My name is YetAnother, you may have read my fics on AO3. I accept any pronouns. My current interest lies in TSAMS and TLAES.
I am a proshipper. I am a darkshipper. I ship [FICTIONAL] incest and age gap ships, including ships where one or both parties are minors. If this makes you uncomfortable, you may block the tw tag I will use to talk about that topic, or if you would like to avoid me altogether, you may block me. If you'd like to read more on my thoughts about darkshipping, this is personal but it should explain my point of view.
I post about [FICTIONAL]:
Incest (tw incest)
Minor/adult (tw age gap)
Minor/minor (tw underage)
Noncon (tw noncon)
Suggestive content (tw suggestive)
Violence (tw violence)
All with some amount of frequency. When I do, I will try to tag it appropriately. There may be other uncommon topics that get tw like alcohol and drugs. Generally, I try to be proactive about my TWs, but if I miss something, feel free to tell me.
Please feel free to send asks about anything, even my older fics, or what I'm working on, thoughts on ships, characters, episodes, etc.
Horny on main moment holy FUCK today's episode. Hearing Sun saying shit like "I want you. I need you in my skin." Like ahshfhjsjsjj please somebody compile all his lines from this episode I need themmmmm.
Also please give me a version of this episode where there is no other person around to prevent yandere Sun from getting us please.
Ah, I was wondering why I was getting so many emails about your old fics. I'm sorry people made you feel so shitty and I'm glad you feel better now enough to put them back up :)
mfw I realize I just accidentally spam emailed approx 200 people with my most dead dove of fics: 🧍♂️
My name is YetAnother, you may have read my fics on AO3. I accept any pronouns. My current interest lies in TSAMS and TLAES.
I am a proshipper. I am a darkshipper. I ship [FICTIONAL] incest and age gap ships, including ships where one or both parties are minors. If this makes you uncomfortable, you may block the tw tag I will use to talk about that topic, or if you would like to avoid me altogether, you may block me. If you'd like to read more on my thoughts about darkshipping, this is personal but it should explain my point of view.
I post about [FICTIONAL]:
Incest (tw incest)
Minor/adult (tw age gap)
Minor/minor (tw underage)
Noncon (tw noncon)
Suggestive content (tw suggestive)
Violence (tw violence)
All with some amount of frequency. When I do, I will try to tag it appropriately. There may be other uncommon topics that get tw like alcohol and drugs. Generally, I try to be proactive about my TWs, but if I miss something, feel free to tell me.
Please feel free to send asks about anything, even my older fics, or what I'm working on, thoughts on ships, characters, episodes, etc.
Eagle eyed readers may notice a sudden large spike in fics on my AO3. I reposted many fics that I took down. These fics are (mostly) Rickorty (Rick/Morty, yes from Rick and Morty) fics I wrote.
I feel I owe an explanation to... Many people.
As expected, in a discussion with a ship like Rickorty, there will be discussion of fictional minor/adult in shipping as well as other dead dove topics and darkshipping topics in general. Also of the csa I went through. It gets pretty heavy and personal.
For anybody wondering why I was kicked from the EV server, it was because they 'discovered' I was a darkshipper. I put discovered in quotes because it was never something I hid. My fics have always been tied to my username. Anybody who clicks on my AO3 profile will easily see the 30ish fics I wrote for Rick and Morty and figure out that, yeah, a lot of it was shipping the two main characters together. I had even mentioned being in the Rick and Morty Fandom before settling in with TSAMS. I figured people knew because I thought they would've checked out my profile, like how I often checked out others to see what other games and shows they liked.
I did not think anybody would have an issue with this because I never spoke about adult/minor ships in the server as it was against the rules, and there was never a rule against being a darkshipper in general. The rule, I assumed, was because Discord was strict about it. After all, many people there enjoy Dead Dove content, including incest, noncon, necrophilia, and even snuff. We are all adults. We all understand that fiction =/= reality. To explore these kinks and fetishize them in fiction doesn't mean you like them irl or support them irl.
It is difficult for me to understand how they can understand that enjoying other dead dove topics in fiction doesn't mean you like it irl, but not the same to minor/adult ships.
They called my fics CSAM.
In a fit of shame, I deleted them all and asked for forgiveness, to be let back into the community. They sent me an article about what CSAM is.
