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This is someone elseâs story entirely and u just changed it to be kk and Kayleigh that is so weird?
Iâm sorry this isnât my intention ever please look at my latest post.
Iâm making this post because I got concerns on my latest fic âWhat are you some kind of stalker?â âYes.â posted about it being a copy of a Pazzi story. Copying anyoneâs work is never my intent, while the idea of an obsessed main with an innocent other main came from a Pazzi story that is the only plot point I am following. I have full direction with this story that isnât in any way a copy or retelling, once again though if there is a reference or plot point that is similar that isnât my intent and I apologize for it. Just know Iâm not writing to copy, Iâve been a writer for a while and have just come back from a 5 year hiatus, my writing isnât always good but it is always something Iâve though of with suggestions from my friends family and own personal want in the story. This also isnât to ignore that I have taken inspiration from other writers which almost all writers do but to apologize and recognize if I have incidentally hurt anyone. Thanks, and sorry if the story has come across that way.
Also it has been brought to my attention today actually how uncomfortable a person in my fic feels about being shipped with the pair, I know thatâs a risk ran with shipping however I wouldnât ever want to add to any discomfort either party may feel about the situation so I will just drop this fic entirely due to both circumstances, it wouldnât feel right to keep going if multiple people have expressed concerns, thanks for the short support and if you have any fic ideas for other ships maybe Iâll write them if asked.
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What are you some kind of Stalker
Chapter 1: https://www.tumblr.com/yevenbother1/813021701481873408/what-are-you-some-kind-of-stalker-yes?source=share
Chapter 2: https://www.tumblr.com/yevenbother1/816898567790886912/what-are-you-some-kind-of-stalker-yes?source=share
This is so Fucked: https://www.tumblr.com/yevenbother1/812988991106318336/this-is-so-fucked?source=share
âWhat are you some kind of stalker?â âYes.â
Chapter 2: âSo you like me?â âYes.âÂ
It has been only a couple weeks KK and Kayleigh have known one another. Despite this fact, they had become fast friend(with obvious meddling on KKâs part).Â
It has started off small, Kayleigh was told by Sarah and Azzi to come over anytime. She was slummed with school work and everywhere she went was too loud and had no good food. The offer was too tempting to not take them up on.Â
âAzzi Iâm begging you Iâm starvi-â Kayleigh paused at the entry way keys in hand bag already on the floor. KK hadnât planned her workout at the same time Kayleigh came over, really she had no clue she would, but isnât that just her luck?Â
âUh hey Kay.âÂ
KK might have been delusional for thinking this but she swore Kayleigh was looking at her arms.Â
She decoded the slow lick of her lips after her eyes trailed down her biceps.
She cataloged it and remembered it on nights she needed it.
They hung out the whole rest of the day despite the need to study and plans to workout, it was perfect.
She cataloged everything in her journal and here was the newest addition.
KKâs journal:
Things about Kayleigh I hate:
The fact sheâs not with me
How distracting those pants are(actually love that honestlyâŚ)
The fact she doesnât live with me
How sheâs laughing with fucking Morgan
KK would typically pride herself on having strong self restraint. In games when people activity target her or her friends and more often then not to harm them, you know whoâs the picture of zen? KK. Well maybe not zen but she never really fights people, even when deserved. So why does this girl whoâs so sweet and kind to her make her want to hit her with her car? That little reasons name starts with a K and ends with a leigh.Â
Kayleigh was hunched over Morgan in the kitchen, laughing too hard at something she had said. Morgan was all rosy cheeks, fair skin, and bright smiles designed to make anyone love her.Â
KK hated her.Â
âYo, KK! Why are glaring so hard?â Ice had been witnessed the glare unbeknownst to who it was directed at.
âYea KK whatâs got you all heated.â Sarah simply wanted to tease.
Well shit, KK thought, trying to look calm as if she wasnât caught trying to burn off Morganâs head.Â
âNah Iâm all good just tired from all this school work, you know?â That seemed to give them the peace they needed to let it go, thankfully. KK if she had any worse luck would have been exposed to Kayleigh by now by her friends.
