HELLO ! i’m noir ( she / her ) and i’m pretty excited to be here with all of you guys. i am over the age of eighteen so that you guys don’t have to ask. i’m the writer behind hyun tae, chelmico’s leader / main rapper ( chelmico1 ). he’s been through a lot having to be let down by his old company but is currently doing much better now within bd ent. i can also assure you that those songs that he’s credited for are his. here are the links that you’re looking for PROFILE / BIO / PLOTS. as my plot page isn’t completely done that was all i could come up with for right now. my bio for hyun tae is p long i - yeah so the short version i’m putting down below lol. anyways i can’t wait to plot with you all! happy rp-ing ^^
hyun tae was born to two musicians so music has been a heavy influence on his life. he’s a leo born on aug. 5 ( a great day cause my bday too )
speaking of music, hyun tae has two other siblings and this doesn’t have to do with music but know these two is what stemmed his love for music because well, hyun tae is a middle child and didn’t get attention like his older and younger siblings. rip.
first hyun tae learned how to play guitar, writing and composing his own songs at a young age, thanks to his dad being in a indie band and being the guitarist -- his dad taught him how to play the guitar.
he’s the only one out of his siblings that pursued a musical career and for that his parents are #proud of him.
he watched a lot of hip hop stuff? ( can’t really smart today bare with me ppl ) on tv and seeing people drop fire verses he wanted to be like that so that’s where him wanting to be a rapper came in.
in high school, he found a group of friends that share the same interest in him and they would skip school and go to the underground rap battles. and during this time hyun tae wanted to jump in but was too chicken tbh so he was like nah.
thankfully, he wasn’t chicken to show off his rap skills to his friends and thats how he got discovered by one company from like the big3. so he felt like he was a p big deal for a hot minute.
after becoming a trainee he realized how wrong he was because he kept getting pushed back for debut dates, maybe because he was too young he didn’t know he was like 14-15 at the time but after seeing people who joined the same time as him or later was getting set dates he left and ended up getting scouted by bd ent who saw potential in him.
hyun tae would be the first member be confirmed for chelmico and leader as the company saw that he had the most training and showed leadership skills. either way he was on board because the group was suppose to be mostly hip hop which he liked but we all know later on that changed greatly. either way he still happy that he finally debuted.
besides the small plots that i have on my plot page, here are some more that i’m interested in or would like to see for hyun tae.
+ #DESIGNERGANGGANG like if you like designer clothes then they can all go shopping for like designer stuff. battle to see who have the best fashion sense !!
+ sometimes hyun tae be dropping in at YANG2 getting those performances in and you know just having a good time so yeah party with tae.
+ you like selfies, he like selfies, selfie gang. instagram gang?? friends who like to take pics for the gram. let him be on your stories thnx
+ friends in general but like kiddo busy so you gotta understand hes not always available but still willing to be his friend dkjsf
+ flings, exes, fwb, one nights, all that jazz but like 18+ only but yeah tae sociable and sh*t happens.
+ chelmico members?? pls join the rp but also dont ignore your leader?? also labelmates!!
+ haters, twitter fingers, netizens, fans, stalkers / come at me !!
+ people who live in starlight complex because 10/10 hyun tae has spoken to you !
i can’t really think of anything else BUT WE CAN BRAINSTORM IF NOT THESE EITHER.
it was midnight, and hyuntae wondered what possessed him to take it upon himself to go out and look for cows with roman. were there even cows in yangcheon, the more he walked throught the streets, jacket pulled to him, the dumber he felt. all in all, that was his friend and roman insisted on finding a cow or few before the night in.
“are you sure, you want look for cows? i mean we’ve been here for a while and not one cow has showed it’s presense in this rich neighborhood.” he spoke, almost trying to talk the younger out of the sudden event he was pulled into. hyuntae had better things to do around this time, like sleeping. he lost count of the many times he’s yawned since being outside. he couldn’t deny, yangcheon at night was quite pretty, and less busy unlike how seoul was. the city was active even during the night than it was during the day. it was like no one really slept until the wee hours of the morning. the further they walked, the lights seemed to get less frequent, mostly dark open land. were they still in yangcheon, hell if he knew. hyuntae was still unfamiliar with the area and he knew that roman was even less able to tell where they were.