I don't think they read it themselves.
Because CSAM stands for child sexual abuse material. It is material that shows a child being sexually abused.
I am a survivor of csa. There was CSAM made of me. This is not something I discuss at all, not something I have ever told anyone until they asked me why I wrote all those fics. Nobody who knows me irl knows this about me. And I can tell you why CSAM is bad.
It's bad because everyday I'm afraid that those pictures will resurface. That people are selling and seeing my body from when I was young and vulnerable and taken advantage of. That my family, my spouse will sent those photos, and be disgusted that I was used like that (which is irrational, I know my spouse would not hate me for being abused as a minor).
My fics are not CSAM. There is no child being sexually abused in my stories. Morty isn't real. Morty can't be hurt by what I wrote about him. But they told me it was CSAM. And I felt like I was just as bad as the men who groomed and used me.
But I'm tired of living in shame, of feeling like a monster. I'm not a bad person.
I'm not like those men. I am not a predator. I will never sexually abuse a child. I am not my abusers. And now I feel stupid that I let them convince me I was like my abusers, because me writing about fictional kids kissing fictional adults is nothing like actually abusing a real child.
My fics can't hurt anyone unless they ignore the tags and warnings and read it despite knowing they won't like the content, and in that case it is on the person who ignored my warnings. My fics are a part of me, my art that needed to be let out. Hell, the reason I wrote so many Rickorty fics was because I felt so strongly like I was Morty. I was too old to be falling for that groomer shit, I was lonely and miserable and pathetic and desperate for attention, I was constantly horny to the point where it might've actually been a disorder. And all I wanted was to make it right in the fics, to make it so they fell in love, that it happened because oh Rick loved Morty so much he couldn't help himself. Not because... He was just an easy target...
But besides that, I'm just a darkshipper by nature. I like to explore complex, codependent, toxic relationships. I like to explore how age and familial ties can affect relationships, how societal disgust can shape a relationship. It's interesting. I like to see how many things you can make bad about a relationship and still make it work. These are the kinds of stories I enjoy. These are the kinds of stories I write.
If you need to block me, whether because you find my art to be squicky or because you don't want to be seen interacting with someone as gross as me, go ahead.
But don't call my art CSAM. When you do, you are watering down the definition, cheapening the horror of actual csa. Don't call me a predator, because I have never and will never hurt a child. Don't bother sending me death threats, goodness knows I've already gotten too many.
And just know. They censor my art first, and then they censor yours. Because to them, we're all degenerates.
And most importantly, fiction =/= reality.
Also, I just want to say, if you truly belive in your heart of hearts that fictional minor/adult fics are CSAM, get off of AO3. AO3 knows it's not CSAM, and that's why they host it, because they truly are anti-censorship. But if you think it is, why are you on a website that protects something you consider CSAM? I never used 4chan and I will never be on Twitter ever again because I know that CSAM is rampant on those platforms, that Twitter even creates it and protects it with their stupid AI. You must either face the reality that you are morally bankrupt enough to stay on a website that protects something you consider to be CSAM, or you have to be honest and admit that it's not CSAM. Just saying.
Okay, so I already liked Carmine, but this episode, man. This episode.
To see Carmine as a scared little rat, so panicked and with his only thought being escape? To see him as something so... Unlike his typical put together self? Peak.
This is what Carmine needs. This makes him intriguing.
It's so interesting, we've seen Carmine in high stress, high stakes scenarios before, and he always keeps his cool. Fight a horde? Just fine. Got bit and about to turn into a zombie and die? That's okay.
See your Sun equivalent? Go back home?
Nightmare.
I loved what he turned into. That he ran without a second look, left Moon behind with Rigel. That he couldn't be quiet, even though the noise put them in further danger. That he kept snapping at Moon. Fix it! Fix it now! Just do it! What's taking you so long?! Not helpful in the slightest.
Carmine faced death. And he was calm. But Rigel? His home? Worse than death. Worse than infection. What happened? Why does he react like this?
Carmine is proof some people do live by the saying, "You don't need to be faster than the lion, you just need to be faster than your slowest friend." And I love that for him. The man always putting others above himself finally showing some selfishness. Yes.
And then when they do get out of there? Carmine's immediate paranoia. There's a rat, must be. Carmine will flush it out himself. No, he doesn't need help, and don't you dare touch him. There he is. There's the Moon in him. And it is so good.
