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update!!

we have been dating for 2 years 11 months!! this month it will be our 3 year anniversary and i couldn’t ask for a better girlfriend <3

my happy update on my girlfriend journey!

HEY SO I haven’t updated in so long but WE’VE BEEN DATING FOR 1 YEAR AND ALMOST 2 MONTHS!!!!!! it’s been really amazing and like a dream i’m so so happy and we are so happy together. I was using fake names in my old posts cause I was paranoid she’d somehow find this lol but yeah I feel so lucky to be able to say all this :) maybe i’ll post pics too!

entry 12

GUESS WHAT WE’RE GOING OUT NOW OEDSFJKHLSDIFGDLHKJFNLCJKSMXLADJAILEIUWHFWELJKDLKEW;DMLS,FLNDS.KJFAS;UF

I skipped a lot of stuff cause a bunch of things started happening in a short period of time and it was too much to write everything down but ya we’re going out now hehehehehehehehehehehehe

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ok so you know how the change my mind meme is made a by a racist transphobe ? heres a new version for us all

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@xxrawrqueenxx you do not need to rotate it

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you just did some demonic shit what the fuck

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entry #11 continued

so I'm just standing there, with like 6 people staring at me waiting for me to involuntarily expose my own fucking sexuality as if its some small little quirk or something. so I just say “yeah” and the girl’s like “oh thats cool”. so basically from that point on, I was so so so pissed. like why did she feel like she could ask that? I know she's straight so she’d never understand, and she’d feel bad if I told her how much it affected me, but you can’t just put someone on the spot like that. it forced me to come out which really fucking sucked. so the girl I like drove me home, along with like 3 other people and I didn't really talk much. when I got home I started crying cause everything was hitting me, and I kinda started freaking out. so I texted the girl I like and just told her how frustrated and sad I am about what happened and she was being soooo nice like constantly apologizing, even though she didn't do anything and saying stuff like “how can I make it up to you???” so eventually I say something like “I'm so dumb I should’ve just said a guy’s name” AND THEN THIS GIRL FUCKING REPLIES WITH: “okie u r but at least ur a cute dum dum” LIKE BITCHHHHHHHH WAYFGIALHLALSAWIDAWEFIUOHDIPIFSUDHFEWPHFDSJ SHE FUCKING CALLED ME CUTE ALOUWHDWEAODHA I WAS SCREAMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG so I texted her back like 30 mins later cause I was so nervous and called her cute too :)))))) but like BITCHHHH and now my dumb self is second guessing it like “what if she felt bad for me and knows I like her so she wants to cheer me up” and like idk I'm just such a mix of so many strong emotions right now

entry #11 continued

so then after the movie we go and hang out around our friends who are working and then shit went down. SO to summarize, there’s lots of drama at our work, and there are two friend groups who are always beefing. the girl I like is part of one of these groups, and since we’ve been hanging out a lot recently I’ve become pretty good friends with a few other people in the group too. SO she’s like “we should add Olivia to the group” and I was like “ok sure” (like I don't really care, as long as I get to talk to her lol) SO THENNN her friend is like “to be initiated you have to answer the same question that we all do.” and I just KNEW it was gonna cause issues for me. so this STUPID FUCKING QUESTION is “if u had to date anyone at work, who??” and I was like SHIT FUCK BITCH WHY THE FUCK DO YALL EVEN HAVE THIS IRRELEVANT UNNECESSARY INITIATION LIKE ITS JUST A GROUP OF FRIENDS CHILL!!!!!#!@# so obviously I'm not about to tell the truth, cause the girl is standing RIGHT BEHIND ME so I made succchhhh a big deal, and took FOREVER, and while I was stalling, I witnessed my two friends whisper THE GIRL’S NAME WHO I LIKE SO I THINK THEY ALREADY KNOW I LIKE HERRRRRRR!!!!! so I just came up with some bullshit and went with my best friend there who I’ve known for like 6 years. BUT she’s a girl, and I didn’t even consider that. so at this point I wasn’t out to anyone at work except for about 2-3 people. then. this bitch. she goes: “ARE YOU BISEXUAL? ARE YOU?!!! ARE YOU BISEXUAL?” LIKE COOL WAY TO PUT ME ON THE SPOT AND FORCE ME TO COME OUT IN FRONT OF SO MANY PEOPLE

