Yam Yam

Yam || 17 || She/They

[yamyam3]

Disclaimer!

I’m using this blog as a kind of diary or thoughts that I have and just want to get out there.

Some things to know about me are; I’m seventeen and I hate myself.

So take that how you want and enjoy some shitty posts :)

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Do you ever get to that point where you realise how lonely you are?

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Eating>>>>smoking splifs out my window

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I need someone to slap food out of my hand.

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Sometimes I feel awful after what I’ve done to myself.

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I love food, it’s nice to look at. But that’s all it’s for looking at, that’s why people paint it.

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This is the only thing I can control. I can’t believe how much I just can’t trust people.

@na you are the only thing I have that they don’t, you’ll always be there for me in ways that they aren’t.

I can always rely on you.

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Smoking>>>eating <3

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I don’t feel alive anymore, what I do feel is more disgusting and fat with every day that passes. I wish I was skinny but I can never stick to my diet, but you know what they say you are what you eat; too much, not enough, or nothing at all.

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I want it so bad it hurts.

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I’m so fed up with asking for help and being told I’m not sick enough, seems they only want you when you’re about to kíłł yourself, and even then they don’t seem to care that much.

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Trying to stick to the calorie deficit when you smoke 🍃 is kinda hard Ngl. But so gonna be worth it for my holiday.

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God I want to be so thîn, I feel so empty all the time it gives me purpose in life.

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Hate the fat on my upper arm!

Like my lower arm is okay it’s quite slim, but that upper arm got me going mad.

Like why is it there? There’s no need for it!

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Oh the things I do to be a thinspø girl.

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The only thing I like about my body is my collarbone but it would look loads better if it was more pronounced.

Like collarbones are so elegant I can’t-😫

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Does anyone have any good meal plans?

Mines not the best and kinda bland, so if you have any good recipes let me know :)