Artificial Magician

Indepent-Private Roleplay Account for Magi's Reirei

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@rasaxyana / @ladymaetakesflight ‘s Tenzin in “ageho-ish” expression.

It was supposed to be just an art meme challenge but I thought I’d spruce it up.

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The Lovers ~

{tarot card anthology with @happyxkittyxbunnyxpony }

The night shifts, - just as the stars above, with incense and perfume filling the air. He yearns, yearns again and again, -never satisfied as he kisses Rei feverishly against the cold marble wall, hidden from the sights of the rest. It’s fun, it makes him smile, it makes all his problems vanish at the tip of her tongue and her soft voice beckoning him closer. 

He takes her hand and pulls her along, wrapping his silk-adorned arm around her gracious waist, -it’s like music leading them along, blood rushing wildly in their veins. Two of a kind, entranced in eachother, in eachother’s worlds. He presses his finger over his lip, with his dark eyes locked upon her. This is a secret, they are a secret - a word with a meaning only the two of them can understand.

The image freezes, he sees someone he shouldn’t. Heart stops up, the reality sinks to his gut, -temporarily. He doesn’t want to make Rei change, nothing should change. But the image of the other is burned into his mind, - an echo of past times. As he kisses Rei, he thinks back on the past, of the present, of everything he wants and yearns. Of everything possible and impossible. If nothing is impossible, why does he still have it like this?

He pushes her down upon the starkissed bed, and envelops her in his passion. His uncontainable passion, begging her to make him feel whole again. Fingers caress her pale skin and red lips, - he finds himself jealous at the stars for having made her so beautiful tonight. He loves her in this moment, truly and fully, and wouldn’t exchange it for anything. Until he looks her in the eyes, and thinks of a different pair of eyes, –

Love is a romantic concept, he thinks. But still he loves so much, and can’t even hide it. He can’t find it in himself to say no, why should he? He wants her. He wants his Alenthe too. He can’t deny himself anything, -but ends up denying himself everything. Because he finds himself longing. Longing, dreaming, yearning and wanting, -until all the stars have changed and nothing is the same. He doesn’t want that feeling of regret, so he acts.

When night falls upon them again, he seeks out his Alenthe, under the starlit sky. He wants it, and so he pursue it. Once again, the air is filled with enchanting fragnances and lush warmth, -but its a different kind of woman, and different kind of notions. That thought in itself, is appealing to him. With wine-tinted lips, he tells her how he longs for her. How beautiful she is, as the stars dance in her emerald hues. How it reminds him of moments that passed ages ago, when her raven hair was adorned in snowflakes. “Alenthe, -stay with me tonight. I miss you.“, he pleads, and for every sip of wine, the words forms into action. For it is not a lie, he truly does miss her. Old, withered memories are lit anew, for every time he caresses her skin, as he trails the shape of her figure with love on his fingertips. It is seduction, and none of them denies it. 

But he warms up even the frozen limbs of her reluctance and mistrust towards him, it is a kind of magic, -when she gives in to him at last, and leans in to place her kiss upon his lips. Although years and years have passed, the feeling still lingers, the blood rushing through his veins, melting her in his arms. “Once I was yours. Let me be yours again.” 

Though that implies he is actually hers, and he knows that would be a lie. He is himself, always, and nobody can claim ownership over him. A night of passion does not change that. The thought makes him tired, when he lies there naked and resting by her side with the scent of sex lingering in the air between them. It feels too much, too complicated, bubbling over until the sensation of drowning overcomes him. 

And he finds himself longing, -back to the night before. To brilliantly blue hues looking back at him with subdued passion. Ah, he really is a selfish man. But he never proclaimed to be the opposite. Maybe that is how love is aswell.

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The Lovers (Inverted) ~

The tryst they shared had been typical given on how recurring it had become. Nevertheless there wasn’t a dull moment with each heated affection they had. It never occurred to them to call each other lovers even if their actions would say otherwise. Reirei promised herself she would not allow it. She also made sure Tenzin heard her on that account as well. However, her body language would always prove to betray her intention.