entry #11

yesterday at work I was hanging around her area, when her friend came over and asked me if I wanted to see a movie after work. I was like “yeah sure”. later I was asking trixy stuff about the movie and she said that her friend asked me to come as a bribe to try to make trixy come cause she originally wasn't gonna go :o ! so it was a good shift we were hanging out and talking a lot then some drama went down with us and the managers, and long story short my shift was cut short so I just waited upstairs and played video games with people. then right before the movie she’s like “umm I think I'm gonna leave :///” and I was like “NO UR NOT” so I beggedddd her to stay and she's like “ok ok hehehe calm down ill stay” and we walked in late together to sit with everyone else. before the movie she was saying she's really cold so she got a jacket. then about 30 mins into the movie I was rubbing my arms to try to stay warm, and she was like “hey do u want to wear my jacket?” and I was like “r u sure aren't u cold??” and she's like “no its all good” SO I GOT TO WEAR HER JACKET FOR THE WHOLE MOVIE OHSUHOQJSAOKSJDLAI and I kept asking her if she was cold and she always said no WHICH HAD TO BE A LIE CAUSE IT WAS SO COLD IN THE THEATRE. so I got bored of the movie and tried to nap, and she like poked my head idk I thought it was cute. kids were kissing in the movie and it was gross so Id put my foot up and shed try to push it down so i’d watch THENN every time we watch a movie, she presses my recliner seat button to make the seat move. so this time she had to reach over my lap to hit it, and I was blocking it with my leg and SHE WAS LIKE BASICALLY STROKING MY LEG TO TRY TO GET TO THE BUTTON LIKE SHE DID NOT HAVE TO DO THAT BUT OMG I WAS LIKE :O :D LMAO

entry #10

ok so a few days ago we were working together, and I was off at 8. she switched shifts with her friend so that she was also off at 8. then she was kinda hovering around me so I asked if she wanted to come over after work, and she said yes :)))) she always makes fun of me for playing miinecraft so I got her to play it with me and she kept trying to kill me lol, then we were talking about video games and WE PLAY THE SAMMEEEE ONES we both love outlast and overwatch, and SHE’S LIKE OVER LEVEL 600 ON OVERWATCH LIKE DAMN and she was watching me play as widow maker and I was getting SO MANY HEADSHOTS and every time she would like grab my shirt and be like “WHOAAAAA DAMN” and I was like :)))) heheheh

then we made a list of all the friend groups at our work and she told me about all the drama I didn’t know, then we made a list of who likes who at work. it was sooooo fun and she left around 1:00 as always

entry #9

ok SO now we’re caught up, this was just the other night.

I was working, she didn't have a shift but was seeing a movie with a friend and came upstairs to surprise me and say hi. I went downstairs to try to see her before her movie started and she asked me to walk her to her seat :)))

after her shift she was lingering around the lobby, so I went over to talk to her. I eventually had to go back to my work area and left her

laterrr she's like “ok bye I'm going” and I was like “yeah to my house” and shes like actually??? like do you want me to?? and I was like “yeah if u want” so SHE DID she waited ANOTHER hour for me to finish work, then we drove to my house.