“are we even still in the city?” he stops suddenly, looking around. he wasn’t sure which way they had come from, and he was more than sure they two of them was lost. perfect timing so to say because there was an eerie ambiance coming from the area they were in. if there was one thing that hyuntae didn’t like, it was scary things. he was easily scared, and he didn’t care how close you were he would most likely leave you in the dust to whatever was out there.
the area was too quiet, and even the slightest sound seemed to be louder than normal. really he couldn’t be bothered. he just wanted to go back to his bed at this point.
the more they spoke, the more taeyang could feel his trust in the leader wavering. if he was going to be so woe is me, my job isn’t easy, the rapper would gladly take the ‘ burden ’ off his shoulders.
“ i am humble. with those that deserve it. jealousy is ugly, and green isn’t your color. ” taeyang looked his leader up and down, frown obvious across his features as his chest rose and fell. the room was so hot that the rapper felt like he could break out into a sweat at any moment. “ i am going to ask them myself, i don’t trust the words of a liar. if you asked them at all, and you’re telling the truth, they wouldn’t have given you an answer yet and the decision you told me was yours. if you asked them and they did give you that answer, then you’re a liar because it clearly doesn’t take months to reach a conclusion. whatever attitude you have towards me lately is unattractive, and i’m getting sick and tired of it. ”
was all this even worth the argument? actually, hyuntae was growing tired of it all. he’d never met someone as stubborn, hard-headed, and just unbareable as taeyang when he could get his way. was it that hard for someone to accept that sometimes one’s ideas doesn’t work out. how many times did he have to explain it before the other get it? whatever was going through the younger’s head was complete bullshit at this point, and hyuntae could only guess that he was the other was doing this purposely to make him want to knock his lights out at any point. because the level was up there.
jealousy? hyuntae felt a bit upset because he didn’t get a solo yet, but only time would come before he saw a breakthrough. if he could get past not being able to debut twice then he could do anything. hyuntae found achievements in his own line of work especially from the royalties he would get from producing and composing other’s songs -- despite the rumors about him. so, to openly say that he was jealous of taeyang would be a stretch. he felt no resentment within the male and in fact supported him when he made his debut. so, as to why the other was acting the way he is now surely proven hyuntae’s point that the amount of fame he’s gotten solely towards his solo career must have gotten to his head. company’s favorite? that was laughable. why because he was one of the first to join? hyuntae could only roll his eyes, everything he was saying simply going through one ear and out the other.
he looks at him. “whatever you want to believe, go ahead. if you want to think this is a one day process, knock yourself out. i’ve already said what i had to. just because somethings don’t work out to your favor doesn’t mean you have to bitch and moan to me about it. i’m tired of playing messenger and getting the shit end of the stick from whoever gets upset with me because i’m just passing a fucking message along. everyone’s office is upstairs. go have a hissy fit to them and stomp your feet because you can’t get your way.” he spoke with a shrug. “my job isn’t to baby you whenever someone says no, okay taeyang-ie.”
now that he thought about it, there was no point in being upset with the male because nothing would go through that block of cement he called a head anyways. “also, i like to think i look good in any color. though, there’s some green showing as well if you really think that i’m the favorite in this company.” he stated laughing a bit. “what’s unattractive is how red your face is right now. i think you should really go and talk to the production team about why they’ve shot down your one idea this time.”
jeongmin nods along to hyun tae’s response, swiftly moving the steering wheel towards the lane with the empty parking spaces. “yeah, we can walk. weather is nice too.” too much focus being put on finding a spot and then parallel parking without making a scene to form longer, proper sentences. he lets out a relieved sigh once they finally park, and beings to speak as he unbuckles his seatbelt. “do you mind stopping at achim roasts at some point? i’m a bit hungry. it’s okay if you can’t.” the last part of the sentence rushed in, not wanting to put his friend through something he doesn’t want to do. as friendly as they are, jeongmin’s people pleasing tendencies can’t help but make him feel like he has to walk on eggshells sometimes.