Kayleigh glanced over at her from her spot next her Morgan across the room (who was wayyy too close mind you.) Locking eyes with KK a seconds before returning to talk to Morgan.Â
Another thing to add to the list, she hates how her breath catches at a single look from Kayleigh. She knows sheâs pathetic, sheâs accepted that, however it isnât exactly easy and KK has never felt this kind of thing before.Â
She was so lost in her thoughts she didnât hear Kayleigh stride over nor did she hear Ice and Sarah go to the kitchen with everyone else.
âHeyâ She spoke quietly, motioning KK to move a bit so they could fit in the love seat.
KKâs limbs felt like jelly as she dragged herself over a bit, her mouth literally filled with drool at the proxy to Kayleigh.Â
She was disgusted at herself but couldnât do much about that, Kayleigh made her go batshit.
âYou seem mad... at meâ Kayleigh spoke voice still soft but with a slight nervous lilt to it.Â
This made KK mad.Â
No, not at Kayleigh, she couldnât ever be mad at Kayleigh not ever fully at least. She was mad at herself truly for making Kayleighâs face have that little bit of uncertainty, no matter how cute it was.
âIâm not mad at you Kay.â KK made sure her voice was just as soft although it held a bit of exhaustion from being so wound up the whole day.
âItâs just⌠when I looked over you were like glaring at me and I, I wanna know what I did wrong.â She looked down at her fingers playing with them in her lap.
And the asshole of the year award goes to KK Arnold. She would have rather be stabbed in the stomach than make Kayleighâs face look as small as it did now.
She quickly grabbing the side of her face with one hand, Kayleighâs eyes became slightly full with moisture, KK was filled with guilt and self hatred.
âNo Kayleigh I wasnât- it wasnât-â she cut herself off with a sigh, Kayleigh grabbed her hand attached to her face, pulling in into her  lap.
âTake your time,â it wasnât said unkindly, just like she didnât understand where KK was going with this. It only made KKâs heart break a little more.
KK took a deep breath before looking back into her eyes, big mistake.
âJesus, Iâm jealous Kay!â She didnât have to say it loudly, her passion was felt through the words nonetheless.Â
âWhat are you jealous of?â Oh goodness her face confused was mentally filed away, the furrow of her brow was creased into KKâs head. She was too pure for this world and stealing away into KKâs heart with every breath she took.
KK simply looked in the direction of the kitchen where Morgan still stood now talking to Sarah. A small look of realization flashed across, Kayâs face her mouth forming an o, something KK wasnât obsessively focused on and wanted to know if the same look would come to her face when she-
âSo youâre jealous⌠because Morganâs here?â Pulling KK still dazed back to her.
âNo Iâm jealous because Morgan is here talking to you.â It has slipped out before KK could filter herself. KK wanted to sink into the floor, she sounded like an obsessive loser. Surprisingly, she heard a light laugh pulling her attention back to Kayleigh, fully this time.
âSo youâre jealous because of me?â Might aswell just kill KK now. She tried pulling away from Kayleigh.
âUm just- like forget it please.â Kayleigh however wouldnât not be pushed off.
âNo you said youâre jealous because of me, explain it.â Her smile was big and teasing and made KK regret her words but also not at all.
âIt just-like I canât really-â she cut herself off groaning into her hands, hoping if she closed her eyes the moment would ease away. She had bad luck per usual though as Kayleigh grabbed her hands and pulled her into a standing position.
âGuys, me and KK will be back, we just have to talk about something real quick,â she didnât let go of her hands as she dragged KK into her own bedroom.
Dispite hanging out times before they never settled anywhere but on the couch or a Kayleighâs living room. They settled on her bed, which did wonders for KKâs⌠hyperactive imagination, before Kayleigh spoke again.
âI thought maybe itâd be easier to talk with less noise.â She tucked a loose strand of hair behind her ear, nervous once more.Â
âUm yeah thanksâŚâ KK really didnât know how to process this, her chest was heaving at how close Kayleigh was and her fingers brushing warmly over KKâs knuckles, her touch making KK feel like a live wire.Â
âSo, you said you were jealous⌠why? Like I get me and Morgan are close but why are you jealous?â KK let out a deep sigh before raising her eyes to finally meet Kayleighâs.Â
âIf I say something, itâs gonna change some things⌠I need you to be sure you want me to say it,â Kayleigh only leaned in closer.
