normal one, because now the object of your hopeless affection walks past your desk on a daily basis like it’s nothing.
At some point, you stop being sure if you're trying to convince Jimmy or yourself.
Your brain whirs back to your very first day at the Daily Planet. You remember being led around by a chatty woman from HR, who kept smiling at you with what appeared to be feigned sympathy. She pointed out the break room, the vending machine, and in the end brought you to your new, empty desk right across from a redheaded guy who immediately stood and extended a hand.
“James Olsen,” he commented. “Welcome to hell.”
Before you could respond, he waved Lois over from a few desks away. “Lois, come meet the new intern.”
You told them your name, attempting to seem casual while subtly folding your arms across your chest like a human shield. You didn’t mention you already knew who they were, or the fact that you’d read Lois’s columns like gospel. Some things were better kept to yourself.
Then, along came Perry White. The Perry White. It only took you one glance at the man to recognize him: the iconic gruff editor-in-chief with a permanent scowl and a cigar that looked surgically attached to his mouth. He stomped over, barely glancing your way.
“Where’s Kent?” he grumbled, words muffled by the cigar between his lips.
Lois and Jimmy exchanged a look. Silence. Apparently, no one felt like volunteering information.
Kent, as in Clark Kent. The name alone triggered something weird in your stomach. He was the guy who somehow landed exclusive interviews with Superman like it was no big deal, most of which you’d devoured in one sitting.
In the nick of time, as if he’d heard his name from afar, Clark entered through the elevator, brushing his fringe to the side with one hand. Slung over one of his shoulders was a worn satchel bag, and in the other, he carried a cardboard tray, loaded with steaming coffee cups. He spotted Perry and made his way over, towering over pretty much everyone in the immediate vicinity.
“I know, I’m late again. Sorry, Perry,” he apologized, already reaching into the tray. “Maybe a hot coffee will help start your day?”
Perry grunted, took a cup, and walked away without another word. Clark contemplated him as he got farther and farther away, and once he was gone, turned back to the rest of you with a quiet exhale. “Really glad I bought an extra one today.”
Only two cups of coffee remained. He handed Jimmy and Lois theirs, then scanned the tray, his brows snapping together. His gaze landed on you, standing just a little behind the group, hands clasped awkwardly in front of you. That was when it hit him.
“Oh, I’m—” he stammered, fixing his posture. “I didn’t know there would be someone new. I’m so sorry, I would’ve brought you something too.”
“This is the new intern,” Jimmy supplied casually, taking a trial sip of his drink. “Started today. Doesn’t bite, probably. Has a name and everything.”
You offered a nervous little smile, giving Clark your name.
Clark repeated it under his breath, as if he was trying to memorize it. His attention flicked back to the empty tray, later returning to you. “Next time, I’ll make sure to bring you one. What do you usually get?”
Shaking your head, you tried to wave it off. “No, really, it’s okay. You don’t have to—”
But Clark shook his own head right back, stubborn and visibly determined. “I insist.”
Jimmy leaned in, elbowing him. “No, for real—he insists.”
Lois smirked into her cup. “He's going to agonize over this all day.”
Clark’s ears reddened as he cast a glance at you again. “Just... let me know. So I get it right.”
Ultimately, you ended up telling him your order: two creams, two sugars. He nodded seriously, and repeated it: “Two creams, two sugars.”
“Better write it on your arm or something,” Jimmy interjected, sitting down on his chair. “In case it comes up in your next Superman interview.”
The next morning, you were late. Disastrously, embarrassingly late. Not just five-minutes-past-start-time late. More like why-even-bother-showing-up late.
You burst through the front doors of the Daily Planet like a fugitive fleeing a crime scene, lungs clawing for air, sweat clinging to your lower back and pooling around your temples. The last ten blocks had been a blur of dodged pedestrians and half-choked apologies, and every eye in the office felt like it had turned your way.
Avoiding eye contact, you slid into your seat. It was only your second day, and already you’d earned a reputation: the intern who can’t be punctual. What would be next? Forgetting your name? Accidentally setting the printer on fire? Calling Perry “dad”? You were so far inside your own head you barely registered the beverage sitting on your desk.
A lone paper coffee cup. You froze.
It was from the café around the corner, the same one Clark brought coffee from yesterday. An orange Post-it was stuck to the side, curling slightly at the corners, your name written just beneath it.
Hope you have a good time here. The handwriting was clean and tidy, with no signature, though you knew who had written it.
Your fingers brushed the cup tentatively, and the warmth seeped into your fingers, anchoring you in a moment that felt strangely tender. It was a small gesture, but it had found you when you were at your most unravelled, and somehow, that made it hit harder than it should have.
Glancing up, you noticed Clark was already seated at his desk, typing with ease. When your eyes met, he didn’t look away, just lifted a hand in a soft wave.
Before you could even process it, Jimmy bent over the partition, nodding at the cup. “Wow,” he uttered, pressing a hand to his chest. “On day two? Must be nice to be his favorite.”
“Excuse me?”
“Next thing you know, he’s bringing you lunch and rescheduling your dentist appointments.”
“It’s just coffee,” you retorted, but your hands didn’t loosen around the cup, clutching it like it contained the secret to world peace.
“Observe: the flustered intern in her natural habitat, attempting to rationalize a clear romantic gesture—”
“Don’t you have any photographs to take?”
His nose crinkled. “Don’t worry, I’ll keep your tragic office romance off the record. For now.”
To shut him up, you took a long sip, and immediately burned your tongue. Of course. When you glanced over again, Clark was observing you with mild alarm, eyes wide, like he wasn’t sure if he should intervene. But then he returned to his screen, his shoulders just a little stiffer than before, and you looked back down at the cup. The note.
You weren’t saying that was when the crush started. But it sure didn’t help.
Fast forward to the present day, your fingers have been levitating over the keyboard for an embarrassing amount of time, the blinking cursor taunting you like it knows. You just hope nobody’s noticed the light leaving your eyes as you spiraled into a memory that felt much warmer than the air-conditioned newsroom.
You turn your head to the left for what you swear will be the last time today, though deep down, you know that’s a lie. A practiced one at this point. Clark is already typing, posture relaxed but focused, forearms braced against the desk. He’s moved his chair today, and the faint movement of the muscles beneath the back of his white shirt makes you blink hard, as if that might reset your brain.
“Perv,” Jimmy interrupts your thoughts in a sing-song voice, not even bothering to look up from his computer.
You jab the side of his ankle with your shoe.
He hisses, eyes squinting shut. “Tell me I’m wrong.”
You don’t. What frightens you the most is that perhaps he has clocked you right. Straightening in your chair, you roll your shoulders back like you can shake it off. Crushes pass. This one will as well. Maybe by the time your internship’s ended.
Taking a sharp breath, you decide you need to get back to work. You can’t afford another mistake just because Clark Kent exists in the same room as you.
An email lands in your inbox. It’s one of many, the kind you handled almost without thinking twice. The task in it was far from difficult: skim the article, fix the typos, clean up the formatting, and make sure the version that goes online looked as polished as something with your name near it should. Routine. Safe.
At first, you don’t even flinch. You’re wearing headphones, the world on mute, until Jimmy taps your shoulder and motions for you to take them off. The moment you do, the noise rushes in. You register the low hum of tension in the room, and then comes the voice of one of your coworkers, shouting across the bullpen that an unedited version of an article had been published.
Silently, heads begin turning to find the culprit. And still, you don’t let yourself panic. Not until you hear the title.
Beneath the Streets, Above the Skies: The Creatures We Can’t Explain.
It’s yours.
Goddammit.
Your stomach flips as you scroll through the now-public piece on the Daily Planet’s website. It’s all there: the all-caps notes left by the writer mid-draft, barking out instructions to a future editor.
[FIX THIS. TOO WORDY.]
[DELETE — USE STAT FROM EARLIER DRAFT?]
[MAYBE CHOOSE A STRONGER QUOTE HERE.]
You’d sent the wrong version. Drafts mixed up, tabs blurred together, one careless attachment. And worst of all? You weren’t the one to catch it. By the time someone did, it had already been up long enough to embarrass the paper.
The article is eventually pulled, of course, but it had already been read by others.
A few people come to your rescue, trying to comfort you with those well-meaning phrases that sting more than they soothe.
It’s fine. Happens to the best of us.
Don’t beat yourself up over it.
It’s just one article.
Lois, in a moment of impossible generosity, offers to buy you an entire chocolate cake if it’ll get you to smile. She says it with a lopsided grin, trying to lighten the mood, but you can see it in her face, the silent sympathy. The confirmation that… yes, it had been bad.
What makes it worse is that it confirms what you already suspected about yourself: you’re not good at this. The little voice in your head, the one that is usually subdued by the clack of keyboards, is now screaming. You can hear going insane it in the spaces between your thoughts and heartbeats.
You had one job. You’ve been here for over a month, and you still managed to screw it up.
Panic blooms in slow, suffocating waves, rising behind your ribs and poisoning your bloodstream. You walk to Perry’s office on numb legs that barely feel like they are attached to the rest of your body. Your name had been called moments before. Knocking once, you step inside, your back flat against the cool surface of the door.
He doesn’t even look up right away. Just keeps reading something on his screen. “Something bothering that young brain of yours?” he asks without turning. “Because if you’re not going to be focused, I need to know. I don’t do hand-holding. This could’ve been a disaster.”
Your heart pounds so loudly you’re surprised he doesn’t pause to comment on it. When he finally decides to spare you a glance, it isn’t anger you’re met with. He looks tired, and even irritated, that he has to explain these things to you at all.
“Don’t be sloppy. I don’t like sloppy. Got it?”
Fervently nodding, you say, “Yes, sir.” You might grant him a smile, or perhaps something close enough to one, anyway. Then you leave, holding yourself together, and storm out of his office.
The newsroom is all windows and noise, impossible to disappear into, but taking the elevator isn’t a viable option at the moment. The stairwell, by contrast, is dim and forgotten, since no one uses it unless the elevators break down. That makes it a perfect place for you to hide.
You sit on the concrete steps and fold in on yourself, allowing yourself to cry. Sweaty palms pressed to your face, tugging at your hair like it might anchor you in your body. Silent sobs wrack your chest, and tears slip down your face, pooling at the edges of your mouth, making their way towards your chin and neck. Your knees draw to your chest, and you let yourself dissolve into shuddering breaths.
You aren’t just crying over the article, or the look Perry gave you, or the shame you saw in every pair of eyes that passed your desk.
You’re crying because at some point, without you even noticing, you’d let yourself believe that maybe—maybe—you were starting to belong here. That maybe you weren’t a complete fraud. It turns out it doesn’t take much to unravel those thoughts. Just one mistake. One article. One email you should’ve double-checked.
A couple of minutes pass, and you hear the door being opened and then shut. You’re too far gone by then: cheeks damp, fingers gripping your knees, shoulders drawn tight toward your ears. The sound of someone’s footsteps approaching you makes your stomach lurch, and instinctively, you swipe at your face, trying to clean yourself up with the heel of your palm as if that could erase the fact you’ve been crying.
You hear it. His voice.
“…Hey.”
Clark.
You rub your eyes, keeping your gaze fixed on a chipped bit of concrete near your foot, your throat too raw to answer.
There’s a pause. You don’t even hear him move, yet you feel him there, not close enough to crowd you, but not far enough either. He waits. It’s his thing, apparently.
Before you can stop yourself, you speak. “I’m fine,” you croak, too quickly. A reflex.
He doesn’t reply right away. A beat slides, and he mutters, “Didn’t ask.”
That earns a weak exhale from you. Not exactly laughter, but akin to it. You rest your forehead on your knees, and because you can’t help it, because it’s bubbling up and there’s nowhere else for it to go, you start talking. More like rambling, actually.
“I was tired, and I was trying to finish it fast, and I thought I’d already attached the right file, and—” You stop, inhaling sharply. “God, I’m pathetic.”
Clark still says nothing. You risk a glance in his direction and find him standing just a few steps down from you, one hand loosely resting on the railing.
You interpret his demeanor as an invitation to go on. “It’s so stupid. Everyone’s supposed to make mistakes. That’s what they say. But this doesn’t feel like a mistake. It feels like confirmation. That I shouldn’t be here. That I’m playing pretend, and now everyone can see it.”
It’s only a matter of time before your voice cracks, and you suck in a breath like it might steady you, but it only makes your chest hurt.
Gently, without needing to say anything, he sits down beside you, leaving just enough space so you don’t feel boxed in. You feel the warmth radiating off his body even through the distance. A comforting kind of heat.
“I didn’t want anyone to see me like this,” you croak. “It’s miserable.”
“It’s not.”
You shake your head, and the tears come back again for a second round, your whole frame shaking. More tears. You thought you were done.
That’s when you feel it. The hesitant pressure of his hand between your shoulder blades. He doesn’t move it, just lets it rest there, warm as you continue to cry your heart out. You’re pretty sure he must think you’ve gone mental. Once he notices you’re not backing away from his touch, he begins rubbing your skin in small, slow circles. No pressure. No expectation.
Eventually, after long minutes of trying to even your breath, you shift toward him on instinct, and he opens his arms, enveloping you. You fold into the space he makes for you, still trembling, trying to convince yourself this isn’t humiliating. His chest is solid against your cheek, and he smells like cologne and paper and something sweet you can’t quite place.
You don’t ask why he came. You believe you already have your answer. Lois probably saw you bolt. Maybe Jimmy sent him. Maybe he drew the short straw.
It turns out you say it out loud, because Clark speaks gently into your hair. “No one sent me.”
You choke on your own saliva.
“I just noticed you’d been gone for a while,” he adds. “That’s all.”
Pulling back a little, just enough to look at him in the eye, you find his expression to be unreadable in that Clark Kent way. “I didn’t even realize I was gone that long,” you admit.
He smiles, barely. “I know.”
A long silence hangs in the air between you. Not uncomfortable, but thick with things unsaid.
Then he asks, almost like he already knows what you’ll respond next: “Why are you so hard on yourself?”
You laugh, though it comes out watery and bitter. “I don’t know how else to be.”
He watches you for a moment. The world outside the stairwell feels a thousand miles away.
“I think,” Clark begins carefully, “you hold yourself to this impossible standard. You think if you slip up, everyone will rub it in your face.” You stare at him, swallowing hard. “But no one’s waiting to punish you,” he explains. “They already like you. I already—” He stops himself mid-sentence. “You don’t have to earn that every second.”
His hand is still on your back. You don’t know what you’re supposed to say to that, so you just sit there with him. With yourself, and with everything you’re carrying. The silence lingers, suspended in time, and you can’t help but sniff after all that crying. You’re certain your eyes must be far beyond puffy and red-rimmed, your face blotchy, and you don’t even want to think about what your mascara’s looking like right now.
“Was it—” You hesitate, keeping eye contact. “Was it a lot? That I hugged you?”
Clark’s brows bump together in a scowl. “What do you mean?”
“I mean—” You gesture vaguely between your chests. “It was a full, like… torso-on-torso kind of hug. Which feels very much like a panic-hug. And I’ve only been working here a month, and you’re… you.”
His smile widens, carving those charming, endearing hollows into his cheeks. “I don’t mind.”
“Yeah, but I do. You probably have, like, policies about emotionally unstable interns clinging to you.”
“If there’s a policy, I haven’t read it.”
“Figures. Of course, you read everything except the employee handbook.”
Playfully surrendering, he snorts. “Guilty.”
There’s a beat. He looks like he’s considering something as those blue eyes of his map your face.
“Want to hear something that’ll make you regret hugging me at all?”
You scratch your nose. “Sure?”
“What do you call a dinosaur with an extensive vocabulary?”
“…No.”
He grins, too pleased with himself. “A thesaurus.”
“Oh my God.”
“I warned you.”
“No, but—a thesaurus?”
“What do you mean? It’s a classic!”
“I should’ve hugged Perry instead. Or the janitor. Literally anyone else.”
“That hurts. I opened my arms to you.”
“I did the arm-opening,” you shoot back. “You were just conveniently located.”
He’s chuckling, but his expression softens again when he sees you swipe under your eyes. You try to smile. You try. And it almost works, until your voice comes out small again. “I just didn’t want to mess up. I wanted to be good at this.”
“You are. Messing up doesn’t make you less good. You’d never say that to another human being.”