he could only snort at the comment. of course, yangcheon was silent these days in the consist of mobs. then again, not many that lived in yangcheon were fans of idols. in fact, from what he heard most were quite confused as to why an entertainment company would decide to move to such an area. not that he mind the thoughts that ran through the residents minds often as if he were in their shows he would’ve thought the same. in his opinion he saw it as the company giving them a break from having to come home to some kind of fan camping out in front of their dorm as that happened often to him having to go on social media and address to his fans to stop. “i’m more than sure you won’t have to worry about that here much. i’ve seen a lot of posts from fans saying its hard to get into the residential area if you don’t live there or don’t know anyone there.” he spoke with a stretch, the conversation in the car was quite light but it wasn’t often that hyuntae stopped and actually saw the scenery around him.
the question came unexpected. a lot of people had their thoughts about his stage name being the way it is. some thought it was given to him based on him being a star. which was partially true. others thought it was just due to how it was stylized but the company actually gave him the name for the very reason of him showing leadership and potential throughout his trainee from the company previous to now. “the company gave me the name.” he started, thinking a bit of how he could explain it. “i didn’t start out in bd entertainment. i was actually due to debut in one of the bigger companies but got cut from the lineup twice. thankfully, someone from another company scouted me out as i was about to give up. the ceo said that i showed artist material in such a short period of time due to my experience with being a trainee from my other company. so i guess, the knew i could live up to that stage name considering how far we got.”
before he knew it, the younger had parked into one of the empty space. hyuntae had began to realize after looking over the other more that he was a bit awkward. maybe it was due to his status as most have the same reaction around him, but the last thing he wanted to do was have people feel uncomfortable around him solely because he was an idol. hyuntae wanted to build friendships based on him just being himself, not because of his status. “you know, you can talk to me comfortably right?” he lets off a sheepish laugh as he moves out of the car. “we can stop somewhere to eat, i mean i’m not in a rush or anything.” he spoke as reassuringly as possible. even if it was a bit straightforward.
hello and welcome to all the new members ( even last acceptances, sorry for being so late ). nice to meet you all, i go by noir by the way. i also have another muse; skylar. so, with that i would love to take this chance to get into this halloween event that just dropped. with that, i would love to just focus on the event as of right now because i know that i probably won’t be able to keep up with regular and event threads but i will write the starters i owe for both hyuntae and skylar no worries! i will put some plots down below for both of my muses but if you would like to plot for the event give this a like! hopefully, this will give some threads to the newer members as well. hope you guys enjoy your time with us!
well, he is real. and their first awkward exchange becomes a lengthy chain of random song recs and self-produced snippets sent back-and-forth – all of which culminates in these impromptu in-person studio sessions. whenever hyuntae can even catch a break in his jam-packed schedule, that is. wonjun mindlessly swivels in slow circles on his chair, hands bracing the back of his neck as he listens to the latest loop playing over the speakers. “honestly? not bad,” he says, leaking into a teasing grin at the end of his statement. he quits spinning around at last, angles himself to face hyuntae. “what’s it for though? you finally going to get yourself an album or nah?”
hyuntae always had a passion for music since young, he could say that it was mostly due to the fact that his parents were musicians as well. he was the only one out of his other siblings that actually pursued the career in music, and now that he was the leader of the world’s biggest boyband he could say he made a name for himself. of course, a lot of people think that idols are manufactured and that was fine as that’s how the industry portrayed most as, but that wasn’t hyuntae. he had contributed to most, if not almost all of chelmico’s songs as well as a few other songs for other artists. so, he could say that he had his luck at some creative freedom unlike some artist whom weren’t as fortunate.
even outside of his work, hyuntae always found time to make music. something that he was very serious about making, and wanted to show others what he was capable of he would put some of his untitled work on soundcloud for his fans. receiving positive comments from fans and constructive criticism from others this would help him further his work. he would also find inspiration through others work as well. there was one person that would catch his attention, his music style something that piqued his interest more than others. hyuntae had been following the other for a while on the music platform and after a while he finally found time to actually offer to work with the male. sadly the first time he did, he would get called out for being some kind of imposter. maybe that was to be expected, but it wasn’t unlikely to have a soundcloud so he couldn’t see why the other wouldn’t think that it was actually him?
so after prying many times, and telling him that he was actually the real BYE✩L from chelmico, hyuntae would finally meet him. their first meeting was a bit awkward but hyuntae was determined to make the other feel comfortable. after a little time with the other he found that the other was cooler than he thought.
