star

The stars always know.

[yearningpuppy]

come to me in the afterlife, i would know you. i swear. from the soft shell of your soul caressing my own to the emitting light of your love, i would know you. without a doubt.

[opossum-handz]

[yearningpuppy]

waking up in the middle of the night to turn over and gaze at the miniscule crook in your nose and your scattered freckles. i hope you know i would do anything for you.

[yearningpuppy]

koi no yokan

[yearningpuppy]

let me take you to your favorite place. i love you. tell me about the meaning behind your favorite art. i love you. let me cook you your favorite meal. i love you. let me brush your hair in the morning. i love you. let me help you fold laundry. i love you. let me make your favorite herbal tea in the morning. i love you. i love you. i love you.

[yearningpuppy]

how can you hold someone like that and simply forget the way your claws dug into their flesh? i remember it perfectly, the weight just gets easier to carry over time.

[yearningpuppy]

why dont you look at me with love anymore mom? i want to go home.

[yearningpuppy]

love feels like a thought that comes to you in a dream that you cant quite remember in the morning

[yearningpuppy]

i can gather the courage to look you in the eyes. if a word for the inexpressible exists, hopefully then i will be able to tell you how i love you.

[yearningpuppy]

some days i cry thinking about the weight of your heart. i can handle it, i will not be afraid to grab it anymore.

[hopelessvalentines]

[a-berrante]

james baldwin, "giovanni's room" // richard siken, "crush"

[yearningpuppy]

please dont look away. see all of it and look me in the eyes. dont look away. the good and the bad, its there no matter what. do not look away.

[yearningpuppy]

the blood on your hands means nothing to me, let me love you anyhow.

[diaryyun]

[opossum-handz]

[yearningpuppy]

come closer. you do not have to keep it around your chest. i know it constricts your breathing, come closer and show me the lock; allow me in. i want you to breathe, allow me to see the pieces of you crumbling from your cage, ill hold them together. regurgitate the key that has fallen to the pits of your stomach. it must scratch and claw at your insides, begging to come out, but you never could let it. come closer. i will hurt you in the act, but if you were to suffer, it should be at my bloody hands. come closer, i will unlock your cage.