You look at him. The way he says it makes you understand he believes it. You’re not used to that. Most people say things like that with ifs and buts tacked on. Clark doesn’t. He just lets the truth sit there between you. Pressing your lips together, you gape at your lap, and then back at him.
“…Okay,” you whisper.
“Okay,” he echoes.
A pause.
“Wanna hear another one?”
“Clark, please—”
“What do you call fake spaghetti?”
“I don’t even want to think about that one.”
“An impasta.”
You groan louder, forehead tipping dramatically against his shoulder. “Just fire me already.”
Clark giggles, not moving an inch. “Can’t. I’m just the delivery guy.”
“Of terrible puns?”
“Of coffee and emotional support.”
You laugh, this time for real, short and soggy and kind of breathless. In this tiny stairwell, with your head spinning and your chest still aching, this had been exactly what you needed.
By the time you’re both standing again, your eyes feel like they’ve been rubbed back and forth with sandpaper. You wipe at your face with the sleeve of your cardigan, though Clark hands you a tissue without saying anything. You take it, thanking him while intending to fix your appearance in the reflection of his glasses.
“You always carry tissues with you?”
“A man needs to be prepared.”
He doesn’t rush you, although both of you know that eventually you have to go back. “Ready?” he asks gently.
You nod like a liar, returning to the office. Jimmy spots you the second the door to the stairwell opens. He stands near the copy machine, holding a mug shaped like the Daily Planet’s globe, and raises his eyebrows like he’s seeing something scandalous. Lois leans out of her cubicle and gives Clark a slow look, then swings her gaze to you.
“Well, well,” she murmurs, wrapping a loose strand of hair around her finger. “We thought you’d fled the country.”
Jimmy snorts into his coffee. “I must confess I’ve never tried stairwell therapy. Sounds very promising.”
Clark clears his throat, cheeks just slightly pink. “She was just upset. That’s all.” Inching toward you, he whispers into your ear, “You sure you’re okay?”
You nod, and this time, it’s not entirely a lie. Your chest twists a little: not from embarrassment, but from the warm way everyone seems to be looking at you. You sit back at your desk, and Jimmy passes you a couple of snacks wordlessly, winking at you.
Lois throws a scrunchie at your head, giving you a thumbs up. “Fix your face,” she says. “If you cry again, you’ll dehydrate and die. And I don’t have time to explain that to Perry.”
Your throat tightens again, but for entirely different reasons.
You like Lois.
You really, really do.
She’s sharp-tongued and sharp-minded, the kind of journalist who could scare a senator into answering a question they’ve been dodging for a decade. She doesn’t soften herself to fit the room. If anything, the room adjusts to her. You admire that. You admire her.
You trust her, too, in the weird way you trust people after you decided not to trust them at all.
Which is why it catches you off guard, the quiet pinch in your chest when you see her standing next to Clark, cackling. And him, tittering the way he does when he’s truly listening, the corners of his eyes crinkling just barely behind his glasses.
They look like puzzle pieces that have known each other forever.
In your defense, this was all supposed to be a harmless observation. You’re standing next to the copier, waiting for it to spit out your stack of edited pages.
All of a sudden, the copier beeps, and you jerk away.
“Hey.” Jimmy materializes out of nowhere behind you, nearly making you drop your stack. “You okay? You look like you just found out your favorite character dies in the end.”
You force a laugh, too high-pitched. “No, I was just…thinking. That Clark and Lois would make a good couple. Like, objectively. They’re very…compatible.”
Jimmy blinks.
Then blinks again.
Then tilts his head as if you’re announcing you’re moving to Mars. “What—why would you say that?”
You stare at him, and the weight of what you’d just admitted out loud hits you like a train.
“I’ve picked up this terrible habit of saying my thoughts out loud,” you half-whisper, burying your face in the warm papers you’ve just printed. “You didn’t need to know that.”
“Hold on, hold on.” Jimmy steps in front of you, looking way too interested. “Back up. You think Clark and Lois are compatible?”
The copier makes an unholy crunching noise, and you yank the paper tray open, because you don’t want to meet his demanding gaze. “I meant it like…as a neutral statement,” you lie, badly. “A purely objective, journalistic observation. A general public-interest…thing.”
“Like you’re a neutral third-party scientist, observing the wild mating rituals of the office?”
“Exactly.”
“You’re so not a neutral third party. That might be the worst save I’ve ever heard.”
“Give me a break.”
“No, seriously, this is interesting. Tell me more about this neutral thought process. Was it before or after you began looking at Clark like he personally invented gravity?”
“Drop it, Jimmy.”
Jimmy looms closer the copier, puffing out his chest, looking way too smug for someone who sometimes accidentally deletes half his own files. “Listen. I love Lois. Everyone loves Lois. But Clark and Lois? No way.”
You glanced at him. “What do you mean ‘no way’? They’re…they’re them.”
“You said it yourself. I’ve seen Clark, a grown man, blushing when someone compliments his tie. You think Lois has time for that?”
You don’t answer right away. Your gaze drifts back to Clark, who’s now scribbling into his notepad while Lois steals the last bite of his muffin, and you force yourself to avert your attention from that scene. What you believe to be the truth sits heavy in your stomach, even as you joke around.
Because here’s the thing: this isn’t Lois’s fault. You’d fight anyone who said a bad word about her—so why does it still sting? Why does some ugly voice in your head start listing every way you fall short in comparison? This profound ache that you feel isn’t about her, not really. It’s about you: about how you always seem to be two steps behind the version of yourself you’re supposed to be.
Comparison is a cruel game, especially when the other player doesn’t even know she’s on the board.
Jimmy nudges your arm, the teasing gone a little softer. “Hey. Don’t overthink it.”
You’re fiddling with an old bracelet that dangles from your wrist. “You’re only about thirty years too late.” Gathering your pages, holding them a little too tightly, you take a step back. “I should get back to work.” You choose that to be your response, given it’s easier than saying I don’t want to feel like this, or I wish I didn’t care, or I think I’m falling for him, and I don’t know how to stop.
And because the alternative is staying here and letting Jimmy be right.
Again.
They arrange the plan casually, almost in passing. Someone mentions something about finally clocking out, someone else brings up the bar a few blocks away from the building, and then Lois chimes in with, “We’re all going, no excuses,” unwilling to take no for an answer.
And somehow, that settles it.
The sun dips low as the office empties, everyone spilling into the street with sleeves rolled and voices louder than they’ve been all day. You walk a step behind Jimmy, who’s listing the bar’s drink specials like he’s memorized them for a play he forgot to audition for.
The night has that kind of electricity. The possibility of being something good. Memorable.
The bar’s noisy in the comforting way only post-work places could be: the hum of old songs, clinking glasses, the rise and fall of casual arguments about baseball, or film, or whether Perry White had once owned a parrot (Jimmy swears yes, Lois says no, and Clark just answers “I’m afraid I have no parrot knowledge”).
You don't mean to drink your first cocktail that fast. You just... forget to pace yourself, but it helps, giving you permission to just exist. Laugh at Jimmy’s impressions. Pretend you’re not glancing at Clark more than you should.
The group is gathered near a back booth when Clark slips away. You only notice because it’s like a light flicks off inside you. When you spot him through the bar window—outside, on the sidewalk, phone pressed to his ear, fingers pushing through his hair—you follow without thinking.
You don’t hesitate, slipping through the crowd and nudging the door open, letting it swing closed behind you.
He half-turns at the sound, catching you in his peripheral. A tiny smile lifts the corner of his mouth. He raises a single finger as if to say: One sec. So you lean against the wall beside the door, letting the cool air cling to your skin, internally cursing yourself for not putting on your coat before going out.
“Okay, Ma. Yeah, I’ll give him a call tomorrow. No, I promise, it’s fine. Yeah. Yeah, love you too. Sleep tight,” he says into his phone, ending the call and tucking the device into the pocket of his black slacks. “Sorry. That was my mom. Sometimes she calls without checking the time first. She gets all excited.”
You smile, your mouth twitching. “That’s… adorable.”
He shrugs, glancing down at his feet, almost bashful. “She’s always worried I’m working too much.”
“Well, are you?”
His eyes find yours, and for a second, he doesn’t answer. At long last, he retorts, “Maybe.”
You study him—the way his posture seems to be at ease out here, how the line of his shoulders relaxes in the quiet. There’s something about him that always feels held back, as if he’s managing himself carefully, like he’s afraid of taking up too much space.
Which is funny, considering how much space he’s been occupying in your thoughts lately.
“Are you annoyed?” you ask.
His smile fades. “What?”
“You seemed… I don’t know. Off.”
“No,” he says, seemingly caught off guard. “Not annoyed.” You nod slowly, unsure if that’s a real answer or the kind people give when they don’t want to be asked twice. “I just needed some air. That’s all.”
You let that sit between you. Let the quiet stretch a little. The last thing you want is to pry, but there’s something you want to know. It seems that lately you always want to know more with him, even when you’re afraid of the answers you might receive.
Next thing you know, your brain, being the traitor it is, decides now would be the perfect time to blurt: “So, uh… are you and Lois a thing?” It comes out too fast and loud, way too sincere. You immediately want to grab the words midair and cram them back into your mouth.
Clark straightens so quickly it’s like someone snapped a rubber band on his arm, his jaw clenching. “What?” The pitch of his voice cracks up a little, like his vocal cords haven’t gotten the memo that he’s supposed to be cool and composed.
“You and Lois?” you repeat, trying to style it as harmless curiosity. You throw in a half-shrug that feels more like a full-body spasm. “I mean… it’s not a crazy question. She’s Lois Lane. Beautiful woman, insanely good hair. I’d date her.”
“She’d eat you alive.”
“Yeah, but it’d be an honor.”
“Lois and I are just friends. Really good friends. We’ve been through a lot together, but… it’s never been like that.”
Looking down, you nod in agreement, peering at your heels. Did they always have that much shine? You shift your weight, unsure where to put your hands. “Great,” you reply. “I wasn’t trying to make things weird. It’s just—people talk, you know? Office gossip. Background noise. Someone had to ask.”
Clark cocks his head to the side, his forehead creasing. “Someone?”
“Yeah. I was just the unfortunate soul selected by the people. Took one for the team.”
He smiles then. “The team.”
“Yeah. Julie from Sports. And, uh… Carl.”
“Caro?”
“Yeah,” you say, faking confidence. “He’s new. Big into Hawaiian shirts. You’d remember him if you’d seen him. That dude’s hilarious.”
“Right.” He huffs out another quiet laugh, gesturing vaguely toward the bar. “Wanna go back inside?”
You shake your head. “Actually... I think I’m heading home.”
“Oh. You sure?”
“Certainly. I’m just tired. It’s been a long week. Brain soup.”
“I get that,” he says, softer now. But he doesn’t move. “Do you want me to call you a cab?”
“Relax. I can get one myself. Last time I checked, I still owned a phone.”
He still doesn’t budge. “Or… I could walk you home.”
“You really don’t have to.”
“I know.” He’s already turning toward the door. “Wait here. I’ll grab our stuff.”
And just like that, he disappears inside, the door swinging shut behind him with an almost faint thud.
The moment he’s gone, you let your head fall back against the bricks and close your eyes. It hadn’t been in your plans to ask about Lois. Actually, you hadn’t planned for any of this. You just saw him step outside and followed like gravity stopped being theoretical.
But sometimes, he looks at you like he sees something you don’t, which is the part that terrifies you.
The door creaks open behind you. You straighten quickly, trying to shake off whatever expression you were wearing. Clark has your bag slung over one shoulder and your coat draped carefully over his arm. He looks absurdly responsible.
“You really didn’t have to do all that,” you say as he hands everything over to you.
“Too late,” he replies. “Chivalry wins again.”
You walk the first few blocks in companionable silence. The city has started to go quiet, and even though the night is soft, your brain isn’t.
Then, because the world is poetic when it’s inconvenient, your heel catches a crack in the pavement and you go down like a cursed fairytale. “Shit—damn it!”
“Whoa—got you,” Clark huffs, catching you just in time. His hands are at your waist, strong and certain, and you hate how easily your pulse betrays you.
You wince. “Ankle. Ow.”
He guides you down to sit on the front steps of a random building, pursing his lips. He crouches, eyes scanning your foot like he’s searching for something under the skin. “Probably just a twist. You should be alright.”
“How do you…?”
“What?”
“How do you know it’s not swelling?” you ask, scrutinizing him. “You barely looked. Didn’t even check it properly.”
“Just… a hunch, I mean—” His mouth opens, then closes, and then opens again with a whole new sentence. “Look, I didn’t hear anything snap, so... unless your bones are stealthy...?”
“That’s not exactly how ankles work.”
“I mean, you haven’t turned purple. That has to be a good sign.” He laughs, tight and awkward, and you snort despite yourself. His hand rakes through his hair. “Sorry. Just trying to be optimistic.”
“You sure you weren’t a paramedic in a past life?”
“Oh, no. I’d be terrible at that.”
Still, you watch him a second longer. He looks... nervous, like he’s afraid he said too much.
He kneels with his back to you. “Here. Get on.”
“Excuse me?”
“Piggyback. Let’s not make it a thing.”
“It’s already a thing. A humiliating one.”
“Let me reframe it: this is me being chivalrous, and you being temporarily horizontal.”
“That is not how that word works.” You sigh, dramatic. “Fine. Just… please, don’t drop me.”
As you climb onto his back, his hands reach back to catch the backs of your knees, and when his palms find skin—warm where your skirt’s ridden up slightly—it short-circuits something in your chest. It’s not even overtly intimate. It’s just… contact. Unflinching contact. You feel it like a current, a hot spark that rushes up your spine and settles somewhere inconvenient.
“Have I already mentioned this is embarrassing?” you mutter, resting your chin lightly against his shoulder.
“You say that like I’m not honored.”
“I’m a grown woman. You’re carrying me like a backpack.”
“You are basically a human backpack,” he quips back. “And kind of a noisy one.”
You smack his shoulder gently, making him laugh. You let your eyes drift closed for a second, his back is broad under your touch. You become aware of how safe it feels, how easy it is to trust him.
“Clark?”
“Hmm?”
“You didn’t even blink when I said I hurt my ankle. Like you already knew it wasn’t serious.”
He pauses. “I had a feeling.”
You lean back slightly to see his face, though the angle mostly gives you a view of his glasses and the top of his cheekbone. “You’re weird.”
Smirking, he glances sideways just enough for you to catch it. “Takes one to know one.”
You let it drop, at least out loud. But your brain doesn’t. It files this away with the other strange Clark Kent moments—the way he sometimes seems to flinch at distant sirens, or how you’d swear he once turned around because someone two desks over whispered his name.
By the time you reach your apartment, your ankle has started throbbing again, a dull ache radiating up your calf. Clark shifts slightly to let you down as you fumble for your keys.
You aren’t exactly drunk, but your head definitely feels funny. “Here we are,” he says, and you slid off his back and onto the ground like a sack of potatoes with a master’s degree.
“Thanks,” you mumble, trying to stand in a way that suggests grace and control. “You can, um. You can go be normal now.”
He sticks his hands in his pockets. “I was normal before.”
“That’s debatable.” You finally open the door, triumphant, but instead of going in, you linger in the doorway, facing him. “Thanks for the rescue. Again. I’ll see you Monday?”
“Yeah,” he says softly. “Goodnight.”
He doesn’t move, and neither do you. Your fingers tighten around the doorknob.
There’s an unexpected pull in your chest. The way his collar is rumpled. The way his hair curls behind his ears. The way the night had been soft, and the sidewalk felt warmer when he walked beside you, and—
An unbeatable desire to kiss him invades your whole being. You want to touch his jaw and feel the shape of his mouth and know what it would be like to exist under his hands. To be held by Clark Kent.
He finally steps back, appearing reluctant. “You might want to put some ice on it. Maybe take something for the pain?”
“Yes, sir.”
“And give me a call if it gets worse.”
“Only if I want to be carried again.”
“Happy to oblige.”
And then—finally—he walks away. You close the door behind you, pressing your forehead to the wood, heart knocking hard against your ribs.
You’re beyond head over heels.
Another Monday at the Daily Planet. It’s 8:56am, and as the elevator doors open with a cruel little ding, you carefully step out, checking your surroundings.
Everything looks the same—the hum of all those computers, some colleague having a hard time with the copier, Perry barking out unintelligible orders in the distance—but you are not the same. Not since last Friday.