âSay it, all of it,â her voice didnât carry fear or nervousness, only readiness. It broke KKs resolve completely.
âFuck, Iâm jealous because every time I look over you and Morgan I wanna be in your space. I know it wounds a little possessive but, Kayleigh youâre⌠youâre everything I want! I want to make you laugh like that. Morgan isnât the problem, the problem is how bad I want it to be only me that makes you feel like that, to feel anything,âÂ
She had to stop herself from saying the rest. From saying she spent hours stalking her on any platform, how she knew she grandmothers birthday and how she had a home in Long Island as well as Portchester. How KK knew every detail about Kayleigh, she never said how she had entered her room despite her not being home and studied for classes only Kayleigh was in to FaceTime her when she struggled. KK needed her in deep before she said it all, she knew that much, she understood in order to keep her she had to make sure there was no doubt before weighing her down in obsession.
Kayleighâs breath did a hitch before she leaned in slow almost brushing KKâs lips.
âI want it, kiss me please,â something about hearing her desperate for KK made her snap. The kiss that followed was messy as KK settled her on her lap, Kayleighâs black pants tight on her thighs and crop top rising revealing more porcelain skin. Her lips were as soft as they looked and fit so well against KKâs, just as she imagined they would. Her tongue ran through every part of Kayleighâs mouth taking in every ridge to write down later. She didnât expect how experienced Kayleigh would be, her pure looking face not matching how her tongue wrapped around KKâs and her hand slid under her gray shirt. She pressed fully into KK, grinding slightly into KK.Â
The idea of someone else teaching her this, of touching her like this made KK more angry than she thought possible, she felt the heat of possessiveness flare through her stronger than ever. She pulled away, holding Kayleigh by the back of her head, fingers wrapped up in the strands. A satisfying feeling ebbed through her as Kayleigh chased her lips slightly, eyes blown wide and lips bright pink and swollen.Â
âWhyâd you stop?â Her voice breathy eye brows turned up in confusion. KKâs laugh was dark, it sent a chill through Kayleigh causing her to shivering slightly and adjust her hips as the feeling spread down. KK tracked it all her eyes darker than Kayleighâs, reveling in the feeling of her on top.
She pulled her back by her hair as she leaned in once more.Â
âNo.â It was simple and made Kayleigh whine, a sound KK replayed over and over till her restraint snapped and she pushed her down on the bed, one hand holding her down by her lower abdomen, the other wrapped lightly around her throat.Â
âGod youâre so pretty,â she leaned down kisses her hard, the hand on her throat tightening lightly as she pressed her hips into the mattress.Â
âKAYLEIGH, KK WE NEED YOU SO WE HAVE ENOUGH PEOPLE FOR POKER!!âÂ
Leave it to KKâs friends to wreck the moment. KK groaned into Kayleighâs mouth as she giggled.Â
âWe donât have to leave,â she tried to persuade kissing her lips twice before working down her neck. Kayleigh laughed pulling her up and placing a kiss that melted all of KKâs anger and eagerness. She felts like honey, desire and devotion oozing out of her.
âWe have to leave or they might suspect something,â Kayleigh placed one more kiss on her lips before removing KKâs hand from her neck and fixing herself in the bathroom mirror. KK couldnât help but follow her, she had no intentions of letting Kayleigh out of her sight now that she knew she felt it too.
She placed her hands on her waist standing behind her in the mirror. God, she never looked better, her skin flushed the perfect pink, her lips red with blood and swollen. Her hair was messed beyond repair and her throat held the faint bruising from her fingers, so faint youâd miss it if you werenât the one marked with them or KK. KKâs pride welled deep in her knowing she was the cause of this dishevelment.
âDo you have a brush, my hairs wrecked and I just straightened it too,â KK wordlessly handed her a brush staring at her with pure adoration.
âKayleighâŚâÂ
âWhat?âÂ
âWould you wanna go see a movie with me on Friday or like any thing else?â Kayleighâs smile turned bright as she turned to face her. She kissed her quick, holding her face like she was all she needed. KK had never felt more wanted in her life.
