Let me start with a basic over view of what I'm about to talk about. I will explain after.
Over a year, Nearly two years ago, I met this person. I though they where the best thing on this planet. I thought the world of them and I thought I loved them. The year of which I interacted and knew this person took a harsh tumble downhill the more the year went on, to which I was emotionally and mentally messed with. I lost touch with a lot of my friends and refused to go out at the panic of what said person would do if I wasn't replying. It was not a fun relationship all in all and didn't exactly end when it should have. Further torment was continued long after the relationship and quite a bit into my new one. Finally, I had blocked all means of contact with this person but they kept going. This is where I get to the point in my story.
You may think what I am about to do is completely hypocritical of what I'm upset about but you will understand shortly that compared to this, what I'm doing now isn't even equal. This person, since our break and during, has done nothing but post full bitch sessions directed at me. I was not brought up in a barn, a bloody hamster could tell it was about me. It DID NOT STOP. Even to this moment they made a post a day ago. I'm sharing this because I am completely fucking done. I am not what I am made out to be by her. I have proof against them, enough to actually get them filed down for abuse but I didn't. I had a bit of mercy on them and decided against it in the hope they would shut up. I was oh so very wrong.
I'm not going to lie. I was mentally abused and emotionally abused in that relationship to the point of suicide and self-harm and no one should have to suffer that. The fact that this was ongoing, to make it worse, they dumped me when they knew I was at the hospital with my grandfather who passed away just 1 day later. The torment continued after. I've had a shit enough year as it is.
Even after all this shit and during it I was stalked on all my accounts to which i had to block them or change name just to be safe and they complain about someone checking there profile to see if they stopped? Maybe if you didnt post so much no one would go there
I just want them to move on. I have found the most wonderful partner who is caring and kind. They don't like my ex at all and they wouldn't be afraid to stand up to them and have. The same goes for my best friend, My amazing best friend who was there through the ridiculous amount of abuse so they know exactly what this rant is about. I can't thank them enough and I hope they know how much it meant having someone there for me.
Finally, A message directed at them. Please move on, It's been over a year and I have no feelings towards you or the situation in fact I would go as far to say that I would have broken it off earlier if it weren't for the death of both my grandparents. I should have left you the second time that I was dumped but I didn't and I regret it. You lied to me, You hurt me and I did nothing. For that you should at least be grateful. I'm done with this. I'm happy and I wish I had asked this person sooner, A lot sooner because by now I would have already been in a year of happiness. Don't abuse what you have and supposedly love. It will come back and slap you.
Get a life, grow up and stop acting like a 5 year old who didn't get what they wanted. Thank you.