Your ankle’s still a little sore, you haven’t been sleeping well, and Clark Kent could be somewhere in this building, existing like a real person with real hands and a real mouth you definitely didn’t imagine kissing at least ten times this weekend.
You weave through desks, praying for invisibility, when—
“Morning, sunshine,” Jimmy sing-songs from his chair, already halfway through a bagel, a smile plastered on his face. “How’s the foot?”
“Clark told you,” you say flatly.
Jimmy gives you a look, his eyes going round with faux innocence. “Who, me? No! I just assumed you mysteriously developed a limp and Clark suddenly discovered how to piggyback people from years of quiet farm strength.”
“I cannot believe he told you.”
“Oh, come on. It’s adorable.” Jimmy leans back in his chair, using his feet to make it spin. “You? Carried through the city like a Victorian maiden? I wish I had footage. I’d set it to music.”
“I hate you.”
He stops spinning to point his bagel at you. “You say that, but I think you secretly love being the main character.”
“Do I look like someone who enjoys attention?”
“Not attention in general. Just his.”
You don’t dignify that with a response. Mostly because he’s not wrong, and your face is already betraying you. Sliding into your chair, you pretend to focus on your monitor like it contains NASA launch codes.
Maybe if you don’t look up, you’ll avoid—
“Morning,” Clark says gently, materializing beside your desk. You look up, and there he is. Soft smile. Soft eyes. Probably soft everything.
You panic and blurt the most neutral, irrelevant thing your brain can conjure: “Did you see that viral video of the goose chasing the guy through Centennial Park?”
Clark blinks. “I haven’t.”
“Crazy stuff. Nature’s relentless.”
“...Okay.”
You clear your throat, willing yourself not to combust.
“Anyway,” Clark continues with his inquiry, “I just wanted to check in. How’s the ankle doing?”
“Fine! Yep. Great. I can do five jumping jacks. Not that I have, but I could.”
He raises his eyebrows, visibly amused. “That’s good to know.”
“Cool,” you reply, cringing on the inside. “Cool, cool, cool, cool.”
And then you both just stand there, marinating in awkward silence. Eventually, Clark raises a hand in greeting and excuses himself to his desk, not before placing your usual coffee next to your keyboard. You thank him without managing to meet his eyes.
Your fingers hover near the cup, though you don’t pick it up right away. The warmth radiates against your skin. You’re aware of everything—your pulse, your breath, the tight flutter in your chest.
You try to return to your work. Really, you do. It’s just that your thoughts don’t seem to line up in a straight line today, and somehow English doesn’t even feel like your mother tongue anymore.
Then Jimmy slides a folder across your desk. “Perry wants you to proofread this by noon. No pressure. Except all the pressure.”
You sigh, taking a sip of coffee and trying to remember how to be a functioning adult. You’ve got a job to do, feelings to repress, and exactly three hours until lunch.
Later that day, after a full shift spent second-guessing every adjective you typed and rereading all those drafts like they were confessionals, you finally make it home.
Shoes abandoned by the door. Work shirt flung somewhere in your hallway. The glow of your laptop waits on the coffee table, your latest half-thought article still open, the cursor blinking, mercifully patient.
You settle into the couch with a sigh and think: this, at least, is something.
And then—you notice it. A crucial absence.
Your charger.
Still plugged in beneath your desk at the Daily Planet like it’s mocking you. Of course. Of course the universe wants you to suffer. As you reach for your phone, ready to spiral, it buzzes in your hand.
Jimmy Olsen.
You answer blandly. “If this is about that goose video again—”
“Relax. It’s not.” He speaks as if he’s chewing something. “Although, side note, there’s a new edit where the goose honks to the beat of Eye of the Tiger and—anyway. That’s not why I’m calling.”
“Then what, Jimmy?” You drag a hand down your face, dreading every second of the call.
“You left your charger here—”
“Don’t even get me started on that.”
“—but I already gave it to Clark.”
Silence. Heavy, jagged silence.
“You what?”
“Gave it to Clark. Figured he could drop it off, since he already knows where you live.” He pauses, then adds, in the world’s most audible smirk: “Wink wink.”
“You didn’t actually wink just now, did you?”
“Oh, I did, physically. With both eyes.”
“Jimmy—”
“You’re welcome. He said he was heading that way anyway.”
The line clicks dead. You stare at your phone for a moment longer, and then, because there’s nothing else to do, you stand.
You wander to the balcony, scanning the street in search of a man you know very well. There’s no way you’re mentally or emotionally prepared for this. Murmuring something unspeakable, you dart to the bathroom mirror. It’s too late to fix anything. Nevertheless, you splash cold water on your face, wiping under your eyes and blinking at your reflection like that’ll make you look alive.
Three polite, measured taps on your door have you looking at the doorway with utter fear, and that’s when you consider faking your death.
In the end, you open the door. Clark’s wearing a big coat that makes his shoulders look broader than human decency allows, holding your charger like it’s something precious.
“Hey. Delivery service. Courtesy of Jimmy Olsen.”
You draw in a long breath. “Thank you. I—I’m sorry you had to do that. He really didn’t need to drag you into—”
He shakes his head before you get to say more. “It’s no trouble. I was happy to.”
You step back, thumb tapping the edge of the door. “Do you wanna come in for a minute? I mean, you don’t have to. Obviously. But if you want water or—tea? Bad tea. That’s all I’ve got.”
He smiles, stepping inside as if he were trying not to track in mud. “Water’s perfect. Thanks.”
You leave him in the living room while you hunt down a clean glass, and as you pour, you curse yourself for the mess of dirty dishes on the counter. Once you come back, he’s not moving. Just standing by the couch, staring. At your laptop.
“I didn’t mean to meddle in your stuff,” he says gently. “But… were you writing something?”
You make your way around the couch. “Oh. Yeah. No. It’s nothing.”
He sits after getting rid of his coat, seemingly not believing your words. “Can I ask what it’s about?”
Placing the glass on top of the table, you take a seat beside him, your knees folding under you, fingers worrying at the seam of your pants. “It’s kind of dumb.”
“I doubt that.”
“It’s just—something I started on Saturday night. I don’t know. It’s not an article, really. Not for the paper. Just… thoughts. About Superman. Or not him exactly. More about what he means to people.”
He says nothing. So you keep going.
“I guess I’ve been thinking about why people need something to believe in. Like a… structure. A symbol. Something to hang all their hope on. And for some people, that’s Superman, even if he’s flawed. He gives people permission to believe the world isn’t doomed.”
You pause. “And Perry would throw it in the trash if he ever came across it,” you add, bitterly. “So. Doesn’t matter.”
Clark’s gdoesn’t tear his gaze away from you. “I’d like to read it.”
You blink. “What?”
“If you’re okay with it,” he says, nodding toward the laptop. “I’d really like to.”
Hesitating for a second longer, you eventually slide the laptop in his direction. He adjusts on the couch as he leans forward, careful with the device, treating it as something delicate.
“Brace yourself for excessive metaphors.”
“Oh, I love metaphors. The more excessive, the better.”
And so he begins to read.
You try not to stare. At him, at the screen, at anything. You focus on the ticking of a clock you didn’t even know had batteries, wondering if Clark will also think that what you wrote is too silly. Too emotional or abstract. Perhaps he'll want to know why you were writing about Superman in the first place.
There’s a sudden shift in his demeanor. It’s subtle, barely anything. His shoulders drop a fraction, and when you take in the full sight of him, he’s grinning, reading all the way through.
“This is good,” he says, still concentrated on the screen. “Really good.”
“You don’t have to say that just to be nice.”
He shakes his head once, firm. “No—I mean it. The structure’s clean. You build your argument gradually, but it doesn’t drag. Your transitions are solid. And your tone—” He glares at you now. “—it’s vulnerable without tipping into sentimentality. There’s conviction in it, but you don’t preach. It feels like a conversation.”
Your mouth opens, but nothing comes out. “It’s not finished yet,” you manage eventually, voice tight. “I still have to go over the middle section. I think I wasn’t that clear once I got into the part about collective memory—”
“Even so. You’re onto something. If you let me, I’d love to help you get it in front of Perry.”
Your eyes bore into his, edging closer to where he’s located. He looks entirely sincere. A sharp pressure envelops your chest, and you want to thank him for his kindness, but what comes out instead is a hoarse: “Really?”
“Really. We could try and talk to him one of these days.”
Before you can stop yourself, you lean in and hug him.
You don’t even think about it—your body just does it, and then you’re flushed against him, arms around his neck, your face tucked against the warm fabric of his coat. He smells like paper and some brand of laundry detergent you don’t recognize.
He hugs you back, and it’s not one of those loose, polite things. His arm curves around you like he means it. You close your eyes, just for a second, just long enough to remember what it feels like to be held like that.
“I keep doing this,” you utter, voice hushed by how near he is. “Randomly hugging you.”
“I don’t mind it. Not at all.”
When you pull back, you’re still half in his space, breathing a little faster than usual. The relief is short-lived.
You ask for the antidote to the ache that keeps you up at night, something to quiet the want that only he seems to understand. “Can you please do it?”
“Do what?”
Does he want you to say it?
You stare at him, and something in your stomach dives. “Please, kiss me,” you plead, your voice barely rising above the hush of breath between you, and yet it seems to echo in the small apartment. Your cheeks feel burning hot, but you don’t, can’t, won’t look away. Not now. Not with him so close you’re convinced your skin might start fusing with his.
That seems to shake something in him. It might be the first time you’ve seen him truly stunned. His lips part slightly, eyes flicking from yours to your mouth, trying to make sense of the fact that this is real. That you want this from him.
One hand lifts reverently and settles along your jaw. The pads of his fingers cradle the hinge of it like you’re beyond fragile, afraid of pressing too hard. His thumb barely skims the corner of your mouth, and you perceive a jolt going down your spine.
His touch is featherlight, but his breathing is not. It’s affected, perhaps as much as yours. “You really want me to?”
You nod. Or try to. It comes out more like an eager lean into his palm, your body already answering before your mouth does. It’s been too long since you’ve been touched this way, like you mattered.
Your thighs press against his, knees brushing the outside of his, as if you were nearly straddling him. When your hands move instinctively to his chest, you see it: the first button of his shirt undone. The faint rise and fall beneath it.
You glance up, asking without words. He doesn’t back away, and you press your fingertips lightly there. His pale skin feels smooth to the touch, and his heartbeat flutters beneath your fingertips, stuttering out of rhythm.
He wants this as much as you do. The human body doesn’t lie. It can’t. It doesn’t pretend to want something it doesn’t crave.
“I do,” you insist, the words catching faintly at the back of your throat, transfixed in a whirlwind of emotion. “I need you to do it.”
A shallow breath leaves him. There’s a thin, glowing ring of blue circling his pupils, his gaze so dark it nearly swallows the light. His other hand slides around to the nape of your neck, achingly gentle.
Clark pulls you in, and his lips meet yours.
At first, it’s a series of tender collisions, just the press and lift of mouths, as if he’s testing the shape of you against him, trying to memorize it in pieces. One kiss. Another. And another. They don’t last long because they don’t need to.
It’s when you tilt your head and open your mouth to him that he gives in. That’s all it takes.
He deepens the kiss instantly, as if he’s been waiting for that signal all along. His mouth claims yours with an urgency that feels both new and inevitable. His lips are plush, cool with mint, probably the vague trace of chewing gum still clinging from earlier.
Your hands fist the fabric of his shirt like a lifeline, his glasses knocking into your nose once, twice. Your body shifts, and then you’re fully perched in his lap, thighs spread over his. His arms adjust around your waist, steadying you there, holding you like he can’t bear the idea of you leaving. One of his hands slides to your lower back, while the other, still at your neck, traces along your jaw, then behind your ear, fingers tangled in your hair.
Sighing into him, your breath gets caught in the cavern of his mouth. The world gets smaller, somehow quieter. Just the sound of his breath mixing with yours, the thud of your pulse in your ears, the heat pooling between you like a live wire.
And even through it, he never stops being gentle. He doesn’t rush it. Doesn’t push too hard, though his body trembles beneath you every time he elicits a new sound out of you.
At some point, your lungs scream for oxygen, having grown unaccustomed to the sheer indulgence of kissing for several uninterrupted minutes. You pull back only enough to press your forehead to his, gasping his name. You’re kissed raw, lit from the inside out, and the only thing anchoring you is the reassuring pressure of his arms, still wrapped around your frame.
Your lips linger over his, and when you open your eyes, you find his still closed. Neither of you speaks for a moment. His thumb traces a distracted path across your lower back.
Then:
“You should start forgetting your charger more often,” he murmurs, voice a little raspy.
That alone has you focusing on evening out the creases of his shirt with your palm, mostly to avoid combusting. “I swear it wasn’t on purpose.” His finger gently lifts your chin, coaxing you to meet his gaze. The quiet ache of tenderness in his eyes nearly does you in. “Hey.”
“Hey.”
The words you’ve been actively trying to cage in for months fall out of your mouth without permission, but you don’t regret them. “I like you.”
He gathers you tighter against his chest. “Well, I can’t say I’m not flattered,” he says, teasing, that crooked half-smile already returning. A laugh bubbles out of him—but it’s giddy, boyish. You cut him off by covering his mouth with your palm.
“Don’t make fun of me. I’m trying to have a moment here.”
He gently peels your hand away, lacing your fingers with his instead, and brings them to rest against his chest. “I’ve probably been dreaming about this since your first week at the office,” he admits.
You glance up and notice his glasses have slipped down the bridge of his nose. Carefully, you push them back up with a fingertip. “I was always looking at you, you know,” you confess, quieter now. “Couldn’t help it.”
“You talk like I didn’t bring you coffee on your second day,” he teases, brushing his nose against yours. Leaning back just enough to take you in, his eyes sweep slowly across your face. “I haven’t been able to stop thinking about you.”
The words melt straight into your spine, and before you can think better of it, you surge forward and kiss him again. He meets you without hesitation, and when you break away, you leave a trail of humid kisses across his cheeks, down the line of his jaw, until your mouth finds the curve of his neck.
“I think my kissing might be a little rusty,” you croak into his skin. “Could probably use some improvement.”
“You’re kidding? It was fantastic. What are you—oh.” A beat. Then: “Oh. Sure.” He’s grinning like an idiot now, draping an arm around your waist. “I mean, I can help you with that. Practice makes perfect.”
“How noble of you, Kent.”
Your first kiss (kisses, plural—you lost count around the third) marks a shift in the fabric of everything. You’d seen it coming, even gave yourself a pep talk in the mirror that morning.
But then Clark sets a coffee on your desk, just as he always does, and says, “Hope you have a really good day today,” and suddenly your pep talk is useless. You’re smiling like someone who knows something others don’t. Because you do.
Together, you find a rhythm. You don’t talk about what this is—yet—but something’s shifted. No overt PDA. Not even flirtation, not really. Just… little things. Things that no one else clocks. The way he passes you a folder with an unnecessary brush of fingers. The way he saves you a chair in meetings and pulls it subtly closer to his, so that your knees bump under the table.
It’s the kind of thing that would be completely invisible to anyone else, but to you, it’s everything. It’s a love letter made of glances and millimeters, what you replay at night before bed, giggling at your ceiling like a fool.
Weeks pass in a blur of late nights and whispered conversations in elevators, and work has never been this motivating. Even Perry has stopped looking at you like you’re one bad coffee spill away from being escorted out by security.
One of Clark’s articles makes the front page—again—and when Jimmy sees it, he promptly rolls up the newspaper and smacks Clark in the arm with it. “Alright, headline hero. At this point, you’re just showing off.”
Clark ducks his head with a laugh, caught mid-fumble with his bag, a coffee, and what looks like three different folders sliding out from under his arm. You want to help him, but instead you just stand at your desk, watching like an idiot, warm with the kind of affection that makes your hands feel too light.
Lois arrives like she’s been summoned by sarcasm. She chews the end of a pen and corners Clark against his desk, watching him try to stack his chaos. “You know, Kent, I find it fascinating. You always seem to be conveniently nearby when Superman’s handing out interviews like candy on Halloween.”
He doesn’t look up, adjusting his monitor as if that could save him. “What can I say? Maybe I’m his type. We haven’t kissed yet, if that’s what you’re wondering.”