Absolutely well done episode, I look forward to learning more about Rigel.
Got super hyped for Moon forgets Solar, but was sadly disappointed by how quickly they stopped interacting one on one. Got two ideas.
One. Love that Moon said he and Sun just straight adopted Jack. You two in the business of adopting kids together? Gay and incest coded.
Two. Okay stay with me here, with Moon acting so hostile and calling Solar "Eclipse", Solar being reminded of his own Moon. Taking a swing at Moon because damn does it feel good to hit the spitting image of your abuser. And then feeling bad about it (or maybe not hehe). But also since he knows Moon is having a memory fuck up, taking the chance that he won't remember this, or at the least Moon will think this is something Eclipse did, not Solar, and dragging him back to his room to noncon the fucker. A mixture of expressing his anger and resentment for his original Moon and maybe a chance to finally fuck Moon because he actually wants to and knows he doesn't have any real chance.
Idk I just wish there was more to this episode because the premise is very interesting. I love Moon interacting with people he misremembers as others. I hope we see him do it with the TLAES crew. Obviously with Earth and Lunar, but also with Harvest and Folly as Bloodmoon. Their Puppet as the Puppet he knew, or even Charlie. Heck, he could treat Charlie as Puppet too. Look, that episode during the infection arc where he had that long conversation with Cossy thinking he was Cosmos, that's the gold standard. It's unfortunate that everybody else will probably be too nice to attempt to talk to him as the person he thinks they are because that's delightfully fascinating. Imagine Solar had used this to apologize as Eclipse to Moon, maybe even to explain things from an Eclipse point of view, the abandonment and othering that caused the original pain and hostility.
So speak of the devil and he will upload an episode. The Carmine and Solar date finally went through and that. Man. FUMBLED.
Carmine, starting off piss poorly when he kept trying to get Solar to open up to him and pretend he's a therapist and then when Solar does going, "oh, actually nah bruv, I ain't qualified."
But actually, that's because his plan was to get a date with Solar. And Solar came in for said date and once. Again. Carmine. FUMBLES. (Also Carmine brought up not being able to eat twice and both times they acted like it was the first time he said it did Bavis record the two halves of this episode twenty days apart?) Carmine acting almost like a brainless broken record with the snooty story owner and then suddenly aggressively with the bartender, and I know he says he decided to take Solar's approach but it still felt?? Odd. It really felt like Carmine is bad at dating.
Except.
We see the true intent of Carmine.
Carmine doesn't care if Solar likes him, relies on him, enjoyed their time together. He wasn't planning on trying to actually pick up Solar.
Order a drink. Get Solar to drink it. Three drinks for lightweight Solar. Take him home like a good date should.
Has anybody mentioned how Carmine knows where Solar's room is straight away? Solar says it's upstairs, Carmine corrects him with NO thought. No having to look. He was anticipating getting in that room, already had it planned. How could he be so certain that he'd make it in there? (Maybe there was something in the drink, even)
Doesn't just bring him to his room, gets him inside. Gets him in his bed. Start with the shoes, oh Solar, you shouldn't sleep with your shoes on. Easy enough place to start. And from there it's easy to keep going, slippery slope and all that. Take off your socks too. Oh, those pants must be uncomfortable. A shirt? No. These boxers? Let's take them off too.
Solar is drunk, nearly in tears by the end of the episode, emotional and needy and lonely. Easy to manipulate. He probably won't even remember this anyways. He'll say no to start but Carmine is so polite and sweet and insistent and eventually the 'no's stop and Carmine gets his prize.
Carmine likes to play the nice guy but I see through him. I see the game he's playing. And Moon adores him, so even when Solar wakes up with a hazy memory, wondering if it was real, Moon will say how sweet and trustworthy Carmine is and Solar will doubt himself.
My massively stupid ass looking at the Earth plushie on the website: I know I said I wouldn't buy another, but... But my Lunar one needs her. And she doesn't look as bad because she's meant to be a thicker lady... And it's limited time, I can't get one otherwise 😟
So speak of the devil and he will upload an episode. The Carmine and Solar date finally went through and that. Man. FUMBLED.
Carmine, starting off piss poorly when he kept trying to get Solar to open up to him and pretend he's a therapist and then when Solar does going, "oh, actually nah bruv, I ain't qualified."