âOf course.â Thank god she said yes, in KKs mind no wasnât really an option. Now that she had her, no one could keep them apart, not even Kayleigh herself⌠not that she wanted to anyways.
Sooo, itâs been a minute⌠Sorry for the delay I had no mojo and a lot of ideas to write, probably gonna have a short fic about KKâs birthday like tomorrow if all goes as planned. Also I know this relationship seems rushed however I do have a plan for whatâs coming next I just need everyone along for the ride. Anyways once again sorry for the delay and I will be more consistent with writing this, probably.
Like why's she babysitting (đ đ đ) and doing media lmao and who's adorable well behaved kid is that lol
why are there so many of you that don't know cruisegate lore wtf
⌠yall thinking what im thinking đ¤
They look so cute in this photo nglđ
Stay Until You Wake - Coming Soon
âWhat are you some kind of stalker?â âYes.â
Chapter 1: âWhat are you, some kind of stalker?â âYes.â
KK didnât want to be as she was. Crippled by want, obsession. If you think about it, it was all Sarahâs fault. She had introduced them after all.
Sarahâs Apartment
Donât get KK wrong she loved Azzi and Paige. But they were making her sick with their love. KK wasnât bitter at all, rather just didnât understand how someone could be that taken with another person. It made her gag at the thought of going mindless over another.
Paige had only been here for a week, WNBA off season made it the perfect time to visit her girlfriend and friends. Sarah thought it might be nice to introduce Paige to her new friends from school.Â
KK didnât really know why or how Sarah made friends from the UConn womanâs softball team, but then again who was she to judge? Sarah spoke highly of her and she was one of the best judges of character KK knew. The doorbell rang breaking KK thoughts.
âOkay guys I need you all to be nice. Kayleighâs cool but sheâs a little shy at first.âÂ
âOh so you.â Paige joked. âDonât worry Rah weâll be nice.â Sarah rolled her eyes at the jab, opening the door to reveal what had to be an angel.
Wow, that has got to be the prettiest girl KK has ever seen. KK was normally below shallow compliments when it came to women, but this girl seemed to have taken all of the thoughts from KKâs mind simply by breathing, and she hadnât a single clue what her fucking name was.Â
An ugly thing curled in her chest, it felt like possession. KK was known to share, she was giver at heart, all of Gods children should be. But this girl seemed to be an exception to that rule.Â
âKK.â Sarahâs voice snapped her out of the little trance she was in.
âSorry, zoned out for a sec, practice put me through it.â She came up with the lie easy covering it in a charming smile. This was when she became a liar, a true sinner, as she reflected back on her spiral down.
âPut you through it? I could tell by how much you were running that mouth.â Sarah joked.Â
âAnyways guys this is Kayleigh, call her K9 cause she got that dog in her.â Sarah wrapped an arm around Kayleighâs shoulders pulling her into view. Kayleigh laughed and it made KKâs stomach tilt a little. Butterflyâs didnât stand a chance to the feelings she brought KK with that laugh.
âRunning joke on my team cause of my jersey. Please, just call me Kayleigh or Kay.â She tucked her hair behind her ear. A bashful gesture that seemed off. She didnât radiate a natural shyness about her.
She had straightened her hair, KK noted. Probably today it looked new and shiny with health. Her nails werenât pink or flashy either, they were short and clear coated. She was all clean looks. She very clearly put effort into herself, whether it was because she was meeting new people of not KK didnât know.
Her ears held studs that on most seemed boring, but on her reflect perfect light onto her pale skin. Her skin was a perfect milky white, KK saved herself the embarrassment of creating allegories about the moon or stars.Â
âNice to meet you, Iâm Kamorea but call me KK or the GOAT.â Her handshake was firm despite her obvious nerves, Kayleigh laughed at the joke even if it wasnât peak comedy. Her need to please was compartmentalized in KKâs head with a growing file.Â
Kayleighâs hand was soft and her grip a perfect mix of friendliness and the slight pull of unfamiliarity. Everything she did felt perfect KK decided.Â
Their eyes meet and KK wanted to sink into them. Her eyes she had to snap away from quick, she forgoes waxing poetry about them, it would take too long, she would be here forever.
