yap yap yap!

Just a traumatized system yapping

[yappingsys]

﹑⟡ 　　﹒ 　 eiji　﹒　intro ◞　🎧

⤷　　🦴　　he ⠀　﹒ 　⠀it　﹒ 　⠀they ✧˖°.

✦　　౨౿　minor　﹒ 　︵︵

⊹ ࣪ ˖ 　﹒ 　anti endo　:　DID sys 　𓏹ㅤ

࿚ 　　 　taken <3　　 †₊◞　　 gay (?)

𓎢𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎡

﹑　 ཀ 　　﹒ 　like: dogs, yapping, sharks, horror, my friends + a lot more <3 　　♰

⤷　　✙　　dislike: thunder, loud noises + a lot more　　🥀　◞

✦　　౨౿　byf: minor, anti endo, use tws when needed, use ttgs, autistic, processing disorder　﹒ 　︵︵

◜ 　﹒ 　dni: (pro) endos, illegal behavior, nsfw accs. We block with no hesitation. 　　𓏵

𓎢𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎡

⊹ 　﹒ 　this blog is supervised by protectors. 　　❀

credits for the template used: “cred mylegshurt1234 on discord !”

claimed anons: none! go and claim one :D.

Extra: Feel free to come into our asks and yap! Almost anything is allowed, however if there is triggering material you must but a tw at the beginning or I’ll probably just delete your ask. Feel free to request user / sys boxes, I can’t promise I’ll do it since I usually do ones for myself.

Userbox Rules: Do not edit our boxes/banners, give us credit, don’t claim as your own. And do not use my things if you are a part of our dni.

[yappingsys]

i love butter noodles. thats it, end post .

[zetasystem]

Can anyone who is anti endo reblog this so we know we can trust you? Endos are harassing us on here, breaking dni and we need support from real systems and people who actually give a shit about trauma survivors singlet or not.

I also wanna take this opportunity to coin a new anti endo tag "wild rose" which is the rebel password in final fantasy 2.

Please note we are not looking for sorce mates. Please be nice to us, we have had a rough couple of days with endos invading our space without permission.

(Please follow this dni too.)

[yappingsys]

we’re safw :333 very anti endo and against harassment

[yappingsys]

Bababbababababab:3 Iiiiii love apple crisppppp omnomnom soo msjsuehsh yumtmtmtmyt:3

[yappingsys]

Yaps yap yap yap yaps yap yapping yaps yap yap yap yaps yapp yap yap uap yaps yappingyap yap yappity yap

[yappingsys]

Can we PLEASE normalize explaining things multiple times??? And just accessibility in general?

We do virtual school, and have processing disorders. We cannot always understand verbal words despite hearing fine, so we use googles accessibility feature ‘live captions’, they weren’t working in class today so I was lost, I asked my teachers to re explain in chat box for me, but they wouldn’t. They either just said they’d press a few buttons to help (it doesn’t, I cannot understand them), or just ignored me straight up.

Can we.. not??? I have legitimately no idea what was going on, all of the text were in super bright colors (on the presentation) so it was hard to read.. plus she went by it so fast!

Please normalize being more accessible.

[yappingsys]

An angel looses its wings everytime someone impulsively buys a puppy/dog (or any animal for that matter.)

[yappingsys]

SCREAMING /vvvpos

I’m getting Denny’s for dinner tonight! Its one of our comfort places to eat :D. I’m so excited!

[69constellationsinatrenchcoat-d]

Reminder

DID isn't just having fun people in your head

Along with shifts in personality, it's often times:

amnesia: 'waking up' with no memory of what's going on

travelling and having no idea where you are or how you got there

dizziness

confusion

spacing out

headaches

feeling broken & worthless

fear

not knowing why or how you're wearing what you're wearing

nausea

pain

anxiety

finding things amongst your belongings you don't remember acquiring

time loss

depression

suicidal ideation & action

spikes in inexplicable emotion, especially anger, fear, and shame

body and voice dysphoria

depersonalization & derealisation

loss of control

hearing voices

finding injuries you don't remember getting

self harm

not recognising friends/family/colleagues

forgetting important events (birthdays, parties, graduations etc)

mood shifts with seemingly no trigger

finding notes in similar handwriting but something about it is slightly off

flashbacks: somatic flashbacks, nightmares, split second flashbacks to 'little things' but not getting more detail

bed wetting

age regression

inadvertently lying, or being questioned if you have

feeling like your body isn't yours

knowing something is wrong, but not what

wondering why your body doesn't align with your perceived sex (for alters whose gender/sex don't align with the body)

watching your body do things and having no control over it (feeling like a puppet or like playing a video-game in 3rd person)

mass fluctuations in libido: fluctuations from hypersexual to zero sexual desire

not being sure if things really happened, or whether you imagined/thought about them

identity confusion

+ many more

I have two book recommendations DID experiences: "All Of Me" by Kim Noble, and "The Girl in The Green Dress" by Jeni Haynes. Please check trigger warnings.

[yappingsys]

I made some sysboxes for ourselves :3

Feel free to use, but I’d much appreciate credit :D

[yappingsys]

Hey hi hello sillies!!! We aree the yapping system !! Not our actual system name butttt thats what we’re gonna go by here :) since basically we just wanna yap.