She narrows her eyes. “Don’t try to be clever with me. What do you give him? Why does he only let you interview him?”
“Have you considered he just… likes my writing?”
“So now you’re accusing him of bad taste?”
Jimmy slides into frame, palms raised. “Okay, okay. Time’s up, guys.” He puts both hands on Lois’s shoulders with exaggerated care. “You, my friend, are tense. Breathe. Maybe try yoga. Or tequila.”
Blowing air through her cheeks, she finally peels away, muttering, “I just wish Superman would leave his favoritism aside.” Before heading to her desk, she gives Clark one final, mysterious look.
Jimmy drops into his own chair dramatically, putting his feet over his desk. “Well, at least I tried.”
The day presses on. When lunch rolls around, you’re still grinning. You spot Clark at his desk, half-eaten sandwich in one hand, the other scrolling through something on his monitor, glasses barely askew. You approach with your hands clasped behind your back, adopting a mock-serious tone.
“Mr. Kent.”
His eyes flick up, and he swallows a bite too quickly. “Oh. Hi. To what do I owe the pleasure?”
You tilt your chin toward the newspaper near his bag. “Just wanted to congratulate you on the article.”
He lowers his voice until it’s almost inaudible, cheeks going faintly pink. “Thank you, baby. I would've hugged you the second I saw it, but, you know…”
“To celebrate… I was thinking dinner? I could make homemade pasta.”
“Gosh, I’d love that. Your place?”
“Yeah.”
“I wish I could kiss you right now,” he murmurs, gaze soft and so full of feelings it nearly unmoors you. “You look beautiful today.”
It hits you in the ribs, the way he says it. You offer him your fist. “Fist punch?”
His smile is half laughter, half reverence. He bumps your knuckles with his own, his fingers linger a beat longer than necessary.
As night folds in around your apartment, you’ve been stirring the sauce for the past twenty minutes, though it’s been done for at least ten. The smell of garlic and basil lingers in the air, the wine is uncorked, and the candles you lit—just two, nothing too obvious—are dripping lazy wax trails down their sides and onto the counter.
Your phone buzzes where it’s propped upright beside the sink.
Clark: Hey, I’m so sorry. Something came up. Can we rain check dinner? Promise I’ll make it up to you.
You just stand there, wooden spoon in hand. No call or explanation. Just the same vague apology he's given you three times now, each time with a different flavor of excuse. Each time with the same effect: you, left waiting with something you didn’t mean to take so personally.
There’s an answer teetering on the edge of your tongue. You even type, It’s alright! :-), with the smiley face and all, mostly to seem breezy. Effortless. But your thumb pauses, then backspaces slowly until the message disappears, and you leave him on read. Not as a form of punishment, but because you don’t know what else to reply.
You try to be patient. Try to be the kind of person who shrugs things off, who doesn’t take a rain check as anything more than bad timing. The problem’s that you’re not wired that way: you feel too much. You think too much.
Turns out, keeping your brain from imploding is the hardest part. You’ve even been practicing it lately, this thing of not jumping to the worst-case scenario. Telling yourself not everything is a sign, and that people get busy and have lives.
The thing’s that your brain has a voice of its own. A mean one, which sounds an awfully lot like yours.
Maybe he kissed you because he felt like he had to.
Maybe he doesn’t know how to say it, but he’s changed his mind.
Maybe he never wanted something serious, and you’re the only one building stories out of crumbs.
Dragging your feet back to the living room, you sit down in the nice pair of clothes you’d chosen for the occasion, and blink at the empty coffee table. As your body sinks into the couch cushions, the fatigue of disappointment sinks deeper than any full day at the Daily Planet. The TV throws shadows on the walls, some sitcom playing to an invisible audience.
And when your eyes finally close, you let sleep take the shape of mercy.
The pasta incident, when the spaghetti went cold and your heart even colder, wasn’t the last time he left you waiting.
Almost two weeks later, it plays out again.
The door clicks open an hour and a half past when he said he’d be here. You don’t greet him. Instead, you remain in the kitchen, back precisely angled away from the entrance, pretending to be focused on dinner even though it’s gone cold.
Clark’s footsteps are calculated, a careful shuffle across the living room carpet, testing the silence. He pauses just inside the kitchen's threshold. “Hey, honey,” he says, a little too bright, a little too loud, his greeting threading through the stillness. “Sorry I’m late. There was something I had to take care of.”
You crane your neck slowly. His hair is damp, curling at the edges, exactly as it does after sweating. His shirt is inside out, rumpled, the collar a crumpled mess. His cheeks are flushed, a deep, uneven red, and his chest rises and falls in quick, shallow breaths, as if he sprinted the last few blocks. He looks utterly disheveled.
You don’t ask where he’s been. Not yet. “Your shirt's backwards,” you retort instead, the words flat, neutral.
Startled, he bows his head, looking down and letting out a short, forced puff of air as he rubs the back of his neck. “My bad. I didn’t even notice.” His eyes, meeting yours, hold a flicker of surprise, quickly veiled.
“Yeah. You seem… in a rush.”
He doesn’t contradict you, just watches, completely tongue-tied, his posture subtly tightening. You drop your gaze back to the casserole dish—stuffed eggplants, roasted earlier in the day—and put it back into the oven, hoping it’ll survive the fifth reheat of the night.
Behind you, you feel him inch closer. A familiar warmth spreads across your back as his body presses gently against yours. His arms wrap around your waist, his hands resting lightly on your stomach, chin settling onto your shoulder while he brushes his lips against your cheek. “You’re quiet.”
You lift your shoulder in a half-shrug. “And you’re late.”
His hold around you tightens, rocking both your bodies back and forth before spinning you around to face him. His eyes, filled with longing, seek yours. “I missed you.”
If only that could be enough. You wish you could live off the sound of his voice and the weight of his hands on your body, letting his presence fill all the empty spaces, though you can’t help craving the one thing he won’t grant you: clarity.
Clark kisses you hungrily, a low, frustrated sound catching in his throat the moment you open to him, your tongue clashing with his. His cold hands glide up your back, slipping beneath your shirt to find bare skin, and you gasp as his fingers knead your lower back, the swift curve of your spine.
In one seamless motion, he lifts you onto the counter, and the kiss evolves into one heated and consuming, more of a desperate embrace. It's almost like he’s trying to make up for every second he’s missed, every moment of absence now erased by the force of his presence. Your fingers tangle in the damp hair at his nape, giving it a firm tug. That has him groaning against you, stepping further in between your knees, pressing flush against you.
His kisses deviate, trailing south, turning sloppy. "It’s been two months since our first kiss," he rasps against your throat, lips dragging over your damp skin, leaving open-mouthed kisses and a trail of heat.
For a moment, you let yourself vanish into him, surrendering to the overwhelming sensation, the promise of fleeting oblivion. You swallow hard, a whine bubbling up in your chest as his hips grind into yours with rhythmic pressure.
A sharp sizzle coming from the oven cuts through the haze.
You stiffen, hands finding his chest, pushing against him, breathless. "The eggplants."
He lets out a dazed breath, his forehead still resting against your clavicles before you manage to slide off the counter. You crack open the oven just in time, a cloud of smoke puffing out.
Plating the food, you meticulously avoid his gaze. The comfortable intimacy of moments before has been shattered. “You could’ve let me know you’d be arriving this late.”
“I told you—”
“I know,” you cut in. “Something came up.”
He exhales, planting hands on his hips. His body remains a few feet from you, a physical barrier building. “Okay. So you’re mad.”
“I’m not mad.”
“Disappointed, then?”
“Clark, it’s not even about tonight.”
“Then what is it about?”
You hesitate, picking up both your plates. Then: “Where were you?” The silence that follows stretches too long, and he merely stands there, observing you “Right.”
“I don’t want to fight.”
“I’m not fighting. I’m just… tired.”
He takes a single step closer, his brow furrowed. “You don’t believe me.”
You glance at him, quietly. “Should I?”
That hits him like a slap. “I told you I liked you, that I care about you. About us. I’ve shown you that.”
“But then you vanish,” you say in rejoinder, voice trembling. “You show up looking like you’ve just escaped a fire. You don’t answer calls. You don’t explain anything. Don’t you think that drives me crazy?”
“I’ve been telling you—”
“Clark, it’s not about you saying it! It’s about me believing it. And you don’t exactly make that easy.”
“The real problem here is that you don’t trust me.”
“You think I want to be like this? You think I like doubting people when they’re kind to me? Well, I’m sorry,” you snap, the words coated in sarcasm, a desperate defense. “Would you like me to book a therapy session mid-dessert?”
“Maybe you should,” he agrees—and the moment he does, his shoulders slump, a quiet wave of regret washing over his face.
Biting your tongue, you carry your plates to the table, placing them down on the wooden surface. He stays in the kitchen, breathing hard.
“I’m sorry,” he says again, softer now. “I just— I don’t know how to do this when you already assume I’m going to leave.”
“I’m not assuming,” you say, barely a whisper, sitting down at the table. “I’m just preparing for what usually happens.”
“You’re staring at me like I’m about to vanish.”
You blink, wounded by his accuracy. “Because people do. They do that.”
“I’m not people!” he exclaims, suddenly louder, cracking with what you perceive as frustration. His fists clench at his sides, knuckles white, though he remains rooted in place. "I’m me. And I’m standing right here, aren’t I?"
“For now. Who knows if something else will come up?”
Something cracks in him then. He exhales a sharp sound of utter defeat. His blue eyes dart around the kitchen, looking everywhere but at you, like he suddenly doesn’t know where to put his hands. With a jerky motion, he turns abruptly and moves to the couch, grabbing his bag, and after a quiet clink, he places the set of keys you gave him—your apartment keys— on the table.
He doesn't look back at them. Or at you. “Okay,” he mutters under his breath. “Okay.”
“Clark—” you start, a desperate plea forming in your throat.
“Thank you for the food,” he says, slinging the bag over his shoulder. “I’m sure it’s great.”
Then the door clicks again, and he’s gone.
The Daily Planet office, once a source of nervous excitement, now feels like the perfect stage for an excruciating play, where every creak of a chair, every muffled phone call, and every far-off laugh from the newsroom, feels amplified.
One day bleeds into the next. Two become three. Three into four. Time unspools in quiet, colorless strands, and you and Clark don’t speak.
You develop a radar for him. The way his broad shoulders appear in the periphery of your vision when he walks past your desk. The clean scent that lingers for a moment too long in the air after he’s been near. The rustle of his coat, the click of his shoes.
Each tiny signal sends a fresh jolt through you, a cocktail of longing, hurt, and a futile sense of hope that he might just look at you differently.
He never does. His gaze, when it lands anywhere near your orbit, can be described as nothing more than fleeting. His profile, when you cast him a quick glance, is unreadable, stony. He still places your usual coffee beside your monitor. The one you haven’t asked for. The one you don’t touch.
It’s the careful avoidance of two people who know too much about each other, and yet, not enough.
Jimmy, bless his usually boisterous heart, is the first to notice the shift. The absence of his jokes feels heavier than any of his previous teasing. He watches you some mornings when you walk in—does a quick, puzzled double take—then looks away with a frown you’re not supposed to catch.
Your new routine includes staying late at the newsroom. Not because you’re more productive, but because being alone in the office feels better than being alone in your apartment. You stare at the same document for hours while words blur and sentences unravel in front of you.
But when your mind finally stills, it drifts to the article. The one you wrote about Superman. The one Clark urged you to show Perry.
You’d written it during a different time. A better one. It had come from a place of awe, from a belief that Superman was more than a shiny cape and strength—that he was what Metropolis aspired to be: a symbol of better days, of striving, of hope.
Now, hope feels like a language you’ve forgotten how to speak.
Today, you don’t believe in hope. You believe in a man who held you like he meant it, once, and can’t meet your eyes now.
Nevertheless, you print the article, not really knowing why. Maybe because it’s the only thing in this building that still feels like it belongs to you.
Gathering the pages, you breathe in, hold it, let it out. Outside Perry’s office, you linger for a full minute before knocking.
His office is its usual chaos: tottering stacks of newspapers, coffee cups in varying states of decay, and the smell of old cigar smoke clinging to the walls like wallpaper.
“Well, don’t just stand there,” he grunts. “What’ve you got?”
You step inside slowly, article in hand, your grip faltering slightly as you set it down on his desk. “I know this isn’t what I was assigned, but I’ve been… working on something for the past weeks.”
He squints at you. “You been using our electricity for your side projects?”
“No! I—I wrote it at home. I swear.”
He huffs, puts on his reading glasses, and begins scanning the first page. You try not to stare at him, but it’s impossible. Your eyes cling to every twitch in his jaw, every slight narrowing of his eyes.
His face gives away nothing, and you brace for the worst. That it’s too sentimental. Too soft. Too young.
Finally, he leans back, lifting his chin and pinning you with a piercing look. “Do you like it?”
You blink owlishly. “Why are you asking me?”
“Because I want to know.”
“It’s not up to me,” you deflect. “You’re the one who decides if it runs.”
“I know that. But you wouldn’t bring me something you didn’t believe in. So I’ll ask again: are you proud of it? Do you think it belongs in the columns of this paper?”
For a moment, your throat closes up. You hadn’t realized how deeply you’d buried your own opinion. You’d been so focused on disappearing, on not making noise, not taking up space—especially this week—that you forgot to consider what you thought of your own work.
Perry’s looking at you like he’s not going to breathe until you answer.
So you speak, nodding in agreement, and right after adding, “I believe people will find it comforting.”
“Then you know what comes next.”
Your confidence may not be at its best, neither is your hope, but this is enough. At least to keep writing, to walk back to your desk.
It’s enough to make it to tomorrow.
Sleep won’t come.
You’ve tried everything: writing until your hand cramped, scrolling endlessly, even lying on the floor like a starfish, begging the ceiling to knock you out. Meditation felt like self-punishment tonight. Silence only made the memories louder.
So you call him. Once, twice, but you’re met with nothing else than his voicemail. You don’t leave a message. What would you even say? Hi, I know you said you cared about me and then walked out of my apartment looking like you were breaking from the inside out, but I miss you and I can’t breathe right now, and can you please just—
You decide to hang up, tossing your phone onto the couch and flicking on the television. Static. Infomercials. Cartoons. Some old film from the 1940s.
And then—Lois Lane’s voice. The screen flickers to life, showing a live, chaotic feed. A shaky handheld shot from a rooftop shows a scene near Metropolis General Hospital. A glowing creature, a blur of silver and blue and fury, throws what looks like an empty city bus like it’s paper. A streetlamp explodes and sirens scream in the distance.
It all makes you wonder where Superman is.
He’s not flying in for a rescue, not beaming reassuring smiles, not waving at kids from the sky. He’s in the dirt, bloodied at the temple, gritting his teeth as he lifts a half-crushed ambulance off the street.
You sit up straight, your heart climbing to your throat.
Lois’s voice crackles through the footage: “—been a difficult few weeks for Metropolis’s hero. Fans online have pointed out the change in his demeanor: less smiling, more… focused. Almost withdrawn. We’ve reached out to the authorities—”
It’s physically impossible for you to hear the rest because you’re entranced watching him. He’s moving like someone who hasn’t slept in days. Fighting like he doesn’t care if he gets hurt.
You can’t look away.
The camera pans wildly as Superman lunges forward, slamming his shoulder into the creature’s ribs with a sound that resembles crumbling concrete. There’s a fresh gash across his cheekbone, his hair disheveled, not in the windswept, magazine-cover kind of way, but genuinely messy: flattened in places, curling in others, soaked with sweat.
For the first time, you’re not watching Superman. You’re watching someone else. Someone who looks like—
No. No, that would be insane. The idea is so preposterous, your mind rejects it, but the seed of recognition has been planted. It can't be. Not him.
Once again, Lois’s voice cuts through the footage, her tone sharper now, edged with that reporter’s concern she usually hides under cool professionalism.
“Superman was spotted fighting alone for nearly half an hour before backup arrived. And while officials say the Justice Gang is expected to contain the situation soon, many are asking the same question: what happens when Superman is no longer invincible? What happens when he burns out?”
Staring at the screen, you contemplate his eyes flickering up for a second—just a second—like he’s heard something above the noise. And they’re blue. The exact kind of blue that’s filled your mornings for the last three months.
Your breath stutters. The camera angle shifts. This time, it shows his jaw flexing as he takes another hit, wiping the blood from his lip with the back of his hand.