Her lashes were long and curled to perfect points. She very obviously had done them, seeing the near invisible joint of cluster and real, most wouldnât see it but KK did. She didnât wear much makeup, it only added to her newness. It made her look more precious, a word KK only had came to say ironically till now. Azzi ruined this little mental revelation with her small talk.
âStupid works too, thatâs what we call her. Iâm Azzi nice to meet you.â She interrupted, pulling KKâs focus as she tugged Kayleigh into a light hug.
KK felt stupid for not hugging her first. She felt she had missed on an important collection of data. Although it did help in KKâs evaluation of her, surprisingly. Her clothes for a start, she was wearing a cropped slightly vâd black tank and black sweats that hung of her hips perfectly. KK hadnât stared too long thereâŚno not long at allâŚ
She had obvious confidence in her body, not showing a shiver of uncomfortably at the skin of her stomach showing. Sarah might be wrong on her analysis of Kayleigh. Probably a projection or energy match when they first met since Sarah is so shy.
Paige took her turn hugging Kayleigh, her shoes lifting a little to reach up for her too, dunks, because the girl just had to have the perfect style in shoes and clothes of course.Â
KK slumped down on the corner of the couch hoping it gave natural instead of middle aged crisis. Kayleigh sat down on the couch giving KK exactly what she didnât want, space. Bless her heart she really did want to make KK comfortable.Â
âSo Kay tell us about yourself.â Paige asked settling in next to Azzi again. KK to stop herself from blurting say everything about yourself. She would find out later anyways, she had decided the moment she shook hands being normal about her wasnât an option.
She wanted every detail, she wanted her unraveled, bare to KK alone not to anyone else. Surface level get to know you was the least of KKâs agenda.Â
âWell Iâm from New York originally, my mom and dad played pro softball and baseball and so do both my brothers, Tyler and Corey they both older but somehow dumber.â This drew a laugh from everyoneâs mouths. It also allowed KK to see her, humor  to lighten tension, even if it was in her own head. Finally a common ground, a connection that she could exploit.
âSo you must have a love for it for a while huh?â KK asked as casually as she could, Kayleigh turned slightly to her leaning back on the couch a little more. She had drawn her focus perfectly.Â
âActually no, I wanted really bad to never touch a bat. I didnât want to be in my parents and brotherâs shadows so actually for a long time I played basketball.âÂ
âReally?â Azzi questioned.
Oh, that, that changed some thoughts KK had decided about her. Allowed room for factual error was something KK needed to remember as she continued her investigation.
âYeah it was my favorite sport I was pretty good too, but um, I tore my meniscus, it was a large tear where my meniscus met my joint so it was so much harder of a surgery. It was too much to come off of I couldnât be as explosive as I was, so I started messing around with a softball again.â She smiled without sadness, seemingly okay with her tragic course of career path. They had something in common, basketball, an opening for closer future connection.
âI had absolutely nothing to do when I was recovering so I just sat or stood on my crutches and worked on pitching. My mom was soo mad when she saw I snuck out one night into the garage to practice. I know really she was secretly thrilled I took it up.âÂ
âWow I canât imagine how hard that must have been. Me and Paige both tore our meniscus and ACL but it neverâŚâ Azzi trialed off sorry for the younger girl. Kayleighâs face held no tension, her grace with the sympathy wasnât self deprecating or accepting. It was perfect in its gratitude of Azzi but also firm in her denial of any pity parties.Â
âItâs all okay, I think it might have been a sign from God or something. I was like destine to be a pitcher and it doesnât mean I canât still hoop just not as fast or as much as I used to.â
âKay weâre totally playing 1 v 1 soon!âÂ
âBetter bring it Rah I might be retired but I still got it.âÂ
The rest of the night went in similarly, Sarah and Kayleigh having a laugh in between conversations and KK hanging on every word, breath, anything she did, cataloging it in her mind and later her journal. She learned when she was nervous she fixed her hair and licked her lips. The downside to the second was that now KK lost focus on her words and only felt a pull to press her lips against Kayâs. They were shiny in a near erotic way with spit and the remainder of her lipgloss. They looked so soft, she looked so soft and pliant.Â
KK shouldnât be thinking these thoughts, it was sin, she knew it. It was a flurry of lust and greed and gluttony all at once. She was dizzy on her presence, drunk on her.