But actually, that's because his plan was to get a date with Solar. And Solar came in for said date and once. Again. Carmine. FUMBLES. (Also Carmine brought up not being able to eat twice and both times they acted like it was the first time he said it did Bavis record the two halves of this episode twenty days apart?) Carmine acting almost like a brainless broken record with the snooty story owner and then suddenly aggressively with the bartender, and I know he says he decided to take Solar's approach but it still felt?? Odd. It really felt like Carmine is bad at dating.
Except.
We see the true intent of Carmine.
Carmine doesn't care if Solar likes him, relies on him, enjoyed their time together. He wasn't planning on trying to actually pick up Solar.
Order a drink. Get Solar to drink it. Three drinks for lightweight Solar. Take him home like a good date should.
Has anybody mentioned how Carmine knows where Solar's room is straight away? Solar says it's upstairs, Carmine corrects him with NO thought. No having to look. He was anticipating getting in that room, already had it planned. How could he be so certain that he'd make it in there? (Maybe there was something in the drink, even)
Doesn't just bring him to his room, gets him inside. Gets him in his bed. Start with the shoes, oh Solar, you shouldn't sleep with your shoes on. Easy enough place to start. And from there it's easy to keep going, slippery slope and all that. Take off your socks too. Oh, those pants must be uncomfortable. A shirt? No. These boxers? Let's take them off too.
Solar is drunk, nearly in tears by the end of the episode, emotional and needy and lonely. Easy to manipulate. He probably won't even remember this anyways. He'll say no to start but Carmine is so polite and sweet and insistent and eventually the 'no's stop and Carmine gets his prize.
Carmine likes to play the nice guy but I see through him. I see the game he's playing. And Moon adores him, so even when Solar wakes up with a hazy memory, wondering if it was real, Moon will say how sweet and trustworthy Carmine is and Solar will doubt himself.
So during the TLAES episode yesterday where Sun was getting to know the TLAES crew, we all saw Eleanor hitting on him, and even he acknowledged it afterwards.
I like it.
Idk what it is, that when Shamrock Chica and Eleanor both hit on Sun, I was into it. I think those are fun ships, those are fun girlfriends for Sun, but not Rosie. I think it's because both Chica and Eleanor didn't hesitate. They saw a cute Sun, they got flirty. I think Sun would do well with a very forward woman. A gal who makes him feel wanted and is... Uncomplicated? Somebody fun who would help him relax and unwind. A lady who plans the dates, takes him for drinks, probably still makes him pay but he's literally their boss he owns where they work so fair tbh, puts a hand on his thigh and gives him a wink and can get him to laugh. A chick who can turn his brain off, at least for a few hours.
That's the kind of girlfriend for Sun. A good time gal.
I have been absolutely loving the MASM guys visiting TSAMS the past two episodes, literally been laughing out loud at them.
Anyways. MASM Sun and MASM Moon kissing MASM Eclipse to break the spell he put on them, and when that doesn't work, going further until they're fucking his ass and his throat on the floor of the pizzeria. Just in front of everyone. Rosie would be into it you can't tell me otherwise (she's def a fujo). I don't think Frost would care either way, but Nova would like it and convince Frost to stay and watch with him.
As for Sun and Moon? They're both separately hitting up Eclipse later to test the waters and see how down to clown he is. Gonna be awkward when they both end up at Eclipse's house and just stare at each other like, "what're you doing here?" (Until they agree to the threesome and end up in a big fuckpile)
Cosmos isn't hitting up Eclipse but he is spending the entire night staring up at the stars, not sleeping with his dream gf, just staring and thinking about how he felt when MASM Eclipse called him a cutie. And it hurts. It hurts because it wasn't really him. And it won't happen for real. But he can close his eyes and remember those words in that voice. And that just has to be enough.
Also for LAES isn't it crazy that yesterday they had Solar finally go to Carmine and Carmine basically says "no, I won't be your therapist, but I will be your friend now let's go on a date" and then today's episode wasn't their date 😞 (Tho I did love today's episode, seeing Sun make friends with the LAES crew is actually super sweet. Love that Sun is somehow hunting down MASM Eclipse and spending time at the daycare at the exact same time. He's mastered cloning magic it seems.)
