LIGHT IT UP!

[yavinian-blog]

winterrosx replied to your post:hi i know i disappeared for a hella long time but...

i miss u so many a lot ):

i miss u too!!!!!!!!!!!! idk which accounts i’m gonna reactivate yet but i’m kinda here

[yavinian-blog]

hi i know i disappeared for a hella long time but i MIGHT come back... i’m thinkin about it......... what have y’all been up to what’s good what’s the scoop

[neurolcgy]

hey y’all!! i know i’m like……… not active on my rp accounts much anymore, but that’s because i’ve been working nonstop and listen, because of that i got this great opportunity to move to turkey in june!! isn’t that exciting!! i’ve been waiting for an opportunity like this for ages. i’ve had a really rough time since i had to drop out of college and move back home to a house where my family is kind of chaotic and VERY stress-inducing. literally, i ended up having to go to a mental health facility for 4 days because of how stressful my family is. but it’s not for naught, because i got this job in turkey!! it’s gonna be so fantastic. 

thing is, i need some help. my employers will cover up to $650 of my plane ticket, but i gotta come up with the rest. my housing and everything else is covered once i get there, but i gotta have this cash for a plane ticket. i started a gofundme, so if you could spread the word about it by giving this a quick reblog, that would be great! if you donate, that would be even more amazing! anything helps! i’m also willing to make icons and graphics in exchange for donations, so message (@denizerguven) me for that! thank you so much!!!!

https://www.gofundme.com/23kxee8k https://www.gofundme.com/23kxee8k https://www.gofundme.com/23kxee8k

[yavinian-blog]

i’m not dead jus t really busy and without muse for anything :( i’m working on a film and that’s taking all my creative energy i hope y’all understand i miss u all!!!!!!!!!!

[justrpmemesandmusings]

honestly…

the most DISHEARTENING thing a roleplayer can ever feel is when they play a male muse and get semi-popular on this blog then get messages like “you’re such an amazing writer, I want to rp with you everywhere!” on a weekly basis

and then when this mun of a male muse has a FEMALE muse, it’s completely ignored and you’re treated like a SHIT writer…and that’s not the disheartening part, the disheartening part is when you feel like compliments are only given so someone can play with your ale muse and that the compliment was all a lie in hopes of getting a ship  with a male muse.

[yavinian-blog]

hey guys i just wanted to apologize for not being here -- i’ve been really fucking busy and it’s ridiculous

[axistwo-deactivated20160413]

IT MEANS WHEN I KILL YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS, I’M NOT REALLY GONNA FEEL ANYTHING.

[forflight-archive-blog]

#i will fight erika every day for having the same name as me

[yavinian-blog]

square up i’m comin for ya!!!!!!

[forflight-archive-blog]

blood is just nature’s red water that flies out when you make a mistake. relax and enjoy the experience for once.

INDIE STAR WARS OC // WRITTEN BY ERIKA

[lightenedvow-archived-deactivat]

❛   ———— HER dazzling gifts and FIERY grace welcome a special midnight s p a c e. Her back bends on SOLAR winds eternal wing-prints. She knows where the hidden things are, it’s part of her INSTANT radar. She knows how the stars turn b l u e and which ones need to be RESCUED. ❜

                      REY FROM STAR WARS: THE FORCE AWAKENS                        ————                                      written by snow

[diirtywcrk-deactivated20160610]

                    ★    WHERE’S THE KETTLE  CORN?   ★

[moonlitcarrie-deactivated201706]

proud member of the leia organa defense squad.

[yavinian-blog]

starter call 4 short shit when i get home from the office!!

[yavinian-blog]

✯ ▌ ONE HELLUVA PILOT.

[yavinian-blog]

starter call 4 short shit when i get home from the office!!

[leoholzer]

[cheesedoneitagain]

I honestly really didn’t want to do this but i need help:

                                                             gofundme page

As i’m sure many of you know, I’ve been dealing with a variety of medical issues; some physical, some mental and over the past month or so it’s gotten increasingly debilitating. I can’t work, I can barely get myself to leave the house anymore and with all the meds we keep trying? the bills are adding up. every month i’m spending at least $150+ on medications alone and then at least upwards of anywhere from $50 to $100 on doctor visits a month & without any real income to supplement that, it’s pushing me into a massive debt ( not to mention my insurance is currently raising the costs of all my medicines ); I’ve maxed out credit cards & i’ve had to borrow from my mother and cut out a lot of other things that I need & i’ve reached the point where my health has become such an issue I might have to drop out of classes for the rest of the semester. I hate it, I really do, but with finally coming to terms that I do have a depression and anxiety disorder, this means a new doctor, new medicines and I’m running out of ways to make money that can work around my health.

I’m also in the process of possibly getting an ESA ( emotional support animal ) to help me out next semester when I start living in a single dorm and that’ll also cost me money I currently don’t have. I’ve tried to get jobs, but being on a constant dose of pain medication and with my immune system as low as it is, it’s very hard for me to stick to a regular schedule.  If there’s anything you can do – even even just reblogging this, I will appreciate it more than you know. thank you to everyone who has supported me through all of this, I can’t thank you enough.

[cheesedoneitagain]

a little update, I guess. I officially dropped out of the semester today – or, I put it all in motion. I’ll need to start moving myself out of the dorm pretty soon and as I’m not physically capable, I will either have to hire help or beg friends and family around me to assist. It sucks and I feel gross, but I know I needed to do this to get myself better physically and mentally so I don’t end up fucking myself over in the long run.