Slowly as the night wore on Kayleigh and shifted closer to her, naturally gravitating towards KK. It made her want to implode. Their shoulders and hips align, sides pressed into one another.Â
Another fact KK had learned about Kayleigh, she loved to be touching someone. She had noticed it from the second she arrived, a hand brushing Sarahâs shoulder or arms brushing another while sat, Kayleigh loved physical touch.Â
The fact was made even more evident when she laughed, she leaned in when she laughed, hunched over the lap of whoever was closest, KK being the lucky girl. KK laughed along only late by a second and brushed a hand on her back as she leaned with her.Â
Her touch on her legs felt like a dagger to her nerves. She had to repress all instincts to flinch, not out of hurt but pure heat being pushed from her core, through her finger tips at the action.Â
Everything about her seemed destined to tear KK apart, even her perfume hooked KK. There wasnât much scent, it was lightly floral, it was warm like cooked spiced drinks. KK could sleep an eternity away wrapped in that smell. Even her hair smelled of it.
âOh my goodness, itâs like 12:40, I should get going.â Kayleigh said standing and collecting her items.Â
âIâll walk you to your car itâs way too dark and late to go solo.â
Kayleighâs smile was bright as she responded to her.
âThanks KK.â KK nearly melted at the sight directed at her. She would work however long to get the soft and open smile directed at her always. Realizing her lapse in response she did what she does best and covered it with humor.Â
âGirl boo donât even mention it!âÂ
She was gifted another smile.Â
The walk was quiet, filled with comfortability. The sudden silence should have felt jarring and held weight, but with Kayleigh it only felt good. Everything about her did. Kayleigh turned her back facing her car, a simple SUV in dark grey.Â
âThanks again KK, you really didnât have to.â
âCome on, like any of us were gonna let you walk alone.â She reached next to her hip and grabbed on the handle opening it slightly, allowing Kayleigh to sit down. She rolled down the window and KK leaned on the frame. She hoped she gave interest friend who cares about your well being, and not, creep asking for your number who might stalk you home. Though the last part might still be true depending on how much homework she had next meet up.
âAlright now get home safe, unfortunately we canât escort you there and keep you safe from creeps.â Her voice lilted with a laugh. She was the creep, she hopes only slightly Kayleigh would catch on, feeling sorry already for her. Kayleigh only shook her head at her antics. She paused biting her lip lightly.Â
KK didnât feel sorry anymore.
âSee you tomorrow KK.âÂ
âBye Kay.â As she drove off KK knew one thing for sure. She would make Kayleigh hers even if it meant breaking Kayleigh to accomplish it. She should feel manic for wanting to hurt her like that, but she only felt a rush, this girl had her trapped entirely.Â
Huh, I guess Paige and Azzi werenât so bad after all. And this is all Sarahâs fault.Â
So, I finally did itâŚ. Itâs a series but please donât expect consistent updates!
Hey sorry to bother but you could do a one shot of Paige comforting azzi after the loss and seeing her crying in the press?
Iâll try, but Iâm just getting back into writing so I might have to pass on this prompt if I feel I canât do my best with it! I appreciate your faith in me though!
This is so Fucked
In honor of the loss we have a loss fic before the real K9 fic is release.
The mood in the locker room was about as dead as one would think after loosing the final four. The press has finally cleared out and it left only KK, Sara, and Azzi slumped against their lockers, staring off into space.Â
âIâm not even mad.â Sarah said suddenly.
âWhat do you mean? We lost!â KK let out, her patience long gone, mostly mad at herself.
âLike, we should have done better but Iâm just sad. We worked all season to be number one and it just slipped. We had a one off but like we were always together! And now weâre not,â Saraâs voice broke lightly at the admission.
âWe arenât broken up, just readjusting, weâre always gonna be us Rah,â Azzi consoled rubbing her arms lightly in a hug.
