YARA

Would I be any less real if I lived only in your mind?

[pinkcollapse]

[timbllr]

[bookxquote]

Can I see Earth?” he whispered. She shook her head no. “Can I talk to God?” “You can always do that.” He hesitated before asking the next question. “Can I go back?” She squinted. “Back?” “Yeah, back,” Eddie said. “To my life. To that last day. Is there something I can do? Can I promise to be good? Can I promise to go to church all the time? Something?

The Five People You Meet in Heaven, Mitch Albom. (via bookxquote)

[understands]

[bnmxfld]

[sarlispen]

[woahdudenode]

[yarax94]

Almost. It’s a big word for me. I feel it everywhere. Almost home. Almost happy. Almost changed. Almost, but not quite. Not yet. Soon, maybe.

[utrippy]

[yarax94]

- Celia Paul. Self Portrait, April 2016.

[sleeepinglover]

[califaphotos]

[loveage-moondream]

[yarax94]

It hurts until it doesn’t. You think it’s going to break you, but it won’t. You may not sleep as well at night, but you will be fine. Numb, but numb and fine are the same.

[thedudeleftthebuilding-deactiva]

[rearte]

[yarax94]

I think human consciousness, is a tragic misstep in evolution. We became too self-aware, nature created an aspect of nature separate from itself, we are creatures that should not exist by natural law. We are things that labor under the illusion of having a self; an accretion of sensory, experience and feeling, programmed with total assurance that we are each somebody, when in fact everybody is nobody. Maybe the honorable thing for our species to do is deny our programming, stop reproducing, walk hand in hand into extinction, one last midnight - brothers and sisters opting out of a raw deal.