Once skin melded onto skin, eyes and mouths locked onto each other, lust taken over; they would resign themselves that they had already lost it. They were still human after all despite of the uncanny attributes they had as magicians. But Reirei had always been aware both of them only acted out of excitement and maybe disillusionment as well.

In her mind’s eye she could see in the inky depths of his hues that it is not always her own reflection she saw whenever they made love. The vision of another ebony-haired beauty would come into surface and she knew this other woman well. She told herself it didn’t affect her because she also considered Alenthe as a dear friend and that she had nothing to do with their affairs. Reirei wasn’t in love with Tenzin romantically but is only enamored with the pleasantries of acting like lovers. She tried to repeat that over and over until she would finally convince herself at least for the mean time.

She was used to this, she told herself as well. Resignation had always been her raison d'etre after all or at least that’s what she always believes in. Reirei is a being who lived for others and that’s what makes her feel fulfilled. What she thought was altruism is her personal form of selfishness. As long she was needed…wanted…she is complete.

Maybe she is a true masochist; she thought to herself amused as Tenzin went deep inside her knowing he was thinking of somebody else. He looked back at him quizzically breaking his reverie but she only shook her head signifying it was nothing and urging for him to continue. He had a glint in his eyes before he did. Somehow she guessed Tenzin understood her musings. But then again maybe not or he just didn’t care entirely. That would be so like him either way. That man is pretty unpredictable really. Tonight he seems satisfied of the outcome of their passions so it that in itself is good enough for her.

They lay in each other’s embrace for a while simply basking in the afterglow of sex. Reirei knew this is the part where they would cling to each other’s sympathies probably pretending they understood each other well. At least even if that wasn’t the case entirely, at least they understood each other well enough to give what the other needed at present. Can this be considered love? If two people fed on each other to compensate for one’s weakness can that in itself be considered a sacrifice?  The scarred, artificial magician thought she was simply justifying their commensalism mistaking it for genuine compassion. At the very least she cared for Tenzin more than he did for her that she was certain. Well that doesn’t really matter to her. For as long as he called for her, and told her sweet words she would come for him. She needed the fantasy to live on for who knows when it would be taken away.

All of this was supposed to be enough. It was supposed to be simple. In reality it really isn’t. Somehow as long as she could be with Tenzin then it would suffice.

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There is a certain beauty in a woman who is facing such cruelty in life but still manages to kiss it goodnight

unbroken and unbent, bm (via wordsnquotes)

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「秋荫狸戏图」

黄叶红墙，是记忆中北京最美的样子。深闺驯绕闲时节，卧花茵，香团白雪，爪位湘裙，回身欲捕，绣成双蝶。

摄影：刘顺儿妞    出镜：竹大宝Chiki   

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happyxkittyxbunnyxpony:

As the title says this is some of what I managed to whip-up this year. 2016 brought a lot of artistic challenges for me namely equipment breakdown which is very problematic for a digital artist such as myself. I had to maximize what I’ve got from traditional media to mobile devices. But I’m pretty proud that I still managed to draw decently despite of that.

This year I got to secure a nifty new laptop-tablet so hopefully I’ll produce better results. I plan to draw more happily and simply focus of conveying what I want to express. If I could be more consistent I’d be pretty satisfied.

Full-view pieces on my ARTBLOG.

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WHAT’S YOUR MUSE’S AESTHETICS?

Tagged by: @nonamedevil (Thank you! <3)

Tagging: @crownofsmiles @joseiten @miles-xanthous @liiyong @livinglikeleevi @thirdratepainter @kurosis @bathed-in-red  & anyone else who wants to !