KK had no words to say. She had been so focused and keeping her mind on the win the loss of Azzi, and Carol and everybody else leaving finally hit her. God did it hurt.
âAnd Iâm not just sad for that, I know our friendship is gonna be strong still.  Iâm sad for our teammates,â she paused.Â
âThe look in Kayleighâs eyes when she missed that shot, she was so disappointed in herself, she felt like the whole game loss was because of her. Weâre a team, she should never have felt like it was all on her!â
KKâs stomach turned. God Kayleigh, she had completely erased the layup from her memory. It didnât matter enough to remember, but Kayleigh, it must be the only thing she was replaying. KK felt like an idiot, she hadnât said a word to her after the game.
âIâm an idiot,â she breathed out getting up in a haste.
âKK what are you talking about?â Azzi questioned.
âI have to check on Heckel. I canât believe I left my g-â she paused realizing what she had almost let slip out.Â
God, this is so fucked. Like majorly. She felt their eyes bare into her after the slight admission.
âKK⌠are you dating Kayleigh?â Sarah prodded softly.
She didnât know what to say. If she said it they would know, it would be real. But then again, Kayleigh wasnât even her girlfriend. They had refused to label it, whatever they were doing. Made it easier, for who KK didnât know cause it only stung knowing all they did was under covers, hidden away from the people she cared about the most.
âWeâre⌠I donât even know,â she admitted sighing and sitting back in her chair.
âI like her, like more than I should, but she said she wanted it to be casual. She said it would make it easier but itâs not easier for me!â She dropped her head looking into her lap to avoid the shocked looks in the face of her new round of tears.
âI want her so bad, but itâd ruin it all. She doesnât even want me.â
Her chest felt like it might explode feeling it all now, it might have been easier to bear someone burning her alive than feeling as low as she did now. She slowly began to drown in the thoughts before feeling a light hand on her knee. Her eyes slowly raised to see Morganâs.
âKK I promise you she wants you just as bad as you want her.â KK looked at her confused and hopeful as ever.
âCome on, you know Kayleigh wouldnât keep this from me! KK sheâs been like obsessed with you from day one, the only reason she suggested casual was because she thought you wouldnât want more! I told her that was stupid but you know she doesnât listen to my advice.â
âShe wants me, like the same way I do back?â The idea seems so foreign to all of KKâs months of longing.
âOh my goodness, yes! Sheâs in our room right now crushed because of the game but you know the first thing she said when I went to comfort her? âI just want KK!â She only ever wants you! So you better get off your sorry self and go get, and comfort, your girl!â Morgan lightly pushed KKâs bag into her hand.
KK looked up at Sarah and Azzi who gave reassuring smiles before she dashed off.
âMorgan you truly are a miracle worker.â Azzi praised.
âThanks Iâve been wait in forever for them to get their stuff together! Also can I stay with you since I promise, KK is not leaving tonight.â
Kayleigh and Morganâs Room
KK hovered awkwardly at the door hand slightly raised with the nerves of facing the girl she has pined after for what seemed like forever. She gathered a breath before striking the door twice.
âComing!â Come through muffled from the other side of the door, the padding of rushed footsteps followed.
âMorgan I was thinking we should get food from-â Kayleigh stopped after seeing who was really behind the door.
âKK,â she breathed out, âWhat are you doing here?â
âI um, I wanted to check on you mostly?â It came out halfway a question, her hands fiddling with the sweats she had changed into after her quick shower in the locker room. Â
âOh.â Was all she said her face flush from, presumably, shower steam, her hair looked slightly damp.
âYeah oh.â She responded her face tilting up slightly in the first smile sheâd felt since the upset.
âSorry Iâm just tired and a little surprised, come in.â She turned allowing KK to enter.
Her eyes scanned the room, she pretended to find it interesting as her shoulder tensed from the click of the lock. KK turned slowly to see Kayleighâs leaned back on the door hand behind her. She looked into her eyes all that pained still fresh swirling in their brown, her lip bitten by her top teeth to try and regulate herself.Â
KK rushed forward unable to stop herself. Her arm wrapped tightly around Kayleighâs waist, breathing in the scent of her travel conditioner and stroking her hair lightly.