You’ve seen that gesture. Too many times. “No,” you whisper out loud. “No, that’s not possible.”
You’re already moving, with your heart in your mouth. You don’t even know what you’re reaching for at first, until your hand brushes something at the back of the drawer beneath your TV. It’s a pair of old prescription glasses you never quite got used to, the ones you always said gave you headaches.
Holding them up, you hover them in front of the TV, and your world rearranges itself.
There he is.
Clark.
Clark, with that same square jaw, that same tilt of his mouth when he’s gritting through something.
Clark, who stammers when he’s nervous, who brings you coffee even when you won’t drink it.
Clark, whose shoulders you could rest your whole weight on—not only because he’s strong, but because he’s been carrying the sky for so long and somehow still made room for you.
Clark, who sat next to you on the stairwell that day when you felt like quitting.
Clark, whose kindness never felt performative, who looked at you like you were worth listening to even when you were barely making sense.
Clark, who vanishes into smoke and ash and headlines. Who leaves through the fire escape and returns hours later. Who smiled at you across the office like it meant something, and maybe it did, maybe it always did—but now you know the cost of that smile.
If you lower the glasses, he’s Superman again.
If you lift them… it’s the Clark you know.
They’re the same man. Two halves of a single truth.
“Oh my God,” you whisper again, this time not out of disbelief, but something much deeper. Something hollow and shattering.
Lois’s voice keeps going, but it’s background noise now, a murmur beneath the ringing in your ears.
You sit back on the couch, eyes locked on the screen, heart thudding like a trapped bird. Every memory starts to rearrange itself, clicking into a terrifying, undeniable pattern. His sudden disappearances. The uncanny way he knew you weren’t hurt that night at the bar. The tension in his voice each time he apologized for being late. The way he’d always kiss you like it was the last time he’d ever get to.
The truth has slipped through a crack you never saw until now, and there’s no unseeing it. He was lying to you, but not in a cruel way. He was just trying to protect you.
The monster finally goes down in a shuddering collapse of concrete and bone. The camera shakes violently, jolting as dust swallows the scene, and then steadies just in time to catch Superman—or Clark—landing hard on one knee.
Green Lantern, Mr Terrific and Hawkgirl all converge around him, bruised and dust-streaked, checking in on each other. But your eyes won’t leave his face. There’s a scratch across his brow along with many others. His mouth twitches into a faint smile as the crowd outside the hospital begins to clap, nodding at them. He doesn’t need to say anything, at least not right now.
For one suspended second, his gaze falls directly into the camera lens, and it’s not the kind of look meant for press or headlines or statues carved in his honor. It’s private, and heavy, and it feels like he’s looking straight into your apartment, straight through the screen.
Straight through you.
Lois’s voice snaps back into focus: “Metropolis, you can rest easy tonight. For now, Superman and the Justice League have subdued the threat.”
You press a hand to your mouth, the glow from the television casting his silhouette across your walls, larger than life, yet so impossibly familiar now it almost hurts to look.
He steps away from the others. Sirens flash red against his suit, casting ripples of color through the smoke. A few children break from the crowd, darting past yellow caution tape, their small arms wrapping around his legs in awe-struck gratitude. He kneels momentarily, accepting their hugs with the kind of gentleness that breaks you open.
You can’t hear what he says to them, but it softens their faces. One of them gives him a flower. Another just holds his hand.
Then, without fanfare, he lifts off the ground, launching himself into the sky. The wind kicks up rubble, camera crews duck, the picture shakes, and he vanishes into the sky like he was never really there.
Gone.
You stare at the empty space he left behind on the screen, breath snagged in your lungs.
“Where are you going?” you mumble, reaching for the screen. “Where are you—”
The muted clatter of ceramic on concrete interrupts your rambling.
Slowly, you turn your head to your balcony, afraid of what you’ll find. Out past your window, a potted lavender plant lies cracked and wilting. Clark’s standing there, just outside the glass. “I’m sorry,” he says, voice muffled, wincing is he gestures to the shattered pot at his feet. “I didn’t calculate the landing right.”
Rooted to the floor, as if your feet have been sealed to the carpet, you stare at him through the glass as if he’s a hologram. A turbulent mixture of strange feelings clashes inside you, and you fight them back, stepping to the side as you open the window. His boots scuff against the floorboards, dragging slightly as he steps inside
At first, he can’t seem to bring himself to look at you directly. He paces around the living room, running his hands through his hair, sighing like someone who’s rehearsed this moment a thousand times and still doesn’t know where to begin.
“Clark—”
“This is why I disappear all the time,” he blurts, abruptly stopping in front of the television. “Why I cancel our plans. Why I show up late, or leave before I’m supposed to, or text you lame excuses like ‘Sorry, got held up’ when I’m halfway across the planet.”
It’s hard to make the connection. The leap between the man who fumbles with his tie and tells bad puns over takeout, and the mythological figure on screen who bends steel and outruns storms, whose every move seems broadcast across the globe.
They’re two versions of a whole you never imagined could overlap. And yet… it makes sense, somehow. Of course Clark would be Superman. A man so genuine, so generous, who expects for nothing and finds the way to see beauty in rusted scraps and broken things—who better to carry the weight of hope?
“I should’ve told you sooner. God, I meant to. I wanted to, I swear. I was going to, that night after I read your article. You were sitting there, talking about Superman like he was some kind of miracle and I just—” He breaks off, shaking his head. “It got too easy to pretend I could have both. Be with you. Protect you. Keep it all going without having to risk what we had.”
Interrupting him now would feel like an act of pure cruelty. You see the disoriented anguish in his gaze, the way his fists clench and unclench with each passing second, how desperately he seems to need to unburden himself.
You wonder what would’ve happened if, instead of crashing onto your balcony and shattering a pot in the process, he had simply returned to his own apartment. Would the love you hold for him feel so present in any other scenario?
“I know this is a lot to process, but I came to understand something about you.” His voice holds such certainty it frightens you, because lately it feels like everyone else can decipher what’s happening to you except for yourself. “You think you’re just this temporary thing, because you don’t see yourself the way I do. That’s why you’re always bracing for things to fall apart.”
You want to explain yourself, to give a reason for your not-at-all-desirable behavior, but you realize you can’t in this moment. Not when honesty radiates from him like heat.
In the blink of an eye, he’s holding your hands in his, his grip gentle yet firm, and he brings them to his lips to press a short, tender kiss to the back of them.
“I can’t seem to make sense of it. I’ve tried. But it’s been impossible for me to find a single reason why you should believe that about yourself.” You brush a tentative finger along his injured cheekbone, stopping just before you swipe dried blood, though he still offers a soft smile. His gaze is so profoundly tender you wonder if this is the first time you're truly contemplating the depth behind them. “I’m in love with you. And if I could show you your reflection through my eyes for one day, you’d understand why you’re the first thing I think about when I wake up and the last thing before I fall asleep.”
You never thought this type of experience could be granted to you. The belief that such moments were reserved for certain people feels now demystified. Perhaps no other moment in your life could’ve prepared you for this.
Of all the unrealistic scenarios you'd concocted over the years, mostly in your adolescence, when fantasies of a pure and overwhelming love did nothing but numb you, you never would’ve imagined someone would love you in this way, declaring their love for you so sincerely.
The need to get rid of the blood on his face gnaws at you, and you find yourself gently tugging him towards the kitchen, neither of you saying a word. You search for a clean dishcloth in some forgotten drawer, holding it under the faucet for a few seconds. Once it’s dampened, you press it softly against the bruised areas on his lip and cheek.
He tries not to move, placing both hands flat on the counter behind you, caging you with his whole frame. This scene reminds you of the last time you were both here, the day that marked two months of seeing each other.
A day to forget, actually, because it devolved into a complete disaster.
“I got used to living with this voice in my head that sabotages me. I don’t know when it started. Part of me thinks it’s always been there. Sometimes it’s quieter. Other times, it’s so loud I can’t think straight. But I’ve never been able to shut it up completely.”
You take a shaky breath, putting down the cloth once it’s no longer useful. Clark doesn’t pull away, nor does he move closer. He remains right where he is, poised, his entire being waiting for what you’ll say next.
“I never feel like I deserve the good stuff that happens to me. I wish I did. God, I do. Perry even said he’s publishing the article I wrote and I still have to convince myself he’s not just doing it out of pity—”
His eyebrows lift, and he can’t help but cut you off. Wait—really? He’s publishing it?” A broad, genuine smile blooms on his face, almost illuminating the dimness of your apartment. “That’s amazing!”
“Thank you. I was planning on telling you, but—you know.” Your gaze drifts to the symbol on his suit, and you trace it with a tentative finger, the synthetic material feeling utterly strange under your touch. “The thing is I overthink everything. Always have. And I don’t know if you’ll think I’m crazy or exhausting or whatever, but I can’t control it. I wish I could. So every time you went away, when you started canceling plans or looking at me like you were somewhere else entirely, I got scared.”
So this is what it feels like to truly open your heart to another soul.
“I thought that voice was right, and that you were pulling away because you regretted it because you’d realized I wasn’t worth the trouble. And maybe you just didn’t know how to tell me, since we work together, and we share the same friends. Plus, things between us have been—” Once again, your words tangle, and you internally blame the raw emotionality of the moment. “I can’t get away from myself, Clark. But other people? They can walk away. And I thought that’s what you were doing.
There’s a pause, and his advice seems to be: “Don’t trust your brain.”
“What do you mean—”
“Don’t believe everything it tells you. I mean it. If you need me to tell you I love you, I will. If you need me to tell you how beautiful and sweet you are, I’ll do that too, and happily. Because I want to help you. It’s not like I can spare you from those thoughts—believe me, I would’ve if there were a way. The least I can do is make you realize that voice in your head isn’t always right.”
Some things cannot be put into words, and you simply have to act in their name. You kiss him, your arms finding their way around his neck, pulling him as close as possible as you smile against his lips, trying not to generate any pressure where he’s hurt as you say, “Shit, I love you so much.”
It’s incredible how one can transition from immense sadness to something that must closely resemble the deepest tranquility ever known to humankind. He holds your face between his hands, his thumbs caressing your cheeks with such fondness it could make you sick. You don’t know how someone can look so happy and so overwhelmed at once. “Say that again.”
“I love you.”
“Again. Please.”
You kiss him between each word, letting them stretch longer and deeper until your mouths can’t bear to part. “I. Love. You.”
He tilts your face toward his, his hand cradling the back of your head as if he’s afraid you’ll float away. “Please tell me your brain’s not saying anything right now.”
“It’s been surprisingly quiet.”
“Then let’s keep it that way.”
You make a strangled noise as the kiss turns fierce, not knowing exactly where to put your hands. There’s so much you want to do, so much of him you want to touch and skin to trace with your fingers. That simmering desire had grown between you both, never quite breaking through the surface. Not because you didn’t one want it, but because you'd asked him to hold back.
Remember that tiny voice in your brain? The mean one? That one had told you several times that you had to wait a certain amount of time before sleeping with him. Because if you didn’t, if you got too close too soon, he might realize he wasn’t into you. Physically speaking. And you had done just that: waited.
But now, all patience shatters. There’s no room for cautious stretching of things anymore, not when the man you love, the one you’ve been pining for months, stands before you
He doesn’t get the hint when you kiss back or when your teeth nip at the skin of his throat, not until you take his hands, which are resting politely on your lower back, and push them lower, guiding them up to cup your ass through the layers of clothing.
You hear the way he breathes out, a grunt caught somewhere between surprise and shock, as you shift even closer and speak softly over his lips. “I want to do it. Tonight.”
“Are you sure? Because we could totally—”
“Clark, stop being such a gentleman.” You tug him toward the couch and fall back onto it, kicking your shoes off without grace or ceremony, your heart gallops with anticipation as you stretch out, swallowing hard.“I’d like you to touch me, then I’d like to return the favor, and then I want you to fuck me. In that specific order,” you admit. So as not to lose the habit, you whisper the word that never fails to soften his expression: “Please.”
You notice the impressive bulge straining at the front of his suit, and he nods his head in earnest, one of his large hands pushing your thighs open. “Yeah. I can do that.”
Electricity now runs through your veins, each part of you igniting under his hands as he touches you. He doesn’t rush. Doesn’t rip your clothes off or fall into cliché. He wants to take his time with you, grazing the soft curve where your neck meets your shoulder. As his hair slips through your fingers like silk, you clutch at him, sighing into his touch. Your eyes flutter open to ask him: “Does the suit stay on?”
“Well, that depends,” he replies, lifting his head and meeting your wanting gaze. “Does it—turn you on?”
A low fire spirals in the pit of your stomach, your chest heaving with a shaky inhale. “It’s certainly doing the job.”
“So first you write about Superman like a professional journalist…” he trails off, his palm smoothing his palm over your stomach to undo the button of your jeans with ease, lowering the zipper of your jeans millimeter by millimeter, “... and now you get wet for him?”
Wiggling your hips to help him peel off your pants more easily, you gape at the ceiling momentarily. “I’m sorry. Do my inappropriate thoughts bother him?”
“I actually believe he’d very pleased, to be fair,” he murmurs, settling on the couch beside you. His hand returns, slower this time, tracing over the cotton that clings to your heat. “You see, he’s a simple man. Safe to say he’d really like you.”
Clark teases his thumb to your clit through the cotton and your back arches from the couch. “Clark, I—”
“I’ll go slow.” He presses his lips against yours briefly, running the length of his nose along yours, your skin buzzing where it brushes his. “Do you trust me?” You nod, unable to speak, struggling to keep your eyes open. He presses against you again, this time with purpose. Slow, deliberate circles over your clit, his free hand curling around your waist to keep you steady as you writhe beneath him, holding you down to the earth. “Then relax. I’ve got you.”
You weren’t a virgin, but he’s making you feel like one. Or maybe something even more tender than that, like you’re being touched properly for the first time in your life. Every graze of his fingers sends heat crawling under your skin, his ministrations alone having you whimpering into his neck, tugging at his hair.
“Take them off,” you beg, your hips bucking up to meet him, chasing his hand every time he attempts to pull away, needing more. It’s more of an instinct at this point.
He doesn’t make you ask twice, your underwear being gone in a flash and ending up dangling from one foot. He parts your folds, and you see his eyes darken with unfiltered awe, staring for a beat longer than expected. “Jesus,” he mutters, almost to himself. “You’re gorgeous
Clark spreads your slick across your swollen flesh, his long fingers reverent in their exploration, never faltering. When he circles your clit again, raw and bare now, you jolt, the pleasure pulsing bright and fast, like you’re going to blow up at any given moment.
He seems to enjoy watching you squirm, listening to the whimpers torn from your throat. “You’ve got no idea how hot you look right now,” he pants beside your ear, voice ragged and affected by the noises he keeps pulling out of you. His own hips grind lazily against your thigh, the pressure of his cock unmistakable, rock hard behind the fabric. “I want to see you come.”
“Just—keep doing whatever you’re doing,” you gasp, clinging to his arm and biting back a moan when he kisses you languidly. A new wave of warmth runs under your skin, and you swear you can feel your blood rushing south. “Clark, I’m—don’t you dare stop.”
Your words spur him on, and he tightens the circles, faster now, his other hand closing around your inner thigh for leverage. That ache in your belly sharpens to a desperate pressure, and your whole body looms into him as if drawn to gravity itself.
“Oh my God—Clark—” You grip his shoulder, nails scrapping against the harsh material of his suit. It’s too much and not enough, and every time he flicks just right, you’re launched impossibly higher. You’re a panting mess, legs starting to tremble as pleasure coils tight in your gut.
“Come on, you’re almost there,” he encourages you, kissing your sweaty forehead. “You’re doing so good. Let go, baby.”
You break. It starts at your core, deep and volcanic, spreading like a spark catching on dry leaves. Your thighs clamp around his hand, head thrown back as the orgasm ripples through you, crying out his name with a sound borderline raw and unrestrained. He doesn't stop until your hips stop jerking and your back settles against the couch again, twitching with aftershocks.
You’re left gasping, eyes blurry, vision haloed in white. “I—” you try to speak, but your voice fails, coming out broken. Instead, you let out a sigh. “Jesus.”
He presses a kiss to your shoulder, then slowly works his way up to your mouth. “I came as well. Mentally.”