“hm, you think?” he stated with a small grin. it was nice to have someone who was keen to music like him think good of his work. though, he wanted the other to work with him on a song that he was producing for the group. of course he would love to have a song for himself to debut, but the company seem to think differently of that, finding that his other member more worthy of handling solo promotions better than he. it was a hard pill to swallow considering how long he’d been with the company one would think that he would get his chance, yet here he was still without a solo debut. “like the company would let that happen. this one is for a comeback.” he stated, though a heavy sigh never failed to escape his lips. “though, an album for myself doesn’t sound bad.”
hello and welcome to all the new members ( even last acceptances, sorry for being so late ). nice to meet you all, i go by noir by the way. i also have another muse; skylar. so, with that i would love to take this chance to get into this halloween event that just dropped. with that, i would love to just focus on the event as of right now because i know that i probably won’t be able to keep up with regular and event threads but i will write the starters i owe for both hyuntae and skylar no worries! i will put some plots down below for both of my muses but if you would like to plot for the event give this a like! hopefully, this will give some threads to the newer members as well. hope you guys enjoy your time with us!
for skylar
skylar has been in yangcheon for about a year so. this is social media queen and because she’s part of the hype house she’ll most likely be where all the fun is. HOPEFULLY WITH THIS I CAN FINALLY PLOT WITH THE DAEBAK PEOPLE HI.I EXIST AJLKSDF um but i’ll try my bestest to like have them active on both their social medias but im not making any promises !
halloween countdown party @ yang2
so def she will be at this party. who wants to dress up with her and match?
probably find her mostly on the dance floor, throwing it back. cause thats skylar in a nutshell
mostly trying to update her ig and tiktok account cause big flex. but also this party is free so like *clown emoji here*
most likely be drunk too even if she gotta exam probably within the next few days she should be studying for.
she’ll prob be high as well, that’s also a thing. so if anyones wants that its up for grabs.
she just wanna have fun that’s all
trick or treating
she’s never been trick or treating cause her parents didn’t even allow that. it was study and go to school so you know. her childhood was non-existent.
so, she would love to go trick or treating and experience what she missed out as a kid
also she loves sweets so this is an added bonus
if someone tricks her she throwing hands real talk only treats for this gorlie pls
her costume will be more appropriate for this event. not that it won’t be for the halloween party but you know...
haunted house tour
she loves paranormal things so you know shes gonna be here to get into the haunted house. so if anyone wants to tag along whether its both of you just searching for something to come out or if your muse is scared she will hold your hand!
but then again deep down inside she would prob be scared too if something actually went down.
skyline park events
she’ll prob be there to carve pumpkins. that’s about it lol
and the ghost / spirit hunting !
if you have some other ideas that will play into the halloween event let me know cause i’m totally down. but this just some things to help with the plotting. i hope it helps!
she squints at her phone, taking picture after picture, capturing moments that she’s bound to forget and then later delete with just one click, due to their lack of importance. “hyuntae, babe, it’s so good to see you again,” she squeals when she sees him, leaning forward to give him a quick hug before turning once more to the rest of the vip section. “okay guys, make some room for tae.”
“so tell me, what would you like to drink? we kind of have a new rule tonight and it says that we can’t order anything that’s under 1.200.000 won. it’s my rule of course, so pick.”
there was only one problem that hyuntae had with the family and it was the inability to leave things under the rug. if he wanted to go to yang2 and she was there, he had to make sure that the entirety of yangcheon and then some wasn’t there as well. it was matter of luck that the female would be truthful about who was all there as he’d come to notice many times when he would ask her if it was packed because he was going she would tell him no and the club would be packed when he got there. there were other times when it was so crowded that he couldn’t even make it in. not to mention getting bombarded outside the club, oh yes that was feat on its own.
now he was graced with a vip section solely for his own appearance there. it made him wonder just how much power this little lady had to just go around buying out vip sections. there he was right there in the middle of one, with a few people scattered here and there. it wasn’t like it was crowded, it was a nice size in his opinion and give him a wave of relief to find that he would possibly not be bombarded with people like last time. “yeah, nice to see you again.” he spoke, letting her hug her as he goes to find a seat more likely in the middle of the room. seeing as everyone moved over to the sides of the room.
1,200,000 won? jeez these people really do live that high life. “uh..” to be honest he was kind of taken aback, not even he would spend that much on his old fashions. “whatever you prefer, i don’t really care.” he spoke, letting her choose, but even just with that he felt a tinge of regret of letting her do so. after all, it was nara.