Anyways after Carmine and Solar had their date, Carmine def tapped that. (He ate Solar out that's the vibe I get) Now Carmine needs to work on Cosmos.
Lunar shoving his head between Earth's thighs while she's asleep, huffing her scent as he jerks off. Pathetic and whimpering, quietly begging to be hers, to be her good boy. Stealing her panties. He can be so good just give him a chance he's such a good boy he'll devote himself to learning how to pleasure her if she just lets him. Whimpering, begging, subby little mess making a mess of himself in his pants. Humping her bed when she's not around.
Let's not forget that Earth has programming so that she still sees and hears things while asleep. She knows he's pathetic. Knows he's obsessed. Knows she can use him. Calls him a good boy while they're around their friends to watch how he squirms and grows breathless. So easy to rile up. Squeezing past him in tight halls, putting her ass in his face. Pulling him to her and shoving his face right into her crotch for just a second, just long enough to daze him, leave him desperately needing more. Teasing him. Grab him, move him, grope him, manipulate him however she wants because he's so small and helpless and unable to do anything about it, and even if he could, he wouldn't, because he belongs to her and will let her do anything to him.
STALKING YANDERES SO IN LOVE PRAISE AND LUST AND KILL ANYONE WHO COMES NEAR POSSESSIVE OBSESSIVE NEVER A MEAN WORD JUST LOVE PURE LOVE BURNING, UNDYING, UNHEALTHY LOVE
Ahem.
Yanderes are one of my faveys but brother does it take me out of the fantasy the second the yandere says a single mean word about their obsession. To me, a yandere is all about being in love to the highest and most unhealthy degree. Love is about praise and uplifting words and putting your love on a pedestal. Why would you hurt your love? Degrade them? Be rude to them? Call them mean names? That's not love. That's not a good yandere. Good yanderes kiss the ground their obsession walks on and show their devotion with every action they take. Sometimes they hurt their obsession, but not directly. They isolate their obsession, because the love they give is all their obsession needs. They lock up and tie down their obsession, because there's nowhere else their obsession needs to be. They force their affections on their obsession, because their obsession needs to know how loved they are. It's all done with love, not malice. This is why yanderes are the best.
eyegshshaiidhh please..... I can't get yanderes off the mind still......
Pathetic wet slice of bread of a yandere, pathetic and worthless and incapable of doing fucking anything, can't even keep their obsession away from others because they're so damn useless and a complete failure. Fucking pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic!!!!
Stalking and taking pictures and watching their obsession sleep oh I love it when they can't help themselves, bags under their eyes cuz they stay up to watch their obsession sleep. Their obsession looks so vulnerable, so sweet, they could do anything in that moment hahaha.
And that's all they can do because they're so incompetent. Send love letters. Take pictures. Watch. And finally because they're so pathetic they can't even hold themselves back they confess.
Imagine they confess, belittling themselves, calling themselves a freak and a pervert and begging for forgiveness and love, or at least not being cut out since they're such a disgusting pest and a burden and so unlovable and worthless and trash and PATHETIC!
And then hehehe.
Oh the obsession is obsessive back ❤️ Their obsession not even bothering to answer with words. Just jump them. Kiss them, fuck them, ride them. The surprise of yandere, they thought they would be pushed away because they're so gross and pathetic and disgusting and unlovable, they can't believe what's happening, that their obsession is ripping off their clothes and biting them, growling, telling that yandere they just made the biggest mistake of their life because now they belong to their obsession and only their obsession! They are property ❤️ And they better keep being devoted. Keep being their pathetic toy. Keep taking those pictures and here's the key to the house something something consensual somnophilia they better take pictures during it too~
And eehdh take turns who wears the collar and who holds the leash because obsession loves being an obsession, loves being chased and idolized and wanted oh they've never been wanted like this before and they can't get enough! And yandere is so happy for the reciprocation and wants to belong full body and soul to their obsession. Both covered in love marks and always jumping the other and fucking each other roughly and ahwhshhs
Please. Please. Pathetic, devoted yandere and freaky obsession who loves the fucked up toxic relationship.
Solar in the episode today requesting not to be called a familiar term 😢 They are doing this to spite me specifically. I don't care what anybody, even the creators and characters themselves say. They're all siblings. And they all fuck each other.