BOLD any which apply to your muse ! remember to REPOST ! feel free to add to the list !

red //  orange  // yellow  //  green  //  blue  //  purple  //  pink  //  beige  //  fire  //  ice  //  water   //   air  //   earth   //   claws  //   fangs   //  wings //  gold //   diamonds   //   grass   // leaves   //   trees  //  roses   // metal  //  iron //  rust   //  rain  //  snow   //  lace   //   leather  //  silk  // velvet //  denim  // cotton  // sun  //  moon   //  stars  // blood  //  dirt  //  mud   //  silver   //  steel  //  sugar //  salt   //  pepper //  lavender  //  glass   //  wood //  paper  //  wool  // fur  // smoke  //  ash  //  cigarettes  //  cigars  //  candy  //  bubbles  //  ocean  //  city scape  // bruises  //  scars  //  wind  //  spices   // light  //  dark  //  paint  //  lingerie  // charcoal //  wine   //  phone   // hard liquor // sweat //  tears  //  dust   //   lips   //  smiles   //  bare feet  //  hats  //  canine  //  feline  //  coffee  //   tea   //  books  //  photos  //  sketches  //  analog   //  digital  //  clockwork  //  scratches  //  petals   //  thorns  //  hay  //  glitter  // heat  //  cold //  steam  // frost //  dewdrops   //  candle   //  sword //  dagger   //  arrow  //  staff  //  hammer  //  axe   //  shield   // spikes   //   sand   // rocks   //  roots   //  feathers  //  pearls  //  rubies //  sapphires  //  emeralds   //  amethyst  //  herbs  //  waves  //  lightning  // sunlight //  moonlight  //  rainbow  //  money //   clay  //  stone  //   brick   // lions   //  wolves  //  black   //  white   //  birds  //  eyes  //  hands  //  flowers  //  angels  //  heaven  //  holiness  //  hell  //  demons  // divinity //  blasphemy   //  medicine  //  needles  // sharp objects  // guns  //  mechs  //  dragons  //  pastels  //  dreams  //  poetry  //  video games  //  hacking  // neon  // distorted images //  spiders  // insects  // deep water //  elysium  // graveyards  //  death  // resurrection  //  nature  // churches  // priests  // crosses //  sacrifice   //  skulls //  nymphs  // strings //  instruments  .

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tagged by ; no one just felt like doing it. 

tagging ; @nonamedevil @rasaxyana @livinglikeleevi @durxs @bloodyrogues @thirdratepainter @kurosis , @joseiten @crownofsmiles anyone particularly interested as well

5 THINGS YOU’LL FIND IN MY BAG:

Cellphone

Keys

Wallet

Makeup bag (includes basic makeup, tissue, hand sanitizer, comb, etc.)

Pocket knife

5 THINGS YOU’LL FIND IN MY BEDROOM:

Bed (duh!)

Charging gadgets (Phones, laptop, tablet, etc.)

Clothes

Makeup

TV

5 THINGS I ALWAYS WANTED TO DO IN LIFE:

Master digital drawing / painting

Actively practice my Veterinarian degree

Be fit and physically active

Do something incredibly risky

Not regret life choices anymore

5 THINGS I’M CURRENTLY INTO:

Yowamushi Pedal

Osomatsu-san

Drawing on Clip Studio Paint

Japanese aesthetic especially on food

Violent genres 

5 THINGS ON MY TO-DO LIST:

Pending art

Drafts / actively roleplay again

General house cleaning

Restoring files on newly fixed phone

Exercising consistently 

5 THINGS PEOPLE MAY NOT KNOW ABOUT ME:

I’m really old compared to most people here

I like both cute things and extremely violent, gory things

I’m usually put-off by trends and overly popular things

Though I mostly keep to myself, I’m actually quite moody

I’m often late

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—So, after 2 and a half year with these silly original characters, even though I revamped my blog many many times, -I have finally managed to get to making a follow forever. And since I have been roleplaying for a while, I have alot of names on the list. So let’s go on with it.