A disbelieving laugh bubbles out of you, and you swat at his face, covering your eyes with your forearm. You’re about to sit until you feel his breath ghost across your belly, shoving your shirt further up. You rake your hand through his fringe, brushing it back, hissing when his lips graze the patch of skin just above your clit. “Are you—”
“It’d be stupid not to take the opportunity.” He finds your legs and places them over his shoulders, effortlessly dragging your body to the edge of the couch, kneeling by the carpet and between your thighs, his large hands framing your hips.
Clark licks a broad stripe up your folds, collecting your arousal on his tongue, and you cry out, shoulders slumping forward from the overstimulation, still sensitive from your first orgasm. Yet he peers up at you with feigned innocence, kneading the flesh of your thighs. “I can stop if you want me to,” he says, a husky edge to his usual tone.
“Don’t want you to,” you purr, guiding his mouth to where you need him the most. “Make me feel good.”
Devotedly, devastatingly even, he takes your words to heart, lapping at your clit with careful, coaxing pressure, sometimes flicking with the pointed tip of his tongue, sometimes flattening it to trace languid strokes. He groans at the taste of you, sinking a finger into your heat and making you clench instinctively around the intrusion.
“It’s tight in here,” he ponders aloud, not sparing you a single glance, much more preoccupied with the way you’re squeezing him. “We’ll have to see if I’ll fit.”
You mean to laugh, but it comes out as more of a sob the moment he adds another finger to the equation, and you can hear every single squelching sound your cunt makes in response to his movements.
“God, it feels—” Your voice cracks as his lips seal over your clit again, drawing firm circles around it, the pacing of his digits inside you forcing you to alternate your attention. “So good, Clark. You’re being so good to me.”
It’s not that you’re just saying these things out of pocket. You’ve noticed he likes it, likes being praised. Not only in this context, where he has his head buried between your legs, but it usually happened whenever he did something right, and you would be there, praising him, telling him he’d done a great job.
His pupils would dilate a little, and he’d always shut you up with a kiss, but he can’t right now. He seems to be destined to hear and acknowledge your words, nearly rutting into the edge of the couch the more you say. His desperation sets something alight in you, and it only makes you want to explore that side of him even more.
“If you make me come again, I’ll suck your cock,” you mumble, dragging your nails lightly along his scalp. You don’t miss how his shoulders stiffen through the suit, and he pushes his face deeper into your core. “I can’t wait to have you in my mouth,” you add, smiling through the haze.
“What’s got you this chatty, huh?” He pumps his fingers deeper, faster, a relentless rhythm designed to shatter your composure. His teeth scrape along the inside of your right thigh, seemingly enjoying the noise that reverberates in your chest as he bites gently on it. “You have Superman right here with you and all you do is talk.”
Three of Clark’s fingers stretch you out and you can’t no longer think straight. Neither can you breathe, having utterly forgotten how consonants and vowels combine to form words.
This, it seems, is precisely what he intended: to have you reduced to a writhing, desperate mess that can’t stop mewling his name over and over. The questions, the teasing, all of it is obliterated by the rising tide of pure sensation as your world narrows to his touch and everything it means.
When you tell him you’re close, the ache coiling tight in your belly for the second time in the night, every nerve in your body lights up. He’s a man on a quest, who whimpers in unison with you the more your breath staggers.
He asks you to come on his tongue, because he wants to know exactly what it tastes like. Because he simply must. He’s been fantasizing about this, he confesses, about touching himself thinking of you, about how soft your skin looked in your work clothes, about—
Your orgasm tears through you, fast and overwhelming, and you cling to his shoulders, riding out the tremors. His fingers remain deep inside you, and he curves them to hit that sweet spot one last time before you tell him it’s too much. His hair is mussed where your fingers yanked it, his chin glistening with your essence, and you tug him closer to kiss him, tasting yourself in the aftermath.
Somehow, without even breaking the kiss, he manages to peel the suit from his body, letting it fall in a heap beside your shoes on the floor. All that’s left is the snug fabric of his underwear, and the sight of him nearly steals the breath from your lungs.
You trail a hand down his abdomen, fingertips brushing along the faint trail of hair beneath his navel until they meet the solid outline of his cock. You palm him softly through the fabric, feeling the twitch of need under your touch.
Now that he’s bare before you, no more slouchy coats hiding him away, you take in the rest of him. The defined lines of his chest, the softness at his waist, the tension coiled in his thighs. It takes everything in you not to outright stare, not to drool, although your mouth waters anyway.
By the time he’s lying back on the couch, you’ve taken his place, kneeling between his legs. He laces his fingers behind his head, muscles taut like he’s trying to anchor himself there, to stop his hips from jerking up on instinct.
You start slow, teasing. Your fingers wrap around his shaft, stroking him lazily as your lips press hot kisses to the tip. You circle your tongue around it, dipping into the slit just to hear what kind of sound you can pull from him.
He exhales like he’s in pain. Beautiful, tortured pain. You hesitate for a split second, uncertain—was that too much?
“Do it again,” he breathes, voice wrecked, his chest rising in uneven pulls of air. “Please… that—Jesus, that feels really good.”
And you want to please him. You want to give him everything, so you do it again.
The head disappears past your lips. He groans as you sink down a few inches, his hips tensing immediately, and you hum in satisfaction at the sharp hiss he lets slip. You take more of him, then a little bit more, until you’re jerking the rest of him off with your hand, saliva slicking your chin, your throat fluttering and eyes stinging every time he brushes the back of it.
Swallowing around him, your nails scratch the line of dark hair that leads below his navel. There’s nothing delicate about this. Not right now, not when he’s chanting your name like a prayer, not when you’re dizzy from the taste of him. His breathy moans echo in your ears, more intoxicating than anything else you’ve ever heard.
At some point, you glance up, and the eye contact nearly undoes you. Clark looks ruined, entirely entranced. His brow is furrowed tight, a deep crease between his eyes that might’ve read as frustration if you didn’t know better.
To some stranger, he might even appear to be angry. His jaw is clenched, lips parted as if he’s struggling to form coherent thoughts. His hips tremble under your palms, twitching like every nerve in his body is firing at once. He’s holding himself still with impossible effort, his thighs taut, hands clawed into the couch cushions to stop from thrusting up into your mouth.
“Perhaps—” His voice is hoarse, and he swallows hard. “Perhaps we should stop.”
You slow your pace but don’t let go.
“I don’t want to finish yet,” he groans, neck strained, his composure cracking under the tension. “Not this fast. I want to last. I want—” He cuts himself off with a hiss when you press a wet kiss to the flushed head again, pulling back the foreskin. “God, I just want more time with you like this.
You keep your hand wrapped around him, dragging your palm slow and tight from base to tip, letting your thumb swirl over the sensitive slit. His hips twitch again, betraying how close he really is.
“But can’t Superman come twice?” you ask, tilting your head to the side. He blinks, dazed, not fully registering the meaning of your words at first. You give him another firm stroke and watch his brows knit in pleasure. “It’s been a hard day.”
“Baby, I swear—”
“Didn’t you save an entire hospital tonight?” you whisper, leaning in to mouth at his hipbone. “Kept it from collapsing?”
“Yeah,” he grunts. “Yeah, I—yes.”
“Then you deserve it.”
“But twice?”
“You heard it right. Once in my mouth, just like this, and then again inside me.”
Clark makes a sound that’s somewhere between a gasp and a whimper. His arms collapse from behind his head, hands flying to his face, shielding himself from how hard words just hit him.
“Oh my God,” he mumbles, palms pressed to his eyes. “You can’t say things like that.”
“Why not?” you inquire, jerking him a little faster now. “You’re blushing.”
“I’m not—” he lies, breath catching when your lips part around his cock once again, still not getting used to the feeling. “I just—I’m so close.”
One of his hands finds your hair, smoothing it back from your face with a gentleness that makes your heart ache. He cups the back of your head as if he’s holding something sacred, brushing his thumb along your temple as his other hand clenches the couch cushion.
“You’re unreal,” he murmurs, eyes locked on your movements, still stroking your hair. “You don’t—you don’t even know what you do to me. You’re gonna be the death of me.”
Your hand tightens around his base just a little, urging him closer to the edge. He grits his teeth, unable to hold on any longer.
“I’m sorry—be careful, I’m gonna—”
He empties his load into your mouth, hips stuttering in jerky thrusts. His entire body tenses beneath you, trembling as the pleasure crashes through him, head tipped back against the couch. Clark comes for what feels like ages, pulse after pulse of heavy release filling your mouth, and you take it all, letting the salty taste land on your tongue and flood your senses.
Shortly after, everything moves in a blur. Clark insists that the couch isn’t ideal for what’s about to happen. Something about angles, support, long-term consequences for your spine. You, naturally, insist you’re perfectly fine where you are.
In the end, the one with super strength settles the debate. Which is to say: he wins. He lifts you effortlessly into his arms and carries you to the bedroom like it’s the most obvious solution. The couch had been fine. Serviceable, even, but it was time for an upgrade.
Now, sprawled across your bed, you kiss beneath the warm press of blankets. Pre-cum smears over your stomach, leaking from him in needy dribbles as he hovers above you, holding his weight on his forearms, cradling your face between his hands.
His voice is low. “Just to be clear. We’re not using a…?”
“Condom?”
He nods, cheeks flushed. “Yeah.”
“I told you you could come inside me.”
That stuns him into silence. “Are you sure? Want me to—go buy some?” he manages, faltering a little.
“Some?” you echo, amused. Your gaze dips down his body, landing on the leaking head of his cock, his hips twitching as if straining to stay still. “I’m on birth control,” you murmur.
He blinks, his Adam’s apple bobbing. You can almost hear the gears in his head grinding, trying to decide whether or not you’re serious.
“I mean it. It wasn’t for sexual purposes in the beginning. I’ve been on the pill for years. But if it makes you uncomfortable—”
“What exactly makes you think I don’t want this?”
“Say that to your face. You’re looking at me like I just proposed a blood pact.”
Huffing a breath, he pulls back enough to meet your eyes. “So… we’re doing it. Like this.”
“Yes.”
“Bare.”
“Would you like to see my birth certificate?”
He lets out a strangled laugh, one hand sliding down to part you gently. His fingers glide through your folds, collecting your slick to lube himself up. Just as he’s about to wretch your entrance, he pauses, brows drawn tight. “Ready?”
“I’ve been ready since we left the couch.”
“You can’t be joking when I’m this close to being inside you.”
“Clark,” you plead, lifting your hips. “Please, just—”
He pushes in.
At first, it’s just the tip. The stretch is instant, unavoidable, and you throw your head back, nearly knocking into the headboard.
“Easy,” he grits out. “Be careful.” His thighs tremble where they cage you in, and he slides in another inch, groaning through clenched teeth.
“Th-that’s—fuck—” Your mouth hangs agape briefly before you shut it again. You can’t even think, eyes landing on where your bodies meet, and his whole frame looks huge on top of you, the sight alone making you whimper. “Clark, please—”
“Wait.” He stills, tearing his gaze away from you, squeezing his eyes shut. “I need a second.”
“Want me to kiss you?”
He lifts his head slightly. “Are you the devil?”
You bite your lip, fingers digging into the muscles of his lower back. “What are you doing? Counting?”
“To a million.” He buries his face in your neck, forehead damp against your skin, feeding the rest of himself into you in shallow thrusts, and the final stretch burns as he bottoms out. “You’re impossible sometimes,” he growls against your skin, groaning as you clench around him. “Jesus, you’re still so tight. I don’t even—I don’t know how to move.”
A desperate sound slips from your lips when his mouth brushes behind your ear. His hand strokes up your thigh, bending you slightly beneath him, folding you open. “You’re so big.”
His arm trembles beside your head. A bead of sweat trails down his temple as you comb your fingers into his hair. “Don’t say that,” he pants.
“Why not?”
“Because—” he pulls back, just the head left inside, “—you’re playing with fire.” And then he slams his hips forward, hard, drawing a strangled cry from your throat. “I usually like how you always have something to say, but right now? I just want to fuck you. If that’s okay with you.”
It’s official: your long, unplanned celibacy ends here. Courtesy of Superman himself.
As if he’s learning you by heart, each thrust is measured and unhurried, his hips rolling into yours with a careful intent and setting their own tempo, savoring the way your bodies fit, the subtle give and take of your curves.
Your breath hitches when he finds it: that angle, that precise, exquisite spot inside you, and your legs instinctively tighten around his waist in response. A groan slips from him when your walls flutter around him in gratitude.
He starts to unravel. His body writhes against yours with an instinct he hadn’t dared show before now, his muscles working as he moves deeper, hungrier, shedding the last vestiges of his gentle restraint. You press your chest to his, fingers splayed across the flex of his back, memorizing the slope of his spine, the tremble in his arms as he struggles to hold himself back. Every sound he makes, every choked whimper, every whine he later tries to mask, you trap in your memory like precious treasure.
The moment he buries himself to the hilt, you swear you’re going to snap in half. The fullness is dizzying, and you cry out his name in a quiet plea. His lips graze your cheek, his hand smoothing your hair as he whispers something you can’t quite catch, lost in the roar of blood in your ears.
It’s not rushed at all. He’s learning you second by second, mapping your responses, and each time he shifts the angle or tilts your pelvis just so, it steals another moan from you. He knows now. Where to press, where to grind, where to thrust until your feet curl and your throat aches from trying to hold in the sounds.
“Clark,” you mewl, voice torn and trembling. A strand of his hair, dark and damp, sticks to the shell of your ear. He shifts to kiss you there and then stills, forehead resting against yours.
“I thought I’d lost you,” he chokes out, the words raw and fragile in comparison to your heated skin.
The confession pierces you with more precision than anything else tonight. Your body is still pulsing around him, hips still twitching and asking for more, but your heart stutters, aching with sudden clarity.
You don’t know if he means that night you stopped talking, the agonizing silence between you. If he means the days you went quiet and he watched from afar. You cradle his face in both hands, your thumbs tracing the sharp lines of his cheekbones, forcing him to peer down at you. His pupils are blown, his mouth swollen from all the kissing, and you feel a pang in your chest because he’s never looked so vulnerably human.
“You didn’t. I’m right here. I’m not going anywhere.”
His throat bobs, and pushes in again, quivering, a silent affirmation of your words.
It’s like something breaks open inside him. The last of his control gives way.
His thrusts get rougher, more insistent, his mouth finding yours mid-moan, and you kiss him through the frantic rhythm, through the way his hand slides between your sticky bodies to circle your clit, hoping to make you fall apart. He needs this—needs you to come around him, to feel you clench and call his name and prove to him you’re his. That you chose him. That you’re still here. That you're real.
You’re close. So close that the precipice looms. “Don’t stop,” you gasp, clawing at his shoulders, needing something to hold onto.
“I won’t. I won’t—” His groan catches in his throat, escaping as a raw whisper. “You feel so good. You’re perfect. Can’t believe you’re letting me do this to you.”
The pressure builds so fast it becomes borderline unbearable. Heat coils in your belly, every muscle taut as a bowstring, straining toward release.
“I—Clark—I—” Your body arches, back lifting off the bed.
“Come on,” he begs, short of breath, his hips grinding relentlessly. “Come for me. I want to feel you.”
And when it hits, it crashes. Your orgasm blindsides you, flashing behind your eyelids, and your mouth falls open in a silent scream, body trembling violently under him as incandescent pleasure tears through you like a searing current. Your walls spasm around him, squeezing, and he cries out a primal sound of absolute abandon before surging forward with a final thrust and spurting his release inside you.
It’s messy. It’s beautiful and overwhelming and glorious.
He collapses, half on top of you, still deeply buried, his body spamming in unison with yours. You’re both left shaking and sweating, but in the most magnificent way.
Clark plants a series of tender kisses to the valley between your breasts, the soft underside of your jaw, the corner of your mouth. “I didn’t know it could feel like this,” he murmurs, awe coloring every syllable.
You press your nose to his hairline, drawing in the scent of him. “Me neither,” you reply, contentment curling in your chest.
He simply stays there, wrapped around you, his weight a comforting anchor. The moment stretches and neither of you dares speak too loud for a while. It’s the kind of silence that means everything.
