eunho struggles. he struggles to make friends, genuine friends, that is. sure, he’s an easy going person when he’s got a few drinks in his system and he’s at a top notch club, but the people me meets through that are nowhere near as close as how he is with nara. it’s difficult for him, because truth be told, with the life he’s had to grow up with, he could barely tell who was really his friend and who was just using him. poor eunho had learnt the hard way more times than he could count, and in the end, he was fed up. he had enough, and now he was use to it. but he shouldn’t be, he knows it’s technically not his fault - but now he knows the signs, knows the questions that people ask him and the way they act, he can tell who isn’t being genuine with him.
he was lucky that he had nara, in all honesty. with very few limited people in his life who he could let the cha son front down with, he didn’t get to be himself often, but with nara, he could. the two were almost like two peas in a pod, each others’ ride or die, a shoulder to cry on when things got tough, at each others defence whenever needed. the public loved to gossip about them, trying to analyse their every move around each other in hopes to use it as a headline for the next day, eunho found it quite amusing.
nara had been there for eunho in some of his more weaker times, his more vulnerable periods. he was extremely thankful for her, and that was why he decided to treat her to a fancy brunch in the middle of boulevard 88. ensured the table was booked, a table in the corner of the cafe and away from the eyes of those who passed by. eunho couldn’t be bothered with nosy people today, he just wanted a relaxing brunch (for once).
the cafe was one that eunho adored, hence he felt the need to treat his ride or die. he wasn’t all the best with words, so in a way, this was his way of saying thank you. for being his friend, for her generosity, for being there when he needed someone, for making him laugh and smile - just, for being in his life.
though, no matter how thankful he is, eunho will not let her have his dessert. “why do you always want my food,” grumbling, he uses his hands to shield his dessert from the younger. “you have your own!” voice defensive, he looks at her for a few moments before sighing, removing his hands. “fine, go ahead.” avoiding eye contact in attempt to stop her from seeing his smile, failing once their eyes meet. “you’re paying next time. where are you gonna take me, huh?”
jung nara is not an easy person to love. she had learned that when she was twelve, in kang juri’s room with glistening tears streaming down her face and an ache within her chest that wasn’t supposed to be there. you’ll get over it. she had promised to herself, but she only buried it deep within the caverns of her mind, somewhere where no light resides. so what sort of a mother doesn’t love their own child? and whose fault is it? the child’s or the mother’s?
but she’s not a person that’s fond of dwelling on the past. let bygones be bygones. yet sometimes, when no one’s around and the sadness of life grips her mind, she wonders what she would’ve became and what could’ve been had she lived with more loving parents, had her father lived. it’s the thought that kills, not the regret. the idea of a life that could've been hers.
then she grew up and changed for good, and left behind a string of friends that seemed to dissect her every action, finding it impossible to stomach her blatant callousness and focusing only on the ugliness. and then she met eunho, and even till this very day she wonders what he sees in her. she knows that she’s not good, knows she could be better as she’s nearly the worst, but she doesn’t dare to question his judgment, not when his presence is as warm as a flame in the middle of a ruthless winter.
maybe that’s what he is; a lighthouse, a safe harbor, a home she’s never know. “shut up, they always give you the sweeter dessert!” she rolls her eyes, defiantly lifting up her silver fork into the air. “see, you fool, you can’t say no to me,” she chuckles when he finally surrenders, voicing trailing away as she steals a piece of his dessert, mind now focusing on his question.
“of course. where would you like to go? perhaps rome? i know they have the best pasticcerias over there. maybe even paris? they have some amazing sweets, i can confirm. oh and what about...” she trails off for a moment, smiling slightly to herself. “switzerland? they’re known for their chocolate.”