Anyways heres an introduction!

Collective Name: Eiji

Pronouns: they/it/he <3 (and neopronouns?!)

Info: we are a heavily ANTI endo system, no endogenics or supporters are welcomed here!!! We are autistic and NEED tonetags. Yap about anything, but if its triggering put a tw pls :(. We are a MINORRR, a CHILDDDD! No nsfw!!!! Oh also I occasionally make userboxes/sysboxes :D

I’ll make this prettier eventually :)

[kingofantiendos]

Welcome to the system side of tumblr /gen

[yappingsys]

Thank you 🫶

[alsoapparentlyaf444ker]

he sexually harasses people and told me he hopes i get molested again

[yappingsys]

Seriously? I’m so sorry! I’m not too sure what to say uhh

I’ve no idea if this is true or not but I’ll always believe victims first

But either way if thats true or not doing something like that is disgusting and you shouldn’t have a social platform if you do things like that.

Edit: I just checked out their profile and… yeah, thats disgusting. I’m so sorry.

Edit 2: I’ve noticed you are a pro-endo, I do very much appreciate you telling me this information, though I will ask that you don’t interact with my profile again. I am very sorry what happened /gen

[yappingsys]

Tw/ this post contains serious material about impulsive and intrusive thoughts, including examples. Some examples include mentions of: abuse (including animals and children), stabbing, domestic violence.

If I’m missing any warnings then let me know. That also goes for any false information I have missed or been misinformed on.

Can we like, talk about ACTUAL intrusive thoughts? It is so scary, and all I see is “Omg I dyed my hair last night randomly.. intrusive thoughts won!”. Like no, thats an IMPULSIVE thought and action.

Impulsive Thoughts: “Impulsive thoughts are sudden, involuntary ideas or urges that can lead to immediate actions without considering the consequences. They can be spontaneous, unplanned, and often accompanied by a strong sense of urgency. Impulsive thoughts can be triggered by stress, anxiety, or things around us, and can be more aligned with our desires.” - Googles AI review thing.

“Impulsive thoughts are sudden, intense urges or desires to act on a whim, often without considering the potential consequences. These thoughts arise spontaneously and can be powerful and compelling, prompting people to make decisions in the heat of the moment without adequate planning or reflection.” - treatmyocd.com

Intrusive Thoughts: “Intrusive thoughts are unwanted, involuntary thoughts that can be unpleasant, disturbing, or upsetting. They can appear in the form of memories, sensations, urges, or mental pictures, and can be violent, sexual, or related to fears of embarrassment or doing something inappropriate. Intrusive thoughts can make it difficult to think about other things, sleep, or carry out daily activities. They can also cause feelings of worry or shame, and the more someone tries to push them away, the more they persist” -Googles AI overview.

Impulsive Thoughts Examples:

“I should quit my job today” / Leaving or changing jobs without much planning

Buying something you don’t need

“Knock that cup off the counter”

“Cut all your hair off” / “Change your hair color/style”

Intrusive Thoughts Examples:

“What if I stabbed my wife/husband?”

“What if I turned into oncoming traffic?”

Fear of / thoughts of hurting a child/animal

Blasphemous Thoughts

Sexual thoughts, typically about taboo subjects

“I have a serious disease/illness”

“I’m abusing them”

Please please learn the difference :(

[yappingsys]

I LOVEEE scary, intense, and action movies sooo much!!! As I’m writing this post we’re actually watching “PREY” (2022) for the second or third time, movies like this and just any movie thats intense are so entertaining!!! I love them so much >v< ! Even if the movie is a bit cliché, I’ll probably still find something I like about the movie. If anyone has recommendations pleaseeeee share!!! I’d so love to hear what in all people liked!

[yappingsys]

I forgot our sleeping meds tonight… so no sleep for us… BUT! That means no binge eating! (Our meds trigger it) only thing I’m gonna binge tonight is movies >:D

[yappingsys]

hihihi nice blog theme! i really like the banner :3 - @lciicwr

Hiiii!!!! Tysm!! We loveee darker aesthetics so much :3

[yappingsys]

Hey hi hello sillies!!! We aree the yapping system !! Not our actual system name butttt thats what we’re gonna go by here :) since basically we just wanna yap.

Anyways heres an introduction!

Collective Name: Eiji

Pronouns: they/it/he <3 (and neopronouns?!)

Info: we are a heavily ANTI endo system, no endogenics or supporters are welcomed here!!! We are autistic and NEED tonetags. Yap about anything, but if its triggering put a tw pls :(. We are a MINORRR, a CHILDDDD! No nsfw!!!! Oh also I occasionally make userboxes/sysboxes :D

I’ll make this prettier eventually :)

[kingofantiendos]

Welcome to the system side of tumblr /gen

[yappingsys]

Thank you 🫶

[yappingsys]

Being a system is so, weird !! I love most of my fellow alters, they help in their own way and help me get through the day (most of them at least..^^”) but also why is someone yapping about httyd (how to train your dragon) at almost 12am… we need sleep D: /lh