la mort espoir

atra mors. self-abandonment seems just right. affiliated with citta alveare, indie friendly.

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i will be archiving this blog for anyone interested. i will be using the same url and all. i do believe i want a fresh start when moving to isola, so if any indie is interested - you know where to find the goth doc @yamiisha

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bufudyn replied to your post: yall got toes?

i eat ‘em

sexy

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yall got toes?

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open rp

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i close it

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Bottom’s up and the devil laughs.

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as of the recent news i will be continuing my threads given the eventual migration to another group – regardless if citta stays i will move all of my muses. i am doing this as more than citta itself, i love the people and mods that created this community and made it a home. if said home will must move, then i will go along.

ive been in citta since citta 1.0, my name is argilla and was before going by briar. im 23, mexican and i do fulltime customer service 6 days per week. my life is hectic and has never been stable but citta always offered itself as a good place to return. no matter the time, year and moment. the time i have spent here has been nothing but good memories and i can say for sure it pains me to see this develop. however, my love is not blind and neither my loyalty. 

as of the eventual movement, the same applies to @cyfre , @porimes , @laferce , @wasuremasho , @yamiisha and my recently added @rakkanshugi

 i love all of you and i am here if anyone needs to vent. 

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thanatosbane:

So it’s essentially a festival…with a pool (most likely of something like water). It makes sense, he supposes; humans are a great deal more susceptible to heat and severe weather than the likes of angels and demons. For how irksomely resilient they are as a species, they’re surprisingly fragile that way.

However…–

“Is swimming in the pool prohibited? Why should everyone be ‘sweaty’?”

Filthy humans. Gross.

"Summer comes with the sweaty part.” 

“The pool helps, that is true.” With this heat, the idea of dumping a bucket of ice on yourself would be close to heaven. “Won’t you join? It’s pretty fun.”

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thanatosbane:

He has a sinking feeling that he’ll regret asking this question, but for the sake of education and reconnaissance…–

“…. What is a ‘pool party.’”

“Big pool, mix it with a lot of people and music...” She wasn’t complaining per se. Simply, Tae was not the excitable type. “Oh, and everyone is sweaty.”

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bufudyn:

He follows her and takes the seat offered, already zipping down the chest plate ( if it could be called such ) of his bodysuit, eyes wary of her but practically ignorant of her office. He needs not to know what knick-knacks she keeps, he needs only endure until she provides the medication he desires. If, of course, she gave it up in the first place.

“Three days. Four if you count today.”

A week was the most he could force upon Varuna. By the sixth day Serph was in agony and could no more resist the call of the Atma within all beings than he could take flight. He felt it. By the seventh day, he would be Serph no longer… Varuna would assume overall control of the body and rampage, consuming everything until he was killed.

But she didn’t need to know that bit.

Preparing herself mentally to do a regular examination, she found herself realising this was a case far more severe. It was something an hospital could handle -- not a less than reputable doctor. 

“You got quite the stamina to be conscious right now...” Or sheer stubbornness. She leaves her papers on the desktop, taking out a vase with grey powder from the cabinet. It can be a start to help him recover, she couldn’t risk it any further. Reaching for the water dispenser, she fills a glass to the top with it before pouring three spoonfuls of the powder. “Food supplement. It contains what you need.” She hands him over the glass. The muddy-looking liquid appeared less than appetising and she was certain it was less than 50% liquid. 

She could definitively work on something better but for now, this disgusting beverage will have to fill his stomach.

“It tastes terrible but it will do. Consider it your punishment for not eating.” Exasperated, Tae hands him the glass. “Can you drink it all down? Or do I have to help you gulp it down?” Somehow, her means to offer help appeared more of a threat than anything...

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medical staff for the hive city pool party present. get those sick burns checked by your local doctor today by liking this ad. capping at 3.

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swimsuit Takemi Tae commission

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bufudyn:

@yamiisha, continued from here.

Well, eating would solve his problem… But it would mean hunting, killing, consuming. Fine if he can find a criminal, but his morals waver slightly outside of that. An unfortunate homeless individual would be the next best option… This was a much easier target to reach when the people he ate were basically his kin; as much a monster as he was.

“I cannot explain… But if your terms are set in stone, I have no choice but to acquiesce.”

The idea of a thorough examination leaves him anxious. He’s not sure an examination would reveal anything untoward, especially the presence of his eternally starving Avatar, but he sees something in this woman’s eyes, something that heightens his anxiety. She is the worst sort of person he could ever meet, he thinks, a person that will read him like a book.

He must do what he can to prevent her from discovering his dire secret. Whether he manages to or not, however, is another matter. His stomach snarls once more, his face screwing up.

Varuna’s hunger heightens.

He has no choice.

He seemed reluctant but desperate enough to acquire the a temporary cure. There was more than the eye could see and Tae was not about to respect such boundaries when it implicated a life or death situation. And he did not need to know that but her inability to look away from him probably spoke plenty. She would get at the bottom of this. “That’s a good boy.” She shoved the bottle of pills in her pocket, ready to keep them within reach till the examination ended. Patting them, she leaves the counter’s spot to take care of her newly acquired patient.

“You will thank me later.” Or so she hopes. 

“Enter and take a seat. I will start taking your vitals.” After opening the door, she motioned a hand toward the inside of the office. It was probably a less than inviting place and specially because it wasn’t as empty as your regular doctor office and denoted that far more than regular examinations happened here. “How long since you ate? I need you to be honest with me.”

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"Doctor... I have no currency to provide you, but I must ask of your services... I am in dire need of an appetite suppressant." His stomach gurgles in an unfortunate manner, causing him to visibly shudder. He has no idea if this will put a pause to Varuna's discontent with this starvation, but he must exhaust his options before he feeds the Avatar the flesh it demands.

“No adult works for free.” She looks away to find if there is anything within reach, eyes peeling the several prescriptions and its labels. Reaching for a tinted blue bottle with the words ‘Dis-Ache’ plastered on it, she shakes its content once grabbing it.  “I can provide what you seek, though I would advise to… eat instead.”

“Why, would you want to avoid it, hm? I would really encourage you to let me give you a thorough examination… in exchange of this medicine.”

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boushoku:

「💗: Bitch I could hear that all the way up to he—」

Were her eyes deceiving? She has never before run into such a damn hot specimen in this bloody place. She is almost letting slip how she got judged just now. 

「💗: Cavities? No, I take good care of my teeth. Though if I don’t eat my sugar my body begins feeling so bad.」

She sighs, moving closer and taking a sit, totally uninvited.

「💗: I’m afraid one of these days I might just die if I don’t get my damn sugar, you know?」

Eyebrows lift, the shift from rudeness to a calm demeanour causing her a bit of confusion. But she will not complain, as she was the one who began meddling into the other woman’s business.  

By now, it appeared that they would be sharing a seat and Tae had no complaints in that aspect.

“You look pretty healthy, I am not sure how you would feel bad without sugar.” Or maybe it is a mere enjoyment and she was exaggerating. “Mmm, as long as you are healthy... I wonder how your metabolism is built. If I had my clinic here, I’d love to run some tests on you.”

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curatoradmiral replied to your post “I do hope this sudden appreciation for underwear prompts everyone to...”

"Ah, reasonable words, at last. Fine work, doctor."

“It is my duty.” Thank you, blue-skinned man. You are validating her in this chili’s tonight.

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iruimori replied to your post “I do hope this sudden appreciation for underwear prompts everyone to...”

Id rather not wear any

you must have a lovely rash on your butt...