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*TRIGGER WARNING* I'm not okay but it's okay

[yeskamw]

Me aplastan rocas que todavía no han caído

[emogyptian-deactivated20180909]

u know when someone is taking a picture of u n u can already FEEL it’s ugly

[yeskamw]

All I can think about is hanging myself from the fan of my bedroom but that's not even an option anymore

[ineedthisformyfeelings]

I didn’t plan for a future. I didn’t expect to live

[pr0mesas-vacias]

[thegoodvybe]

[anotheroneidk]

I’m so tired to see how people are leaving me without a reason!

[eatingdisorderconfession]

30679) I really feel like it’ll never be completely over because even when I liked my body for a short amount of time I was trying to change it to make it better. I just did not have the self control to do so anymore but my mindset has always been negative it has never been “I love my body now and I want to stay in it” and especially now I have the same thoughts and it’s been X is my mindset ever going to change.

[stckwll]

[eatingdisorderconfession]

“Of course, emotions have deep roots in us. They are so strong, we think we will not survive them if we let them be. We deny and suppress them until finally they explode and cause hurt to ourselves and others. But an emotion is just an emotion. It comes, it stays for a while, and then it goes away. Why should we hurt ourselves or others just because of one emotion? We are so much more than our emotions.”

— Thich Nhat Hanh

[nineintheafternooon]

hell above // pierce the veil

[ithelpstodream]

[eatingdisorderconfession]

30687) I want my mental illnesses to get worse. I also want help - but I don't too. I want them to know I'm fucked up. I want them to watch me get worse. I want them to worry. I want them to care. I have people I don't want to hurt, but I know it'll hurt them. But its been X now since almost everything came out. And it won't just go away. I faked happy & 'normal' for Y now. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of faking. So I want them to see. I NEED them to see. And I want to scare them.

[yeskamw]

I need to hurt myself real bad

[yeskamw]

Me quedé dormida en tu puerta pensando que estabas muerta por mi culpa

[it-started-over-drarry]

Brain: what if you forgot to do The Thing

Me: i didn’t

Brain: but what if you did

Me: i literally just checked

Brain: but what if your eyes were playing tricks on you

[scabbed--wings]

i kinda just wanna do a lot of drugs and die numb