“ if it has to be brought back to the company why are you so quick to shut it down ? how about we let them decide ? ” he added with pursed lips, jaw clenched and feeling his fingers dig into his forearms where they were still securely wrapped around his chest. he tried not to let show just how agitated he was by the whole situation, but he was sure the heavy breathing in and out of his nose was a good indication of how he felt.
it felt like he was a child all over again. what he had to say, and what he wanted didn’t matter. he hated that hyuntae didn’t even let him try before he told him no. playing it safe got you nowhere. you need to take risks. he’d proven that to be true.
“ you don’t need to. no one asked you to. you’re just so used to things going your way because you’re the leader. you’re so desperate to have control you won’t give anything a chance and take it upon yourself to shut it down. no wonder they picked me over you.”
the words were harsh, and taeyang would likely regret them later. but for now, he felt as if he was right, his gaze fixated on his later as he felt himself become heated. his body physically felt clammy from how tense he was.
hyuntae job was stressful. not only did he have to take the most responsibility for the entire group, he was also the first one that had to speak during interviews. he had to lead the team, he had to set a good example for the team. he was the one that had to be the mediator for all members when it came to decision, majority gets the vote was the most fair route, and most times his ideas were shut down before he could even open his mouth to say something. not only that but when members fucked up -- yes, fucked up, he was the one that had to hear it out and of course being on that was frustrated when that happened, he would let that person hear it out as well.
hyuntae would never hold his tongue for no one. not even fans. when he disagreed with something he let the person know. feelings would be the last thing on his mind at the time, and with taeyang it was getting to that point. he was trying to be civil because he knew over experience that arguing with someone like taeyang would never end will, but from the looks of it it wasn’t going to end well as he hope. only because taeyang was being a goddamn brat. “would you have rather me wait months to get their answer back to you or the same day? i’m trying my best, you act like my position is easy. if you want to do that damn thing so bad just do it for your next comeback. for the group’s comeback, your ideas do not fit our concept. that is what they told me. if you don’t like my answer then you can go to the ceo and talk it out with him. considering you’re his favorite anyways.” he spoke, evidence of annoyance laced in his voice. why was he so difficult.
the next thing he said made him stop, and look at him. the words were harsh, and clearly taeyang didn’t live his life to know the hardship he had to go through just to get this far. he frowns, it takes a lot to make hyuntae angry and certain words pertaining to his job and how he does it could get him up there.
“listen, i don’t know what the hell is your problem lately. just because you can get your way doesn’t mean you take it out on me because i’m passing along messages that’s coming from the production team. i don’t know if its because you’re so used to getting your way with your solo career and all but i can tell you a lot of the things around here doesn’t go your way. if anything you have it easier than anyone of us. hell for all i know you’re likely to get away with a lot of the shit you do behind closed doors.” he started, his hands balled into a tight fist as it takes everything in him not to deck him straight in his face. “they chose me over you for a solo career? that’s how you want to play it? keep in mind if you weren’t a member of this group your successful solo career would most likely never have taken off. instead of being big headed, maybe you should try and learn how to be more humble with the things that’s given to you.”
having hyuntae avoid him at his own party had pissed him off profusely, and eunho made sure to make it known to him that he wasn’t happy. no, he was hurt, he was angry, he was frustrated. at himself, hyuntae, at his mind and body for feeling and reacting the way it does. he hates how confused it makes him, how out of control of his own feelings he feels. they didn’t sit down and have deep conversations, or heart to hearts. no, they couldn’t. not with their weird dynamic they had going on. so when the elder had appeared out of nowhere, asking if the two could talk, eunho was shocked. as much as he wanted to forgive him easily, with their last failed attempt at talking, he was going to make sure the two left with whatever it was, solved. so he makes his way to the designated bedroom, the one he specifically told people not to enter, and he waits as patiently as he can. when the sound of the door opens, eunho’s head turns towards the door, and he takes a deep breath in. “you actually came. didn’t run off this time.”
