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This is how to be in love with you. • 20 | yanblur | tw pathetic freak yearning •

[yearningsickness]

INTRODUCTION

This is a yanblur account. This is eternal yearning. This is what real love is.

This is how to be in love with you~!

⚘( ၴႅၴ. I won’t use my real name, i am not comfortable with romantic or typically romantic nicknames / pet names. I post about my beloved. I only love my darling. Do not follow expecting me to fawn over you. I am not looking for anyone’s company that thinks they can sway or swindle me into your interest. If you’re kind to me I’ll be kind to you, don’t feel hurt if I end up not responding to you.

⚘( ၴႅၴ. Twenty ☆ he/him

⚘( ၴႅၴ. This isn’t my first yan blong, I’ve been in the space of obsessive sickness for years. I’m not social, I’m not interested in friends. I’m here to vent and post about my love. I can come off as rude but it’s not my intention.

⚘( ၴႅၴ. MLM ☆ canine beast kin therian

⚘( ၴႅၴ. ISFP

⚘( ၴႅၴ. Kyler’s Yandere Mbti's

L S M T ☆ C D D A F

2 6 9 ☆ R D H L

EXTRA INFORMATION

I am a real life yandere. I have been called such since I as a kid, and as of late, I've been in the community and space for years. I have a record of stalking and obsessive clingy behavior, including some forms of self harm and toxic co-dependency, this will be reflected on my page. There is no trigger warning beyond this. I have both bpd and dpd.

I'm not usually a very social person, I'm not used to talking to people, I usually observe. I will continue to observe but i’ll also try to entertain the idea of anon asks and friends, but im not so interested in such things..

DNI

Just don’t harass me, idc who you are or what you do.

I will block freely. This is my page, after all.

Mentions of self harm, stalking, and disordered talk will be spoken about. If this doesn’t fly with you, block me.

TAGS

#Kylars yearning : Typical yandere posts, Absentminded ramblings, chatting.

#Kylars Darkness : Vents, usually upset rambles.

#Kylars Caged Dove : Reposts targeted at my love.

#Kylars watchful eyes : Anons

[yearningsickness]

I won’t let you abandoned me, you don’t get the privilege of dropping me, I’m going to fucking kill you

[yearningsickness]

But a whole fucking week and then some? What the FUCK ARE TOU DOING THIS

[yearningsickness]

Ignore me for a day? Okay, I can live with it, a damn struggle but I can see and give you space, three days I’m anxious as fuck but I love and trust you and you’ll come back

[yearningsickness]

I’d rather you end up in the hospital and make me feel bad about being a dick to you in your absence then have the reality be you fucking ghosting me for a week

[yearningsickness]

I exist for you and I cling to you and I love you and you leave me without a word what the fuck is wrong with you? What could I have done to stop you? Why do you insist on ghosting me??

[yearningsickness]

I’m gonna find you and I’m gonna make you feel guilty for what you’re putting me through

[yearningsickness]

I don’t care about your friends I care about you, why do you think you can leave me without a word

[yearningsickness]

I’ve done nothing but love you and adore you and you think you’re better than me suddenly?

[yearningsickness]

This isn’t fair and it’s not fun this isn’t how it’s suppose to happen

[yearningsickness]

You can’t just fucking up and leave me without a word where the fuck are you

[yearningsickness]

He thinks I don’t notice how all his socials go dead as soon as I find them? What the fuck are you hiding from me

[yearningsickness]

Is he playing me? Does he think I’m stupid?

[yearningsickness]

He hasn’t talked to me in days, can you believe that? No warning of his absence he’s just gone.

[yearningsickness]

Are you playing me?

[vampzip]

please be creepy and gross towards me. tell about the thoughts that have been consuming you—violent or sweet—i want all of you.

[gravedlullaby]

Mutual cannibalism… The thought of devouring someone truly and utterly making them apart of you forever so that they can never run away as they do the same for you because you realize you cannot live without eachother anymore