this time was SO MUCH FUN we were talking so much and laughing. turns out we watched all the exact same shows as kids, and we were looking at some old episodes that we remembered. we watched haunting of hill house again and finished it, and while we were watching I was laying on her arm and at one point our heads were almost touching. then we were talking and I told her about this abandoned asylum nearby that I wanna visit, and she said she’d be down to go with me which IS LIKE MY DREAM OHF DNJSWMPQJQIOJ!!!231

so after the show we were looking up creepy weird videos on youtube and so she saw my youtube account and SHE DEFINITELY KNOWS I’M GAY NOW CAUSE OF THE SEARCH HISTORY AND MY SUBSCRIPTIONS LMAO but yeah she ended up staying till 1 am AGAIN even though she had to work early next morning :)))))) it was so fun we were laughing so much and talking and hewodjwpkqspwjodihwe

entry #8

soooo I invited her to see another movie with me, and she accidentally invited some other people (she was trying to be polite to them but didn't think they'd actually do it)

we sat beside each other during the movie and talked and made jokes throughout

so before this, I texted her saying if the movie’s not scary, come to my house and we’ll watch something actually scary

SO we transit to her place to get her car, then we drive to my house. literally the ENTIRE TIMEEE we’re talking, and she's like teasing me about driving and stuff.

then we watched this documentary and a few episodes of haunting of hill house together and it was so much funnnn she stayed until 1 am

entry #7

NIGHT OF THE PARTYYYY:

so she drove me there, along with another mutual friend.

we get there and its kinda awkward cause no ones really talking to each other, so I just stick with her and we talk for a while.

this goes on for hours, with her occasionally hitting me or playing hand games with me and stuff like that.

thennnn, I learn that her BEST FRIEND who’s at the party is leaving the next day for a week long trip, and this girl STILL HANGS OUT WITH ME FOR THE ENTIRE PARTY. LIKE WE DID NOT LEAVE EACH OTHERS SIDES. THE ENTIRE TIME.

later we get bored, and I'm like “I wanna watch euphoria” and she's like “yeah same, lets sit over there” pointing at a outdoor couch thing thats a bit a way from the group circle. SO WE SIT, JUST THE TWO OF US, TOGETHERRRR AND WATCH EUPHORIA ON HER LITTLE PHONE AT THE PARTY IT WAS SO AMAZING OMG A DREAM COME TRUE

thennnn we continue to stick with each other, its like 12 ish at this point. She’s laying across this couch so I sit on it and have her legs across mine. then she keeps hitting me with pillows and stuff, and I'm hitting her with stuff then she hits me, blah blah blah like play fighting stuff it was great. then she turns and slowly rests her head on MY SHOULDER ASKJHDWOEHLIWHF AND THAT WAS IT

entry #6 (cont.)

so I forgot to mention that this girl wore a FLANNEL with a t shirt TUCKED IN to ROLLED UP JEANS in the MIDDLE OF SUMMER. LIKE IF THAT’S NOT GAY IDK WHAT IS

entry #6

OK DUDE THIS IS KINDA OLD I’M UPDATING EVERYTHING

sooo, we all hung out in a group at ihop, she sat next to me and was play fighting with me over her air pods (like we’d “wrestle” over them)

after she insisted me, her and our friend Maria go to Maria’s to watch a movie

during the movie, at any scary part she’d roll onto me so she couldn't see the screen, or shed grab my arm to cover her or I'd try to pull her arms away from her face so she’d watch the movie. she was holding my arm for a bit.

entry #5

ok so a few updates:

she gave me her crave account so I could watch euphoria

I texted her a ton while I was away on vacation, she was being kinda flirty

I got her to switch a shift around so that she’d work with me and even though I was sick we had a good time, she was super touchy and cute

I asked her to see a movie with me

she was really touchy and chatty throughout the movie, we were making jokes and stuff and hung out together with other friends for a bit after :)))))

entry #4

ok y’all I think things are actually ok, I have hope again. We're going to the same party in a few days. Also today and yesterday day she was really touchy with me and we just basically hung out all shift it was great ahhh my heart <3333333 she’s so amazingggggggg

Entry #3

I think she likes someone else :((( feeling sad

never have I ever so aggressively related to Hayley Kiyoko’s “sleepover”

#Hayley Kiyoko #wlw

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