in his mind, eunho had every right to be upset. being avoided, let down, ignored were things that not even he would have enjoyed. yet, he was the one doing it to the younger. why? because of his own selfishness. because he didn’t want to face what the two had. he didn’t want to think about what they were doing and possibly brush it off for the better. as long as no one knew it was fine. but that’s not how things worked, especially when hyuntae was well known for being in one of the biggest boy groups of his time. he didn’t know much about eunho other than him being an influencer. other things that existed before they met he didn’t care much about. as long as you were a good person it was okay for hyuntae.
that what eunho was, a good person. someone that hyuntae didn’t want to hurt, but he was doing so anyways. it took a lot for him to motion his way to the younger male, and ask to speak with him in private. doing so meant that he wanted to try again with the one topic they could never come to a close. the one topic that ended in negative ways each time one tried to address. he only hope this time would be different.
so, he follows the male upstairs, slipping pass the crowd of people and towards the destination of where the other was waiting for him. he only had a limit time before eunho would leave. if that were to happen it would probably be the last time he would get the chance to talk to him. but finding the male waiting, it was a brush of the shoulder. though it was something well expected, it still was foreign to hyuntae to see the male act the way he was currently. not that he blamed him.
of course he would show up if he was the one that asked to speak privately in the first place. each step he went up was two more that he so desperately wanted to walk down. he didn’t know where to start, and now that the two were in the enclosed space away from the rest of the party it wasn’t as if he could just walk out after asking for his time.
“i didn’t, but i think we should try to sort what’s going on between us out...” he spoke only enough for the male to hear. he’d never been this nervous about something before, other than before his stages but those butterflies would leave the moment he would go on stage. this was consistent. as if it didn’t want to go away, and from how he was feeling it wasn’t planning on faltering until whatever they needed to talk about was resolved within this room.
“if you, y’know, don’t mind the question … how often do you go to the dermatologist? your skin is ridiculously smooth.” there’s a pause, a very long pause. and normally, she’d let it die a very slow, awkward death; but maybe she woke up in a particularly friendly mood today. god, soyeon would have a field day. “i’m eun junghwa, by the way. y’know, olympic ice skater, or whatever.”
sometimes hyuntae could be rather blunt. he didn’t hold his tongue and he always said what he had to say whether it would hurt one’s feelings or not. so, when the female was staring at him for a long time it was very awkward for him. not that he wasn’t used to it but he also didn’t like being stared at for so long without the other person saying anything. normally when this would happen he would just continue to walk away. but why did she look familiar?
he only nods towards her answer, it was plausible that family members could live within the towers so, he couldn’t say she was lying, and it wasn’t as if she would know that he was going to come out when she was in the lobby.
the next question would take him aback. she wasn’t one of those weird fangirls was she? a sheepish laugh leaves his lips as he doesn’t know what much to say. sure, he has products that he uses every night to cleanse his face but really... “i mean... i can give you the names of the stuff i use at night and in the morning if you want? also...” he trails off, digging into his pocket for his wallet and pulling out a business card for the dermatologist that he goes too. i’m sure they would love to have a new customer upon his recommendation. “wait... eun?” he thinks for a moment.
he knows that name. of course, he does and that’s when it hits him. brother, olympic ice skater, and same family name. jm would talk about her often. “ah-- i know you! you’re jm’s sister right?” he spoke with a smile. “nice to finally meet you but you’re in the wrong tower aren’t you? also, aren’t you suppose to be...?” he points to his own head, signaling the hair that’s currently on her head. last he heard she didn’t have any.
(of course, the surge of followers and interactions he gets whenever he shows up in the older’s instagram stories is a nice bonus because the more people that know about him, the more opportunities he might get, but it’s hardly the only reason he’s friends with hyun tae. it’s actually only a very small factor but he knows the idol is aware of this and is fine with it; although kijung’s following is far less impressive than hyun tae’s, it’s still nothing to scoff at so they both mutually benefit from appearing on each other’s accounts.)