âItâs not your fault,â she whispered.
Kayleigh struggled a swallow eyes beginning to water once more.
â I know it feels like it is because Iâm feeling it too, but itâs not your fault Kay.âÂ
The dam broke as she collapsed into KK, tears steaming down her face as she gripped onto her shirt, slowly sinking into the ground.
âI fucking missed it KK! We could have come back and I missed it!â Her sobs broke something in KK. She should never have felt like this.Â
âIt was never your fault! We all missed shots, you never gave up on anything! Youâre the whole reason we got as many steals as we did. One mistake doesnât discredit all that you did for us this game and the whole season!âÂ
âBut I-â
âKayleigh you canât beat yourself up about possibilities. No one blames you so you canât blame yourself baby.âÂ
She lifted her head locking eyes with her for a second before pacing a quick kiss on her hairline. She was scared to break the moment, scared to say what had been on her mind for too long. She kept peppering kisses along her face instead. Slowly Kayleighâs tears halted as she stared at KK.Â
No one had cared for her as KK had. She knew she was it for her the second they had first kissed.Â
âKK.â She placed her hands atop KKâs slowly letting her settle eye level with her. The sight of KK, sitting back on her heels trying to hold her, to fix everything wrong.Â
It burned in her chest in the best way.
âFuck- I love you.â KK was stunned only shortly at the sudden cursed. She didnât have time to process her shock and Kayleighâs mouth was on hers, prying past her lips and pressing into her like any amount of space would break them. Nothing had ever felt more right. She only pulled back after recovering from the shock. Kayleigh had said she loved her.
âYou⌠love me?â Kayleigh laughed a little at her surprise.
âOf course I do you idiot! I have since you came into me and Azzi dorm just so annoying me while I did work!â KKâs laugh was watery her eyes filling with emotions. Kayleigh hesitate before asking,
âDo you, um do you love me?â KK looked incredulously before pulling her in for a short kiss.
âOf course I do! Thatâs the whole reason I came here, Morgan was going on about how you only wanted my comfort-â
âWait Morgan said that?âÂ
âYes she told me everything, I came so I could ask you to be my girlfriend! But you had to beat me to it huh?âÂ
âYou know I have to keep you humble. Donât want my girlfriend getting a big head or anything,â she leaned in smiling brightly at her.
âGirlfriend huh? Oh baby if thatâs my title then Iâm definitely getting a big head about it.â She kissed her slow and lazy, the moment dragged out, wrapped up in one another. Slowly Kayleighâs eyes drooped, exhausted from all of todayâs events.
âOkay letâs go to bed sleepy.â KK picked her up.
âI think I saw a TikTok like this.â She joked holding her the same as their first post only closer now.
âYouâre so stupid.â Kayleigh all but whispered eyes fully closed.
âYeah, stupid bout you.â They laid down drifting off into a peaceful sleep, not worrying about tomorrow or any loss, dreaming only of what their future would look like.
Bonus:
âGuys hurry up!â Morgan shouted in a whisper. Sarah, Caroline, Ash, Azzi, Serah, Blanca, and Kelis all followed closely behind her as she opened the door to their dorm slowly. They crept in, Kelis now in the lead holding her phone recording, Azzi scolded her earlier but that girl was relentless.Â
âOkay everyone quiet!â Azzi, tired but excited, ordered.
They opened the door revealing an annoyed Kayleigh and KK.
âYall are the loudest people I know!â KK said hoarsely. Kayleigh groaned pushing her head deeper into KKâs neck.
âBabe make them go away.â The word slips out let second nature. It made everyone paused, KKâs cheeks tinged red and Kayleighâs eyes opened wide.
âUmmâŚâÂ
Everyone screamed and jumped on the bed.Â
Among all the chatter and chaos KK looked down at Kayleigh and smiled.
âWeâre never getting a moments peace now because of you.âÂ
âPerfect, as long as itâs us.â She kissed her soundly.
No one stopped screaming about it for about the next 10 mins.Â
Let me know what you guys think and also should I write smut for the main fic and should it be a series? Also Iâm thinking for like an obsessed!KK x slowlycorrupted!Kayleigh fic.