Eventually, he lifts his head just enough to meet your gaze. His lashes are damp, a quiet sigh leaving him, and with an almost reluctant pull, he finally shifts, easing himself out of you. The sudden emptiness is palpable, an ache that makes you want to reach for him again, but he’s already moving, surprisingly graceful as he rises. He glances around your bedroom, then towards the bathroom.
“Want me to get a towel?” he asks, gesturing vaguely between your legs. “A wet one, ideally.”
You blink, chest lifting with a giggle. “Oh, right. Yeah, bathroom cabinet, bottom shelf.” You watch him disappear, the absurdity of the moment deeply endearing. He emerges a moment later, a small hand towel clutched in his fist, already damp, and he kneels back between your legs, cleaning you.
The warm cloth against your skin sends a fresh shiver through you, but it’s his focused, unselfconscious tenderness that melts your insides. He looks up, an apologetic grimace on his face. “I just realized I don’t exactly have a change of clothes on me.”
You trace his jaw, the curve of his ear. “Well, I mean,” you muse, a playful smirk tugging at your lips, “we could always see how you look in my pajamas. I’m sure my oversized college sweatshirt would be… form-fitting.”
“I don't think you’re ready for that sight.” He pats your inner thigh, then rises, tossing it to the side. “Come on. Let’s get into bed.”
You slide under the blankets, the silk against your bare skin a welcoming sensation. He joins you immediately, the mattress dipping under his weight, and pulls you close, your bodies spooning, limbs tangling. His arm finds its way around your waist, his hand splayed flat against your stomach. Your fingers twine with his, and your leg hooks over his, pressing your hip to his.
There’s a moment in which you turn your head on the pillow, meeting his eyes in the dim light. He now lies on his side, facing you, one hand tucked beneath his head.
“I love you,” you say again, the words unbidden.
A smile spreads across his face, lighting up his tired eyes. He pulls you impossibly closer, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead, then looks down at you. “You know those people who use songs as their alarm?”
“What does that have to do with what I just said?”
“They say you should always choose a song you’ll never get tired of.I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of hearing you say those words.”
“That… was a weird route to get there.”
He kisses the tip of your nose, lingering on your lips shortly after. “I’m just saying. You could say it every day. Every hour. And I’d never get sick of it.” His thumb strokes your hand and you melt into him, every molecule of your being sighing in tranquility. “By the way,” he says, his tone sounding hesitant, “I told my parents about you.”
You pull back, just slightly, enough to stare up at him, your eyebrows shooting to your hairline. “Wait. What?”
“It was like a week ago.”
“We weren’t even speaking.”
He lets out a small, sheepish chuckle. “I know. But I still thought about you all the time. My mom scolded me through the phone for not telling you the truth sooner.” His nose crinkles, probably remembering the call. “They said they’d really like to meet you someday.”
“So, our first trip together is going to be… Kansas?”
“Smallville,” he corrects proudly. “What can I say? I’m a traditional guy.”
“Well, to be a ‘traditional guy,’ you haven’t even asked me to be your girlfriend yet.”
“Oh. Right. I guess I—”
“Are you going to?”
“I—would you want to?”
You laugh, pulling him into a kiss. “You’re such a dork.”
When you break apart, he’s smiling—really smiling, the kind that lights up his whole face and carves deep dimples into his cheeks.
“So is that a yes?”
“Yes, Clark. I’ll be your girlfriend.”
“Okay. Good. Because I’m already very emotionally invested.”
At that moment, you snort into his chest. Sleep begins to pull at your limbs, heavy and soft, and your eyes flutter closed without resistance. His arms tucks your head beneath his chin, his breath steady against your hair, and for the first time in what feels like forever, your mind is quiet. No anxious spirals. No fear of him vanishing now that you’ve let your guard down. Just stillness.
Maybe it’s true, what the wise ones say: you’re never too much in the hands of the right person.
Somehow, it feels even truer in his.
dividers by: @bbyg4rlhelps <3
I'm speechless...like Hooolly Mooly 🫦
𝕯𝖔𝖇𝖗𝖆𝖉𝖎𝖓𝖍𝖆 é 𝖒𝖆𝖎𝖘 𝖌𝖔𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖘𝖔
𝕻𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖌: Idol!Jaemin x Idol!Fem.Reader x Idol!Jeno
𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖉𝖘: 4.313
𝕾𝖎𝖓𝖔𝖕𝖘𝖊: Ser uma idol pela SM é saber que caso seu grupo tenha sucesso com suas promoções, terá a chance de se apresentar no tão comentado festival próprio: "SM Town" - o que felizmente é o seu caso. Os shows do evento são únicos! Cada grupo tem uma tracklist especial, stages diferentes, oportunidade de colaborações novas, e o que é negligenciado pelo twitter...as novas amizades feitas nos bastidores. Alguns artistas já possuem suas próprias relações complicadas, e você está prestes a iniciar e talvez se complicar com uma amizade bem conhecida. Jeno e Jaemin que inconscientemente se aproximam da mais nova queridinha da empresa, e são surpreendidos com uma saborosa proposta de dobradinha.
𝕬𝖛𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖘: Pornô com muuito puco plot; Jeno é mais dominante e Jaemin é mais submisso, enquanto a leitora é meio brat com o Jeno e dominante com Jaemin; linguagem incrivelmente imprópria; sexo vaginal; sexo sem proteção (pessoas bonitas e não ficcionais usam proteção!!); penetração dupla; me avisem se esqueci alguma coisa;
𝕯𝖎𝖛𝖎𝖉𝖊𝖗: @uzmacchiato
𝕬𝖚𝖙𝖔𝖗𝖆: Oii gente, tudo bem? Demorei tanto tempo pra terminar isso aqui que chega a ser ridiculo! Maaaas espero que gostem mesmo assim, assim como também espero conseguir trazer mais coisas por aqui, já que estou de férias por alguns dias. Aproveitem a história :)
𝕬𝖚𝖙𝖔𝖗𝖆²: A inspiração veio desse vídeo esse aqui: 💌 e um tantinho da interação dos três de "challengers" (aí Carol mas você já viu o filme? Não. Mas vem com a mãe que dá bom 🙂↕️)
Ser idol da Sm assim como muitos dos amigos que fez durante anos da indústria, e participar da SmTown se mostra cada vez mais divertido. O que você quase não imaginava antes de ntrar para a industria, é que os bastidores são ainda mais divertidos que palcos!
Entre uma performance e outra, as entradas e saídas de grupos e stages, Na Jaemin se aproximou de você enquanto esperava junto a Seulgi a sua vez de retornar para uma apresentação. Ele mantinha um lindo sorriso no rosto, do tipo que faz todas as garotas derreterem, e você, é claro uma delas.
"Sabe, eu sei que a gente só começou a se falar recentemente, mas eu acho que agente tem muita coisa em comum... o que acha da gente se ver essa noite? Sabe, conversar e se conhecer um pouco mais... ver um filme..."
Pode ter sido o tom de voz, a mão delicada afastando uma mecha do seu cabelo do rosto, o sorriso enquanto olhava para seus lábios, ou a sugestão de um filme , mas algo dentro de você te diziam que as suas intenções não eram tão inocentes quanto pareciam, não que isso te incomodava, mas o que te pegou de surpresa foi o primeiro e único Lee Jeno se aproximou de você não muito depois, com o mesmo discurso, mas com uma abordagem bem diferente de Jaemin:
O moreno se aproveitou da diferença de altura entre vocês dois, e abusou da desculpa de "muito barulho" para poder falar bem mais perto de você, colando ambos os corpos, e colocando a mão na sua cintura, no momento de propor uma noite tranquila.
E quem pode te julgar? Você é apenas uma garota, afinal! Uma garota sendo encarada por um Jaemin e por um Jeno extremamente confusos na sua porta de hotel.
" S/n eu acho que você não entendeu..." Jeno começa a falar, uma vez que os dois entram. Ambos parados te observando, enquanto você sorri ao se sentar na ponta da cama.
"Ah não eu entendi, entendi muito bem aliás!" Seu sorriso aumenta ainda mais, com sua clara diversão á perplexidade visível nos dois rostos "Eu só pensei, como vocês queriam uma noite comigo" aponta para si "e eu queria uma noite com vocês" fez o sinal de dois apontando para os morenos "porque não juntar o útil ao... agradavel?!"
Jeno e Jaemin ficam estáticos te observando. As palavras e a situação fazendo download em seus cérebros. Não importa oque tinham imaginado para essa noite, um ménage a trois definitivamente não estava na lista!
Sim, os dois eram melhores amigos e confiariam suas vidas um ao outro e há uma certeza implícita que se fariam um sexo a três, seria um com o outro, mas hoje? Não estavam preparados mentalmente para tal!
Mas seria tão ruim assim? Os dois definitivamente te acham gostosa, ou não teriam feito tal proposta, muito menos estariam no seu quarto, te encarando, ponderando...até de mais.
O primeiro a tomar iniciativa é Jaemin. O rapaz de cabelos cobres foi até a sua direção em passos decididos, e quando está a sua frente, segura seu rosto levando seu rosto em sua própria direção, colando ambos os lábios. Primeiro Na apenas encosta lábio com lábio, testando qual seria sua reação, e se você falava sério. Quando viu como suas pupilas dilataram, e soltou um grunido baixo, Jaemin passou a beija-la, muito mais necessitado. O rapaz buscava por seus lábios gemendo e aproveitando o gosto do seu gloss.
No momento em que você levou uma de suas mãos para sua nuca, onde começou a brincar com os cabelos ali, Jaemin se rendeu sentindo os joelhos vacilarem, e ele praticamente cair ajoelhado a seus pés;
" Tão bonito..." você murmura contra os lábios carnudos e agora brilhantes do rapaz. "Tão gostoso..." depois de muito custo se afasta do beijo, percebendo a posição de Jaemin te fez sorrir, afinal não imaginava que ele seria do tipo submisso como estava se mostrando. Segura o rosto dele, e começa a distribuir bejinhos pelo rosto macio;
Quando sua boca chega no pescoço do moreno, continuou a distribuir beijos, com lambidas mordidas e muitos elogios , respondidos com arqueijos, e as grandes mãos nas suas coxas a apertavam, fazendo seu desejo aumenta cada vez mais causando arrepios por todo seu corpo.
Você segura o rosto do rapaz com ambas as mãos, amando a forma como ele parecia te adorar com o olhar, as pupilas dilatadas, ou respiração ofegante, ao olhar passeando por todo seu rosto.
"Você vai ser um bom garoto pra mim Jaemin-shi?" Sorri acariciando a bochecha do rapaz, que inclina o rosto contra seu toque te satisfazendo "Tudo bem, porque não me mostra o quanto me quer, hum?"
Jaemin se levanta te puxando junto. Os lábios do rapaz voltam a devorar os seus, desesperado. Na usa suas mãos fortes para te segurar contra ele, te fazendo sentir a ereção contra sua barriga. O jeito como ele te prendia, o permitia apertar tudo o que conseguia alcançar : sua cintura, sua bunda, suas coxas.
Jaemim encontra seu lugar sensível abaixo da orelha, te fazendo gemer de surpresa, som que o moreno jurou ser o paraíso. Começando a ficar impaciente, você se afasta, apenas o suficiente para ele reclamar, se você conseguir se livrar da camiseta que ele vestia, e da sua também.
"Porra!" Na murmura maravilhado com a visão dos seus seios cobertos pelo sutiã preto, perfeitos para ele. Sem hesitar Jaemin começa a deixar beijos e mordidas no pele que a peça não cobria, aproveitando para os palpar, tirando o ar dos seus pulmões. Enquanto isso, Você usa a meia nudez do rapaz para passar os seus dedos sob esse abdomem tão perfeitamente esculpido. Jaemin encontrou o paraiso nos seus seios, se livrando do sutiã que o impedia de se aproveitar como bem queria.
De repente o ar é roubado dos seus pulmões em surpresa, quando sua cabeça é puxada para trás com um delicioso puxão de cabelo, que a arrepia e a faz revirar os olhos gemendo;
" Vou te contar umas coisinhas docinho, " Jeno segurava seu cabelo firme em sua mão esquerda, com o feição dura te observando com pupilas dilatadas. com a mão direita ele segura seu rosto pelo maxilar a obrigando a manter seu rosto no lugar, já que insistia em se mexer porque Jaemin continuava com seu peito na mão e boca "Não gosto de ser enganado, muito menos ignorado. "
Ele se surpreende com o tamanho do sorriso que abre "É? Acontece que não enganei ninguém , e não é minha culpa se jaemin - shi é um garoto tão bom!" A enfaze que dá nas últimas faz Jaemin gemer contra sua pele, te arrepiando.
"Você precisa aprender a ser menos vadia", a mão de Jeno puxa ainda mais seus cabelos para logo os soltar abrutamente "Jaemin tira o resto da roupa dela, e deita na cama"
Apesar da ordem partir do amigo, o mais novo olha para você em busca de aprovação, e só se mexe quando te vê concordando. Sem conseguir controlar o boca você solta: "Olha, parece que o nosso Jaemin prefere a mim..." seu tom zombateiro e sobrancelha erguida fazem Jeno rir com escárnio e murmurar alguma coisa sobre Jae não ser propriedade dele "É... acho que vou manter ele só pra mim "
O mais novo que tinha acabado de te despir e estava prestes a se deitar é puxado para mais um beijo seu, apenas para salientar seu ponto, e provocar os nervos de Lee.
"Eu disse que podia beijar ele agora?" Jeno separa os dois por ambas as nucas, ouvindo gemidos dos dois lados.
" Você não manda em mim " Tenta argumentar Jeno lambe sua boca e fala contra a mesma: " hoje eu mando, docinho"
Jeno sorri trazendo um arrepio a sua coluna, ansiosa pelo o que ele será capaz. O moreno faz Jaemin se deitar no cama, os pés na direção da cabeceira. Seu plano inicial era aproveitar a boca faminta de Jaemmin para o auxiliar, mas já que ele claramente obedeceria apenas você, encontrou outra forma de torturar os dois: Você foi colocada sentada no abdomem definido de Na, sentindo a definição do musculo te estimular deliciosamente. O tal rapaz geme, segurando sua cintura, a movendo lentamente em cima do próprio corpo;
"É claro que você ia gostar ..." Jeno murmura, mas você não sabe pra quem exatamente, ja que tanto voce quanto Jaemin tinham sorrisos largos no rosto. O mais velho segura seu pescoço, apertando firme, tirando o ar dos seus pulmões. "Você vai me deixar foder essa garganta linda" ele diz próximo ao seu rosto, e só então você percebe que Lee se despiu por completo, o corpo parecendo que foi esculpido por um Deus grego, te dando águia na boca, "E você " o moreno se abaixa para falar com Jaemin " Não vai gozar agora."
Jeno te puxa, trazendo sua cabeça na altura da sua pélvis. O membro do rapaz estava completamente duro. Você observa com olhos famintos ele se acariciar, espalhando pré-gozo por toda sua longa dimensão, e você já começa a pensar em uma desculpa para uma possível perca de vez no show de amanhã.
Lee ama ver como o seu olhar exala desespero para o abocanhar, e te tortura um pouco mais, segurando seu falo dando leves batidas contra sua bochecha, primeiro do lado direito, depois do esquerdo, observando como sua respiração fica desnivelada.
"Chupa" Jeno ordena segurando o próprio membro a frente do seu rosto , recebendo um sorriso satisfeito seu antes de finalmente o colocar na boca, e porra! Quando coloca o pênis de Jeno na boca, começa com a cabeça inchada e brilhante, sentindo seu gosto almiscarado. Passando a preencher sua boca com o que conseguia do membro, gemendo e ouvindo o moreno soltar um som baixo, mas grutal.
Ficando sem paciência, Lee gira seu cabelo no pulso, transformando um rabo de cavalo, e com um breve aviso, o moreno começa a se mover, primeiro lentamente para testar como você se comporta. Quando ele sente você relaxar mais o maxilar, perde o controle e assume uma velocidade muito mais rápida e acertiva.
Jaemin por outro lado começa a se sentir negligenciado e torturado, tendo o seu corpo deliciosamente em cima do seu, sentido seu calor emanar para ele, mas sem poder fazer muito além de ouvir seus gemidos enquanto Jeno fode sua boca e garganta tomando toda sua atenção. Conforme você era movimentada pelo outro rapaz, tanto Na quanto você sentiam seu centro contra o abdômen sarado, sendo constantemente estimulada, tendo sua excitação melecar toda a pele branca. Cansado o mais novo leva um de seus seios até a boca, brincando com o mamilo, enquanto o outro recebe a atenção da sua mão.