“hmm,” kijung hums thoughtfully, straw between his lips as he takes a sip of his drink. “shopping?” he suggests idly, plastic cup still in hand as he goes for another sip before speaking again. “i’m thinking of getting a new jacket but i don’t know what yet…” leaning forward, he places his drink on the table and props his elbow onto it afterwards before resting his chin in his palm. “or do you want to do something else? i’m not really picky, honestly,” he admits with a shrug. he just likes hanging out with hyun tae no matter what they do and if he’s being truthful, sometimes even shopping gets a bit boring if it’s all you do. not that it is–in fact it’s been a while since he’s done some retail therapy–but maybe hyun tae doesn’t want to? he’s neither here nor there for it today though so if the other wants to go though, he’s up for it; if not, then he’s not.
when it came to meeting new people, hyuntae was very opened towards the people he’d come in contact with. it was just how he always was. he liked the meeting between the two to be comfortable as possible, so he never seemingly had a hard time making friends with people. kijung on the other had, the two clicked. it was completely coincidental that hyuntae would find himself in the other’s boutique around the same time as kijung was working. it was by chance as hyuntae was still trying to get familiar with the city that he would call his new home. the high class life wasn’t too overwhelming for him but he could sure say it was vastly different from the luxuries that he had when he was growing up.
yangcheon was extremely different, and to him it seemed that the people that grew up here knew everyone and everything about each other. he didn’t want to say that was a bit questionable, but considering the people who had been living here for so long it was only natural for people to become acquainted with their neighbors. hyuntae one the other hand, didn’t know anything about anyone. he was walking in and befriending blindly, a flaw that he addressed to himself many of times. he didn’t trust easily but he liked to be around company, no matter if one was using him or not. not that he mind, as it was the price he chose when the group gained immense popularity. even that still makes him question about how a group from such a small company could be worldwide. it was a blessing but things did tend to get too much after some time. so, it was nice to have a breather from it all every once in a while.
he looks at the younger male, and smiles. shopping didn’t sound too bad. when it came to fashion, the industry was moving so quickly that you would go into a clothing store one day and the next day a whole knew clothing line would quickly replace the one that was displayed prior. the seasons are changing quickly and as someone who loved knew clothes he could definitely say that he couldn’t keep up with everything, including with his busy schedule.
“that doesn’t sound like a bad idea.” he spoke, leaning back in his seat. “we are coming out of summer so, i think looking through some fall attire wouldn’t be bad. i need an upgrade on my closet anyways.” he spoke with a small laugh, stretching a bit.
seyoung wasn’t sure if he had heard hyuntae correctly or if the party music had scrambled the words in his brain. “did you just say too young? i’m going to be twenty-three in less than a month.” seyoung laughed, a playful taunt about hyuntae’s age on the tip of his tongue, but it died there when he glanced over and saw the other man’s expression.
“you’re kidding, right,” seyoung said, trying and failing to ignore the decided lack of a joke on hyuntae’s face. “this isn’t an awards show, hyung, we don’t have to keep acting like soju’s going to burn us if we touch it.” it had been funny when he was seventeen and exaggerating that the sight of alcohol would do exactly that, but that was almost six years ago. “come on, you don’t even look like you’re having fun! how do you think cha eunho would feel as a host if he just saw you standing around like this, huh?”
he was hoping to count on hyuntae’s consideration for others, but he’s not entirely confident even as he said it. so far, he hadn’t been able to tell how hyuntae felt about being at the party at all, aside from some signs of discomfort– though seyoung had chalked that up to his habit of irritating the older, because hyuntae couldn’t possibly be uncomfortable about the party, right? he wouldn’t have come to a completely optional party if that was the case. right?
seyoung paused. considered his options. “plus, i’m a great shot, so we wouldn’t be anywhere near drunk. one game, i swear.”
he was glad to know that seyoung had caught on to how serious he was about the younger not getting drunk. if he was anyone else hyuntae wouldn’t honestly care whether or not the male was passed out on the floor. he would just step over him like he’d done the others that had succumbed to being drunk after a few drinks. he wanted to enjoy the party, he was even the type to always be at parties. it wasn’t as if he was growing tired of the scene it was just the person who was avoiding this whole while was hosting the party. each time the younger mentioned his name, the more he was closer to wanting to toss the taller male out the nearest window.
