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@ — finchweave ?! 📗 ◠ 18 . any prns .ᐟ - ᰍ #. my internet diary to post wtv i desire " →﹐ current theme — hiromi higuruma .

[ymca0svw]

◠ may 9th . 2026 → vent ᰍ

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i hate when i get on tiktok to avoid my problems and i just see dozens of videos of it like yes ik i have daddy issues no i don’t need to be reminded of it!!

[ymca0svw]

◠ april 29th . 2026 → random ᰍ

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i’m not in my suicidal era for like 5 minutes and i think im the shit

guys last post has me thinking, i’m actually really impressive like averaging 3.8-4.0 gpa, second team all conference as a FIRST YEAR WRESTLER, multi-sport athlete, im like really friendly with lots of different types of people

and i’m not just like some meathead athlete i play violin, i write fanfics, draw, used to edit (may get back into it)

lowk im da GOAT🥶🥶🥶

[ymca0svw]

◠ april 29th . 2026 → random ᰍ

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omg i hate being good at almost everything 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 why am i running at hws tmrw😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 im just a first yr😭😭😭😭😭

[ymca0svw]

◠ april 20th . 2026 → random ᰍ

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i haven’t written in my notes since getting tumblr and i feel so bad i feel like im neglecting one pet for another 😢

i’ve been writing in it since i was 11 yrs old i have so many memories and now im on tumblr like a bandwagoner

[ymca0svw]

◠ april 20th . 2026 → rant ᰍ

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BLOW UP EVERY WELSH PERSON😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 ESPECIALLY KEVIN DIE KEVIN DIE KEVIN DIE GROWN ASS MAN ACTING LIKE THIS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

he acts like my dad ew like who do u think u r

[ymca0svw]

◠ april 15th . 2026 → contemplating ᰍ

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would i be consider important in death or would my death be the catalyst to make people care?

just #posttrackmeetthoughts

[ymca0svw]

◠ april 15th . 2026 → contemplating ᰍ

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i believe the reason why i fantasize about having a boyfriend and being in a relationship is because i crave the bond of being someone "person" and i know deep down i’ve never had someone consider me special and important in their lives.

everyone highlights how close and how cared for they feel when they’re in a relationship that’s all i’ve ever wanted to experience, making me believe that i need to be romantically involved for me to be loved and cared for.

thats also why im so scared of dating because if i’m in a relationship, which is supposed to be the most significant relationship in your life, and i’m cheated on or betrayed in any sense it’s essentially reaffirming my believe that i was unworthy and incapable of being loved.

just #trackmeetthoughts

[ymca0svw]

◠ april 9th . 2026 → random thought ᰍ

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had a dream and now the voices r telling me to confess to the guy i’ve had a crush on since 5th grade that has a gf

[ymca0svw]

— update : don’t like him anymore because he’s a freaking bum that ignored me everytime i dare make eye contact with him

[ymca0svw]

◠ april 15th . 2026 → vent ᰍ

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i hate all my “friends” i wish i could move to texas now

[ymca0svw]

◠ april 9th . 2026 → random ᰍ

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had a dream and now the voices r telling me to confess to the guy i’ve had a crush on since 5th grade that has a gf

[ymca0svw]

◠ april 8th . 2026 → vent ᰍ

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i hate my life uhhh lolol why am i so unlovable uhh lolol i wish i could relapsuhh LOLOL

[ymca0svw]

◠ april 8th . 2026 → rant ᰍ

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oh my gosh i hateeee miserable bitches 😭😭😭😭😭😭 like plssss it’s not my fault ur life sucks grow tf uppppp😭😭😭😭😭

[ymca0svw]

◠ april 8th . 2026 → random ᰍ

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i aspire to have those effortlessly aesthetic looking blogs i lowkey need to hop on the grind and start doom scrolling thru this app

[ymca0svw]

◠ april 8th . 2026 → random thought ᰍ

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zebras r so weird like y tf u look like that

[ymca0svw]

◠ april 8th . 2026 → rant ᰍ

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omfg this kid is so irritating we have an entire conversation and then out of the blue you ignore me and act all dry for no reason whatsoever!!!!

like you’re so childish and immature, interacting with you is so exhausting everyday i have to deal with ur bs​. she’s always doing this shit liek grow up!!!!!!!!

and i KNOW she’s online and talking to our other friends like wtf is your problem 🖕🖕🖕