Sweethearts - my rp bffs

@livinglikeleevi 

Heey Kat, you amazing person you.  Do you think our muses will ever not argue and find peace within themselves ? One can hope! I adore Leevi, in all his complexity and silliness, and it is not without reason that our verse so often was the basis for re-awakening my inspiration. There is just something very real and graspable about it. Your writing, your quirky humour and your kindness, -means alot to me and brightens my day always and forever. Thank you < 3

@crownofsmiles & @roseuscrystallum

I think your Sora was the first character I shipped Tenzin with. And what a ship! Sappy and glorious in all it’s romantic and magical beauty. I dare even say that Tenzin as a character evolved and changed through our threads. I’d love to link your other blogs, as we have more ships. Actually an armada as limitation is for the weak. Will always follow, and always talk to whenever you need me, and vice versa–Heart eyes, gurl <3 

@streetcrowned

Oh my, can you believe we have roleplayed together for three years now? Atleast I think it is. That is quite a feat! And in that time, we have developed a verse that I dare say is far more interesting than the manga (atleast in it’s current state) it originated in. And now Ali is becoming immortal with Tenzin, and I’m grinning from ear to ear. Our friendship may have had some rocky ups and downs, but as I remember you saying, that’s what makes a friendship true. And I really treasure all our lil convos. Here’s to more years <3.

@yaojii​ & @happyxkittyxbunnyxpony

Sweetie Azzy, my homegirl and fellow artistic soul (cheesy af). You once told me that the world is not easy for us women with heads in the clouds. It’s such a true statement. I have moments when my mind wanders to you, hoping you are ok, because you are my friend and I can’t help but care. I consider you somewhat of an artistic mentor actually, because you helped inspire me and develop my art. I miss our threads and verses, and your lovely muse, and will await your return patiently. All the love <3

@eraba-reta-unmei

Another homegirl of mine, because honestly that is the best description. Everi is such a cool and tough girl, much like her muse, and I really admire her for that. Well damn, I think we sorta wrote the amount of a novel, all threads accounted in one. Not many other characters than Cristle got my Tenzin fired up like he did, which always made our threads so amusing and edgy. And ofcourse the sappy sweetness of her and Keyaan. We might not talk as much as we used to, but I’m still here as your friend, -ready to chat silliness or discuss more serious topics <3

@ludibriium & @spuriius

Dear Katie, who is always there when people need her. You have a dozen blogs, and I eagerly follow all of them. I love all her interpretations, all her characters, which are always perfect. We don’t always talk that much, but you should know I enjoy our conversations very much, and that I admire you as a person for your capabilities as an intellectual and as a writer. All the hugs <3

Lovely followers - people I admire.

@kxrp | @miles-xanthous | @glxtzy | @itsflake | @nonamedevil | @lachalaine | @bathed-in-red | @xtraordinaire | @ser-pounce-a-mage | @shrapnelsong |

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I just want to say in a reblog thank you so much Mae! I think I already told you I wanted to apologize for not being the nicest of friends but I just want you to know I do cherish your friendship very much in and out of role-playing. I also want to wish you all the happiness both in this hobby and any of your endeavors. Your muses are wonderful and I’m really happy I’ve come to meet you and your babies. Onwards a better year my homegirl!~ 

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We’re stronger in the places that we’ve been broken.

Ernest Hemingway (via wordsnquotes)

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Speed-draw Roppi for @bathed-in-red

Sorry this took a century!

ARTBLOG.

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From every wound there is a scar, and every scar tells a story. A story that says, I survived.

Craig Scott  (via thequotejournals)

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Crystal ball //her and Keyaan

[Our muses have visited a clairvoyant, to find out what lies in their future. Send ‘crystal ball’ to me for my muse’s reaction. ]

“ Be mindful of the comments you make to people in positions of authority.”

     “Well that is certainly pretty good advice if I do say so myself. I don’t think I need a prediction to tell me that. Wouldn’t you agree Keyaan?”

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Crystall ball //her and Tenzin

[Our muses have visited a clairvoyant, to find out what lies in their future. Send ‘crystal ball’ to me for my muse’s reaction. ] 

”Someone who has let you down, will do it again.”

