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What you so fear, so am I 19 He/Him, ARFID

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Studying for the mcat is hard when i literally dont eat enough but i will admit that restricting does actually boost my discipline and tolerance for discomfort but it also im still delusional so idk

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How cold mac and cheese and limoncello speaks to me before a human phys final im lowkirkenulinely fucked for. Just the other half of this mac and cheese and 4 fucking energy drinks idk how my heart rate is still 64 bpm

(Grown man btw)

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A little bit of wine to try to distract me from the fact that i feel like im putting on weight (delusional)

Sometimes taking 21 credits in college leads to some bad coping mechanisms. 🦭

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Yo so i just got a piercing on my stomach and i took photos of it and i also realized i have been on edtumblr since i was 14 and so its been 7 entire years like holy shit i was hoping id grow out of it but lowk i didnt

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Twins ita been a tough semester but i have lost 4 pounds in the last week bc i keep forgetting to eat because i have been playing Minecraft or Fortnite for literally hours (im cooked for finals week)

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Lowkey havent posted here in forever but recently relapsed into sh again and whenever i relapse into sh, i always stumble back into ed territory

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I didnt have high expectations but i was not expecting to relapse into burning after taking a break for a few months. Womp womp guys do NOT take 6 week summer stem classes

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not eating as a gender affirming activity

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Aw hell my gf might be catching on bc she asked if it was ok to talk numbers w me bc shes trying to lose weight. I hope she doesnt catch on, might have to lay lower idk

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I wish i had more consistent interaction with ed stuff bc the more i have reminders and like the more it consumes my mind the more i give into it and i want that peace and comfort so bad.

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Note to self: tortillas/pitas and guac are NOT allowed on my next grocery trip. Too tasty, i eat too much of it.

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My lowest weight wad met w my worst binge in a while riiiip it is what it is

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I cant stop bodychecking and I also cant stop being fixated on specific numbers. Who else is also afflicted with OCD here? Where are my OCD friends at?

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yeah the ed is gonna work this time. no i don't have any proof but just trust me bro.

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Help the liquor is speaking to me and its saying go eat something like bitch thats your job to shut that noise up 🙄

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For me, i am the type of person to allow myself one box of items within a certain amount of calories and thats my omad and i have to say its making my life more enjoyable

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I hate hate hate how my stomach looks omfg esp when i have eaten i always feel bloated