Sendo estimulada intensamente por Jaemin e suas habilidades, e o membro delicioso de Jeno na boca, você começa a gemer sem se preocupar com seu volume, e sem perceber Jaemin começa a gemer junto, o que te incita mais.
Enquanto Jeno foca em como o próprio pau desaparece na sua boca, suas bochechas ficam ruborizadas, e seus olhos enchem de lágrimas, jaemin sorrateiramente se livra de seus jeans e cueca. Você sente o membro do mais novo encaixar entre na sua bunda, mas sem te penetrar, apenas aproveitando a movimentação que fazia para o estimular.
Jeno percebeu que tinha algo de errado, quando os gemidos de Jaemin começaram a ficar mais altos que os seus. Tirando seu rosto da própria pélvis, ele olha incrédulo para Jaemin, enquanto você ri fascinada com a situação.
"Tudo bem, tudo bem...querem me desobedecer? Sem problema..."
Jeno reclama segurando a ponte do nariz perfeito, enquanto você se defende "Hey! Eu não fiz nada!"
"Não, mas deixou ele se aproveitar. Agora deita pra la" o moreno manda e você obedece rolando os olhos, mas fazendo mesmo assim, pois nada te faria parar essa noite.
Quando se deita confortavelmente nos travesseiros, Jeno a faz apoiar os pés no colchão e abre suas pernas, a expondo para os dois, fazendo um leve rubor subir as bochechas. O mais velho manda Jaemin te chupar, como se tivesse o informando que o jantar está pronto. E Jaemin parceria faminto;
Na se colou em seu centro, colocando suas pernas em cimo dos próprios ombros, abraço sua cintura, o que te impossibilita de se mover.
No exato momento em que a hora do rapaz entra em contato com a sua intimidade, ele o faz com ânsia, lambendo sua boceta enquanto murmura coisas desconexas. Automaticamente você suas mãos vão para a cabeça de Jaemin, tentando o afastar mesmo que levemente, mas Jeno te impede, pegando-as e prendendo seus pulsos cima da cabeça, enquanto sorri para você, acariciando sua bochecha
"Você não queria seu bom garoto? Agora você vai ver que precisa ter muito cuidado com o que anda desejando, meu amor"
Seu olhar vai do moreno para o mais novo. Jaemin que parecia estar levemente distraido pela breve conversa, sorri quando seus olhos voltam para ele. Você percebe o quão fodida está, quando o olhar de Na se torna obscuro e ele se arruma na cama, te levando junto.
Na posição atual, você estava deitada com os pulsos presos por Jeno, enquanto Jaemin estava sentado apoiado nas próprias pernas, com a boca agarrada na sua intimidade. O rapaz usava a língua para te sabaroear, enquanto o nariz te proporcionava prazer, estimulando seu clitóris. O jeito com que ele te olhava, te excitava ainda mais, te fazendo entrar em um transe de prazer.
"Olha só, finalmente a nossa bonequinha ficou sem retrucar!" Jeno solta uma risada, aproximando o rosto do seu e finalmente pela primeira vez na noite ele te beija, engolindo seus gemidos altos.
Jaemin que não gosta de ter sua atenção roubada pelo amigo, passa a dar atenção exclusive ao seu clitóris, fazendo movimentos circulares e precisos. Surpresa, com a onda mais forte de prazer, não consegue mais beijar Jeno, gemendo muito mais alto, e ficando completamente sem ar, deixando o moreno o confuso, até o momento em que gemeu o nome de Na.
"J-jaemin...porra..." você tenta falar algo, pedir pra ele parar, mas não consegue, o escutando apenas murmurar deliciado com seu gosto. Na começa a murmurar "doce...", "gostosa", "perfeita" era o que todos no quarto escutavam.
O prazer que Jaemin estava te proporcionando era tanto, que mal conseguia falar, apenas gemer, e erguer a coluna do colchão. O moreno estava seduzido por suas expressões, mostrando o quão fodida está. O sorriso de Lee poderia te enganar se não fosse a situação, o seu toque? Tão suave como uma pluma passando por suas bochechas e seios, enrijecendo seus mamilos.
"Se eu soubesse que era só isso que precisaria pra te calar, teria feito assim que abriu essa boquinha linda!" Sussurra no seu ouvido, fazendo seus olhos rolarem, e você bem que gostaria de retrucar, mas seu clímax estava bem próximo, então sua única reação foi tentar mais uma vez desvencilhar-se do agarro de Jeno, se contorcendo sem sucesso. "Ela tá perto, faz ela gozar, Jaem" ele manda.
A última coisa que escuta antes de seu corpo convulcionar, é Na Jaemin grunhir te agarrando muito mais forte contra o próprio rosto. Jeno precisa repreender Jaemin com o olhar para o rapaz finalmente deixar seu corpo cair na cama. Ambos te observam em seu estado pós orgasmo, sua pele brilhando com o suor, o peito subindo e descendo tentando organizar sua respiração, os olhos fechados em puro deleite.
Abrindo os olhos, você os encontra ali, te encarando, e jura que poderia gozar novamente só de ver o rosto de Jaemin: pupilas dilatas, o rosto brilhando com sua lubrificação formando uma barba brilhosa. Usando a pouca força que tinha, você se senta na cama, esticando a mão para tocar o rosto do mais novo, sorrindo mancinha, "Tão lindo..." Jaem não só sorri contra sua palma, como também se deita sobre você, te beijando, de modo doce, te arrepiando da cabeça aos pés.
"De novo, não gosto de ser deixado de lado!" Jeno reclama, te surpreendendo quando ele encaixa a boca entre você e Jaemin, em um beijo triplo. Os dois mal percebem quando você se afasta lentamente do ósculo, fazendo com que as bocas masculinas se explorem por alguns segundos bem na sua frente.
"Assim eu vou ficar com ciumes" sua voz soa em meio ao som do beijo, claramente zombando com a cara dos dois, Jeno e Jaemin se separam em de supetão, enquanto você ri da cara dos dois que ficam vermelhos, "Ah, não façam assim, ainda preciso de vocês pra me foder..." faz biquinho e segura ambos os rostos, aproximando os três "juntos" e finaliza a frase com uma lambidas em ambas as bocas.
"Acho que Jaemin não fez um bom trabalho se já está falando tão sujo assim "Jeno provoca ao passo que o amigo responde "se você fosse tão bom fodendo a boca dela, não ia nem precisar de mim"
"Chega! Chega!" Separa os dois se ajoelhando na cama, manda Jaemin se deitar na cama novamente, o que ele só faz após deixar um beijo provocador em você. No momento em que ia se deitar em cima do corpo de Na, Jeno lança um tapa forte em uma das suas nádegas, estalando alto no quarto, e te fazendo gemer alto, jogando a bunda em direção do moreno automaticamente. "Não, não, ele já teve a diversão dele. Agora você vai me olhar enquanto a gente te fode." Você rola os olhos, mas dá um selinho no rapaz.
Obriga Jeno se sentar, juntando ambos os pênis, os masturbar juntos, ouvindo os dois gemerem em uníssono, Jaemin com um jeitinho mais necessitado que Jeno que soa mais rouco, como se estivesse se segurando. Sorrindo você se aproxima do ouvido de Jeno sussurrando "Por que não me deixa te ouvir melhor?" Aproveita da brecha para beijar e morder o pescoço dele, mantendo o movimento lânguido das mãos.
"Por que eu não sou patético" Jeno retruca te puxando pelos cabelos da nuca, e levando seu rosto para um beijo sujo e molhado. Mesmo rolando os olhos, você sorri, e o provoca mais uma vez: "mas eu gosto tanto dos patéticos...não é Jaem?!"
Em resposta o mais novo te responde com um choramingo necessitado. Você leva o pau dele a boca, sentindo o gosto do pré gozo que já melecava sua mão. Enquanto mantinha o ritmo lento na masturbacao de Jeno, focou sua atenção no membro de Jaemin que já estava vermelho e vazando pré-gozo, seu pau enchendo sua boca. "Porra, sua boca é tão quente." ele gemeu, sua cabeça balançando para cima e para baixo.
Você murmura, as vibrações da sua boca doce fizeram os quadris de Jaemin se erguerem, seu pau batendo no fundo da sua garganta. "Ah, porra!" ele jogou a cabeça para trás, no prazer da sua boca quente. Jaemin não conseguia falar nada, apenas te olhar, e ver que causou isso para si mesmo. Ele agarrou a parte de trás da sua cabeça, guiando sua cabeça, empurrando você mais para baixo em seu comprimento. "Porra! Ela tem uma boca tão gostosa, não é?" Ele comenta se direcionando a Jeno, quando você começa a deixar beijos na coxa dele, mas Lee apenas murmura algo nada feliz, mesmo que tivesse com seus dedos te penetrando, sentindo o quão molhada estava, e se aproveitando para tirar uma casquinha de você.
Após o que pareceu uma eternidade, você se levanta deixando ambos os membros próximos à sua entrada. Você sabe o que quer, mas também sabe que não será fácil ter os dois paus consideravelmente grossos e grandes dentro de si, então para tomar coragem, brinca com os dois, fazendo movimentos de vai e vem com eles, e estimulando seu clitóris com o pau de Jeno.
Finalmente começa a sentar em ambos os membros, lentamente. Torturosamente lento. Os sons do quarto foram substituídos de gemidos altos e clamações de nomes, agora só escutavam suas próprias respirações, todas entrecortadas. Para os meninos por que nunca se sentiram ser tão apertados por alguém, e você por que nunca foi tão preenchida antes.
Quando conseguiu colocar os dois de vez, precisou parar por alguns instantes, o que os dois agradeceram internamente ou então teriam gozado na hora. Lentamente Jaemin se sentou melhor, arrancando arfadas e gemidos seus, já que o sentia dentro de si.
"Você é tão boa, meu amor!" Ele murmura em seu ouvido, tirando seus cabelos molhados do seu ombro e começou a dar beijos carinhosos pelo local, te causando arrepios, e fazendo com que você se derreta cada vez mais por ele. Na estava fazendo um excelente trabalho te distraindo que mal registra suas palavras: "Jeno por que não me ajuda a arruinar nossa bonequinha?"
E logo em seguida o moreno está a sua frente, deixando beijos do seu outro lado do corpo, em uma diferença quase brutal. Enquanto Na Jaemin te beijava docemente, falava coisas bonitas, e leves mordiscadas na sua pele, Lee Jeno te agarrava, mordia, deixava chupões e te chamava das piores coisas possíveis. Sua cabeça girava com tanto estímulo, que começou a rebolar lentamente, em busca de alívio, e lembrando na hora do motivo ao qual estavam tão próximos.
"Porra! Tá sentindo Jeno? Nosso brinquedinho está ficando ainda mais molhada..." Jaem comenta maravilhado. Ele te segura pela cintura, e se estivesse um pouco mais consciente teria percebido que eles claramente planejavam algo.
Jeno e Jaemin começam a estocar juntos, e você quase cai pra trás, se ambos não tivessem te segurando, e se não tivesse o próprio corpo de Jaemin atrás de você. Seus gemidos são mais altos ainda, e finalmente consegue escutar os gemidos de Jeno, no seu ouvido, grutais, mas ainda sim controlado. Jaemin por outro lado, gemia alto, rouco, mas sem vergonha nenhuma.
Os dois estocavam fundo, te fazendo sentir cada um deles, em todo lugar. Mãos, lábios, dedos, pênis, Jaemin, Jeno, Jaemin, Jeno...
"Go...go...eu vou..." tentou avisar que ia gozar, e os dois pararam. Você os olha confusa, e Jeno puxa seu rosto para o dele e murmura: "já que inventou da gente fazer isso juntos, vamos gozar juntos, querida" e te beijou, mas surpreendentemente não foi como os beijos que te deu a noite toda, foi mais um ósculo calmo, sedutor.
Eles voltaram a se movimentar, dessa vez mais firmes e fundos. Jaemin te puxou pela nuca, te beijando apressado, e chupando sua língua de um jeito erótico. Você se tornou apenas uma bonequinha nas mãos dos dois, conforme Jaemin controlava sua boca e brincava com um de seus mamilos, Lee estimulava o outro, e estimulava seu clitóris.
Sentiu o nó no estômago mais uma vez, e se contorcia em prazer, mas dessa vez ninguém parou, apenas seguiu o mesmo ritmo, alternando em diferentes estímulos.
Finalmente gozou, sentindo os espamos tomarem conta de seu corpo, e mal captou quando os dois gozaram também, seus líquidos te preenchendo violentamente. Você deve ter apagado ppr algum tempo, pois quando acordou, piscando, estava deitada, com um lençol sob seu corpo, e Jeno tirando seus cabelos do rosto.
"Olha só, ela tá viva!" O moreno brinca sorrindo, e Jamein surge de algum lugar da suíte. "Bem na hora, nosso Jaem preparou um banho pra você, vem!" Lee estende a mão pra você, e mesmo aceitando, no momento em que pisa no chão, sua perna vacila, te fazendo sentar na cama. "Tudo bem, acho que vou ter que te carregar"
E ele o faz.
Graças a Jaemin a água estava perfeita, com um cheiro incrível, te relaxando instantaneamente. Você olha para os dois rapazes no seu banheiro, e sorri para eles. "Não me digam que vão ficar estranhos" comenta atraindo sua atenção, mas ninguém comenta nada, então você muda minimamente de assunto.
"Vem cá...vocês acham que alguém ouviu a gente?" Indaga e Jeno sorri pegando o celular e se aproxima de você na banheira. Quando ele te mostra o grupo de mensagens, vê os membros do Dream comentando sobre alguém estar fazendo sexo muito alto, e arregala os olhos.
"É princesa, você definitivamente é uma performer" Lee sorri e te beija, como da última vez que beijou, te fazendo suspirar, e tentar o puxar para si. Aparentemente gosta muito dessa versão dele.
"Não se preocupe, nossos managers já estão cuidando disso" Na comenta olhando vocês dois, ele parecia estar se obrigando a ficar longe, mas não resistiu quando o chamou pelo dedo e uma carinha inocente. No momento em que ele se aproximou, você o beijou, do mesmo modo que beijou Jeno.
"Posso perguntar umas coisinhas de nada?" Fez beicinho e eles concordaram, você sorri "foi bom quando se beijaram?" Não conseguiu segurar a risada quando os viu ruborizar "Aaaah! Vou levar como um sim. Tudo bem, outra pergunta, quando vocês estavam dentro de mim, vocês se sentiram um contra o outro?" Jeno e Jaemin te encararam, os dois sérios, mas você não, se divertindo muito com eles, e querendo aliviar a tenção entre eles. "Vou levar como um sim também! Última pergunta, e atenção ela é a mais importante: fariam de novo? Comigo é claro" E foi no momento em que eles se entreolharam que viu: a resposta era sim pra tudo.
"Mas dessa vez, sem fazer a gente se beijar, por favor" Jeno comenta ficando de pé, e passando a mão pelo rosto. Ele soube no momento em que entrou no seu quarto, que ele estava nas suas mãos e faria qualquer coisa que o pedisse.
"E se eu pedir com jeitinho? Vocês se beijam?" Os dois viram seus olhos brilharem, e por algum motivo você ficar mais animada, mas os dois se recusam a te dar alguma resposta, que não sejam reclamações "Ah por favor! Foi tão quente! Tão insinuante! Me deu até mais tensão!..."
Jeno e Jaemin escutavam suas palavras enquanto tentavam não ligar para isso, por que no fundo, eles mesmo não tinham certeza de mais nada...
Oie! Tudo bem, gente?
Eu sumi? Eu sumi, peço perdão inclusive! Maas para comemorar que estou de férias, e que consegui terminar de escrever uma coisinha, vou postar hoje 🥳.
Então atenção pessoas que ainda me seguem por aqui, e que estão famintas por um trisal Jeno Jaemin e leitora! Estou só terminando de revisar algumas coisinhas e já posto. E desde ja peço desculpas por ser muito grande (😏), mas vamos relevar o fato dessa bagaça já estar fazendo aniversário nos meus rascunhos, e não tava saindo de jeito nenhum.
just straight to the history books, i am speechless i have no words, this is all im going to think about forever (x)
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