     “What an ominous prediction! Do you have any idea what it means Mr. Tenzin? Because I certainly have no idea. It might be pretty important if it were true.” 

     Nope, there’s definitely no hint of sarcasm in her voice at all!

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Crystal ball

[Our muses have visited a clairvoyant, to find out what lies in their future. Send ‘crystal ball’ to me for my muse’s reaction. ]

“Now, more than ever, communicating with a separated lover, is crucial.”

     “Wow Leevi, this is so spot-on! Do you believe in fortune telling by the way? Because I totally agree with this prediction.” Cue Reirei clinging onto the brunette’s arm. 

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Write inappropriate comments to my Muse in my inbox. Try to make them very uncomfortable and/or flustered!

Anon is optional.

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Our muses have visited a clairvoyant, to find out what lies in their future. Send ‘crystal ball’ to me for my muse’s reaction.

Use the randomizer~

1. “You will meet a tall, dark stranger.”

2. “You will go on a long journey, far from home.”

3. “You will experience a sudden stroke of good luck.”

4. “You are digging yourself deeper into the mire.”

5. “You will begin a life-changing romance.”

6. “ Be mindful of the comments you make to people in positions of authority.

7. “ A new job is on the horizon.

8.  “A new union might result in the end of a longterm friendship.”

9.  “Be careful of what you overlook, or mistakes may happen.”

10. “This is the date where you will take the first real step in fulfilling your deepest desires.

11. “An unwelcome surprise is just around the corner.”

12. “Success could be achieved through academic work, and you may see your first publication.

13. “This year, your love life will resemble  a war zone.”

14. “Fear is holding back your true potential.”

15.”A meeting in the coming days, will lead to great things.”

16. “Now, more than ever, communicating with a separated lover, is crucial.”

17.”You will have to make a fated choice between desire and responsibilities, which will impact your life.”

18.”Someone who has let you down, will do it again.”

19. “This is the year to fall madly, truly and deeply in love.”

20. “The stars are testing your faith in yourself.”

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♥~

[Send ♥ For A Drabble Of My Muse’s Thoughts As They Wake Up Beside Yours]

    Sunlight peakedgently from the curtains and onto the couple stirring from their slumber. Reireiwas the first one to wake up this time among which Nobuto usually wakes upfirst. Thick lashes flutter open with the image of her husband still sleeping comesinto focus. The former maid smiled and nuzzled on the crook of her partners neck.Not long after, Nobuto stirs himself awake as well. His messy bangs continue toobscure the view of his face so she wasn’t sure if he was staring right back ather as well. Although he also had that lazy smile gracing his lips; the onemeant only for her.  

    Curiously, sheextended a scarred hand to graze his cheek. He reacted by running his lips onher hand. Okay, he was definitely awake. She suppressed her laugh so she wouldseem not so affected by his sudden antics. But that was the thing with Reirei.Nobuto never fails to surprise her even if most of his affections were given ona daily basis. Maybe she was one of those people who would never get used tobeing doted on.

     “Goodmorning. What would you like for breakfast? You made it last time so I want tomake it today.” She asked in a calm tone. However, he stayed silent for awhile and continued to pepper kisses on her hand. But then his nonchalant smileturned more mischievous. She recognized that looked anywhere but she still wasn’tsure. “Nobu? Something wrong?” Sheasked again her voice laced with concern this time. But instead of beingreplied to, he laid her on her back with him on top of her as an answer.

    “But it’s you I want. How will we go aboutthat hmm?” Nobuto whispered to her then descended his mouth to nibble onher neck. Reirei sighed but her smile didn’t waver. “It’s no problem. I promised that I’ll take care of breakfast today,didn’t I? That means everything you know.” She replied trying to soundconfident since she noted Nobuto liked this side of her too sometimes. Theysimply laughed drawing each other closer. In a moment their laugher dilutedinto a frenzy of touching and kissing. Sure enough, kissing and touching willprogress into something else entirely that was for certain. Another interestingmorning for the couple thankfully.