“i’m not, but nice to know that you thought i was.” he spoke towards the younger member. did he trust seyoung, not really. that was saying a lot about the maknae of the group. the last thing he wanted to do was have him a drunken mess trying to drag him back to the apartment complex. how would that look to the public. what was he saying? as many times as he come back home drunk from going out. a heavy sigh escapes his lips when the other mentions the male’s name again. “i don’t think he would care, but enough about him.”
placing his hands in his pockets, he gives in to the other. he doesn’t have the energy at the moment to go back and forth with seyoung. if he didn’t let him do that damn beer pong game, the younger would just nag him more than he does on an average day until he did. he really didn’t want that right now ( for his own sanity that was ). “fine! one game.”
it was obvious that hyuntae was avoiding him, because the times that eunho had spotted him around and noticed how uncomfortable he looked and before the younger could even blink, he was gone. leaving eunho with a sorrow feeling deep in his gut and a small pout on his lips.
his brown orbs are scanning the area, watching for uninvited and unwanted people when his attention is forced away, instead to the presence that arrives beside him. a bit shocked he is, actually, considering this is the closest he’s been to him the whole time and this time, he’s not actually running away. red solo cup in eunho’s hand, filled to the brim with some expensive alcohol that he probably couldn’t remember the name of, suddenly he feels the need to take a a lot a few large sips of the beverage to power through. they’re more so hidden from the crowd, though they can see everything and it makes eunho feel a bit nervous, a bit restless. hyuntae’s voice is loud and clear, the evident signs of nervousness were flickering through and eunho’s gaze drops slightly, eyeing the ground for a few silent moments before he glances back up. “so now you want to talk? after avoiding me the whole time?” he responds, voice not faltering in the slightest. yes, he was hurt he had been avoiding him. no, he wouldn’t be easy and just pretend like things were okay. eunho was a soft person deep down, sure, but no way would he let himself act differently when he couldn’t deny that he was upset with the elder. “meet me in the last bedroom on the top floor then. if you’re not there in five minutes, don’t expect me to wait.”
it took a lot out of him to even muster up the courage to go to him. the reason as to why he was avoiding the male for so long is that he was afraid of the awkwardness that would ensue when the crossed each other. there were so many things left unsaid during their last visit, and there were things that weren’t resolved within the confines of eunho apartment in starlight towers. he’d wished they’d gotten through with it the prior meeting, but it seem like nothing was on their side.
even the body language the two had given off within the back of the large room where the majority was located was risky. maybe that’s why he refused to be in a relationship with anyone. he didn’t want to take a risk, he was afraid too. having two debuts slip past his fingers, and being brushed off like he was nothing. this chance, him being leader, and immensely successful was something that he treated as if it was fragile. because it was to him. his hardships made him only care about securing his spot where he is now, and he knew it was wrong. that’s just how his mindset was. he even felt sorry towards eunho, and it wasn’t as if he didn’t like him because he did and just that thought scared him the most.
he didn’t like his private life to be within the public, and he felt like who he liked didn’t matter for anyone to know. he didn’t want anyone to know that he was attracted to both genders. it wasn’t mostly what the fans thought of him, but it was more of what they would do to the other party. he didn’t want reporters following their every move, he didn’t want fans bashing them over the internet under anonymous. he didn’t want any of that, but he knew if he would go forward with whatever they were that was bound to happen sooner or later. hyuntae was always in the camera’s eye. not for him, but as chelmico’s leader, bye✩l. even solely being that -- as long as he’s been within the group, didn’t really settle well with him. he wanted people to know him for the music he made, the contributions that he’d made within the group. he would love for his fans to see different side of him, and to understand him but he knew there were a lot of restrictions that he’d have to face being within the company he was in. his job was a stressful one, and to the reasons he hadn’t broken down yet still amazed him in many ways.
he could see the hurt in eunho’s eyes, just that made him feel guilty as he was the cause of that. the last thing he wanted to do was hurt the people he was close to in any fashion, yet he was doing that right now due to his own selfish ways. sometimes, he had somewhat of a disliking towards himself, but he always told himself that he wouldn’t change the way he was no matter how much fame the world has given him. hyuntae wasn’t one to beat around the bush, but he was one to avoid situations that made him uncomfortable and this was one that made him extremely so because it was foreign to him. being so close in an almost relationship wasn’t something he was used too. so when he was met with a tone that he wasn’t use to with eunho, he was taken aback. it was as if he didn’t know how to answer at that point only because he never heard the other spoke like that to him before. the nice, caring, and soft person eunho was, that was the last thing he would have thought to hear come from the other.
maybe he deserved it. he did deserve it, eunho had every right to be upset with him because he was the one avoiding him. not the other way around.
but he gives the male a nod. this time he wouldn’t avoid him, they had to settle this. “i’ll be there.” he spoke, as he watched the male leave first.
